Dera

[skinny-dipping-sasquatch]

Reblog daily for health and prosperity.

[cassowary66]

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please do not reblog my fanarts if you don't use specifically boundaries breaking acc, i will block you srr.

[sierra-loa]

Why Some People Enter the Void Instantly

and it has nothing to do with how long they've been practicing.

because i know people who learned about the void last week and entered it their first try. and i know people who have been trying for months and still haven't gotten there. and the difference between them is not the method they used or how long they laid there or what subliminals they listened to beforehand.

it's the assumption they carried into it.

the person who enters instantly doesn't sit down thinking "i hope this works tonight." they sit down thinking "okay let's go." there's no weight behind it. no history of failed attempts following them into the session. no checklist they're running through to make sure they're doing it right.

they just expect it to happen because they never decided it was hard.

and that sounds frustrating if you've been trying for a while because you can't just unhear all the times it didn't work. that history feels real and it shows up every time you try again.

but here's the thing. every attempt is a new event. the void doesn't have a record of your past sessions. only you do.

the moment you actually stop dragging your previous attempts into new ones is the moment it stops feeling impossible.

that's the only difference.

[ieatratsyummy]

They could never make me hate you, complex female character whose reaction to trauma was not pretty and digestible like how people think it should be.

[shifterdera]

I just found out a classmate of mine is a reality shifter. Am I in heaven??? And MOREOVER it's a multi-fandom girl I like speaking to.

[vonvuuu]

How to draw Expressions on Caine!

[insomniacrori]

THERE

Cannot be explained any better than that!

Excellent tutorial

[roxshiftz]

Anti-shifters really don't bother me for the reason they think they do like

like babe no I'm not upset bc I feel offended I'm upset bc you're gonna be stuck here and miserable for the rest of your life I'm upset FOR you

[masoncantthinkofaname]

Shifting is REAL

I often get people in my dms or comments asking something along these lines. ''Is shifting really real, and not a dream?'' or ''How can you prove that shifting is real?'' and ''Does it not feel staged when you're in your dr?''

I'm incredibly sorry that I'm not able to get back to every single one of these comments/dms, but that's why I'm making a post on it right now.

Yes, shifting is real. But you decide your definition of what is ''real'' in your mind.

Let me explain this.

Right now you live in this reality, you are aware, you exist, you feel things. In your eyes, whatever you experience here is ''real'' because this is your base idea on what it means for something to be real.

But MANY things alongside this reality concept exist. Realities that feel like dreams, realities where you are a pixel in a 2d world, realities that defy all logic and everything that exists here.

Does that make them any less real?

Many people ask if shifting will absolutely feel like this reality and is completely real. And the short answer is yes, shifting is completely real, and if you WANT it feels exactly like this place. But it's not LIMITED to feeling only like this place.

This is why some people might have experiences that felt more like dreams, or ones that they have a hard time explaining.

Or the other way around, why sometimes other realities can feel SO much more real.

Reality is so incredibly fluid and can be absolutely anything you want it to be. So although many of you probably stick to realities that feel exactly like this place, and that will BE exactly like this place in the way they play out. Does not mean that anything that doesn't feel exactly like this reality cannot be considered ''real.''

In the end, you as an individual are the only one who can decide what you label as a shift and what you don't label as a shift. Your beliefs create your reality and your experiences, so you are in full control.

Shifting is real, but it stretches past so much more than simply just this reality and the way things work here. Keep in mind that anything that might not fit the laws or logic from here does not immediately have to be unrealistic or a fake experience💚

[quiet--epiphany]

How to manifest anything (This also applies to shifting)

Manifesting things requires no effort, that's a fact, and manifesting things that some people in the community perceive as "unreal" or "impossible" is no different. To be honest, the difference between manifesting a chocolate bar and manifesting an empire is the same: none. With that in mind, let's begin.

1. Decide and stop thinking about a separation

This applies to anything, because there's no separation between you and who you want to be, between one point and another... The "you" who desires something now is the same "you" who has what you desire, because everything is you, literally everything. So stop thinking there's a difference between you and what you want to manifest, between you and a "you who has what you desire," you are one. Decide what you want to manifest; power, Desired body, anything.

