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forever flying in between worlds 𓍼ོ

[realitydove]

INTRO ʚଓ hi!! welcome to my little oasis of spirituality. my name is Priscilla, i'm 20, and this blog is going to be everything i've ever learned (and continue to learn) about sprituality, nonduality, reality shifting, law of assumption, manifestation, all of that. basically everything about the way i view the universe. i have lots of thoughts and a lot that i've come to understand, and i just finally want to talk about it all! i want to encourage myself to centralize my personal philosophy and beliefs more in my everyday life, and also i want to encourage others to question their beliefs and form their own. you don't have to agree with me or everything i say, but if you're here, all i ask is you have an open mind and stay beautiful. for now this is all i have. i love you, and i hope you have a beautiful existence. never forget, you are everything ᢉ𐭩

ask status: my asks, dms, submissions, it's all open for anything you ever want to ask or talk about!! feel free to ask me whatever, whenever. i'll respond as quickly as i can!! you ask and trust i’ll answer with an essay reply because i love you and i want to help and i cant shut up. <333

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[trulyeverafter]

i was thinking about ur posts, where you speak about us being boundless and free.

but we’re not, not really. we have no choice but to be. we can’t escape it, the same way infinite potential can’t cease being, it just is.

we are trapped in existence.

The sentence “I am trapped in X" is only accurate if "I" is an independent entity and "X" is an independent thing.

What you said is poetic, sure, but I can't help but be pedantic here, because you can't really use that as an argument like you're using it here.

When I said “YOU are free”, I wasn't talking about a thing or a concept of YOU being free. I was pointing beyond the concepts.

It's accurate to say a “human body” is trapped in a “human body” or in a “room”. But are YOU a human body? Are YOU a concept?

Moreover, “existence” is yet another concept. And so is “free will”.

“We have no choice but to be”. But it's not something you can choose to begin with. Moreover, “concepts” don't exist to begin with. What you call “we” or “you” or “I” don't exist at all. So how could they choose or even “be”?

Only YOU(pointer) ARE. And YOU(pointer) cannot be spoken of in a sentence like you just made. And concepts DON'T exist. “you” can't escape “Being”? “you” never existed to begin with. “you” can be trapped in the concept of “existence” but not in Existence(Pointer), but any concept can be trapped in any other concept. It's all just narration. So any argument is rendered null here.

So this observation is not something one can argue against. The concept of “argument” is inapplicable here.

Therefore, YOU(pointer) are indeed free(pointer). Here, "free" means “undefined”. Therefore, anything that is “defined” can appear before YOU, and what is “defined” does not exist.

Oof, my head hurts! 😭

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[realitydove]

gorgeous post

[trulyeverafter]

I have the same desire as the 📏 anon but to me it all sounded like just know you are tall and will be but in Non Duality, what I have read across it is not about the desire or fulfillment. so what it is it? The famous ones I see here are all against the desires, fulfillment but they talk about shifting being as mundane as drinking coffee

It's not about anything. It's simply the truth. The “experience” can be anything, yes. But that isn't the point at all.

Whether you get what you want or don't, does the “truth” change? Yes, people are desperate to get what they want. That's okay. It has nothing to do with anything. But can you deny the “truth”?

You might say: “What if it's the truth? Who cares? I want what I want!”

The truth is that YOU just ARE. The truth is that all these experiences are within YOU, already. Of course, these are all just pointers to the truth. The truth is not any of these, either. It's indescribable.

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I already used this example in one of my first ever posts but think about this:

You have three cars. You think you have just one car and thus, you are trying to buy the other two cars.

...Now what? Nothing.

Can I meaningfully tell you that you can use this truth to get the two cars? That makes no sense.

All I see is just you pretending that you don't already have the three cars. There is no point in asking you to “stop pretending” because you have absolutely nothing to gain by doing that. It's just play. It has always been up to you whether to keep pretending that things aren't already perfect or stop. It makes no difference either way.

“But I don't see it!”

Does that mean you don't have the three cars? Obviously not.

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The above example assumes a "you" that "possesses" things. But it's pretty much the same, otherwise.

Suppose “you” are poor. Actually, scratch that. Suppose there's a story of a person going through poverty. Does that mean YOU aren't already " "? Does that mean a different story cannot appear within YOU?

Does seeking for something make sense when every experience is already within YOU? Even if it did make sense, isn't that just another story?

So yes. All those experiences are equally possible, available. Why wouldn't they be if all of all kinds of experiences are within YOU already?

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[angelicrevenge]

Drill it into your head that you have it now.

Stop checking. Stop panicking. Stop asking “what if” or “how”.

You have it now. (fuck I sound like dr Seuss damn it)

You had it the moment you told yourself "I have it."

Why are you overthinking if you have it?

