Are we allowed to ask you about chloe or is that something you don't want to talk about? I'm just curious about the aftermath
Yeah, I mean I always said I was going to give you guys a rundown once things had calmed down and I'd been able to get a level head about everything. So I'd rather say it all now, lay it out, and move on.
The aftermath has required a lot of anger, a lot of confusion, and a lot of healing. Me and @shelbybroslimited @brummyshelby and @freddiesada have really become closer than ever, and maybe that's the one positive thing to come out of this. Knowing that I have a lifelong friendship with girls all over the country who I've been able to lean on, rely on, and treat me like a sister. I have truly never felt more nurtured and cared for, and I will love those girls for the rest of my life.
But obviously there has been an adjustment period. Chloe played a really big role in our lives. She was our friend, our sister, and we loved her. Or rather, we loved the person we thought she was. But that version of Chloe didn't exist, she was never real. We loved a person that never really existed. I have no idea who she really is as a person, what her real accent sounds like, what her real hobbies are. It's a tough pill to swallow knowing we were so raw and honest while she lied about everything.
But as far as Chloe and her "kids"... that was never real. Claiming to be a mother of 4, each of those babies belonged to other people that were connected/related to her in some way. It is sick and it is horrible that she would post photos of other people's children, and I did the proper thing and reached out to the real mothers to let them know what was going on, including screenshots as proof. Screenshots from months ago, from last year, from our groupme, snap, and insta. We conversed, I sent them everything I had, and I washed my hands of the situation. Because it was never my intention to ruin anyone, but when I found out the truth I made it my personal mission to fuck her up the only way I knew how; by exposing her.
I was bitter. Angry. Embarrassed. I felt stupid that I had let this bored little girl lie to me for 2 years, fool me into believing the friendship was real. But she didn't just lie to me. She lied to Gabs, Sofa, Mandy, and she lied to every single one of you. Giving advice, swapping stories. She lied. Constantly. So I exposed her here. I exposed her to her family. Her friends. I ruined her the way I felt she ruined me.
And the truth is I thought it would make me feel better, but there was no victory at the end of all of it. Just an aching sadness at the realization that I faced the ultimate betrayal by someone who I had let get so close to me.
It has taken months to get my stuff in order and be ready to talk about all of it with you guys. I have not heard from Chloe since the day I made that first post about her here. None of us have been in contact and she has not reached out. I don't know where she is. How she is. If she's lurking.
I just know that it's time to move on. Because I will not spend another day grieving a person who never existed in the first place.
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