♢ BLESSED.

[shadowden]

❛ the stakes are too high, so you cast your self-doubt & embrace the recklessness. you are here to slay your foes. you are on the verge of something great. ❜ study in: abandonment issues, pessimism, denial of trauma, violence, & self-sacrifice. indie megumi fushiguro of gege akutami’s jujutsu kaisen. highly selective. heavy spoilers for current arc! manga & more hc based. as summoned by k.

                              carrd. 

[p-i-n-g-u]

[leneemusing]

send REFLECT for me to explain a traumatic event in my muses’s past and talk about their perception of events,  which parts have stayed with them longest and how it affects them now.  (  sender can request specific scenes/backstory  )

[shadowden]

night-divining·:

@shadowden· from X

— “I have a #1 Dad mug! And I got you a #1 Son one to match it! I’m also the one who the teachers called whenever you got into a fight, and I got you ice cream to celebrate whenever you won! I’m dad! I’m not accepting any other title!”

      ❛  what does that have anything to do with being a dad ?❜ it’s not that megumi knew what an actual father figure would be, but he doubts it’s the embodiment of gojo satoru. he enjoys drinking his coffee out of that mug, but that's besides the fact. megumi looks away for a moment not exactly wanting anyone to know of his DELIQUENT past. ❛ leave that out of it. i thought you were only doing that cause of the deal you struck. isn’t being gojo-sensei enough?  ❜

[shadowden]

thevcssel·:

@shadowden·  ||   plotted starter 

Immediately after the fight Hiromi, Yuuji had resumed his search for the dark haired sorcerer that he was separated from. It was inconvenient, how they were thrown on different sides of the colony without any way of contacting each other. So soon after he was able to make the rule of trading points, Yuuji only had one thought on his mind. Find Megumi. 

It didn’t take him long. He followed the sounds of fighting, keeping his head down low until he came to an area that had a recent battle, yet the field was cleared. The cursed energy that was left over was familiar. The promising feeling of the demon dog had been here, Yuuji had almost it memorized. He wandered the area, looking in buildings that had been destroyed, growing more and more worried over the fact that Megumi might not still be here. He could’ve left and could be searching for Yuuji. The only thing that’s keeping Yuuji’s mind from spiraling off the deep end is that Yuuji hasn’t found a body. 

Until he did. 

Like a pile of black clothes and unconscious limps, Yuuji found him laying in the dirt. He’s brought back to Yasohachi bridge, where they found Megumi sleeping. Sleeping! Yuuji had though he fucking died! Like now, where Yuuji’s eyes widen in utter fear and he sprints towards Megumi’s body. Immediately, he’s looking for a pulse, a rise of his chest, some kind of indication that Megumi is alive. Please, please be alive. There’s so much he has to say. 

It’s there, but faint. The subtle thump of Megumi’s heartbeat against the side of his neck where Yuuji’s fingers are pressed. Yuuji breathes a sigh of relief, quickly scooping the sorcerer up in his arms and moving from the area. He doesn’t know the dangers, and he’s not inclined to find out.  Holding Megumi as tightly as he can to his chest, holding to spare some body heat, Yuuji runs. He runs through streets and avoids all kinds of fighting. He runs, and keeps his mind on looking for somewhere safe. 

His eyes fall on an old gas station that looked safe enough. No one would dare fight near a gas station. They’d blow themselves up. It might be perfect cover for now. He rushes inside, pulling the door open with his foot, trying to keep his balance as best he could, he and Megumi slip inside. 

Yuuji sets the other against a far wall, making sure he’s comfortable enough, and gets to making sure the door is closed and they’re safe for the time being. He’s barricading the door, shoving a shelf of looted snacks in front of it. Then, he returns back to Megumi. He can smell blood, and it’s made the clothes soaked with it, so immediately Yuuji gets to work. He’s able to find a first aid kit within the store, using it to start cleaning around the more serious things. He’s trying to recall what he can from Ieiri, but his fingers are shaking and he just really needs Megumi to wake up. 

            sometimes dreams never make sense, but this one is something megumi can make sense of. he’s in a field of lilies, sun bright, almost too blinding that he has to squint. megumi can make a figure out in the DISTANCE & he runs towards it. HIS HEART IS RACING, but then he sees her as he’s always remembered her surrounded by lilies, eyes closed. megumi realizes it’s his sister, tsumiki & he smiles softly. there’s so much he could say, some he’s wanted to tell her ever since he entered the ninth grade. he thinks of his realization when he first tried his domain expansion. ❛ tsumiki, i’m -  ❜

               THE LIGHT IS TOO BLINDING.

       megumi wakes up with a jolt, fingers outstretched when he realizes he’s elsewhere, a gas station, filled with nothing but stocked food. did some take him captive ? he can’t be too sure but green eyes dart when he realizes it’s yuuji who’s next to him. he let’s out a quick groan when he tries to get up.