If you had it, wouldn't you be thinking about how awesome it is?

So then why are you wondering "when" it will happen? It already fucking did.

I have it all NOW.

There is no "I have it, I’m waiting for it to appear-“

I. HAVE. IT. NOW.

The only moment that exists is the present moment. Do you have it in this present moment, or does it not exist?

[trulyeverafter]

There is no “person”!

There's still this misconception of a “person” being enlightened. A “person” doing. A “person” desiring. A “person” controlling. A “person” suffering. A “person” possessing or owning something. A “person” being aware. A “person” existing at all.

I don't see a “person” anywhere! All I see is objects!

That piece of cloth? An object.

That book? An object.

This human body? An object.

The mind? An object.

Those daydreams, fantasies and dreams? Objects.

This I-thought? An object.

The sense of peace, bliss or that of presence? An object.

A “person” is just a label latched onto these objects? Guess what!? That label is also an object.

This totally fabricated narrative woven using all these objects about me, you, people, continuity, change, history, past, future, cause-effect, desire, vengeance, morality, lack, problems... is also an object.

I don't know if I am being blunt when I am saying this but I am just being honest:

Your friends and family? What are they, really? Aren't they all walking, talking bodies?

You? What are you? This body? These thoughts? That manufactured sense of someone observing these thoughts?

Aren't all of these just objects!? Exactly like a portrait! You can paint on it, rub it, erase it... whatever. Exactly like in imagination! They are all objects that appear and disappear in a flash. It makes no difference if they are present or absent, if they are “good” or “bad”... they are all still objects.

And even those “desires”! They are just thoughts... just objects. I can write the following text: “I want a quintillion dollars”! Tell me. What is the difference between this text and the object that is your “desire”? They are both objects that are saying something, apparently. How come one of these means something to you while the other doesn't?

If “you” are an object, what is in need of satisfaction here?

Do you try to satisfy a doll? Can you make a doll happy, sad or whatever? Can a doll like or dislike anything?

How come you could ever be satisfied? How come you could ever be happy or sad? How come you can like or dislike something? You are just another object that comes and goes!

There's no one liking anything or disliking anything, here.

I can play with a doll and say that the doll did X, likes Y, etc. but I know it's just an object that I am stitching a narrative of a person into! Makes for a wonderful story... but will it turn into an actual person?

What is being done with “you” is the same thing. A hand moves. An I-thought appears. Sadness appears. Memories flash. A thought “I want something” appears. Moving human bodies appear in your surroundings. A world appears as the body steps out. All of these are then stitched into a beautiful story of “I moved my hand. Why am I so sad these days? Oh, I remember that I had to go out to get milk for my cat! Oh, hello there, mailman! Oh, there you are, kitty! Meow! Woah, this world is so big! Will I ever explore it all?”. This narrative is just another object, of course.

Apologies if my narrative skills are terrible!

Anyway, this narration is not wrong at all. It's part of the entertainment. But what's the difference between this bundle of thoughts, memories, bones, muscles etc. moving around v/s a doll moving around? Does this bundle like or desire or lack or need anything? Nope, that's just another thought. Thus, there is no difference at all. This bundle is as lifeless as the doll! But the story is such that this lifeless bundle has life but the lifeless doll doesn't!

Everything appearing right now is utterly devoid of life, meaning, authority or independence! The meaning is given simply by just a narrative layered on top of all this, which is itself devoid of meaning, ultimately.

Just like how a doll is given life by a story even if lifeless, this human body and other bodies are given life by a story, as well. Otherwise, they are just objects. Actually, they are objects regardless. Nevermind the “otherwise”!

Yes, this does seem like there's no drama to this. But the drama is provided by the narrative! Not by the objects.

If you think of an entire scene in your mind, you know that first and foremost, it's all imagination. You can then create a story on top of all the pixels you imagined. The imagination of all pixels as well as the imagination of the story go hand in hand. Once you are bored, you can drop all the pixels as well as the story. Does this story somehow create an attachment with what you know is clearly imagined? Nope, you just drop it and you come up with a new scenario!

Similarly, this real world is all objects. And then there's a story(another object) going hand in hand. It's about how this group of objects is a person, that group another person, a relationship between the two groups, the past of that group, the future of this group and what not!

These objects can be dropped at any moment. Any new objects can appear and then disappear just like any new “imaginary” scenario can appear and then disappear.

Absolutely nothing is holding them in place! They are all objects with no life, authority, ability whatsoever. They can't do anything, like anything, need anything. They are never happy, sad, or whatever, either. They lack any and all qualities. You are thus never happy or sad. You never like anything or dislike anything. You don't do anything.

Hmmm, anyway, what does this remind you of?

