Hot Mess

Trying to do what’s right

[family-trauma]

I've come realization that I'm an empath and keep suffering with the above mentioned points under self abandonment. Healing from this is f%$!ing hard but it has to be done. Just gotta keep moving forward!!

[qaradise]

[trenchcas]

[sgb-crb21]

Whhhhhhy is it this

[akindplace]

Mirrors Reflect You

[sgb-crb21]

😭💔

[sgb-crb21]

My daughters memory is as good as mine and it breaks my heart

[sgb-crb21]

Point of no return. No caring. Numb. I thought time would help.

[sgb-crb21]

It’s eating me alive. I don’t want to live like this. Regardless of what anyone did to me, I will always feel guilty for how things turn out

[sgb-crb21]

She talks about all of you guys constantly. She wants her hair put up like momma Taylor. She wants to bake cookies with grandma. I don’t know if this will ever get any easier. I’m so tired of feeling like I’ve failed my child by taking her away. I’m just paranoid with the situation.

[sgb-crb21]

I remember going to chick fil a and being a car or two behind you and this is how you found out. I remember meeting at the cemetery and then ending up talking through this. Maybe I did it wrong. I don’t know. But if I could, I’d apologize a million times. That eats at me a lot

[sgb-crb21]

Am I doing the right thing? I need a sign? I have no clue

[sgb-crb21]

[sgb-crb21]

If you read this, reach out. You’re not alone

[sgb-crb21]

[sgb-crb21]

Deleting this. It’s pointless.

[sgb-crb21]

Happy 😍