          ❛ guess this is part of saving me, huh itadori? ❜ he quips before the sudden wince as he realizes yuuji is cleaning up his wounds. it didn’t mean much to him at the time. megumi was the type of person to FIGHT through the pain, let the adrenaline kick in until there’s nothing left.  he takes the moment to clench his teeth before closing his eyes.

           ❛ how’d you find me ?❜

[leerang]

Why do you want to meet Ju Kyung?

[shadowden]

SONGS TO WRITE MEGUMI:  whether  it  be  melodies  that  give  you  inspiration  for  your  muse  or  songs  that  get  you  into  the  writing  mood   —   pick  10  songs  you  find  that  give  you  the  urge,   the  drive,   or  the  creativity  to  write  your  muse   !!

▶ Island in the Sun - Weezer

hip, hip, hip, hip.  when you’re on a holiday, you can’t find the words to say all the things that come to you and you wanna feel. on an island on the sun, we’ll be playing and having fun, and it makes me feel so fine.

▶ Rise - League of Legends

     higher and higher you chase it, it deep in your bones, go and take it, this is your moment. now is your time, so prove yourself and RISE, RISE

▶ Rhinestone eyes- Gorillaz

i’m a scary gargoyle on a tower that you made with plastic power. your rhinestone eyes are like factories far away. when the paralytic dreams that we all seem to keep. drive on engines til they weep with future pixels in factaories far away

▶ Lonely soul- UNKLE

i believe, there’s a time and a place to let your mind drift and get out of this place. i believe, there’s a day and a place that we can go to and i know you wanna share.  there’s no secret to living (there’s no secret to living). just keep on walking, there’s no secret to dying (there’s no secret to dying), just keep on flying

▶ Sweater Weather-The Neighbourhood

And all I am is a man. I want the world in my hands. I hate the beach but i stand in california with my toes in the sand. use the sleeves in my sweater lets have an adventure, head in the clouds gravity centered touch my neck, and i’ll touch yours.

▶ Do I wanna know - Arctic Monkeys

do i wanna know ? if this feelin’ flows both ways? sad to see you, was sorta hopin’ that you’d stay. baby, we both know that the nights were mainly made for sayin’  things that you can’t say tomorrow day

▶ love all - drake

never had a lot, this is all i need people never care till it’s R.I.P, turned they back on me for no good reason. loyalty is priceless and it’s all i need, can’t burn a bridge just to light a way. lotta ‘42 on the flights i’m taking, pouring out my soul and it might sound crazy, lotta falling-outs helped me build foundation. never had a lot, this is all i need.

▶ Heartless - The Weeknd

‘Cause I’m heartless, and I’m back to my ways 'cause I’m heartless. all this money and this pain got me heartless. low life for life 'cause I’m heartless said I’m heartless, tryna be a better man but I’m heartless

▶ Sometimes I hear howlin’ in my head-DEANTRBL

rain is falling on bad timing, know its nothing, just knocking. i can’t help it cause it’s over, hello? i can’t help but say it’s over (So screwed up)  Yeah, it’s true, true I’m stuck in the loop might sound strange, yeah though it’s true to be stuck in the system. time rewinds, you looked at me baby. yeah, it’s true, true I’m stuck in the loop, losing control, I can’t get over.

▶ Survivor-2WEI

thought it would be over by now but it won’t stop thought that i would self destruct, but i’m still here even in my years to come. i’m still gon’ be here. i’m a survivor, i’m not gon’ give up. i’m not gon’ stop, oh i’m gon’ work harder.

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[shadowden]

Satoru, throwing a tantrum on the floor like a toddler, "I'm dad ! I'm dad!!"

     there’s a blank stare as he watches his ‘guardian’ start to throw a tantrum of usual proportions. for all intents & purposes, to megumi he was the one who had to rely on himself even if gojo told him the plot surrounding his heritage.  ❛ who would actually believe you could be dad with a reaction like this?  ❜ a few more hard blinks before he lets out an exasperated sigh.

            ❛ get up. the answer is still no. ❜  he’s still standing over gojo.

@night-divining

[shadowden]

crying knowing someone is going to break the ice one day that toji is megumi’s dad.

