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18 Cause I’m sitting here doing nothing but aging… still my guitar gently wheeps

[4dbarbie-deactivated20230709]

TOUGH LOVE. SCOLDING RATHER.

How can you ask me "How to stop identifying with something?"

You STOP?

If you're driving to New York and realize halfway that you were supposed to go to New Jersey what do you do? You stop. Change destination. Why would you still go to New York if it's not what you want?

Again, why would you add Vanessa to the "I AM" if you want to be Lara?

You ask how to stop being Vanessa - the reason you can't stop is because it's ALL YOU THINK YOU ARE.

First stop thinking you're Vanessa.

You're driving a car. "I AM" is the car. You know how to drive it because you're already driving it by being Vanessa.

Vanessa is something you add to the "I AM" and not you.

To be "I AM" you have to refuse past and future because those are of the character, Vanessa is the one with a memory/personality/habits and not you.

You are, free of any label or concept (ie. space/time) you may choose to be conscious of.

You can't stop being Vanessa while being Vanessa? It's like you're asking me "well how do you stop being Ada", I was never Ada. I choose to express myself as Ada when I want but I AM NOT Ada. You are Vanessa and that's why you can't stop being her. All your "I AM" knows is Vanessa. Undo that. You're either your Self or your ego, you can't be your infinite being while desperately hanging onto Vanessa.

HOW TO STOPPP (the fact that the answer was already up but my asks are the same... are you sure you even want it?)

Disbelieve you were ever her. See what happens.

The body and the mind are only symptoms of ignorance, of misapprehension. Behave as if you were pure awareness, bodiless and mindless, spaceless and timeless, beyond 'where' and 'when' and 'how'. Dwell on it, think of it, learn to accept its reality. Don't oppose it and deny it all the time. Keep an open mind at least. Make your mind and body express the real which is ALL and beyond all. By doing you succeed. -Nisargadatta

But you don't want to stop, you want to "get things" in the world. You struggle to get and achieve things while projecting a world full of desires. You refuse to let Vanessa go, if you did you'd have your full realization right now. Keep being Vanessa until you get sick enough. I can't sell you your Self. All you're doing is for your Self. Vanessa hurts your real being with all its limitations. She is unnecessary. You don't need her. She needs you. You don't have to do anything to her. Just see that you are NOT her. DISREGARD. SEE YOUR SELF.

What are you without all the labels?

[4dbarbie-archive]

HOW TO STOPPP

[virginniana]

[n1k0laa5]

when you think about manifestation, especially when you’re going by the “i am the source of everything” mindset—you are giving your desire to yourself… if you’re the one making it happen… that means you already have your desire… because how would you give something you don’t have… which means that there is no seperation between you and what you want… so instead of “getting it”, why not just… realize you already fucking have it and stop playing hot potato with versions of yourself… just be the you that….. that has it…. instead of being the version that’s.. waiting to have it….

[freakcliff]

the world needs to see this tweet

[tteokdoroki]

yuuji finger fucking you with his promise ring on … and it’s like a low quality recording in the hidden folder on his phone for when he’s feeling lonely … most of it being your whines and him whimpering back in response every time you say his name. just: “uh huh? yeah baby? deeper? i think you’re gonna cum. please cum for me.” and the pitch of his voice rises the closer you get to squirting on his fingers

[lotuzies]

HOW I MANIFEST ✷

no constant affirming, acknowledging & reacting to the 3d, no methods, no living in the end — just choosing my truth.

my biggest turning point when it comes to manifesting was knowing non-dualism and then understanding that i'm not a person trying to manifest something. there's no me here and my manifestation there. there's no A and B.

i am my manifestation, matter of fact, i am everything. i am the experience. i'm not the human, i am the experience experiencing itself.

after understanding that, labels started to lose meaning. things like "bad" or "good" are meanings created by humans to help us explain how we feel and make us have a criteria to make decisions. those meanings make sense to me because i am, indeed experiencing human life, but i'm not bound to that, i'm beyond that.

as i said, i'm the experience. so, without labels, i started to realize that everything we experience is simply neutral. we are the ones to assign meaning to it, but, at its core, everything is neutral.