Ah, " ". It's all " ". No qualities. No labels. No descriptions!

While I am at it, even these sensations, emotions, thoughts, colours, forms, experience, whatever... don't exist apart from the story of these.

Various objects with qualities, history, significance etc. might appear, but they are all primarily objects with no qualities, distinctions, properties, names, form or whatever. Even using the plural form—objects—is inaccurate here.

Obviously, these stories don't need to be controlled. The stories don't have to be made to match your liking. As I have said, there is neither anyone liking or even a thought of liking without the said story. They are all objects! What controls all these objects? That would itself be an object... which is lifeless... so that cannot be it.

All can be said is that these objects effortlessly and suddenly appear and disappear exactly like how you your imagination is always effortless and sudden.

A trillion dollars! Bam! An entire universe! Bam! A big bang! Bam!

No “person” anywhere! There's no “good” or “bad”, “old” or “new”! No one is assessing or judging anything. Everything is perfect already.

If everything is an object, what owns these objects? That would itself have to be an object which cannot own.

If everything is an object, what controls these objects? That would itself have to be an object which cannot control.

If everything is an object, what satisfies these objects?Objects cannot be satisfied.

None of this is applicable to mere objects.

If everything is an object, there's nothing that is separate from it! Everything arises and dissolves as a singular subjectless arising. No separation. No subject-object distinction!

YOU are the space in which this arising takes place. Better said, YOU are the arising itself. No difference, really. It doesn't matter because “change” itself is a concept layered on top of this indescribable arising. Without the narrative of “change”, it's already clear that there's no change. Even “space” actually makes it seem YOU contain this arising, which is just more concepts.

It's just this... object-ness of everything.

The dance of this object-ness continues... without ever having any “person” judging it, limiting it or needing it to be a certain way. It's a good thing that there is no “person”, because if it were to exist, then this object-ness would only appear in favour of this “person”, protecting its identity, limitations and suffering. Thanks to its non-existence, this impersonal arising has no incentive to stick to a particular story. It can dance however without even the slightest bit of hesitation! But it never dances randomly despite this... as it's all YOU. The dance never happens against itself. It's always in perfect accordance, even right now, provided that it is unassessed for it is unassessable.

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[adovesdiary]

You can experience everything

And you will. One day, you'll have lived dozens of lives, died and lived again. It's not gonna stop, you are awareness for all of eternity and you deserve to have a good time. Humour all curiosity and never compromise because you don't have to

[awarenessisnondual]

Meditation practices in the Ribhu Gita

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1. Self-Inquiry (Atma Vichara)

Whenever a thought, sensation, or emotion arises,

inquire: “Who am I?”

Recognize: “I am not the body, not the mind;

I am pure Awareness.”

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2. Neti-neti (Not this, not this)

Reject all that is perceived as “not-Self.”

What remains after all rejection is the Self.

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3. Abidance in the Self (Nididhyasana)

Do not meditate on anything; simply remain as Being.

Rest in the knowledge: “I am Brahman.”

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4. Dissolution of the world

See the world as a mere appearance in Consciousness.

Do not deny it; deny its reality.

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5. Silence (Mauna)

True silence is the absence of mental interference.

In silence, the Self shines by itself.

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6. Firm knowledge (Jnana Nishtha)

Remain established in the certainty: “I am ever free.”

No effort, no practice, no goal.

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Essence of the Ribhu Gita

Nothing is to be attained.

Nothing is to be removed.

The Self alone is.

[realitydove]

hi i hope youre doing well

i have a question about shifting and im really not sure what to do about it. i would appreciate any answer at all :)

what should i do if shifting is sort of an escape? ive been told to focus on this reality but i have a hard time doing that because everything i do here is just a means to an end, because frankly, i dont want to live in a reality like this. basically everything i do here, i just do so that i can shift. on one hand ive been told (and i agree) that its a bad mindset to have, but i just cant look at this world and find any reason to want to stay here for longer than i have to. i fear that my desperation to shift is holding me back, but i do not see myself being able to accept staying in this reality any longer.

again, i appreciate any answer or advice at all <3

hi anon!!! you're so lovely, and i'm so so sorry this reply took me a month!! but hopefully it could still be helpful <333

seeing shifting as an escape isn't necessarily the problem. the root of it is thinking there's an escape at all.

you cannot escape reality because it's who you are. you cannot escape yourself.

when i say "yourself", i'm not talking about you with your name and life and experiences, etc. i'm talking about your true identity, which is always always unchanging, as source, god, that undefinable something.

when you say "everything here is just a means to an end" and you "just can't look at this world and find any reason to want to stay here" i'm going to ask you to think about that feeling you say is yours and think about those thoughts instead of just accepting them as true. because trust me, i've been there, but that feeling is not truth.

