We Live A Borrowed Life

23 // Bisexual // Pierced & Inked // Vodka & J.D are my best friends // Mummy // You Bleed Just To Know You Are Alive // I am a broken down girl who is still standing strong // Speak every word like it is your first // Live everyday like it is your last // Kik: GeekyGamerGirl92 Skype: gingeypudding //

[same-noir]

[deeplifequotes]

You begged for my time and then wasted it.

(via deeplifequotes)

[sgtdimples]

This is your country, this is your home; here is the house where you grew up alone! Remember this, remember this for what it was!

[sgtdimples]

So, here is me at half 9 in the morning. Struggling to smile, struggling to move, struggling to motivate myself. Everyday is a struggle for me because of the pain I'm in and because of what I suffer with mentally. But you can only see my physical pain! I was 17 when I was first diagnosed with a mental illness. At first they thought it was just depression and then postnatal depression, but I knew there was something more wrong with me but I couldn't explain it to anyone without sounding crazy. I was given a multitude of tablets but none of them worked, they made me worse. In 2012 before my 19th birthday, I went through something traumatic to myself. I wasn't well in myself and my daughter went to live with her father by court order; which at the time was the better option and I can't thank him and his Fiancée enough for what they've done for her. I did stupid things throughout the years and I couldn't stop. I pushed my friends away, I ruined relationships with my family and close friends because I didn't know how to control myself. Back in 2014 they finally found me a tablet that would balance me out, Quetiapine 200mg every day. It's now 2016 and I'm down to just 25mg a day on Quetiapine! I am proud of myself for sharing this with you guys, and I just hope you are brave enough to #SmileAgainstTheStigma and share your stories! I have been diagnosed with Bipolar, Schizophrenia, Social Anxiety and I have panic attacks near enough everyday. But as long as I have my family, my friend's, my amazing Fiancée Stuart and my two beautiful little girls I can get through anything. And you guys can too! Help raise awareness for Mental Health!

[katemoennigbitch-blog]

[sgtdimples]

This tattoo actually means a lot to me; for a good chunk of my life I've been on a constant battle with myself and my demons. I've learnt that in time you can win against your demons, you just need the right people and motivation. I found a song that helped me by one of my favourite bands Bring Me The Horizon. "I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone I long for that feeling to not feel at all The higher I get, the lower I'll sink I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim." #Tattoo #Inked #NewInk #InkedGirls #InvisibleIllness #CanYouFeelMyHeart #BringMeTheHorizon #BMTH #GirlsWithTattoos #Black #Art #Artwork #Addict #BattleAgainstYourDemons #BattleWon #Thankful @bringmethehorizon

[sgtdimples]

#ShortHair #GirlsWhoLikeBoys #GirlsWhoLikeGirls #GirlsWithPiercings #Piercings #Inked #InkedGirls #GirlsWithTattoos #ShortHairedGirl #Black #White #Smiles #Dimples #Attitude

[kumawind]

Tribute to the two greatest.

You two are always the best. Always.

[somekindademongod]

Raise your wand in Honor of Professor Severus Snape….. RIP Alan Rickman

[sgtdimples]

Even in the darkest of times, light will always find you!

[playingwithdaggers]

[gobsthegoblin]

here for mentally ill people who don’t want to go to college 

here for mentally ill people who drop out of school 

here for mentally ill people who are still living with parents in their twenties 

here for mentally ill people who can’t have a job 

here for mentally ill people with no or low ambitions 

here for mentally ill people who aren’t high functioning and are seen as “lazy” in the neurotypical world and have even been stigmatized in the mentally ill community. you are all important and valid. i’m proud of you. 

[saraaf1]

if someone stays with you after you hurt them more than once, they love you. think about it. they’re choosing pain over pleasure

(via adulatiio)

[sugarsnore-deactivated20150130]

She looks up at him like he’s the world. And he just thinks she’s pretty.

I know I care more and I really wish I didn’t. (via sugarsnore)

[poetrist]

How amazing it is to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.

(via imisss-youu)

[1000drawings]

[prasejeebus]