Life over lattes

Patricia•F•25•Leo•Manila•MechEng

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   Dear mister coffee,

    I offer you my sunrise

   And my midnights too.

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@thevibearcovia

Palagi nalang gastusin pag kasama tong dalawang to hahaha, coffee before cocktail parang baliktad hahahahah

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Lutu-lutuan compilation. Change career na. lol ajahajahahah

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Cried so hard today,

Last day ng Group leader namin at naiyak ako ng bongga. Di ko alam kung dahil ba sa workload na maiiwan niya, or dahil maiiwan kami kay sir crs. But maybe it’s the feeling na maiiwan nanaman ako at mawawalan ng parent-like figure. For a short period of time para din kasi namin siyang mother sa team, pinaglalaban, sinasalo tapos tinuturuan. So ayun sad na aalis na siya, but also rooting for her resignation kasi nakatakas na siya kay sir crs (senior pa nila ma’am, and now na aalis na si ma’am direct na kami sa kanya, para siya tagapagmana hahahah).

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Magrarant sana ako na ayaw ko na magtrabaho pero nabasa ko sa drafts ko dito on how much I pray (kahit di madasalin) na sana magkawork na ko.

Gusto ko lang ng pera 😭

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@BGC

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Taking advantage of mother’s day event to buy this boucake from lemon square.

Matamis just like what I expected pero maganda kasi e hahahaha

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Wdym our drinks just exposed us ??! 🫣🤷🏻‍♀️ it might be a surprise that my drink out of those three is not the coffee 😆

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Everything is just so overwhelming.

At home, as the eldest with parents abroad, everything naturally falls on me. The budget planning, house repairs and concerns, siblings responsibilities. Basically Parentified without a choice.

At work, Where I am just new in this field, then suddenly our Group lead with 7-years experience resigned, right after our previous group lead with 10 years of experience left last December. Our team is now down to 3 members, all with less than two years of experience.

The work and responsibilities just never ends 😣

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I realized I don’t really have a space where I can mentally switch off.

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Kung may sasabihin, sabihin na agad kasi di ako nagrereply sa “good eve pat” “te?” “hello pat” “may sasabihin ako” “hello po?” “May tanong ako”

Jusq. Ang template ay : “Hello/good eve/good morning, <concern>”

Pinapa curious pa ko eeee, di nalang sabihin agaaaaad. Feeling ko dapat kasama to sa chat etiquette if may existing man eh hahahahah

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Last night’s dinner and today’s baon : SPAM MUSUBI 😋.

Paano na ko papayat neto HAAHAHA

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Gusto to ko na pumayatt huhu

Bat kasi ang sarap ko magluto e 😣 HAHAHAHAHA emi

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So proud of my luto!!

Bacon Carbonara x Garlic buttered potatoes

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Di ako fan ng movie na to. But still watched it because of my friends.

I don’t know.. it’s a nice and chill movie but I think it’s not worth to watch in a cinema. Orrr maybe it’s just me. Whatever, i enjoyed the coffee anyway.

This butterscotch from harlan is sooo *chef’s kiss*!

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Little life update..

Di ko alam kung anong season na to ng buhay ko pero nasa live-in phase na ko HAHAHAHA and it’s just so fun to think na eveytime na nagmomove out ako may bago sa buhay ko

Nung college sa Mandaluyong ako nagrent kasi tapat ng school. Nung review days ko na sa manila sampaloc naman. Nung nagkawork medyo naka angat sa buhay nag condo sa ortigas.

Then as of this moment nasa shaw naman kasama ng boyfriend ko hahahahah. Magka “dorm” lang po kami 🫣 eme ahhahah nahiya pa sabihing magka live in na ahahahhaha

Sana soon sa ibang bansa naman makapag move in! Manifesting!

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7/11 tiramisu cake is so good! ❤️ i might try matcha kahit hindi ako fan ng matcha