How I picture nick and jessâ love confession in the evelator scene in s6 finale went:
once Nick enters the elevator he turns to Jess and says: âjess please donât go. I donât know if you heard me but in love with youâ
Jess: âNick, Iâm in love with you tooâ
Nick didnât have a chance to process what jess just told him because the next thing he notices is that theyâre kissing. A kiss filled with unsaid words as they pour all the years of yearning and repressed feelings into it.
Once they pull away for air nicks asks âthen why are you even leaving? why werenât you answering my calls?â
âBecause I couldnât do it anymore it was so hard to be around you seeing you with someone else I had to be awayâ sheâs still breathless from their kiss and overwhelmed by his confession she feels like she might pass out.
âBut then I broke up with raegan! you knew thatâ
âYeah and thatâs why I came back at first to tell you how I feel. but then I heard what you said about pepperwood and Jessica night and I thought you were talking about us...and yes i was there but I lied to you because I panicked I just couldnât see youâ
Nick never hated himself more than he does right now. He canât believe he caused her so much pain. He just didnât know she was still in love with him...
âJess...What i said about pepperwood and jessica night was because I really believed you didnât want to be with me, i thought I screwed it up...but then I found out form Schmidt that youâre leaving and I realized just how much I need you how much I love youâ
Before jess gets a chance to respon, they get interrupted by Winston and Aly asking if jess is still planning on leaving jess turns to nick and says âthereâs no reason for me to leave anymore Iâm stayingâ
Nick grins at her and her heart melts.
âOkay then letâs go unload the truckâ Aly huffs in frustration
They start unloading the truck and once theyâre back at the apartment they start putting Jessâ stuff back in her room then Cece calls Jess and Jess tells her that her and nick talked and that sheâs staying. She hangs up as Nick puts down the last box âall done!â then he moves closer to her and notices her notes âwhat are these?â
Jess realizes sheâs still holding the notes âoh these...I wrote down what I wanted to tell you earlier ...I had so much to say... I needed to write them down in case I get nervous and forget to speakâ she laughs slightly
âCan I see em?â He asks
she nods âyeah but like itâs kind of all over the place and some are actually supposed to be sungâ
âso you wrote a song for me?â He smiles at her which makes her want to kiss him again she canât believe how she managed to hold back her attraction and love for him for years.
âJess?â Nicks snaps her out of her thoughts
âHuh?? Oh yeah the songs....well theyâre just words...in a form of a song ...I guess yeah I wrote you a song.â
He sits down on the floor and she sits next to him he starts reading which then he realizes how itâs all over the place and how it doesnât even seem like itâs a song and smiles up at her âas much as i would love to read these i do want to hear it from you. but not just whatâs on the notesâ
âwhat do you want to hear?â
âwhat made you realize youâre still in love with me?â
âWhen I thought Sam was going to propose to me...â
âSam was going to propose??â Now that changed his mood completely he looked terrified probably thinking how heâd feel if she said yes ...it would wreck him.
âNo he wasnât going to I just thought he was...then suddenly it hit me that I donât see myself marrying him because heâs not the one I want to be with because my heart already belongs to youâ
He feels overwhelmed with her revelation still trying to process that she still loves him and chose him over Sam but then he remembers how even after Sam she still dated Robby.
âbut then you still dated Robbyâ
âYeah because you were still with Raegan and clearly happy with her and it was just so hard for me to see you guys together especially after you came back from Illinois, it was so hard to be around you. I was so desperate to move on and Robby was there, and he wanted me. so I thought maybe thatâs a sign...but obviously it didnât workâ
âBecause you were cousinsâ he made the turtle face that she adores so much because itâs a Nick Miller thing and she adores every weird thing he does because itâs âhimâ
âEven if we werenât related, I was already planning on ending it, at that point I just knew trying to move on from you was pointlessâ
He still canât process how sheâs been in love with him all this time and he never once realized it, âBut you were really helping me with Raegan. you really made me believe you moved onâ
âI just really wanted to see you happy even if it meant breaking my heart but then I just couldnât take it. thatâs why I left. Itâs why I was ignoring your calls, I needed to distance myself. I know it was selfish but I just couldnât -â
âselfish?? you were being the most selfless person ever!! and if I had just known that you still had feelings for me, I wouldâve never even dated Raegan or anyone. But I just couldnât even dare to hope that the most amazing person in the world would want someone like meâ
âIâm definitely not the most amazing pers-â
Then they start kissing again and it grows more passionate as they grow more desperate for each other. he lifts her up and takes her to his room. They finally make love to each other after years of yearning to do it again years of holding back but they donât have to anymore. Never again. This time theyâre all in. All the way.
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