shifting is just an expression of you, it's ultimately just an experience like this one. and it happens within you, just like this "reality" and experience. you might be struggling to shift because you don't see yourself as the whole, complete, center from which experiences arise, and instead are viewing yourself as something lost and broken, needing to exist somewhere else in order to be whole and happy.

from my own experience, trying and trying while feeling this way does nothing except keep you feeling this way while nothing seems to change. i'd say, instead of accepting the feeling of "i need to get out of here" as your truth, try to slow down, zoom out, notice what you actually are. you're not one little person trying to escape reality. you're completely blank right now in this moment, the container in which everything appears. so you're not burdened by a past of "shifting is escape and i don't know what to do" or "i'm stuck somewhere i don't want to be", etc. because those are not and never have been what you actually are.

you don't need to escape, and you never can, because you are everything. what you want is actually to step into MORE of yourself, because that is what shifting is. it's you playing with the limitlessness and nothingness of what you actually are. it's not escape, but just existing. so instead of focusing so much on "i need to get out of here", think about "i get to experience something else", from a place of abundance, not lack.

because truthfully, there is nothing wrong with where you are now. when you see yourself or your life or things happening around you that feel imperfect, also see how none of that is really anything. no identity or experience can define you because who you are is beyond definition and beyond any single appearance.

i love you so much and i hope this could help!!

Priscilla ୨ৎ

[realitydove]

*Simply realize that you are aware and sit in that sensation*

Could you please give me an example of how to do this? Let's say I'm hearing a noise (that's being conscious, right?) and if so, how do I become aware that I'm conscious of it?

hi!! so it's not an action. there's no "doing", so asking "how to do this" has no answer!!

so in your example, if you're hearing a noise (yes, that's being conscious, because absolutely everything you experience = conscious), you become aware of it because you hear it. that's it. being "aware" is what you're doing the second you hear it and notice it in your frame of experience.

you are conscious of it because if you weren't, it wouldn't appear. it just appeared in the empty container of YOU, in which everything appears in.

realization is not a process or massive task, it's incredibly mundane. it's just seeing that what IS is what IS. there's no secret or key or hidden perspective unlocked somewhere deep down in some realization or sudden awareness. it's just seeing that right now is empty on its own. you, the "you" that has a name and life and anything observable, is unreal. there is no you that anything is ever happening to, no you that is ever doing anything. if you can observe it, it cannot be the wholeness of the one observing.

so, when you notice something you're aware of, like a noise, and fully concentrate on that appearance, you just tune into one individual seeming expression of the you that you are unchangingly, undefined, unlabeled, aka god, source, whatever you call it. and the identity of "you" as some "ego" or "character" falls away for a moment because it was never the total-ness of you in the first place. it's just an appearance like everything else.

so becoming aware of being conscious is not a task. it's just a noticing. it's just seeing that actually, there's no more searching. you are searching for yourself. you are trying to do something you can't not do. it's just seeing that idea, which lets you "feel aware of being conscious". but even that sensation is imagined. even getting there doesn't truly mean anything because again, who you are is unchanging and undefinable, because it's just who you are.

so don't put any pressure on becoming "aware" or "enlightened" or anything . just notice.

edit: omg i forgot to sign off on this one but i love you so so much!!

love,

Priscilla ౨ৎ

[realitydove]

Hey, How are you? I hope you're okay.

First of all, I want to say that maybe this is gonna be long but I need to talk with somebody right now.

I have been manifesting my desired body since March. Also, I have been trying to manifest my SP (they're 2 friends which I had a discussion and we end up our friendship in a terribly way).

Lately, I wanted to manifest my desired boyfriend and win the lottery (honestly, I'm manifesting a few things at the same time). At this point, I'm tired and I want to give up but I know that if I do it I won't get what I want.

My goal is get all I tried to manifest since march before summer ends.I know that I can do it and everything depends of myself and my mindset but doubts are torturing me!!

I have some questions:

Do you think it's possible I can manifest all of this before summer ends??

What advices can you give me??

It is possible to manifest all these things at the same time??

Do you think it's possible to manifest a boyfriend who looks like Lucas Bergvall?? (I have a little obsession with this football player so I want a boyfriend who looks like him)

Can I manifest an apology from my friends and a gift by them??

Believe me when I say that I had affirm, visualize, used tapping, listen to subliminals and try to change my mindset but I always end up looking for my desires on my 3D and IT SHOW ME THE FUCKING OPPOSITE.

SERIOUSLY I CAN'T WITH THIS SITUATION AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.

Should I keep affirming??

When I try to convince myself that I got it I have this voice in my head that says: "that's impossible" "you won't get it" or "you'll get the opposite".

I use law assumption since 5 years ago and I just manifested a few things (most of the things I wanted to manifest didn't happen because of my mindset).

