Shhh

[shhhdonttellagain]

4th of July plans

8am - wake up

8:20am - national anthem

8:30-12am - drunk

[shhhdonttellagain]

I went from 175lbs to 143lbs and,

My back has that dip in it,

I can in see my collar bones,

I can feel my rib cage and see it most days,

I get full off of one thing instead of 5 different things,

My confidence grew,

I no longer hide in friend groups,

Guys actually flirt with me,

People hate me for being skinny,

I can say no to food,

I wear the clothes I actually like,

And people tell me I have their dream body.

So if you needed some motivation, take all of that in and think about it. Losing the weight makes your life better.

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How much could I seriously lose by at least June 26th if I just omad small meals or don’t eat at all and drink low cal/no cal only. (Coke Zero, water, and sugar free energy drinks.)

I’m going to my friend’s house a whole weekend for my birthday and I haven’t seen her in a hot minute so I want to her to notice I’ve lost weight. Not in a weird way just in a way that she asks me how, cause wl has been one of things we’ve bonded about.

[shhhdonttellagain]

Omad today but it was McDonald’s 🫩 Anyways I have work tmrw from 3-10:30 so I’ll only eat a side salad on my break and won’t eat when I get home, or before I leave. Coke Zero and water only.

The next day I have plans to hang out with a guy I’ll probably be at his house from 10-7 and I just won’t eat then and maybe eat something small when I get home.

It’s time to lock tf in.

[limelessx]

Me after looking at pictures of myself from when I was at my lw

I need to lock in

[shhhdonttellagain]

Ultimate hack when living with a mom that makes you eat:

1.Get a job and work as many hrs as possible.

2.Never be home when ur off work.

3.lie and say u ate at work/while out.

4.kaboom. Numbers dropped.

[vampirepixel]

I miss her. She was perfect. She loved me. She loved my body. She loved when I listened to her and didn't eat more than 900. She used to praise me so well and I was her princess but I ate. And ate. And ate. She thought it was pointless to be with someone who couldn't stop and now she's gone. With her I was losing 5-7 pounds a week. I miss my prime

[shhhdonttellagain]

“I can tell your losing weight, you got that skinny bitch confidence.” YESSS FEED ME MOREEE

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I saw someone say putting salt on ice and licking it helps with hunger and I started thinking

I put that like cheese popcorn seasoning stuff on an ice cube cause it’s 0kcals and omg it was fire and got rid of my hunger 🥹❤️

[cemeterygirl22]

i hate eating in front of people

[shhhdonttellagain]

I like to imagine myself so bad that everyone knows I don’t e@t but they also know they can’t help me anymore. So like when someone asks if I want some f00d they’re like “oh they don’t eat.”

That’s my goal. Now to js stop e@ting and get to that point.

[shhhdonttellagain]

Someone tell me how to re-enter the honeymoon phase I miss that shit sm🫩

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I hate when I meet someone skinner than me, reminds how much of a fat chud I am jeez

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Being someone who hates throwing up but being an avid purger is so ironic

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How toxic is it for me to tell myself that the more I ⭐️ve the thinner I’ll get and my bf won’t leave/cheat on me

Gulp

[w3ightl0s4]

how it feels to remember how disciplined and in control I used to be

[shhhdonttellagain]

I can’t stand myself.

I stopped caring for a bit cause my bf kept feeding me and saying how much he loved my body so I js gave in. Now I’m scared of weighing myself and I set a deadline to weigh myself Wednesday and I’m so scared that’s all I can think about.

When I was doing amazing and losing I was 143 and I know that scale went up to at least 150 something and I was fighting so hard to get out of the 150 jail and for nothing.

I’m so pathetic.