Call Her Green

I just wanted to dream about it for a minute

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I miss him so much

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I miss him so much

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Clairo

10.20.24

Columbus Ohio

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Have you ever had a dream about Harry Styles?

This is #3 out of 3. copy and pasted directly from my notes app- not edited.

I decided to post these, might delete later. I thought it might be fun to read what people dream about and especially dreams where Harry shows up,

I don’t sleep well and so if I ever dream and remember it I always try and write it down. I’ve had 3 sleeps that sent Harry my way and I feel lucky for each one.

Harry dream 1/23/24

In this dream he had on his red and white heart shirt and yellow necklace. Our lockers were next to each other in this high school. It was two stories. I definitely had a crush on him and would watch him as much as I could. I don’t remember talking to him. He wasn’t famous. I remember walking by him on some stairs. He ended up getting a friend or a girlfriend and I remember feeling jealous but like privately and still watching him. I think he ended up changing into a sweater vest that was yellow green and brown and he had on brown corduroy pants and converse. I really liked him.

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HAVE you ever had a dream about Harry Styles?

I’ve decided to post mine, it’s low stakes because no one is going to read this but it is making me feel brave to post it and I need that right now.

this is #2 out of 3- copy and pasted from my notes app. not edited.

harry dream

08.14.24

he was known to be at this music festival

at this house and women were flocking there because he was just there and accessible

and high and glossy eyed.

i went there and there were not as many people as i expected sitting on the ground knees to their chests and indian style in boho clothes like burning man

harry was leaning on a wall and very high

i hugged him. his skin was so soft. i remember feeling how slight but muscular he was. soft skin and strong round shoulders coated in this smooth soft kinda clammy skin. and i remember thinking that i shouldn’t be there that i was being too invasive that it was not my place and i started to feel like i should leave. i went to sit down and figure out what to do. and was watching him. he was so high he started to sway. he looked frustrated and sad. i remember i thought here was this gay man, at the very least bi man, and surrounded by young women. trying to be free. trying to not be celebrity and just have fun. and it was so so wrong and i remember i got up and turned away leaving. i was thinking why do you always have to be so empathetic? emotional? and try to do the right thing? these other women were perfectly fine to sit and watch him be unhappy and uncomfortable. and i woke up feeling kinda panicked about my decision like i was relieved to leave but still felt like i had a chance to freaking be around HIM and i left. it was confusing.

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Have you ever had a dream about Harry Styles?

I’ve only ever had three dreams that I remember in which Harry shows up and last night was one of them. It’s a miracle that I’ve had any at all because I don’t sleep much or very well, a childhood trauma response that no matter what, I’ve never been able to conquer- and to sleep deeply enough that I dream? and that Harry shows up? and I remember it? It’s a fucking gift from the gods.

Whenever I dream about him I always write it all out in my notes app as soon as i wake up. To save it and savor it, feeling giddy like a preteen with secrets and writing about boys in locked diaries and all that.

I had this idea to share them here, even though some of it might not make sense- I want to share it. No one reads this anyways so like - it’s low stakes or no stakes.

I’m going to post the one from last night first and then I’ll post the other two.

harry SNL dream 10.22.24

i was on the set of an SNL sketch set up like a hotel room but it was on a sound stage and harry was performing a skit and he had on these glasses and fine line era hair and like the joke was about a toy dinosaur and a starbucks coffee cup being put in front of

his crotch area strategically so like when you thought you’d see it it’d be covered up like his dick was covered idk it was silly sketch. It was about him being a sex symbol but a satire. it sounds dirty but it wasn’t at all. it was dumb. and they had that fake laughter playing like the fake laugh sounds during SNL sketches anyways- when the skit wrapped and he walked away and i asked for the dinosaur and this kinda hollywood mean assistant type guy said no in a snappy way and said “jeff wants it” and i said

can i have the coffee cup which was just laying on the bed and looked like trash anyways and he said I don’t care and

it was a dented starbucks cup with someone else’s name on the order post it stuck to the side and it had a lipstick stain. it was a holiday cup with purple pink and green stars on a white background. i am not sure if it was a prop or just someone’s cup they used. but it had harry’s name written on it with some stage directions drawing thing and since it had Harry’s name on it I was thrilled! then harry was there and i said hi i got your coffee cup and he laughed and he said crazy about liam right but didn’t seem that sad just sort of

freaked out like looking away like he couldn’t believe it and i didn’t know what to say so i said im sorry for you because you guys were incredibly close at one time and he just looked at me like yeah.. he was about as tall as I thought he’d be in real life in my dream. taller than me but not as tall as they say he is. and then across the room on a table by the bed i saw a Sharpie and like a beam of light was over it and it made me think I should ask him for an autograph and I was so nervous to ask him for anything but I asked him to write something down, I never said autograph and he hesitated but then wrote “come to harryween” on a piece of paper. and i was like what? and he was like yeah because now there’s not going to be one ha ha like? i was in shock in the dream and i had my purse with me all of a sudden and i said ok im going to think of this later like it’s super not important to me you can see I didn’t even think of it but can i get a picture but like its not that important to me so say no totally and he hesitated and i was like never mind and he was like no its ok and i was going to take a picture with him like getting my phone out to take a selfie with Harry Styles and then I woke up and it was the best dream I ever had.

#harry #harrydream

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[landhinlove]

look I know that it’s a rocket ship. however

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looking for a fic- it’s not the strawberry milk fic.

here’s what I remember:

Louis and Harry go to university together

Lou runs into Harry on the stairs at school on the first day and helps him get to class

after that he sees him sitting under a tree and starts to talk to him

Harry is fem, lives in an apartment alone

Harry has low self esteem and body issues because of a past altercation where a boyfriend told him he was ugly.

There is a scene where Lou is watching someone’s dog and they run into each other at the park and he takes a polaroid picture of Harry

They both love the band The Script and figure out that they were at the same Script show in the past and then Lou buys them tickets as a surprise for Harry later on

Harry doesn’t want to take his clothes off in front of Lou when they make out

Lou thinks it’s because he doesn’t like him

It’s angsty

Harry talks to Gemma about it all on a trip home

He ends up trusting Lou and falling for him

eventually Daddy kink smut

PLEASE HELP ME FIGURE OUT WHAT FIC THIS IS ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY thank you.

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🚨HS4 rumors🚨

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What do you mean we don’t have to work for it? Like, we’re not supposed to hack a website, analyze every interaction from the LOT concerts, geocache through 28 cities, or listen to Harry’s interviews backwards to find hidden lyrics?

We. Just. Get. The. Song? Like for free?

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October 18 you say… 👀

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this is the best yet!

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from the book Queer Tattoo