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It is difficult for me to be comfortable in my own skin when I know that I would be treated better if I was prettier, more graceful, or even softer. It’s easier to exist when you’re beautiful. The world is less harsh on you when you’re beautiful. I am intelligent, gifted, and passionate but oh, how I wish to be beautiful as well.

maybe then the world won’t feel as heavy // 11:32 PM thoughts (via sp0ke)

ill reblog you bvs every 2 yrs i try to find you

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Ascendant, Moon, Midheaven

On the outside, I appear…

Aries rising: active, enthusiastic, straightforward

Taurus rising: steady, grounded, sensual

Gemini rising: adaptable, inquisitive, talkative

Cancer rising: cautious, caring, sensitive

Leo rising: confident, energetic, charismatic

Virgo rising: competent, poised, reserved

Libra rising: charming, pleasant, artistic

Scorpio rising: private, observant, magnetic

Sagittarius rising: adventurous, optimistic, restless

Capricorn rising: determined, responsible, serious

Aquarius rising: curious, independent, approachable

Pisces rising: gentle, easygoing, changeable

Deep within, I am…

Aries moon: spontaneous, passionate, strong

Taurus moon: guarded, sentimental, loyal

Gemini moon: intellectual, restless, open-minded

Cancer moon: empathetic, devoted, moody

Leo moon: affectionate, expressive, stubborn

Virgo moon: detail-oriented, practical, shy

Libra moon: fickle, peaceful, objective

Scorpio moon: intense, intuitive, secretive

Sagittarius moon: free-spirited, upbeat, impatient

Capricorn moon: stable, dutiful, self-critical

Aquarius moon: detached, idealistic, eccentric

Pisces moon: compassionate, emotional, impractical

However, I aspire to be or would like to be viewed as…

Aries Midheaven: confident, pioneering, enthusiastic

Taurus Midheaven: sensible, assured, tenacious

Gemini Midheaven: intelligent, creative, adaptable

Cancer Midheaven: dependable, nurturing, kindhearted

Leo Midheaven: bold, generous, commanding

Virgo Midheaven: helpful, organised, reasonable

Libra Midheaven: peaceful, well-mannered, sociable

Scorpio Midheaven: deliberate, mysterious, passionate

Sagittarius Midheaven: knowledgeable, dynamic, versatile

Capricorn Midheaven: controlled, wise, hardworking

Aquarius Midheaven: innovative, flexible, cooperative

Pisces Midheaven: intuitive, understanding, artistic

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Oh wao,

i didn't want to be lonely

you keep saying you don't want to invalidate their feelings

i hope you won't invalidate mine

19:05

Went home early tho I wanted to stay

Somehow I'm loved

Somehow I'm ignored

No matter how much I try to laugh

How much I try to fit in

I guess

Somehow

It's much fun without me

...

:(:

highlightertrees

sorry

I don’t know how I can say it

Too many times I make the same mistakes

I have a tendency to overanalyze

I am selfish

I am jealous

I am weak

And I don’t deserve your friendship but I’m so fucking thankful for it

I curse myself and I tell myself I won’t but I do anyways

I know the mistakes I am making but I keep making them

Sorry doesn’t seem to be a good enough word

But it is all I have

I’ve given you everything else already

argh

Fk it's still true...

@miyaohyeah: 🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫

im just so gay for this huhu

instagram.com/p/BjuZDlPnh8i

y is seulgi tryna make me question my sexuality?

how can someone be this pretty (╥_╥) 🌸

he knows he got us

That’s how every KPOP Idol looks vs How they actually are

chansoo are holding hands and i can feel my heart melting

i might have cried

Xingjie is so done with Justin greasy pick up line

y is my hart wavering? bTCH

cai xukun and wang ziyi being the supportive parents hyping up their son once again

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