[shadowden]

you look tired. ( from tsumiki )

   random dialogue prompts 2.0 / accepting

         THE REAL QUESTION is when isn’t megumi tired? the one person he wants to protect is right here in front of him. the world is not a SAFE place, but he supposes seeing his sister before his eyes, still his heart that there is something GOOD out there. sometimes he thinks he’s not ADEQUATE enough, as if he were just a B+ student when there’s an OUTSHINING A+ student right in front of him. he thinks back to where this all started. after all the reason why megumi became a jujutsu sorcerer was cause the world CURSED her. 

      it was the way that the DESPERATION clawed into his heart, the way he SCREAMED into reckless abandon that he needed to save her. megumi had to save her. he doesn’t think he could really forgive himself if something worse happened to her. so he knows he has to PUSH himself to the limits, until he’s water BREAKING through a tough dam & he’s BURSTING into a river. until there’s nothing but the fact that they are away from this place.

      his fingers reach out for her, like a kid getting his toy taken away before clutching her tightly. megumi is a person of very LITTLE WORDS, but his actions always carried him through. he didn’t want this world to ENSNARE her into it’s dark clutches or to see the CORNERS of the world that were unsavory. but maybe it already took her into its reach once she slipped into the coma. he knows her JUDGEMENT will matter to him, but his hands were already stained with the blows of his competitors. 

          ❛ i am, ❜ he murmurs softly before closing his eyes. megumi’s thought of the ideas of her waking up one day.  so he just wants this little bit of PEACE before he knows what lays before them. 

      ❛ but your here. so i don’t want to rest.❜

[shadowden]

curseleads·:

@shadowden·  |  s.c

―  🜺  ―    Rhythmic  dull  clangs  of  worn  soles  reach  to  high  windows  of  the  city,  removing  the  dregs  of  morning’s  battle  as  the  sunlight  makes  its  journey  below  the  horizon.  The  laughter  of  other  teens  passing  by  came  in  a  secondary  buzz  as  he  finally  slipped  his  shoes  back  snuggly  onto  aching  feet.  If  grandpa  were  here,  maybe  his  ears  would  have  been  filled  with  more  complaints  of  his  energy  for  someone  so  young.  If  grandpa  were  here,  he  wouldn’t  be  sitting  across  from  his  friend.  How  strange  life  can  warp  in  the  blink  of  an  eye  ―  or  in  the  painful  swallow  of  acid.  

          "  So,  when  we  get  back  ―    “      he  stretched  out  his  hands  high  above  his  head  in  a  breathy  exhale,  bringing  now  laced  fingers  to  rest  atop  a  shaggy  head,  looking  over  to  Megumi  with  a  large  grin.        ”  ―  You’re  helpin’  me  make  that  pizza,  yeah?  I  did  say  I’d  teach  you!  "

           a calmness stirs in megumi with sense of relief that comes after a VICTORY from another battle. he takes the moment to bask in the RAYS of sunshine as he keeps his eyes closed for a moment. their world is an invisible shield to non-jujutsu sorcerers, it was an unsettling truth that they couldn’t truly be ready for. so the world they looked like two EXHAUSTED highschoolers. fingers fix the collar of his school uniform before yuuji’s words catches his attention. ❛ when did i agree to this?❜

      his lips dance into a frown, but he thinks of the times tsumiki often took care of him as a kid. megumi doesn’t have much knowledge of cooking except that meatball recipe yuuji taught him. however, he has to admit his stomach is growling. ❛ i guess...it’s easy like that one recipe you taught me, right?❜ he questions before he takes STRIDES towards the direction of the nearest grocery store. the both of them might as well make a stop before they had back to the dorms. ❛ i figured we could get ingredients, do we even have anything?❜

[dailymangas]

like father, like son

[moosings-deactivated20231019]

RANDOM DIALOGUE PROMPTS 2.0

continuing from my original random dialogue series  ( 1.0 | 1.5 ),  i thought to create a brand new one for even more (random) situations! the following prompts are from a variety of public sources, as well as my own. as always, some triggering content may be present! change any pronouns to better suit your muse(s) needs!

thank you for agreeing to help.

sorry, it’s just that i get very nervous when someone else is driving.

i sense tension…

there’s a reason i keep this door closed.

i can’t believe you would do this to me!

there’s nothing reassuring about what you just said.

i thought we’d be safe here.

thanks for looking out for me.

i’m right here.

thinking about it makes me sick.

i’m not asking.

c’mon, i’ll drive you home.

there’s something i’ve been meaning to tell you.