I have no one who talk about manifesting or loa because most of people I know had tell me: "You need to be realistic" or "manifesting it's not real".

So, sorry if this is really long but I need an advice from someone who knows about this topic too.

Sorry for if I got any mistake (English it's not my matter language).

Thank you for took your time to read this.

Have a nice day!!

hi!!! firstly let me say, i completely understand how you feel and i know how frustrating and demotivating it can feel to be in this situation.

still, you just need to stop going back. that's literally all it is.

you wanting to manifest multiple things is not a problem. finding the right technique or method is not the problem. you're not doing anything wrong, you haven't been affirming visualizing etc wrong or not enough. it's just that you're still thinking there is a process, when there isn't.

manifestation comes from knowing the self. trusting yourself. knowing what you are. when you hear people around you saying that it's unrealistic or not real, you just need to stop imagining there is any weight in that. that's the first thing to notice, because if you're still doubting whether it's even possible, all the methods and techniques and time in the world will be futile since you don't even know why you're doing it really.

it's not like you're pressing a button (doing methods, techniques, affirming, visualizing, etc) in order to result in something popping up. you're not flipping a switch in order to turn on the light. do you see what i mean? manifesting is not about doing something and waiting for the desire to appear. it's just about being it NOW, because you know that you are already everything and nothing.

you, right now, are a complete blank slate. every appearance arises within you. i do NOT mean this in that you are "manifesting" the bad things to appear. i simply mean that there is nothing outside of you. but absolutely nothing that seems to appear is a reflection of who you are. because who you ultimately are is entirely unchanging. what you actually are is what everything actually is, pure unchanging source, god, awareness, something undefinable, whatever you want to call it. that is who you are no matter what.

so when we manifest, it's not about doing it from lack. it's play. it's realizing that the frame you see right now (opposite things appearing, stuck in lack, etc), is perfect as it exists. there is nothing wrong with this frame. there is nothing wrong with YOU for experiencing this frame. this frame says absolutely nothing about who you are. once you see that you do not lack anything ever, and you truly are limitless and whole and perfect right now, you "manifest" from a place of abundance instead of desperation and lack.

it's not about "is it possible to manifest this", because the answer will always be yes to that question, no matter what. it's not about "can i get these desires by this summer". you already have them!!! right now!!!

when you say things like "mostly things you wanted to manifest didn't happen because of your mindset", you place too much responsibility on yourself. you don't need to do anything. you don't need to have a perfect mindset. you just need to stop thinking there's anything wrong with you or what you're doing now.

my best advice is to drop all methods and techniques. drop all time limits. see who you are now, eternal and whole. truly see that you are not your thoughts or doubts or fears, you are the undefinable something, awareness, god, etc, observing all of them. observing everything appearing right now in this frame. from there, all you do is let yourself play in the illusion of yourself and put on a costume that you desire. "choose" the desired identity. the one who has the desired life, SPs, bf, money, etc. and then just let yourself BE that person. not trying to be, not hoping to be, not dependent on the 3d. just trust yourself when you say that's who you are now, because you know you are everything and so you can be whatever you choose to be when playing the game.

do it from a place of having already won, because you already have won everything. you're already everything. you don't reach for a desire from a place of lack, you don't do techniques in hope that it somehow falls into your 3d. you know who you are, and you trust that and let things unfold naturally. you just be, you already are everything.

i really really hope this could help, but feel free to dm me if you want to talk more!!

with so so so much love,

Priscilla ୨ৎ

[trulyeverafter]

You get exactly what you “desire”!

I came up with something interesting. Well, I mean, an interesting way of looking at the same idea:

So there's a “desire” for a thing, right? For example, let's say a trillion dollars. And right now, poverty is appearing.

That “desire” is appearing right now as part of all the appearances that are appearing, right now.

So what you are “desiring” is a thing that's actually appearing right now! In other words, you are “desiring” the “trillion dollars” which is appearing right now along with the “poverty” you don't like. In other words, this desire for a “trillion dollars” is actually part of the poverty you are trying to escape from!

So in other words, desiring the “trillion dollars” which isn't appearing, right now is the same as desiring the “poverty” that is appearing, right now, and mistaking this “poverty” for a trillion dollars. You are thus getting exactly what you are “desiring”!

If something “perfect” is appearing, then you wouldn't desire it as it is already appearing.

If something “imperfect” is appearing, then you wouldn't desire it as it is “imperfect”.

Thus, “desires” are absurd!

Desiring something that isn't appearing already is impossible but “desires” only exist because you think there's something other than what's appearing, right now! But that just ends up making it so there's desire for what's already appearing, and thus, what is “desired” is exactly what appears, always!

