#loss tw

[yyshcul]

(dis)comfort in your absence.

the short film that i worked on from mid november to the end of december! i've already received my score so i think i'm allowed to post it now. it's the first short film that i've ever made & i don't have a lot of experience in animation & and know NOTHING about sound design so please ignore the flaws v__v pretend they don't exist.

animated in adobe photoshop & adobe premiere pro

for the background noise / music i downloaded a few lmms files that i found online and played around with them a little bit

[comehellorhighwatertheywillwrite]

I actually know this author IRL, and trust me, this was only half the stuff that went down in those 2 years.

[toxicbloodstreams]

so … my stepdad passed away. i am sad, but relatively okay. i think it would be a lot different if it had happened before my mom did. it just also hits kinda weird bc even before he was with my mom he was in my life, literally since i was born. i am hanging in there though but if i am a little slow today/the next while that’s why. love you all & give your loved ones hugs from me 💜

[curiosityshop]

If I had a nickel for every time a hyperfix on a bespectacled blond dork was the only thing getting me through grief, I’d have two nickels. Which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it happened twice in less than a year.

also new blog drop that isn’t ready yet

[creatureofalltime-what]

my first song

is finally !!

HERE !!!!!

TW (In the visuals): Dolls, injury, staring

CW (In the song): Death, mentions of domestic and physical abuse, loss and brief injury.

ITS UP ON SOUNDCLOUD (and i might upload it to odysee later)

here's some gifs because the character

Also I got the background footage from A Vision In Vintage on .. (BLEAGH) youtube. ... (I USED NEWPIPE!!! I USE NEWPIPE IM STILL BOYCOTTING)

um. ahem. n ee ways

[thyming]

Two boys | sixtypages on Insta

[b0amagination]

Warning here for talking about irl loss of a pet

Hi you guys, I've been a bit inactive for the better half of the last week for two very, very opposite reasons.

The good news: I got a job! I signed the contract today and I start on Monday, so I'll finally be bringing in money again.

The bad news: My family dog was diagnosed with cancer back around Christmas and just passed away after 13 wonderful years with him. Especially living overseas, it's been tough to accept and grieve that loss.

So! I've been feeling a lot the past week. It might be a second before I get fully active again, but if you guys have anything cute to drop in my ask box or messages it would much appreciated (pictures of your own pets are also very encouraged !!) <3

Lots of love always! I'll be back to my usual posting here in a little while.

[hidefdoritos]

The worst part of having had a girlfriend who died when I was 17 (traumatic backstory, you're welcome) is that I made a playlist of the songs we used to love. Which is all well and good, except that now Spotify thinks I unironicaly like Ed Sheeran.

Go away. Shoo. I do not care about another redheaded white man with the world's most boring tattoos. "Photograph" and "Give Me Love" were bangers, and she liked "Perfect" bc she could fantasize about coming out.

I am 24 now. I do not care that he put out another album. I do not care. Leave me in peace.