hey, you owe me this favour.

i want to be there when you get what’s coming to you.

you’re too good for this world.

i’ll be okay, i’m always okay.

sorry about last night.

do you remember we used to do that in school?

i need your help.

you have no idea how much this means to me.

how long have you been standing there?

we have to stop meeting like this.

there’s someone in the house!

you’re beautiful.

very few people understand me, but you do.

i’m sorry.

get out of my way.

i saw it as clearly as i see you standing there now.

if you leave now, you lose everything.

please stop talking.

i make my goddamn choices myself, based on what i know.

don’t upset your father, not now.

you’re gonna get us killed someday.

i don’t feel good.

do you ever think we should just stop doing this?

i think you should stay the night.

who’s side are you on?

believe it or not, i am grateful.

i’m not supposed to talk to strangers.

you have to leave right now, you aren’t safe here.

i don’t think this is a good idea.

you’re not dead yet.

i wish you told me sooner.

are you kidding me?

you must be mad, coming here like this.

i don’t know how i can repay you.

you embarrassed me this evening.

don’t act so surprised.

there’s something i need to get off my chest.

tell me what’s bothering you.

everything is always about you!

midnight, on the bridge. come alone.

you stand there and accuse me, but where were you at the time?

i knew you wouldn’t be able to see it through.

i need more time to think.

you need me.

i’ve forgotten what it’s like to feel young.

you’re okay, you’re okay.

i don’t remember my childhood.

if we both stick to the story, they can’t prove anything.

i’ve been checking you out.

you look tired.

this must be hard for you.

never underestimate me again.

you got a package for me?

i think you’re right.

my hands are clean in all of this.

we really need a better excuse to see each other.

i’m ready to try again.

where i go and what i do is none of your business!

i never thought i’d see you again.

my work is my life.

we never should’ve kissed—that was our first mistake.

i feel very alone.

you are loved, don’t ever forget that.

i’m not gonna make it.

i don’t think i could live alone again.

when i was younger, i saw something i shouldn’t have.

i don’t want to have a baby.

stay the night, you deserve the rest.

you look ridiculous in that thing.

quick, hide behind the sofa!

hurry! they’re pulling up in the driveway!

i haven’t had a good breakdown in months, perhaps i’m due.

you’re impossible to ignore.

if you get me his phone, i might reconsider.

i’m afraid you’d look at me differently, now that you know.

i can’t trust you anymore.

hope is a silent killer, one day you’ll find that out for yourself.

i miss moments like this more than anything.

you can’t keep treating me this way!

sorry, i haven’t checked my phone all day.

my head is killing me.

just do as i say, and no one gets hurt.

you woke me up.

i didn’t mean to make you upset.

i can’t believe you’re just gonna give up like that!

just breathe.

i’m in the mood for pizza, what do you think?

if this is going to work, you’re going to have to trust me.

i’m not a big fan of the dark.

i could kill you!

you should’ve listened to me.

there’s always going to be someone who wants to knock you down.

it’s not fair!

so you had a bad day, there’s always tomorrow.

be nice to me, it’s my birthday.

you didn’t have to walk me home.

i would appreciate it if we didn’t discuss personal matters right now.

there’s no need to be callous and cruel.

this is for your own good.

i could kiss you.

i’m in the middle of something, this better be urgent!

[shadowden]

         headcanon oo2 ( hidden’s weapon cache ): considering megumi’s abilities, he stores a hidden weapon’s cache in his shadow. for him, it’s easier to use to his advantage since most sorcerer’s are expecting him to go for long-range attack since he has control over his shikigamis. for megumi, he has a few good reasons why he does this. for one, he usually catches his opponent off guard. for two, he likes the idea of using anything he can to his disposal even if he has to use his bare fists as a last resort. lastly, he wants to show that he isn’t just able to rely on his technique alone ( something that is considered quite valuable in his world ). megumi wants to be an all rounder, the type of sorcerer who’s a tempered sword that hasn’t quite made out it’s shape.

     unfortunately, the down side is that he does feel the weight of the weapons he carries. he does have a variety of light weight swords, tonfas, to even a polearm or two. when he first started to utilize this, megumi decided to do some weight training while running that way so he could condition his body to get used to being weighted down. eventually it became something like breathing to him, something that could be in his shadow at all times.

thus, he began to become a person who was proficient in an array of weapons.

[missgoldnweek]

[shadowden]

here to say i’m alive. just having a really messy work schedule. byeee my sleep schedule.

[shadowden]

shadowden​:

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