In other words, you always get what you “desire”! So how come you are complaining? ☺️

The sarcasm aside, what appears is therefore, always “unwanted”! There's nothing else to want.

There's only the appearing that isn't separate from YOU and the authority as to what appears always lies within YOU. And there is no “desire” for anything!

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[tgcfshifter2763bfdi]

there's no key to manifesting/shifting because none of the doors are actually locked holy shit

[lunarisingfromdarkness]

My void state success story + how to enter the void state

I wrote this post https://www.tumblr.com/theididixif/820934707168575488/i-dont-know-which-emily-theyre-talking-about/replies/821036788989771776 and got a lot of feedback. I wasn’t expecting it, but since you’re interested, I’ll be happy to share my story and the conclusions I’ve come to

But before that, I want to make a disclaimer. I’m not a coach. I’m just sharing my personal story and thoughts. You are solely responsible for your own life, which is actually good news. You can believe me or not. But I was genuinely touched that people are disappointed in the reality of the void state, when it’s literally the most natural state in the universe. Honestly, I didn’t come to this conclusion right away either

I won’t tell my whole life story because I don’t think it’s that important. I’ll just say that I learned about LOA about five years ago, and about the void state around the same time

My circumstances weren’t the best. I really had issues with my mental state, money problems, and my environment. I started applying the law of assumption to manifest some desires. But honestly, it always felt kind of random. I just didn’t fully understand how it actually worked. But later I realized I was too involved in the external reality and struggled to do anything about it

So I decided to dive deeper into the void state. I started reading a lot of stories and posts about it. I tried many times. But it always ended with me either falling asleep or just not being able to focus and nothing happening. Still, I knew I wouldn’t rest until I did it. And even if this is the biggest lie in the universe, I wouldn’t lose anything by continuing my journey. Like, what difference does it make? The odds are 50/50. Either I win this game or I lose, but I won’t lose anything. And this went on for about three years. Sometimes I took breaks

Despite everything, I kept trying, looking for different approaches. I read all the posts by @catherineaboutlife. This is one of my favorite blogs because she was the only one who gave me hope that it’s easy and completely natural. So I decided to try what she suggested, to follow ONLY the voice from any guided meditation. I lay down, calmed down a bit, played a random meditation on YouTube, and started directing ALL my attention ONLY to the voice in the meditation. If any thoughts came up, I gently brought my attention back to the voice, without engaging with the thought. And after some time, I entered the void state! God, it was beautiful. I couldn’t feel my body at ALL, there were no thoughts, and the sound from the meditation faded away, leaving complete silence. But I didn’t realize I had entered the void state until I came out of it

I wasn’t upset that I hadn’t manifested anything, because I realized that if I entered the void state, then everything they say about the power of this state is REAL. Like, it’s not fake. How can I doubt the void state and my ability to manifest from it if I literally experienced it? But at the same time, I didn’t feel like my void state experience was complete because my goal was to manifest desires from it.

Unfortunately, the next attempts didn’t work. Because of my previous experience, I would go into a state of expecting the void state, which paradoxically only pushed me further away from it. Another streak of failures started. But I knew I would succeed anyway, so it didn’t matter. I had already been in the void state! And that’s not even a joke, damn it!!!

One day I fell asleep during an attempt to enter the void state and accidentally entered a lucid dream. It wasn’t the first time, but I always get scared, haha. At the end of the dream, I felt sick and started fainting. And when I opened my eyes, I was in the void state!!! And the most important thing was that I finally fully realized I was in the void state. I imagined that a specific person, someone I really wanted to hear from, had messaged me. When I came out of the void state, for the first few seconds I didn’t understand anything. Everything was normal. I even forgot I had entered the void state in the first minute

Then I picked up my phone and THERE WAS A MESSAGE FROM THAT EXACT PERSON. On one hand, it felt so natural, but at the same time I was so happy because I realized I had LITERALLY INSTANTLY MANIFESTED IT. And no, it wasn’t just a coincidence. I had never talked to or seen this person before. We were literally strangers, but I really liked him and I wanted him to reach out to me. And he messaged me exactly when I came out of the void state.

I wrote more about my story here: https://www.tumblr.com/catherineaboutlife/791098569889382400/just-what-i-entered-the-void-state-bitch-this-is?source=share

That day I realized that if I could do that, I could manifest ANYTHING.