i'll give you an example. let's say you crash your car, you're not hurt or anything, but your car doesn't work and you need to take it to a mechanic, the mechanic tells you it's gonna cost a lot of money to fix your car. you'd certainly think "hell, this situation sucks. i have to spend a lot of money and i won't have my car for a few days." you claim this situation is bad. the mechanic on the other hand, thinks "ha! this dumbass crashes their car and now i'll get a lot of money!" he claims this situation is good.

same situation. two completely different interpretations. everything we experience simply is. not bad, not good. it just is. you can decide its meaning.

okay, got that. so how do i manifest with this?

we've learned that everything is neutral, we are the ones who can assign any meaning to anything. "true" and "false" are meanings created by humans, not set in stone laws. see what i'm getting at?

when manifesting, i simply assign meaning to my experience. i decide what is "true" and "false". i look at my initial circumstances, say for example: lack of money, bad skin, no job — and deem it false. deem it simply my imagination. not real. then i say to myself "the truth is actually that i have money, or clear skin, or my dream job." and done. saying it only once is enough. then i move on, and go on with my life knowing what is truth and what isn't.

at moments like these i like to remind myself that i'm not the human. i'm not a human trying to manifest something and i'm not stuck to identifying with something forever. i am the experience, i am the observer of the experience, therefore i can simply identify with a different truth.

that's how i ignore the 3d. or, rather, how i don't. i never force myself to ignore something, specially when it comes to circumstances that are hard to ignore. personally, it just causes me anxiety to force myself to ignore something because of the idea that "if i don't ignore it, i won't get my manifestation". whenever unfavorable circumstances arise, i acknowledge them, and gently remind myself "hmm... no. this is false, the truth is that i already have my desire." and move on. again, i decide what is truth and what isn't, i decide the meaning of everything because i am everything.

finally, i wanna highlight that, for me, 'knowing something is the truth' is not constantly affirming, doing 10 different methods at once, listening to thousands of subliminals until i convince myself. i also don't have to constantly be happy and gleeful about having my manifestation. i simply have to know it is the truth and naturally sustain that truth. like: when you got your dream phone, you were very happy for the first few days, but a year later with that phone, you're out of that "honeymoon phase", you just know you have it and... yeah. that's all there is to it. i simply have to know my manifestation as a natural and instinctive truth. doesn't matter what circumstances i see because i can simply deem them imaginary/false and still know my truth, sustain that truth for as long as i want.

et voila! there you have it, how i manifest! i simply live my life knowing what it is and what isn't truth and... yeah. everything just unfolds without me having to do much. everything is malleable, play with reality, you're the experience. bye bye 🪷

[i-amyou-deactivated20250613]

Hear me out Hear me out, I'm understanding So basically I'm rich now by claiming that I'm cancelling the possibility of being broke.

So by claiming I've cleared the illusionary exam already I'm cancelling out the possibility of failure.

Am I understanding it right love?

"I'm rich now by claiming that I'm cancelling the possibility of being broke"

What you experience, is what you effortlessly DECIDE.

" " appears as whatever " " decides. No efforts involved.

There is no one to cancel the possibility of being broke. There is no possibility of being broke, likewise there is no possibility of being rich.

It is all " " seemingly appearing in " ".

Empty appearances.

" " is not rich. " " is not poor. " " do not succeed, and it does not fail.

It just IS. It doesn't need to be anything, it is BEING itself.

Look beyond the labels, and concepts, and words. Notice your effortless BEING. Everything I said here is just a pointer, look where it's pointing to and drop it.

You are EVERYTHING. You are NOTHING.

You ARE.

" ".

[noseparate]

you shift the moment awareness shifts

when people ask, “how do i shift?” they’re usually imagining that awareness is here and the desired reality is somewhere else. but if reality is experienced through awareness, then what is there to travel to?

the moment you’re aware of a reality, you’ve already shifted awareness to it.

that’s why i stopped treating shifting like a dramatic event i had to induce. i no longer see it as something that requires symptoms, methods, perfect timing, or waiting.

awareness doesn’t need to move through space to experience something new. a change in awareness is the shift itself.

shifting became much simpler when i stopped asking, “how do i get there?” and started recognizing that awareness is already what every reality appears in.

you don’t shift by forcing the "physical" with a method

you shift because awareness is always shifting.

