Last July, naa koy nakatalk nga girl thru omegle we moved sa tg, since di sya comfy sa ig. For a that week sa july, i was so stressed kay removal exam nako sa calc I, and i was kinda relieved nga naka storya nako sya. She made me feel full of love, made me feel the kilig again. Pero the thing is kabalo jud ko nga kayat ray habol nya HAHAHAHHA, I'm not actually scared sa mga inv ana unless anhion an jud kos dorm, kay murag diha malalaman na gajud.
Anyways, mao to amo chaats kay on and off, depende sa iya mood. I always, ALWAYS ALWAYS wait for her chats, i knew she wasn't that interested to me so ako sya gi ing nan nga i block ko if di sya gaanahan nako para atleast kabalo ko nga di jud sya interesado, but then she told me nga she was actually interested and was busy with applying for jobs, and i was kinda skeptical pero duh of course aako marupok mo tuo jud ko, and unsa man sab karapatan nako nga I'm just someone who she met thru omegle, nothing more nothing less.
Naga padayun mi ng chat until ni ana sya nga mag call daw mi july 27, kay naay appointment iya mama sa clinic and home alone so excited kaayo ang bayot kay maka dungog nas tingog and shit. Grabe nag prepare jud ko ato, wala kaayo ko ga tingog para nice ako voice, ga drink ko nv maraminv water, and even made an alarm HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA then there she go again, ghosted me. I kept chatting and deleting my chats in the tg and even the alter twitter namo. Lol. Never in my entire life i would be fucking crying for a girl, no name given, no picture given and even the voice i don't even knoow. To be honest she was a stranger, we just chatted and guess what i was fucking attached to her and came out as a bisexual becaus eof her HAHAHAHAHHAAHAHA. WOW HOW YOH MADE ME
So mao to, i kept myself busy during august kay mag shift ng course, wala sya nag chat. Then the day before entrada she chatted me na she got the job and wanted to actually meet me. Hahaha i got nervous kay of course "mao na ni ma laid na before class" I was about to ride a multicab, thank God my friends stopped me kay mag eat daw mi, she actually cancelled the date hahaha. So again i kept myself busy kay hapit na entrada, we have to prepare for the booths, the balloons and shits. After entrada the school wasn't really immediately started, since na extend man ang enrollment so lanay sa dorm. Gahulat japun ko niya.
Until gahapon, she chatted me that she quit her job kay it was suffocatinv daw, i comforred her since mao man jud ako trabaho basta mag chat sya Hahahaha, then of course gi ghost nasab ko niya :(((
How sad my life is, begging for attention from someone online, very weird you may say. I guess I am. According pa kay am, i am recieveinv somethinh below the fucking bare minimum the lowest of the chain, lowest pla jud sa dark web. Kase kahit wala naman talaga, i kept on hoping may spark sa atin.
Hey pretty bb, i hope u well, and i hope imo nako i block kase sakit na kaayo mo asa hahahaha kahit di mo naman ako pinapaasa.
So, mao ra to, I'll be back soon if siyaa pa ba or naa nay bag o hehrhehe kapoyay man diay ma in love
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