well….hello.
first of all, i’ve missed you all so much. it’s been so long. so long. a lot has happened, a lot has changed. also there are A LOT more of you know than there were before, so…hi! welcome. thanks for reading my stuff. i hope it brought you some form of joy or comfort in this crazy world, no matter what you’re going through.
it’s funny, i took a break when the world felt overwhelming. all these years later, the world is still overwhelming. i send so much waves of healing and peace to all of you. please please please take care of yourselves, protect yourselves from the consumption of info where you can, stay aware but please protect your mental state. i’m here if you ever need a chat. i am still using my voice to advocate where i can, im still showing up privately where it matters. goodness will prevail. i refuse to give up hope on that.
i see many folks asking why i left, and to be frank with you, life happened. won’t get too detailed (yet) but, in short, i got a divorce. my entire life changed, quickly. while i always knew it was a possibility, i had no idea the impact it would have on my life. all these years later, i’m still picking up my pieces. doing better though. i never wanted to disappear, but life got way too real for me to connect with this muse. i will say, i am finally in a good, safe place now. and for that, i am grateful. thankful. blessed. emo about it. sometimes i still look around and just get really happy i made it out.
years later, today, i finally feel like i can write again. i think i need to, honestly. i thought i could before, but it was too soon. actually started writing a new piece, which i hope to share with everyone soon.
my writing will likely explore a wider range of…themes now. while before it was mostly about the passion, or the softness, or the anger- i think now it’s about every single thing in between. the scope has widened for me. i want to touch on more emotions, situations, everything. also…have a lot of bill muse. like a lot. and while i wrote mostly for alexander, i would like to give more to our boy bill. not sure how gang will feel about that, but as always, my ask box is open.
i guess what i’m here to say is…i hope it does something for you. i hope you still tap in. i hope it gives you some type of healing, as i know it will continue to give me. and if you don’t, that’s ok too. i really started this as a safe space and corner where you could simply phase out and find the joy and comfort you may not have elsewhere. i will continue it for that purpose. i hope it does some thing for someone, somewhere.
also, someone told me to set up one of these buy me a coffee; things in my ask box. while i don’t expect a single thing, here it is if you ever want to support me and my work.
we shall talk soon, on the next post <3
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