So I started trying to enter the void state again. And again. And again. And then I found myself in another cycle of failed attempts. Yes, I wanted it so badly that I ended up creating more distance between myself and the void state. I knew I couldn’t keep going like this. I know what the void state is. I’ve been in the void state. I manifested a desire from the void state. It’s real. It’s not a joke. So I can do it again

I started studying this topic in as much detail as possible. I analyzed all the success stories. I analyzed my own experience. I read THOUSANDS of posts about the void state. Because I felt there had to be some PRINCIPLE. There must be something that connects all the techniques and all the stories, including the failed ones. And I wanted to understand exactly what it was

After some time, I finally came to a conclusion. And yes, I tested my theory. And yes, baby, it ABSOLUTELY WORKS! I finally understood what exactly allows you to enter the void state

WELLL

The void state is your pure awareness. You are always aware, but when you’re in the external world, your awareness exists alongside the ego. The ego is you as a person. Your body, thoughts, doubts, fears, all feelings and emotions, all of that is the ego. The ego is, you could say, a tool through which you can interact with the external world. BUT ONLY THANKS TO YOUR AWARENESS CAN REALITY EXIST!!! Awareness is something that’s hard to describe in words, but you can feel it. Awareness is what remains when you take away EVERYTHING. The external world, the ego, circumstances, time. And yes, that is the void state.

Did you notice? Awareness exists ALWAYS. You are always aware. And yes, in a way, you are always in the void state. You’ve probably heard this many times, but it’s true.

But we know that our goal is to be in a full void state, where there is nothing but awareness. That’s the state from which you can manifest anything. INSTANTLYYY

And the whole PRINCIPLE (not a method!!!!) of entering the void state is to FOCUS ON AWARENESS, not on the mind. Yes, it’s all incredibly simple. All failed attempts happen because of WHERE your focus of attention is. And it’s on some physical things. Thoughts are included in that too.

So your task is to shift your focus of attention. That’s the only thing you need to do. But since our mind is always thinking, which is absolutely normal, we need to occupy it. And you can do that with affirmations, meditation (or rather, the voice in the meditation), counting numbers, or any other MENTAL ROUTINE work. The main thing is that your mind just performs it without getting engaged in it. In other words, you need to do it as mechanically as possible. And at the same time, your task is to be aware that you are aware, that you are awareness.

At some point, and it usually comes very quickly because the mind has nothing to latch onto, you enter the void state. EVERYTHING IS VERY SIMPLE. At the same time, you will be fully aware and can say your command if you want.

You can manifest ANYTHING from this state!!! INSTANTLY!!! Anything you can imagine CAN BE MANIFESTED!!!! You don’t even need to describe every detail, because as awareness, you already know what you need and in what form. So don’t worry. Whether you want to change your age, shift realities, or create a new universe. IT DOESN’T MATTER!!!

What will you feel when you come out of the void state? Most likely, you won’t experience a fireworks display of emotions, because everything will feel completely natural. Your ego will literally adjust to the new version of reality, which means that all thoughts, all memories, your body, and everything else will automatically adapt to the chosen version of reality.

I personally have already manifested my desired appearance, a lot of money, a relationship with a specific person, and things I dreamed of. But I’m not done yet and I plan to manifest some more things. So there’s still more to come!

So yes, guys, the conclusion is the same. The void state IS VERY SIMPLE AND NATURAL. The only thing you need to do is understand exactly how it works and apply your knowledge consciously.

I hope I haven’t forgotten anything, but if I do, I’ll add to this post if I remember. Have a slay day everyone!!! You can all do it!!!

[realitydove]

!!! please especially notice their realization, that you are always in the void state!! it’s not something you’re chasing or attracting. it’s just something you’re noticing, when everything else seems to fade.

[realitydove]

Helloo

I wanna ask if i could actually manifest or any method to get a very very very specific person and by very i mean like i never ever met this guy, but i wrote pages on notion about every detail about his personality down to his small habits he does, and a bit of doubt is fogging my brain up, im trying to convince i can get him but how? If i were to manifest him how can i do that too? Its been a year since i have been waiting and i literally need him it hurts

first so sorry this took me a while to answer!!! i hope it could still be helpful.

so i hear you, i get how anxiety inducing this can be. but. this is going to be a bit tough-lovey sounding because all you really and truly need is to trust yourself!!

you're asking ME whether you can actually manifest this SP that you've written about. but will my answer suddenly make you believe it's possible? because, if you've seen any of my posts, you know i always have said that anything is possible. so of course that applies to you to, anything is possible.

the best advice i have for you is to stop searching for methods or validation of whether it's possible. clearly you want it to be possible, you've been "trying" for a year, you've spent a lot of time and energy thinking about this. so now, drop the "what if it's not possible". if you believe that it may not be possible, then quit trying. seriously.

doubt cannot "fog your brain up". doubt comes and passes. like clouds passing. it's not saying anything about who you are or what you believe. you do not have to get rid of it. and there's no "trying to convince" yourself. who are you trying to convince is possible? if YOU are trying to convince somebody, who is doing the convincing? who is being "convinced"? you're overcomplicating something that needs literally nothing from you except for you to relax and let go.