[noseparate]

why you feel "stuck"

one realization that completely changed the way i viewed “being stuck” is this:

you never actually experience stuckness.

what you experience are thoughts about being stuck.

think about it... the weather changes, your mood changes, your body changes, your interests change, your beliefs change, your cells literally regenerate.

even the person you were five minutes ago only exists as a memory appearing now.

so where exactly is the thing that is stuck?

most of the time, what people call being stuck is comparing the present moment to an imagined version of how they think things should be.

“i should have shifted by now. “i should have manifested it already.”

and then the mind repeats that story so often that it starts to feel like a fact.

but if you stop and look at your direct experience, life is moving constantly. it’s like standing in a river and claiming the water isn’t flowing because you haven’t reached the destination you imagined.

even the feeling of frustration is movement.

even the feeling of waiting is movement.

even the feeling of being stuck is something that appears, changes, and disappears.

the irony is that the moment you truly investigate stuckness, you can’t actually find it.

you only find life unfolding.

you only find experience changing.

you only find awareness noticing it all.

and that is anything but stuck. 🤍

[noseparate]

you're inside a waking dream

before dismissing that statement, consider this: everything you know about the world is known through experience.

the room you’re in is an experience.

the thoughts in your mind are experiences.

your memories, imagination, emotions, and perceptions are all experiences.

you never step outside of experience to verify reality from some separate position. everything is encountered through awareness.

this is why some people compare life to a waking dream. not because the world is unreal, but because everything you know about it appears as experience in the same way a dream appears as experience.

the difference is that one is called “dreaming” and the other is called “waking.” which both are known in awareness.

[vanillebirkin]

remember what you are made of, just pure awareness and an endless power of (literal) manifestation.

you can leave whenever you want.

this world has dictated its rules upon us since we were manifested into flesh and bones, but it's time to return to our roots.

remember you are the creator, take off your little human mask and remember this reality, and your physicality are mere vessels.

[angelicrevenge]

You Command, Reality Conforms.

🎀 . 𖡼 ྀི ๑͏ 🎀 . 𖡼 ྀི ๑͏ 🎀 . 𖡼 ྀི ๑͏ 🎀 . 𖡼 ྀི ๑͏ 🎀 . 𖡼 ྀི

🎀 . 𖡼 ྀི ๑͏ 🎀 . 𖡼 ྀི ๑͏ 🎀 . 𖡼 ྀི ๑͏ 🎀 . 𖡼 ྀི ๑͏ 🎀 . 𖡼 ྀི

ACCEPT THAT.

Build a bitchy mindset when it comes to manifestation. Why are you, as God, worried about your creation not reflecting what you want? How are you God but you’re doubting if you can change your creation?! If your thoughts create reality like you say it does, then change your thoughts to favorable ones and stop looking outside of yourself for proof of desire. You’re the validator of your reality, reality is not the validator of you.

Take control of yourself and reality will change to reflect that. Treat the 3D like it’s your assistant and you’re the boss. Your desire will show up in the 3D because it already happened in the 4D.

[1dreamdoll]

thoughts are meaningless.

beliefs are meaningless.

assumptions are meaningless.

feelings are meaningless.

a subconscious is meaningless.

identity is meaningless.

time is meaningless.

everything outside of nothing is meaningless.

all these things are perceived, they aren’t you.

what are you?

[fairyminnie444]

ACCEPT that it is simple, ACCEPT that it is easy

You are just struggling to find something because you don't accept that you have already found it and that it is already done.

The moment you accept that

> you don't need to affirm

> you don't need to believe

> you don't need to impress your subconscious

> you don't need methods

> you don't need more knowledge about

> you don't need to have another click

You only need the I AM (your consciousness) that is you, that is inside you. You only need to want and decide.

But how to decide? How to assume?

Live FROM it. and not for it.

What do you want? Decide.

Sp? Create your logical basis.

