shesokayemily

A place to write my thoughts

[shesokayemily]

there’s a reason you came into my life and there’s a reason you left. i don’t know any of those reasons but you’ve saved me. you made me happy, you made me get butterflies but now you’re gone. i’m left drowning

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i want to move on, but my heart doesn't want too.

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your option.

I’ll always be an option to you,

No matter what i do, whether we have the same hobbies,

Same interests, I'll be an option.

You say you want to hangout

But you never ask, 

You leave me on delivered even when you’re active

We see each other around town, yet you never say hi. 

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3 Weeks....

its been 3 years since I started liking you and 3 weeks since we last spoke.

so much has changed in that time.

my love for you has never stopped. in fact it grew.

your smile, your hair, and the way you love your passions makes me adore you more.

we talk more now which is great, but its been 3 weeks. 3 weeks since you left me on read.

3 weeks since you told me I'm pretty, 3 weeks since you told me we should hangout.

my heartaches and I want to send you the first message but I'm afraid you'll leave me on delivered for a period of time.

anyways I miss you and I'll love you forever even if we aren't together.

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I wish i can stop caring, but i can't

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was I just a late night option to you?

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you're an asshole, but i still like you.

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i miss having your arms around me

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I wish you would look at me, like the way you looked at her

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one look at me, and the whole world stops.

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when i see you with her, jealousy takes over

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I can't stop thinking 'bout you

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Hi, i miss you

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i hope you treat your new girl, better than you treated me.

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all the voices in my head, are telling me its a goodbye.

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today was the first time I didn't think about you. I still miss you but maybe it wasn't meant to be.

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even though you're not around, I can still smell your cologne.