2. It's done, when you realize that there is no difference between you and another version, it's over, you've already manifested it. When you decide you have manifested/shifted, you automatically already have it, which makes many people think they don't is because they look at the physical like it is the real thing, but the physical isn't the real thing, and certainly not the judge who will decide whether you have it or not. Just decide what you want to manifest/where you wanna shift, and accept that you already have it, and stop seeing It as somewhere out of you, something you gotta reach..recognize it as part of your reality already, (Perhaps your mind keeps telling you it's impossible, but who is this "you" that thinks something is impossible? You are a limitless being.)

3. Manifesting/shifting requires no effort, only the recognition that it is already something actual, something that is already present and happening. When you decide what you want to manifest/where you wanna shift and embrace it as something being experienced right now, that's it, there's nothing more to do, because what are you going to do to get something you already have?? When you manifest/shift nothing changes; the only thing that happens is that you stop identifying and isolate yourself with one perception and begin to experience "another", and that's why you don't magically wake up somewhere, because there's nowhere to go, nothing needs to be changed, just recognizing that you never needed to leave one place to go to another, because the division never existed, you stop seeing it as something inexplicable and super special, and start recognizing that you've always existed in it and always experienced it.

[just-a-thoughtabouttadc]

His code is corrupted. The sudden transition from death to life has forced it to adapt, clinging to the bare minimum: being even more vulnerable than the humans. Oxygen deprivation isn’t the only new thing that will affect him, though…

anyways! Any name suggestions for this au? I’m struggling to come up with ones and I’d love to hear your guys’ input!

caine’s perspective on this coming soon!

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[bro-cyan-is-thirsty]

MY ATTEMPT TO SIMPLIFY THE VOID STATE FOR HYPERACTIVE FOLKS OR ANYONE .

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Note: As we said talked about shifting, where i tried but failed , to make shifting easier for people like me, this is for void state.

Now I do believe this is going to lot of already known stuff but I will try my best to compile all possible tips and outcomes.

We arent going to talk about philosophy of void , but the ways because honestly , sure "you are already void" , "void is state of being", ik we all already know that. And again these tips and things are also for those who struggle with meditation, or getting relaxed cause brain be thinking 70 useless shit at once.

I WILL TRY MY BEST TO BE UNDERSTANDABLE. AGAIN SORRY MY ENGLISH, THIS LANGUAGE HAS TAKEN ENOUGH FROM WORLD. LESS GOO!!!

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We are back at story of Cyan.

The guy cant catch break it seems.

Now lets see Cyans problem with void.

Cyan knows all those gold stuff about how u are nothing but awareness blah blah, he knows it okay.

But he wants structure. He wants schedule. And nothing wrong in that. It just makes bro hot (another day of me thirsting over myself , the self love is problematic thing)

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First problem that Cyan faces because god personally hates him , is getting settled to start already.

He sits or lay down. And his brain starts parade of thought that he isnt even sure are even his.

Things get uncomfortable. And uk worse? When he gets comfortable finally, his body jerks...like actual jerks or wakes up, or alerts him..

WHAT DID HE DO?

Now this might seem like im putting limiting beliefs but trust me guys its not that. Our goal here is to get a body that don't jerk. It has nothing to do with void or anything..

Well anything i tell in this post has nothing to do with void but with you.

So yeah back to point.

Before going to bed or meditation , he does 10 push ups, or 1 min still walk, something that makes your blood pump. Im not talking about full on gym session,no. Anything that makes ur blood pump and heart race. Maybe do jumping javks, watch p@rn, prank call police. whatever gives u lil rush of blood. Just enough to make ur heart race but not enough to get u dizzy or fainted oh god just dont.

Why?

So by doing this, ur brain gets signal that the andranalline ...andranline...adrenaline..oh god how do we spell the hormone that makes you superman for 3 second?

Yes well that sussy chemical is released and so now whatever we gonna do is low energy and just common shit we gonna do.

One more thing: if your skin is dry i suggest you to moisturize, this will come handy later.

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Now cyan is ready to go , now the position, his favorite is laying down, so we are gonna go with this one. Tho sitting is perfectly fine. Even hanging upside down, just whatever gets you comfortable fast.

(Music is optional)

Now hes laying down.

Now as we know the common thingy.

Start counting, or multiplication. But what no one told cyan that these shit bores you.

So he did what he likes. Visualising whatever the fuck .

Now there's difference , usually for everyone its about visualising your DR, or scene from your DR.

But what Cyan did was , to visualize anything like any fucking thing. Be it ur DR , ur CR, winning the argument you lost 3 days ago, building home, playing game.