like think of it this way. if i told you to delete the pages of description you have in notion of this guy, would that make you feel anxious? you don't need to do that at all. but the point is to notice the discomfort. don't try to run away from it. see that some part of you is trying desperately to hold on to something out of fear. all you need to do is see that the fear is not who you are.

the identity of trying is not who you are. the identity you dream of that is with this guy is also not who you are. realize that who you actually are is empty, blank, everythingness. and from there, let the identity that arises exist without controlling it. you want this guy. you see that desire arise. now you just let yourself be the person where that's true by letting go of waiting for it to happen. you know you are everything and there's literally nothing you can ever lack. you do it from fun, from freedom, from knowing everything is you and anything is possible for you. you don't do it from lack and desperation. negative feelings and doubts might come up, but like i said, they are not your identity because who you are is and always will be and always has been unchanging.

you're free now. you're not stuck. you just need to zoom out and see that it's not about an action you do, or a method, or even whether or not it's possible. it's just about seeing who you are, knowing who you are, and then playing the game in the way that "you" "desire".

yes it's possible, but you don't need me to tell you that. you really and truly already have it. just SEE that you are everything. nothing is trapping you.

with so much love,

Priscilla ୨ৎ

[unknowable-known]

seeming desires are just your own curiosity and creativity. feel into it. there’s nothing to be ashamed about. there’s nothing that isn’t yourself.

there’s no need to find reverence, there’s no need to change sentiments, there’s no need to change anything. If that’s the case, isn’t noticing one’s nature beyond any story or idea? Yes. Whatever is already “in mind” doesn’t need to be modified to “find oneself,” you’re already perfect. From there, do whatever.

[divatakesontruth]

Nothing is going to happen if you do ‘something’ because everything is already ‘happening’ now in a singular idea.

[shaysplanet]

you’re unable to drop your old story and that’s why you struggle with manifesting shifting.

so i know it’s been a long while since i posted a long little shifting help post but that’s because i been doing what i want! however, to this day i still get dms and comments asking why people aren’t shifting even though they’ve been using the law of assumption for x amount of months.

and it’s my personal belief that one of the biggest reasons is because while you’re using the law of assumption, you’re not using it to create your new reality but to cling to your old story.

you still haven’t moved past it. you still carry resentment. whether that be toward yourself for “failing,” toward time, toward other shifters who’ve gotten their results or led you “astray.” even toward shifting itself because it hasn’t happened in the way you’ve wanted it to yet.

you can’t make your new story click because underneath them are the assumptions: “i’ve been trying forever.” “i’m still here.” “why isn’t it working?” “i always end up waking up here.”

that is your story. that is what you’re actually identifying with. and every time you repeat it, you’re just giving it a stronger hold.

you try to start over and overwrite it, but the second something doesn’t go your way, you immediately return to the old story because it’s familiar to you. because it feels like home.

and your new story feels unnatural because you haven’t let yourself live there yet. you haven’t taken the time to heal the damage your new story dealt. it’s like placing brick over mold, thinking that simply covering it will take away the stench.

it doesn’t.

and before somebody says “but i’m saturating my mind with my new story x amount of times a day!” i’m not talking about repetition. i’m talking about identity.

who are you when you’re not affirming?

are you someone who micromanages your thoughts? always anxious about thinking the right things? always searching for a new method or direction? can never live in your present state for long without reverting back to something negative?

if so, it’s probably because you haven’t forgiven yourself yet.

a lot of you are trying to control every thought because you don’t trust yourself anymore. you think if you loosen your grip for even a second you’ll undo all your progress. but ask yourself why.

it’s because you’re still identifying with the version of you that “didn’t know better.” the version that spiraled. the version that thought drinking a gallon of water would be the key. the version that thought moving an inch could ruin everything.

you haven’t realized that person doesn’t need to be protected anymore.

that’s why you keep trying to control everything. control feels safe because if you’re always watching yourself, maybe you’ll never become that version of you again.

but conscious creation isn’t about controlling yourself every second of every day. it’s about trusting the identity you’ve chosen enough that you can free your thoughts. even if they’re negative. because you know, deep down, that they don’t matter.

so forgive yourself. that’s it.

forgive yourself for not knowing what you know now. forgive yourself for the months or years you spent feeling stuck. forgive yourself for every time you doubted yourself.

stop treating yourself like a lost cause.

stop trying to fight your old story and simply let it be old.

your past is not evidence. stop living like it is. choose the version of you that you know yourself to be. you don’t owe your old story loyalty just because you’ve spent a long time living it.

it’s served its purpose. now let it go.

that way when reality asks you: “who are you?”

you can stop answering with who you were.

[realitydove]

one of my favorite posts i think ever!!