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i can’t cry so i learnt to use my veins instead

when i feel blue my skin paints red

guess the numbness blocks tears too

they can’t flow so blood will do

cold air is kinda warm really

cos then the scars they can’t see

promise i won’t take my life (maybe)

i just tend to seek relief from a knife

like a breath of fresh air

im okay i swear

you call it self harm

to me its self care

when the big sad comes idk how else to deal with my emotions other than bleeding

thought i was getting better but guess the sharps are coming out again :DDDDD such fun

its so satisfying when it gets bloody

ok i was a little too happy that my scalpel blade collection was within walking distance of where me and my friends are going for a day trip.

why is it that the only time i feel something is when i bleed. other than that im just a hollow husk of nothing.

the feminine urge to carve ur skin cause it’s the only thing that feels real

it sucks when your scars start fading… it only makes me want to sh more. the scars are oddly comforting…

i know i shouldn’t do it again. but i rly want to. shouldn’t hv given my blades away

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