Just visualize whatever the fuck u want , u dont need to visualize and loop ur DR for infinite times.

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So now that hes been visualising signing the name of his 11 kids. He is finally lil calm.

Now that's where we do it.

We start looking at our thoughts.

Or in other words observe them

This is also the point where u might feel itchy at places.

And im gonna be honest...just itch the fuck up. Dont ignore. Ignoring isnt luxury cyans ass can afford..itch , and go back to looking at ur thoughts,

2 second of itch aint gonna ruin ur progress.

Its also time u might jerk or twitch,

Cyan let it happen.

Because.

Two seconds of noticing your body ≠ progress deleted.

Just dont dwell .

Cyans thought process was something like.

"Ah whats name of my 13th ki- oh wait a itch"

*itches*

"Yes so let me name my 13th kid broken condom"

And also if its small one and u can see it going away in one min , then you are free to ignore it.

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Now Cyan been noticing for alot of time

Now many outcomes can happen.

First:

He suddenly forgets that he was noticing his thoughts,

And then suddenly remembered "oh no I was supposed to notice"

Now my guys, if he was stupid , he would take it as fail, but since hes not. He knows its sweetest shit that can happen.

Because when you realize after faltering ur awareness hold is strongest.

Now he can go back to noticing his thoughts again.

Second is:

He reached the state where his thoughts are slurry, like he cant control them at all. And cant even observe them, they are incoherent.

The hypnogogic state is what we call it if im trying to be intellectual.

Now what he do here is..

Move his finger lightly.

NOPE, YOU WILL NOT RUIN ANYTHING JUST MOVE UR FINGER OR TOE LIL, YOUR THOUGHT WILL GET LIL COHERENT.

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Wow he came pretty far!

Now what he did is focus on blackness.

Ik ik its basic but trust me guys now it will hit different.

U are looking at blackness of eyes.

So

DO NOT:

•strain your eyes

•Force yourself to focus , we arent focusing we are just seeing

It doesn't need to be black , it can be different for everyone, maybe its colorful, maybe its moving pattern, maybe its visuals and we all know it we all can recognize it .

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NOW COMES TRAPS *drumroll*

Lets talks about traps and how do we tackle them one by one.

1. Ego thinking hes main character.

╰┈➤See now cyans ego is at problem because it knows that if he lost cyan now, it might need to change its fundamental. So he will throw things. Like thoughts, twitches, hallucinations even but rare honestly, fake sensations .

What Cyan gonna do?

If its thoughts the thoughts are mostly about making you give up

Like "hey we are tired lets do it tomorrow" , "i dont think we can "reach" the void" , "did u forget to feed your pet snake?"

Now see cyan will fight it.

And guys

No..we dont fight them .

Because if we fight we give this bitch attention.

So what we do? We listen to him.

And just say "hm you correct, fr u are the correctest shit ever happened to multiverse" , "maybe we can try longer?" , "wait who are you??"

Don't go "NO BITCH I WILL REACH VOID" Just go easy.

If its throwing sensations

Be like "ah...its happening...well hmmmm should I? But its kinda fake so i shouldn't"

And your best weapon to all these ego trap is

"WHOS NOTICING THIS ALL"

Cause this breaks that ego fast , u will look for observer who's noticing all the tantrums .

Now second trap is

2. Tunnel/ the feeling of just there.

╰┈➤ ever noticed how many of cyans always stay stuck in "Just there" or going fast through blackness /tunnel , whatever.

Now this lets say is kinda trappy.

Because its ur egos way to keep you at gate while you are literally in the room you were supposed to be.

It keeps u tether to feeling of "just there" not quiet reaching.

How do we tackle it.

Treat the tunnel like a boring YouTube ad you can’t skip. Don’t look at the lights or the movement. Look through them.

Instead of thinking "I’m going through the tunnel to get to the void," try: "The tunnel is happening inside the void that I already am."

It flips the power dynamic, you aren't in the way. You are the whole thing that contains the way.

3rd trap.

3. The hype.

╰┈➤ this one is easiest, its the time you thibk u are transitioning but in reality you are already void.

But the excitement or fear wakes you up.

How do we tackle it?

Just breath . Exhale.

See, we think that exhaling or breathing might break the process or wake us up, but in reality , not doing it is what wakes us up,

Just exhale and go like "cool I love the fake transitions"

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Well guys thats all there is . Ik i might have missed many points or made many mistake but i trust yall have comprehension skills above average to make up whatever I meant.

