4th of July plans
8am - wake up
8:20am - national anthem
8:30-12am - drunk

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4th of July plans
8am - wake up
8:20am - national anthem
8:30-12am - drunk
I went from 175lbs to 143lbs and,
My back has that dip in it,
I can in see my collar bones,
I can feel my rib cage and see it most days,
I get full off of one thing instead of 5 different things,
My confidence grew,
I no longer hide in friend groups,
Guys actually flirt with me,
People hate me for being skinny,
I can say no to food,
I wear the clothes I actually like,
And people tell me I have their dream body.
So if you needed some motivation, take all of that in and think about it. Losing the weight makes your life better.
How much could I seriously lose by at least June 26th if I just omad small meals or donāt eat at all and drink low cal/no cal only. (Coke Zero, water, and sugar free energy drinks.)
Iām going to my friendās house a whole weekend for my birthday and I havenāt seen her in a hot minute so I want to her to notice Iāve lost weight. Not in a weird way just in a way that she asks me how, cause wl has been one of things weāve bonded about.
Omad today but it was McDonaldās š«© Anyways I have work tmrw from 3-10:30 so Iāll only eat a side salad on my break and wonāt eat when I get home, or before I leave. Coke Zero and water only.
The next day I have plans to hang out with a guy Iāll probably be at his house from 10-7 and I just wonāt eat then and maybe eat something small when I get home.
Itās time to lock tf in.
Me after looking at pictures of myself from when I was at my lw
I need to lock in
Ultimate hack when living with a mom that makes you eat:
1.Get a job and work as many hrs as possible.
2.Never be home when ur off work.
3.lie and say u ate at work/while out.
4.kaboom. Numbers dropped.
I miss her. She was perfect. She loved me. She loved my body. She loved when I listened to her and didn't eat more than 900. She used to praise me so well and I was her princess but I ate. And ate. And ate. She thought it was pointless to be with someone who couldn't stop and now she's gone. With her I was losing 5-7 pounds a week. I miss my prime
āI can tell your losing weight, you got that skinny bitch confidence.ā YESSS FEED ME MOREEE
I saw someone say putting salt on ice and licking it helps with hunger and I started thinking
I put that like cheese popcorn seasoning stuff on an ice cube cause itās 0kcals and omg it was fire and got rid of my hunger š„¹ā¤ļø
i hate eating in front of people
I like to imagine myself so bad that everyone knows I donāt e@t but they also know they canāt help me anymore. So like when someone asks if I want some f00d theyāre like āoh they donāt eat.ā
Thatās my goal. Now to js stop e@ting and get to that point.
Someone tell me how to re-enter the honeymoon phase I miss that shit smš«©
I hate when I meet someone skinner than me, reminds how much of a fat chud I am jeez
Being someone who hates throwing up but being an avid purger is so ironic
How toxic is it for me to tell myself that the more I āļøve the thinner Iāll get and my bf wonāt leave/cheat on me
Gulp
how it feels to remember how disciplined and in control I used to be
I canāt stand myself.
I stopped caring for a bit cause my bf kept feeding me and saying how much he loved my body so I js gave in. Now Iām scared of weighing myself and I set a deadline to weigh myself Wednesday and Iām so scared thatās all I can think about.
When I was doing amazing and losing I was 143 and I know that scale went up to at least 150 something and I was fighting so hard to get out of the 150 jail and for nothing.
Iām so pathetic.