shine on you crazy diamond.

Lacey Marie Johnson. 25. Happily married to my Prince Charming, Remick. Proud Mama to 3 beautiful babies aka cats; Vera, Floyd, and Syd. Expecting my first human baby September 2019. Life is good.♥️♥️♥️

[novitiate2017-deactivated202002]

Hell world

[homoslovenc]

capitalism ruined art and entertainment

[notlostonanadventure]

Keep reblogging this it’s shaming them into prolonging shows

[beejhayy]

Everyone please read this. I am trying to meet Taylor Swift because of my recent cancer diagnosis. If you could spread the word that would be amazing.

Dear Taylor,

I first discovered you during the Fearless era when I was (ironically) 15. I blasted the album throughout my house so often that my dad even learned all of the words. Since then, you have been my role model and hero. I have listened to your music in times of sadness, happiness, hope, despair, and everything in between. I have followed your career with much admiration and have been an extremely loyal and enthusiastic fan. I’ve been lucky enough to see three of your shows and I have tickets to see two more during the 1989 tour.

I am now 21 years old and a senior in college. Over my Thanksgiving break, I was diagnosed with Hodgkin’s lymphoma, which is a type of cancer. Right now, I am waiting for my treatment to be determined and I am not sure if I am going to be able to go back to school. This is absolutely not how I saw my senior year of college going and I have been having a hard time dealing with all of this.

I have a long road ahead of me and I would love to be able to meet you or talk to you. Like I said before, your music and quotes have gotten me through hard times before and I know I will be looking to your work more than ever during this journey. Taylor, you truly have been an inspiration in my life thus far and it would be my absolute dream to hang out with you during this tough time. 

Fearlessly, 

Brooke

P.S. I couldn’t BE more excited that you’ve been talking about your love for F.R.I.E.N.D.S now because it’s two of my favorite things ever coming together.

P.P.S. I hope you get the Chandler Bing reference.

taylorswift tree-paine

[beejhayy]

taylorswift I had my first chemo treatment today and I brought some entertainment to get me through it! 

[beejhayy]

taylorswift tree-paine I haven’t mentioned this yet, but for the past 4 years at college I’ve been heavily involved with an organization that raises money and support for pediatric cancer patients and their families. Here is a picture of me “canning” or raising money for the cause shortly before I was diagnosed myself. I never in a million years imagined I would be on the other side of the fight against cancer. 

[beejhayy]

taylorswift I am truly saddened by yours news today. I know you said you wanted to keep things private and I completely understand that. But, as someone who was recently diagnosed and is currently battling cancer, I just want you to know I am here if you ever want to talk. This disease is horrible, scary, confusing, and terrifying, but I’ve found that talking to people who have been through it is the key to staying sane and positive. Seriously, I will answer any question, please don’t hesitate! My thoughts are with you and your family as you fight this horrible disease. 

[beejhayy]

taylorswift my 22nd birthday is on Wednesday (4/29) and it would be the best birthday present ever if you saw my post!!!

[beejhayy]

taylorswift tree-paine

[beejhayy]

taylorswift today is my 22nd birthday and as you can see despite my circumstances, I am most definitely feelin’ 22! You seeing my post would be the best birthday present ever! 

[beejhayy]

taylorswift I will be at the Philly and MetLife shows and would love to meet you!! tree-paine

[beejhayy]

taylorswift Today I graduated college. When I was first diagnosed with cancer, it did not look like I was going to be able to finish out my senior year. My doctors originally told me I could not go back to school and complete my degree. But, I was determined to finish school and graduate with my best friends. After getting a second opinion and convincing a lot of people, I decided I would go back to school while getting treated for cancer. I drove back and forth four hours every two weeks to receive chemo. I would then stay home for a few days and return to school and continue with my classes. I ended up getting a 4.0 GPA this semester despite my circumstances and graduated with highest distinction in my class. Your music and philosophies in life definitely inspired me to be “fearless” and continue to pursue my dreams in spite of my unfortunate situation and for that I will be forever grateful. I can’t wait to see you at the Philly and MetLife shows! tree-paine

[beejhayy]

taylorswift I’ll be at the Philly show on June 13th in section 111, row 7, seats 31 and 32 as well as the MetLife show on July 10th in section 116, row 15, seats 3 and 4! I would love to meet you! tree-paine

[beejhayy]

taylorswift I just bought tickets for Philly night 1 so now my seats for the tour are: 

Philly night 1, section 202, row 20

Philly night 2, section 111, row 7, seats 31 and 32

MetLife night 1, section 116, row 15, seats 3 and 4

I would love to be able to say hi to you after how much you’ve helped me through this difficult year!