One more thing , you can actually just tell yourself that whatever sensations im gonna feel are gonna be fake , before u go to meditate , this helps.

Important: nothing i told here is way to reach void because void isjt destination, its state of being which can happen whenever u realize you are it.

The things I told are suitable for people who crave structure . They are not needed for void/shift/ manifestation.

Thank you for reading.

Love you.

[hiwelcometothemonstersancturary]

Listing a few funny things that happened when Angel had to deal with the media, post rescuing everyone from Playtime Co:

Angel, still shaking from spending one week inside the factory and with dried blood still glued to their hair, smelling like hell, politely answering some questions while in the hospital while waiting for Dogday's emergency surgery to finish.

The media being obsessed with calling Angel, whose actual name is Raphael Taylor de Oliveira, "Angel" the moment they hear one of the toys referring to them as that.

Combine the religious imagery with Angel's poor little meow meow wet kitten born in a cardboard box with every disease face and we have a very, very easy way for making the narrative out to be "a kind ex-worker at Playtime Co. discovers that children were used as experiments inside the factory and risks their own life in order to save them".

Angel is instant-loved by Brazil the moment the first news start to arrive, which is something they're very proud of.

Angel having to hold Catnap and Mommy Long Legs by their hands while giving out an interview in their home, so neither one of them would be too mean to the poor reporters. Angel still has to tell them to be nicer though.

The cops and investigators having to explain why they didn't figure out there was something wrong with the factory when all Angel had to do was walk inside and say hello to the Huggy Wuggy statue.

A reporter explaining the horrific events while in the background Huggy stares at her like "smoll person :0}" and boops her. Cue to Angel saying sorry and anxiously guiding him away.

"What did you have to eat while trapped down there?", someone asks, and the toys all go "oh hahahaha. uhm. rats. and the bodies of our friends WHEN THEY INEVITABLY DIED FROM A DISEASE. we didnt hunt each other dw dw hahahahahaha".

Angel a few months later, after buying the farm, giving a "house tour" so people will know the kids are doing okay and stop pestering them about house-related questions. Angel is very excitedly telling the reporter about how much more space they have now while Catnap is eyeing a bird in the background. "Theo don't you think about that, you have food right there".

One of the mini critters listing all the toys that were gifted for them and saying "it's very nice, very chewable", I like how it tastes" and Angel looks at them like "so it's YOU who has been chewing the toys??????", with the reply being "and the doors as well!"

Catnap going from referring to Angel as "our savior" to simply "our mother" during any interviews or news reports where he somehow talks.

Everyone wanting to interview Dogday because he does, indeed, have a radiant and happy energy and audiences love him.

Angel saying "and the hut is the house of 1006, the first one to ever happen, but he would prefer if we just left him alone".

Poppy being someone who's always SUPER pleasant to work with, and excitedly telling the reporters everything they have been doing around the farm.

Angel sighing after finding out Prototype is Elliot Ludwig, KNOWING they'll have to tell the authorities so they can have license money and control over the Playtime Co. brand.

Angel turning to the family's lawyer like "you won't believe what I just found out", the lawyer saying "oh, this won't be the most absurd thing you told me yet", then after hearing Angel tell her about it going "oh, you are always full of surprises, uh. Uhm. Now that makes things complicated", and Angel laughing to the point of tears after that.

ALL the news reports during the trial against Playtime Co.'s higher ups and the negligent authorities. Kickin keeps a collection of the "best moments", which include Angel beating the ever living shit out of a higher up after he refers to the toys as "things" and "collateral damage" instead of "victims of human experimentation".

The news about the fact that apparently Elliot Ludwig became the first PlayCo. experiment ever, and Angel + Poppy having to deal with THAT.

Prototype's single public apparition, around 4/5 years post-rescue, because he had to go to court as well so Angel would have a chance of getting the rights to PlayCo. and all of its properties back to them.

The news when Dogday and Catnap get married, a whole decade post-rescue.

Angel just dropping the most cryptid information ever in social media or during one of the rare interviews they're willing to give after the initial years post-rescue. They tweet things like "I saw some people asking if any of the toys ever attacked me during the week I stayed at PlayCo, and I want everyone to know that all of them at some point did. But don't worry, I bit them back, we're all good now" and one time say "my husband and I like to grow tomatoes like this, but one of our daughters has been trying another way" and that's how everyone finds out Angel and Prototype are a Thing.

