ย ย ย SCOTT FOUND HIMSELF in the midst of the town square, the exact same place where he woke up a few days ago. something around here felt off ย ย ย ย why was he pulled to this part of town. was he even still in beacon hills or was this some sort of parallel universe of beacon hills. he reached into his pockets to find his cell phone, dialling stilesโs number he realised that he had NO SERVICE. if only his best friends were here; he was worried about them. what happened to them ?? did they manage to get out of the armoury or did the hunters find them and killed them? he felt completely detached from them. almost as if limbs were amputated.ย โ ย ย ย ย โ he opened & closed his mouth again when he noticed someone had been staring at him.ย โ what do you want ??ย โ he groaned at the vague figure ahead of him.ย
what ย do ย you ย get ย when ย you ย mix ย an ย overly ย competitive ย & ย naturally ย hot-headed ย individual with ย a ย full ย moon ย approaching ย in ย aย fewย daysย ย ? CATASTROPHE. ย from ย start ย to ย finish,ย soccer practice ย has ย been ย hell. ย heโd ย gotten ย into ย a ย fight ย with ย one ย of ย the ย other ย playersย onย hisย teamย over ย whether ย or ย not ย head-butting ย the ย ball ย into ย the ย goal ย should ย count ย and ย it ย had ย taken ย THREEother ย players ย to ย pull ย them ย apart. ย itโs ย why ย heโs ย riding ย the ย bench ย now, ย hands ย resting ย on ย either ย side ย of ย his ย head ย as ย it ย hangs ย between ย his ย knees. ย practice ย is ย just ย about ย over, ย the ย teams ย squaring ย off ย for ย the ย point ย that ย will ย win ย the ย pickup ย game, ย but ย his ย gaze ย is ย anywhere ย but ย the ย field.ย ย ( ย if ย heโs ย not ย playing, ย he ย has ย no ย skin ย in ย the ย game. ย if ย they ย lose ย without ย him ย โ ย which ย heโs ย pretty ย fucking ย sure ย they ย will ย โ ย he ย doesnโt ย own ย that ย loss. ย ) he ย almost ย doesnโt ย notice ย the ย presence ย coming ย up ย on ย him, ย though ย his ย gaze ย doesnโt ย quite ย shift ย over ย to ย them. ย the ย only ย indication ย he ย saw ย them ย before ย they ย speak ย is ย the ย slight ย tick ย of ย his ย jaw ย and ย the ย growl ย that ย accompanies ย it. ย โ ย what ? โ
Thereโs nothing. The top corner of her screen that should be showing her service bars is only showing her that itโs searching for a signal and failing to find one, even as she holds the flip phone up above her head in hopes it might register.ย โCome on, come on, come onnn,โ she half begs, frowning when she brings it back down where she can see it before shaking her head, stuffing it back into the pocket of her pajama pants.
Sheโs dreaming, or at least she figures she must be, because she wouldnโt go out in public dressed like this. She doesnโt know why sheโs dreaming something like this, but sheโll figure it out. Sheโll see Brady or Sam or someone that she actually knows here and sheโll wake up warm and comfortable in bed to go to class in the morningโฆ Or something. (has she ever had a lucid dream like this before? has she ever been aware that she was dreaming?)
Itโs only when she sees someone walking ahead of her that she springs into action, jogging the few steps she needs to to catch up to them before reaching out to tap their shoulder,ย โHey, can I borrow your phone for a minute? Iโve got no signal.โ
ย ย ย ย ย โ elena gilbertย โ words whispered from her silent cries, a hollow void had been left when kai bonded them; elena in a sleep-induced slumber until bonnie died. the witch was at a disaster without her sister. the remarkable trio was never the same without the gilbert girl. & here in the morning drizzle, the silhouette of elena was held in bonnieโs emerald hues. was this a trick? she grasped her hands together, urging that it wasnโt.ย
ย ย ย ย ย one stride forward, eyes not withdrawing from her friend.ย โ either iโm dead or youโre real-ย โ a brief silence as bonnie held back the glistening water held in her eyes.ย โ - just please tell me youโre real, pleaseย โ pleading as she inched herself forward, arms gradually extending out.
