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Same

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“One day I had enough of this exercise of trust. I leaned in and let it hurt, and let my body feel the dirt.” @ chidori 👀

sleeping at last (atlas) // accepting.

     at first, chidori doesn’t know what to say—to have that sort of failing trust… chidori can understand the feeling. but within that feeling lies the growth of maturity, the understanding that life isn’t as seamless as she hopes it is. maybe it causes a little destruction of her mentality and innocence; but from the dusts of her shattered self, she grows—and in that way, she hopes yuno will too. grow to be bigger, be stronger, be more than the one who dotes. she deserves that, at the very least. ❛ i understand. it’s hard, isn’t it? to keep relying on others to catch if you fall, hoping that they do because you want to mean something to them like they mean to you. even if they don’t… you keep hoping. ❜

     she glances up, nervously almost, but quirks a softened and supportive smile—one that says, i’m here for you, no matter what. ❛ i won’t stop you if you want to do it. but next time… take my handkerchief, okay? ❜ her hands hold out a polka-dotted handkerchief, a myriad of reds and pinks that somehow remind chidori of their very own duo. it’s rather fitting, she thinks as she lightly pushes it towards yuno. ❛ someone as pretty as you shouldn’t be that dirty. you have to stay clean to keep up your skincare, right? ❜

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"Where I come from, there are penalties when a woman lies."

source  .  accepting        ❲   via.  @ludomaniac

   penalties, was it? ( there was a penalty for everything, jyabami-san. not just lying.  expand your views. )  though , to say such a thing to her – was she stupid? no no, she wasn’t stupid … risky? very much so. stupidly risky? bingo.

❛  ah .. I wonder why you’re informing me of this, Jyabami-san? Surely you don’t take me for a liar. ❜  she even smiled, what a disgusting way to top off a disgusting lie in a disgusting facade. she even moved a strand of hair behind her ear ( so innocent in a lie ) . 

❛  though , i do have some advice in return for your gracious offer. i would suggest you watch who you threaten.  ❜  there was nothing sweet about what she said, her tone was even flat yet her disgusting smile stayed while she said such words. ❛  but who am i kidding! what do i know! ❜  a laugh , a laugh akin to a school girl who had just heard the funniest joke ever. ( threaten me again and it’ll be your last. )

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shesnipes:

This has been on my mind for long but I’m gonna do this — please reblog this if you’re comfortable with pre-establishing relationships. I do not mean “met at the grocery store two weeks ago” or “have a common friend”, but rather stuff like “have been best friends since kindergrden”, “go for a beer every friday”, “friends with benefits”, “dated in highschool”, “hate each other’s guts because -insert reason-”  etc. Something meaningful (but not necessarily shippy) and I mean with muns/characters you have not interacted with, because I cannot believe I am the only one who prefers jumping right into the heart of the human interaction.

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┏┓ ┃┃╱╲ in this ┃╱╱╲╲  house ╱╱╭╮╲╲  we ▔▏┗┛▕▔    appreciate ╱▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔╲      chidori and yuno ╱╱┏┳┓╭╮┏┳┓ ╲╲ ▔▏┗┻┛┃┃┗┻┛▕▔

@exstellaris

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“Do you hear that? That is the sound of ultimate suffering.” chidori @ yuno :^)

source  .  accepting        ❲   via.  @exstellaris

laughable , just laughable. how could she, a simple citizen, know the extent of suffering to dare deem this the ultimate of its kind? ( she had not seen her lover commit suicide in a previous world . she had not gone through a pain that extensive .. )  no one knew my pain, she would always tell herself. this pain was mine and mine alone to bear, she’d choke and cry, while dwelling on past memories from the first world.  (  this world, and the next, and thereafter – it does not understand me. it will never understand me. )

❛  … it’s a sad thing to hear, isn’t it? ❜  her words were tentative albeit soft, as if speaking of such sorrows was taboo in itself ( do not mourn for the living , they have a chance. there’s always a tomorrow …  )  lies lies lies lies.  ❛  to be burdened with such a sorrow, it’s heartbreaking. ❜  not really, her mentality sneered, i couldn’t give less of a damn about another’s sorrows — oh! how bad of me to think such a thing! bad bad bad bad!

❛  … though, i guess sorrow is as part of human life as happiness, huh? ❜

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‘The Princess Bride’ sentence meme

Send one to my muse for their reaction

“Sleep well. I’ll most likely kill you in the morning.”

“You’re trying to kidnap what I’ve rightfully stolen.”

“While you’re at it, why don’t you give me a nice paper cut and pour lemon juice on it?”

“They’re terribly comfortable. I think everyone will be wearing them in the future.”

“I can cope with torture.”

“Get used to disappointment.”

“You’ve made your decision then?”

“Frankly, I think the odds are slightly in your favor at hand fighting.”

“I would sooner destroy a stained glass window than an artist like yourself.”

“Am I going mad, or did the word “think” escape your lips?”

“Your vote of confidence is overwhelming.”

“I admit it, you are better than I am.”

“You never said anything about killing anyone.”

“You keep using that word. I do not think it means what you think it means.”

“You mock my pain!”

“Truly, you have a dizzying intellect.”

