School was so horrible. . I feel that its not worth it enough to put every efforts in there
My school is the type of "religious" school, which they think manners is more important than educations.
But at the same time, half of my teacher's subjects almost never came for days or even weeks, and our principal pretty much old to handle those. Eh i dont know the other reason why he also disappear lately. .🐧
What i hate the most is that; i had to speak very gentle to these teachers no matter what they call me, i have no defense to report them because they will throw the blame on me for being "minimum manners" or "bad attitude"(?).😭😭
But not every teachers is bad, theres few that nice and friendly. Its just the bad one that is holding the religion subjects, and i have around 4 or more subjects about religion.
What i only learn from them that my religion mostly have a rules that comes with cruel consequences, no matter how small it is, and the teacher never tells me something like "is okay to make a mistake!!", no, they're more like "if you did this, you gonna get that"😮💨😮💨
I dont know if i should blame myself for being "lost" in my own path, or blaming whoever put me in this school. But honestly; i rather stay educations than never having one at all.