I AM perfect, I AM loved. Why? Because I exist. Because I want. Because I say so.

The basis is ready. STICK TO IT. And he/she has no choice but to correspond to that.

Why? Because you decided.

Money? create the logical basis.

I am worthy. I am abundant. I am valuable. Why? Because I exist. My existence is worth millions.

The basis is ready. STICK TO IT. And money has no choice but to come to you.

Why? Because you decided.

ACCEPT THAT IT IS SIMPLE AND EASY LIKE THIS, there are no "buts" and no "what ifs". Once you decided, in your imagination, created a basis logic for your ego ITS DONE. Let the magic of the law happens, but allow it.

[noseparate]

you shift the moment awareness shifts

when people ask, “how do i shift?” they’re usually imagining that awareness is here and the desired reality is somewhere else. but if reality is experienced through awareness, then what is there to travel to?

the moment you’re aware of a reality, you’ve already shifted awareness to it.

that’s why i stopped treating shifting like a dramatic event i had to induce. i no longer see it as something that requires symptoms, methods, perfect timing, or waiting.

awareness doesn’t need to move through space to experience something new. a change in awareness is the shift itself.

shifting became much simpler when i stopped asking, “how do i get there?” and started recognizing that awareness is already what every reality appears in.

you don’t shift by forcing the "physical" with a method

you shift because awareness is always shifting.

[ceilidho]

One night stand Gaz that you met in Italy who speaks perfect Italian and you think is a local until he shows up around your neighbourhood in London (you only ever spoke to him in shitty Italian which he indulged in because you said you wanted to practice, and which you must have really needed because you clearly didn’t listen to any of the things he rasped in your ear while bottomed out in your cunt about following you home and making you his)

[montagoves]

ride | arthur morgan

genre: smut (fem! reader!) 18+, drabble

warning: riding arthur, one mention of dumbification, hint of edging

summary: you and arthur are riding back to camp — you are also literally riding arthur.

a/n: was playing rdr2, saw arthur riding his horse, paused to write this. anyway enjoy it was written in 10 minutes <3

you know when you’re riding your horse at a slow pace as arthur, and he’ll have one hand on the reins and one casually at his side? i’m thinking about arthur doing the same, but his hand that isn’t on the reins is on your hip, lazily dragging you back and forth onto his cock as you ride his horse.

“yeah, that’s it, sweetheart,” he drawls in your ear, his fingers gripping the fabric of your skirts to keep them above your plump ass — only for him to see. “don’t even have to do nothing. just sittin’ there, lookin’ pretty. ‘n everyone that rides by us ain’t none the wiser.”

the position is devastating. your ass flush to his hips, back subtly arched to have his cock hit that toe-curling spot inside you with each trot of the horse. you’d almost feel bad the horse had to bear witness to this, but it was difficult to care when arthur’s hand slipped around your front and began to rub slow circles on your sensitive clit.

“look at’chu. tryin’ so hard to stay quiet, while your pretty cunt is cryin’ all over my cock,” he murmured in your ear, rough padded fingers continuing to massage your clit. “maybe i should keep you like this the whole ride. warmin’ my cock while i keep you on the edge. what do you think, darlin’?”

your brain is fuzzy at this point, nearly every word arthur spoke going in one ear and out the other. all you can muster is a strained “mhm!” as your head falls back against his shoulder. to anyone else, it’d look like you were tired, or in pain, with the way your face was twisted. little did they know, what you were feeling was far from pain.

arthur chuckled lowly in your ear, using the momentum of the horse to pull you down harder on his cock with the next trot. “pretty thing, already gone dumb f’me. it’s okay, sweetheart. just another town to cross and we’ll be back at camp.”

your breaths were coming shorter, your hips subtly trying to rock back faster on his thick cock as you felt your stomach start to coil tightly. chuckling again, arthur’s hand returned to your ass, squeezing the fat of it as he eased your movements to a slow grind. he pressed a light, teasing kiss to your neck, a hint of a smirk on his lips as he spoke.

“nah, sweetheart. we’re goin’ my pace. just be a good girl ‘n enjoy the ride.”