“Do you always begin conversations this way?”

“This is true love; you think this happens every day?”

“Australia is entirely peopled with criminals!”

“There’s not a lot of money in revenge.”

“You mean you wish to surrender to me? Very well, I accept.”

“Anyone who says differently is selling something.”

“Anybody want a peanut?”

“I do not envy you the headache you will have when you awake. But for now, rest well and dream of large women.”

“Death cannot stop true love. All it can do is delay it for a while.”

“The battle of wits has begun.”

“I wasn’t nervous. Maybe I was a little bit concerned, but that’s not the same thing.”

“We’ll never succeed. We may as well die here.”

“Please understand I hold you in the highest respect.”

“Isn’t there any way you trust me?”

“You’re trying to trick me into giving away something. It won’t work.”

“I’ll explain, and I’ll use small words so that you’ll be sure to understand, you warthog faced buffoon.”

“I told you I would always come for you. Why didn’t you wait for me?”

“I’m not saying I’d like to build a summer home here, but the trees are actually quite lovely.”

“You can die slowly, cut into a thousand pieces.”

“What hideous sin have you committed lately?”

“Yes, you’re very smart. Shut up.”

“There’s a shortage of perfect breasts in this world. It would be a pity to damage yours.”

“That doesn’t leave much time for dilly-dallying.”

“Where I come from, there are penalties when a woman lies.”

“It would be absolutely, totally, and in all other ways inconceivable.”

“I challenge you to a battle of wits.”

“Look, I don’t mean to be rude but this is not as easy as it looks, so I’d appreciate it if you wouldn’t distract me.”

“Do you hear that? That is the sound of ultimate suffering.”

“You be careful. People in masks cannot be trusted.”

“Please consider me as an alternative to suicide.”

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inbox call !

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daily reminder that ilu and I would die for you that is all 💖

IM SOBBING IN MY HANDS MOM YOURE TOO GOOD TO ME I JUST RUNS HANDS DOWN MY FACE I would Fight Armies For You

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I gave you things I wasn’t sure I even had.

Miranda July (via thequotejournals)

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headcanon that yuno dislikes small cramped spaces due to the times she spent in the cage whenever she was ‘late’ or did something ‘wrong’. having her in such spaces will cause her to react violently as she believes she’s in the cage again, a trauma that won’t ever go away even now.

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SELF KNOWLEDGE QUESTIONNAIRE.  tagged by : n/a tagging :  everyone who reads this. just @ me.

TENDERNESS

You are not afraid of the sufferings and sorrows of other people, even when they are acted out in unappealing ways. Beneath even defensiveness and self-righteous behavior, you know that deep down people need nurturing and consolation. One danger is being naive about people’s dark sides. But at your best you know you can be mean yourself, which helps you to sympathize. You bring strength and forgiveness where other people might panic.

NEEDINESS

Being affirmed and nurtured by others is a central requirement for you to feel safe. This means you can be slow to warm up to other people, which is difficult because what you most need from them is their warmth. Yet you know how to be vulnerable: to let down your defenses and accept that you need another person. This lack of pretense is a valuable trait, and ultimately more endearing than the macho efforts others make to deny their childlike sides.

LOYALTY

You are good at sticking with people, even when things get awkward and tricky. You give people a second and third chance, because fundamentally, you are good at recognizing people’s good sides (even when there’s quite a lot about them that is not so attractive). Partisanship is actually your strength: you stay on someone’s side for more than intellectual reasons – because they feel like a part of who you are.

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❝ Some rise by sin, but all rise by pleasure. ❞

SOURCE  ꞁ ꞁ  accepting     ❲  @ludomaniac

❛   you know , the way you talk is weird.  ❜ words spoken with indifference, no use in hiding the neutral feelings around the other when other people weren’t around ( after all, she only tolerated her and seemed friendly to keep up appearances. )  but did she really have the room to talk in regards to anything being weird? 

❛  though , i guess to humor you, it’s half wrong, half right. some people don’t feel pleasure, did you consider that? what about those who rise because they have to? there’s no pleasure in a forced role. so really, what you said is incredibly narrow minded. ❜

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❝ This above all: lie to everyone but yourself. ❞

SOURCE  ꞁ ꞁ  accepting     ❲  gentlesurvival

             too late, she wanted to say, how late you are with this advice. yet she swallowed those words and instead gave off the guise that she was thinking this over with heavy thought ( which she was ).     do not lie to yourself, they say. be honest with yourself. love yourself.     respect yourself. embrace yourself.                    what a joke, right? she had no respect for herself, her well-being didn’t matter to herself. all that mattered to her was yukiteru. his well-being, his self esteem, his survival. that’s what mattered to her. though she went back to a reoccurring thought: how many times has she comforted herself with lies? the truth was bitter, the truth was unforgiving. to survive against such savage things, one had to find comfort. hers was in lies. but were they even lies? or fantasies? she couldn’t even distinguish her lies from her fantasies, how badly she had blurred those lines for the sake of happiness. 

               ( it’s all i want. )                         ( i want to be loved. i want to be held. )                                   ( i want to be understood. )

❛   … thank you for the advice. it’s very helpful of you. i’ll keep it in mind. ❜