( nina dobrev, 18, she/her ) welcome to reprieve, ELENA GILBERT who is from THE VAMPIRE DIARIES, SEASON 3. rumor has it they are a HUMAN, but only they could tell you the truth! when i close my eyes, i think of them and imagine BULLET JOURNALS, TEAR STAINED PILLOWS and OLD WORN CONVERSE.ย
hey,ย hi,ย hello,ย itโs ya resident trash girl here,ย essy.ย back at it again with my favourite doppelganger,ย who is both a pain in the ass but the most compassionate soul.ย iโm pulling her after the kiss with damon at the motel in season three. episode nineteen to be exact.ย so this girl is going to be in for a TIME.ย she is of course, a canon character and i do not have the energy or time to explain everything about her because iโm too lazy for that which most of you know.ย so read about her, here.ย
HER BACKGROUND.ย ย
elena gilbert is the adopted daughter of grayson and miranda gilbert,ย although the fact that they arenโt her blood related parents is something unknown to her until season one of the vampire diaries. her childhood is relatively happy,ย brought up seeing her dad as a doctor,ย thus inspiring her to want to follow in his footsteps as an adult.ย she falls in line as a sister to jeremy extremely easily,ย and loves him unconditionally.ย and theyโre even somewhat close growing up.ย sheโs extremely loyal,ย and compassionate and this is seen evident with her friends.ย she would do absolutely anything for them,ย sacrifice ANYTHING, and everything.ย
her easy life of dating matt donovan,ย being on the cheerleading squad and such is all foiled once she and her parents get into a car accident,ย going over wickery bridgeย ----ย this,ย resulting in the loss of them both and her living.ย though it could be noted that things werenโt perfect before that,ย not truly.ย at least,ย she wasnโt happy with matt,ย and she felt there had to be more to life.ย but things were about to change,ย a full one eighty.ย ITโS MYSTIC FALLS,ย nothing bad happens here.ย if she could remember saying those words,ย she would definitely want someone to punch her in the face,ย believing she jinxed it.ย things are already difficult,ย her brother turning to drugs to cope,ย her ending her relationship with matt and spending more time with her journal than people.ย maybe it was a comfort to just let feelings out and not have to live up to people and their expectations,ย or to feel uncomfortable in their gazes,ย and pity filled eyes.ย IT HAD GOT CONSIDERABLY HARDER TO BREATHE.ย ย
TVD.
and then things get so much worseย ----ย or better,ย depending on how you look at it.ย the bombshells,ย aka two supernatural brothers walk into her life.ย and she falls in love,ย albeit with them both,ย though she hasnโt acknowledged that as of yet.ย she doesnโt want to be like katherine,ย doesnโt want to string people along,ย and yet sheโs already done that.ย with stefan and damon comes a whole world of trouble,ย more loss,ย even the loss of her own life at the hands of an evil hybrid wanting to break a silly little curse that apparently she was the KEY for.ย one of the biggest things is finding out that john gilbert,ย her supposed uncle is her biological dad,ย and that her history teacherโs presumed DEAD wife is her bio mom.ย and then losing them too,ย along with aunt jenna.ย itโs safe to say that elena gilbertโs life is well and truly cursed with a grief so suffocating,ย that she does suffer with a true fright of losing people.ย ย
but with stefan,ย she finally feels like sheโs able to breathe,ย like she has someone who gets it.ย who knows everything going on,ย and doesnโt expect too much of her.ย someone always there to catch her when she falls.ย and a lot of the time she does,ย a lot of the times sheโs the damsel in distress,ย and she HATES it.ย hates that people sacrifice for her.ย this could be down to an overwhelming sense of survivors guilt,ย from her parents,ย and the endless list of others dying because of,ย or related to her.ย with stefan,ย she gets to be FREE.ย ย
...but itโs never that simple.ย and things take a disastrous turn once stefan goes off with klaus,ย leaving her with damon.ย like heโd sold his soul to the devil.ย and suddenly,ย she has no one to depend upon.ย only,ย she does.ย and damon surprises her,ย challenges her,ย and sneaks up on her and sheโs left more conflicted than ever.ย if thereโs one thing she hated more than anything,ย it was how katherine pierce had been the bomb threatening to explode the relationship between the brothers,ย and now she felt the same.ย even if she hadnโt acknowledged how she was feeling,ย too scared to do so.ย something wasnโt right.ย there was a part of her that felt something for damon,ย that felt protected by him,ย and that she felt like he was edging slowly into her heart even after all the horrendous things he had done.ย SHE HATED ALL OF IT.ย because she was in control,ย because she wanted these things,ย and yet it was causing more of a cataclysmic effect than it was even possible to acknowledge.
because she had given her heart to stefan,ย always.ย and now,ย she was even more confused than ever.ย because he wasnโt here.ย and damon was.ย and maybe thatโs what she wanted.ย
NOW.ย
one minute sheโs running back to the motel room after lighting her own match to her life after kissing damon,ย after sheโd WANTED to kiss him.ย in a cheap motel in denver,ย no less.ย and it was everything sheโd thought it would be,ย like a fire so potent from the heights of passion that it engulfed her,ย took her hostage and sheโd never wanted to be set free.ย ย
running was easier than confronting what she had JUST done,ย and what it meant,ย and itโs as sheโs opening the door and walking insideย -----ย that she realises that itโs not the room she was SUPPOSED to sleep in.ย in fact she had walked straight out of a random shop door,ย into a street that she DID not recognise,ย and oh she had tried to go back through said door,ย only getting crazy looks from the people working in the supermarket.ย ย
she didnโt know where she was,ย or HOW she was there.ย and the horrific sense of fight or flight had set in and knocked her well and truly into panic mode.ย and she canโt help but think witches are at fault,ย magic doing the unthinkable.ย
thereโs a worry for jeremy,ย for her brother knowing that kol is out there,ย and for damon and for herself.ย thereโs a worry over everything.ย and yet,ย the town has this unflinching ability to make her doubt EVERYTHING.ย had she just made this up in her head? time will tell.ย
ultimate elena gilbert meme โ elena gilbert in every episode:
3.02 The Hybrid
โณ โYouโre not a lost cause, Ric. Youโre just lost. But so is Jeremy, and so am I. Our family is gone. We donโt have anybody. Iโm sorry, but you donโt have anybody either. So, weโre kind of good for each other. โ