[beejhayy]

taylorswift I am so lucky and thankful to be healthy and I am trying to get back to living my life. However, I’m having a hard time getting back to my old self and I often find myself wondering why this happened to me. I know you have been through a lot in recent years and I would love to hear your advice! 

[beejhayy]

Bringing this back 2 eras later because I am ALIVE AND LIVING WELL BITCHES

(and still haven’t met Taylor, any help spreading the word would be beyond appreciated!)

[beejhayy]

Hey Taylor!

I realized I haven’t offered much of an update on my life since being sick, so here it goes! I’m now 26 and four years out of college. Pictured is my and my ~lover~ who I’ve been with for almost 3 years. He is the best person I’ve ever met and I couldn’t be luckier. Besides that, I now have a job in my desired field and have been focusing on travel, friends, and family. I know you’ve been through darkness and have come out thriving on the other side, and I’d love to talk to you about that!

@taylorswift @taylornation

[thosegeorgiastars13]

8.23

[mygown-deactivated20200610]

Be that strong girl that everyone knew would make it through the worst, be that fearless girl, the one who would dare to do anything, be that independent girl, who didn’t need a man; be that girl who never backed down. 

[corporation-cats]

[hushhatake]

their girl group choreography is amazing… how do i hire them 

[fuckyahumor]

yep hire them!!!!!!!

[sheisfinallyclean]

7 months! (28 weeks, 4 days to be exact) Feels and looks more 8 1/2 months or something 🥵😅😂 I am hot and tired all the time and things I drop are becoming dead to me LOL Here’s to hoping the 3rd trimester goes by quickly! We are so ready to meet this wiggly baby boy ♥️♥️♥️ #babyboyjohnson (at West Jordan, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/BzOhTUqhQ7c/?igshid=1w5dxw00efos8

[redlipoets]

“the snake turned into butterflies.”

(insp : lover album cover + yntcd single cover + me! music video)

[dancinginagetawaycar]

taylors commitment to glitter and eloquently calling out men her entire career is one of my favorite things about her

[sheisfinallyclean]

Happy Father’s Day to this sweet and handsome cat dad! I can’t wait to see him with our baby boy, I already know he’s going to be the best daddy! ♥️♥️♥️ https://www.instagram.com/p/Byx4MAzB-7m/?igshid=1bmkrdfd2vdy5

[divebarontheastside]

[a-blank-space]

If you are feeling discouraged about meeting Taylor, just remember that timing is a funny thing, and your paths will cross at exactly the right moment. Whether it’s this era or the next or the one after that, you WILL meet Taylor, and it will happen at exactly the right moment in your life, right when you least expect it, but right when you need it the most. When it finally happens, she will take you into her arms and all the years you’ve waited will be worth it. You’ll look back and realize why it didn’t work out the other times. Don’t ever forget that, and never, ever ever give up.

[thatslifeinsideout]

This fits what my mom did to me. When she couldn’t control me, so told everyone bad things about me.

[openblogtomyabusivemother]

Just a little reminder. ❤️

[openblogtomyabusivemother]

My inner voice is incredibly mean and critical. What is yours like?

[hearthome-deactivated20210601]

You are your own person, not your mother’s! It’s okay to hate her. It doesn’t make you any less kind.

requested by anon 💞

[trasemc]

What is your favorite?

[crashingwaves-burningsouls]

“I’m losing myself. I don’t know what is me, and what is who people want me to be. I don’t know if I do the thing I do for me, or to cause a reaction in those around me.”

— What if I never find me, and just keep living these different versions and phases of me?