#his cologne

[veejiez]

somebody distract me i'm crashing out over the guy i never even dated NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[rockstar-vamp]

Dude I would drink his cologne if I could

He smells so warm and velvety

(Sometimes I’ll just be out and about during the day and smell his cologne and I immediately blush and feel my body relax)

[seventhcallisto]

Guys. Not to toot my own horn, but saturn by sza is such a good representation song for the reader in His Cologne. AND HER SOUL MARK IS LITERALLY SATURN.

I go into details about how it represents my HC reader down below, so keep reading if you're interested!!! Spoilers for his cologne!

If there's another universe

Please make some noise (noise)

Give me a sign (sign)

This can't be life

STOP. she's in a circle of trail and error. She feels STUCK in her daily life. Her job is somewhat a dead end. Her life feels drained, and she doesn't know the next steps. So she needs a sign. Something to throw her off balance.

If there's a point to losing love

Repeating pain (why?)

It's all the same

I hate this place

OH MY GOD. referring to "June" in her childhood, she watched her trio of parents struggle due to their inability to feel connected, even as soulmates. The point of losing love feels like losing your third parent because he didn't feel connected to them at all. She watched her parents love spiral and live on shaky grounds all her childhood. And so many times it kept happening, repeating and repeating.

Stuck in this paradigm

Don't believe in paradise

This must be what Hell is like

There's got to be more, got to be more

She's stuck in this predicament of wanting to love and then going back and forth from what happened in her childhood. She doesn't believe in paradise because of it, which makes it feel like hell to her. She's still searching for that answer.

Sick of this head of mine

Intrusive thoughts, they paralyze

Nirvana's not as advertised

There's got to be more, been here before

UHM LITERALLY EXACTLY LIKE I SAID❗️❗️❗️She's so tired of feeling the way she feels about love. The intrusion of her inner thoughts trying to protect her is just making it more difficult. She needs more - she wants more, and she wants to explore it.

Ooh (ooh, ooh)

Life's better on Saturn

Got to break this pattern

Of floating away

Ooh (ooh, ooh)

Lifes better on saturn = WITH HER SOULMATES!!!!! It's like euphoria being with your soul partner, and she's starting to get that feeling, even when she first met them! She has to break the pattern of floating away = pushing them away!!!!

Find something worth saving

It's all for the taking

I always say

She needs to find the good in the idea of 13 soulmates: to find the good in the relationship so she isn't repeating it over and over like her parents did. She needs to take the opportunity to grow. Like she was conditioned to see and believe.

OKAY, THAT'S ALL I GOT FOR NOW. I'm still on chapter one, but this has awoken my thoughts on the plot some more, and if I keep going, I'll give even more spoilers.

[nureyevs-worst-alias]

Juno: Nureyev, what the hell are you doing?

Nureyev, soaking in a literal bath of his cologne: I'll explain later just trust me

[no-romance-for-me-please]

PEEEEEEEETER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(Maybe)

THE FAMILY IS BACK!!!!!!!!!

[saccharinetouch]

i can still smell him

[vnt007-blog]

Leaving memories here for me

My bed sheets smell like you. I'm just gonna lay here all day.

[happiness-is-rainy-days]

I wish that I could never forget the smell of you after you leave.