PORTLANDIA!

Hipster who brews and grows roses

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The Nyaws are in town. Meow 🐱.

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Kenapa Saya Merasa Tidak Berharga?

Bahkan Ia tak bisa menjamin sebaliknya.. Bahwa Ia pun ragu. Atas harga saya.

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"We could've had it all." Say myself to these cuties I cannot afford buying 👓 #thatperiodofthemonth #notpms #justbroke #vscocam

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Tidak berharga. Titik.

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Faith

I hope that you respect me instead of judging me. Faith should not be assessed rather embraced. It's a process I wish we could walk abreast. I love thee. I hope you have faith in me.

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Why the heck do I feel that I am worthless?

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Saturday night be doin nothing and instead skimming through old Facebook messages then stumbled on this one. Did not think that someone once thought this way of me. I guess the recent questions I've been imposing to myself should somehow rest themselves on the fact that there were -are, maybe- people who believe in me. The reason why I started should always be the reflecting point for me to bounce back every time I feel falling to the ground is the only thing I want to do. #saturdaynightrant – View on Path.

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WTF

What the fuck? I did not sign up for this shit, you heartless bitch.

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"It's been a long day without you my friend. And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again." This song has been on-repeat for a few days. Maybe I am just following the stream. Maybe the thought of you being gone never ceases to cross. And this easy tune says it all. (at 🎵 See You Again - Wiz Khalifa)

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She frowns therefore she is.

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Malam ini aku lelah

Malam ini aku lelah tak bisa percaya arah Ku baca tafsir sepertinya ini beda ranah Malam ini aku lelah makanya aku bersyair Tanya terus kapan penat ini cair Malam ini aku lelah teruskan syair inipun rasa susah Aku bukan lagi busur yang siap dipanah Tidur Melantur Baur angan yg putih layak Kapur Aku lelah, Semesta Kutahu keputusanku salah Tapi mohon, Semesta Malam ini saja... Karna ku lelah Pasrah.

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with adulthood there comes a price/trust never stands precise/and fathoming words never suffice/with adulthood melancholy may not be a choice/where reality and this voice always juxtaposed: dengar ini malam, ku cuma mau #pulang

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When growing up is mandatory, of course you would want the coolest peeps around to go through your rotten and golden days.

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Would this path lead me to the end?

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Cozy corner - defined. #vsco #vscocam #vscofilter #weekend (at Waha Kitchen)

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The visit your family paid last evening provided us with such beautiful closure. Now, we are ready to move on since whatever you left for us, made it easier to do. #tributetoajie

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Aryasena, sahabat kita.

Ini tulisan untuk Aryasena, si lelaki jenaka. Aku menulis bukan karena apa, tapi karena Ia sahabat kita. Ajie, panggilannya, ajarkan lalunan dan puisi Bahwa hidup berputar dalam banyak dimensi. Ia buat kita cinta alam Dengan cara yang selama ini kita pendam. Ia buat kita ingat Sang Khalik Dengan cara yang menggelitik. Aryasena pesan jangan bingung Kalau suatu waktu kita lebur dengan yang Agung. Aryasena pesan kita itu fana Basahi dahaga akan keingintahuan tentang hidup selanjutnya. Aku bercita-cita namai putraku Aryasena Tapi ya itu, cita-cita kita hanya rencana Kisah Ia adalah buktinya. "Gak ada sih, Sap, yg paling ada dan satu-satunya yang bisa mengadakan cuma Dia si Maha Pengada dan Maha Pecinta. Kita fana, Sap. Jadi kalau suatu hari lu berasa ngelebur sama Dia jangan bingung haha." We love you, Jie. Take a good care, brother.