Craftycorn happily blogging her life as an artist and featuring all of the other toys during her videos, while Poppy does makeup and sewing tutorials, and the two of them doing collabs and livestreams often. During one of the streams Angel screams "THEODORE GRAMBELL LUDWIG OLIVEIRA DID YOU JUST HUNT A COYOTE AGAIN", and that's how Crafty and Poppy's fans discover everyone decided to add Ludwig Oliveira to their names.

I would say more but honestly this post has been getting pretty long so rip

[hiwelcometothemonstersancturary]

Poppy Worldwide AU Masterlist~!

Poppy Worldwide, also known as Save Everyone AU, is a different take on the events from Poppy Playtime. Instead of the player character/Angel simply going with the flow, they go out of their way to save not just Poppy, Kissy and Dogday, but every single toy they find. This Angel is haunted by the guilt of never being able to do anything in the 10 years since they lost their coworkers. They won't stand there and watch as more tragedy happens anymore.

CHARACTER REFERENCES

Angel reference sheet

Smiling Critters reference sheet, part 1

Smiling Critters reference sheet, part 2

The Prototype / Experiment 1006 reference sheet

ART SESSION

In chronological order:

Aftermath

Why are you sitting like that

Who was the hardest to get a bath? (plus some other thoughts and bonus meme)

Sketches

Angel class sketches

Angel in outfits/Driver's first apparition in this blog

Angel holding a mini wuggy

Angel with an ubuttoned shirt (not NSFW, but it's under a cut just to be safe)

DayNap in cute outfits

Space Riders AU

Fanart

Fanart for Bobby!

Fanart for Angel!

WRITING SESSION

In chronological order:

Poppy Worldwide: SALVATION ROUTE (AO3 fanfic, still in the works): Also known as the Factory Arc, covering chapters 1-4 of the game.

Post-factory arc:

The Ambulance Ride (Tumblr post).

And that's how you begin to heal (and stop Catnap and Mommy Long Legs from killing each other at the hospital) (Tumblr post)

House Tour, part 1 (Tumblr post).

House Tour, part 2 (Tumblr post)

Yet Another Scar (Tumblr post)

+5 years after the rescue:

Thunderstorm Ball (Tumblr post, DayNap and Prometheus one-shot)

Fanfic:

The Experiment of an Angel, an AU made by @/sukisoox!

HEADCANONS SESSION

Just a compilation of the headcanons I use for this AU! Poppy Worldwide follows the theory that Elliot Ludwig became the Prototype, and that Poppy was his adopted daughter.

Why plan Hour of Joy?

Prototype and Poppy's relationship

Prototype and Catnap's relationship (coming soon)

Prototype's gender and sexuality

Molly Ludwig

Daddy Long Legs

Why is Angel so kind?

Angel's past with PlayCo.

RANDOM INFORMATION SESSION

Just some fun curiosities and facts about the au :0}

Order in which the toys refer to Angel as their parent

Order in which the Smiling Critters refer to Angel as their parent

Order in which every single toy started to refer to Prototype as their parent

Smiling Critters reunion

Catnap and Mommy Long Legs' sibling rivalry

Angel's body count

Catnap's love language (food)

Fashion choices

Favorite movies

Favorite videogames

Sleeping arrangements for everyone

Sleeping, dreaming and nightmares

Fears and phobias

Coyotes in the farm

Prototype first lore drop post

Prototype starting to heal from his trauma

Angel's PTSD (CW: Self-harm dicussion)

Prometheus ship thoughts

Prometheus ship thoughts, part 2

Prometheus romcom

DayNap romcom

Dogday and Catnap dropping their adopted kid off at school

Random scenarios

First baths post-rescue

Angel and the media

What if Angel gets a pet?

Who gives them the "Talk"?

Swimming for the toys

The older toys getting an alcoholic drink for the first time

How do they react when it's hurricane season?

Easter!

Scammer calls

What do they do with all the extra money?

Activism in the house

What if they found a toy that escaped PlayCo. during the HoJ?

DayNap wedding

Super silly posts

Angel's neighboors

[ubeng-ubas]

ooc + delusional + copium + I also fw showtime

[linasdreamnotes]

your mindset will fucking carry youuuu!!

like I cannot express this enough! and once you realise you can have anything and everything you want, you are at your peak!

so remember to keep persisting! keep reminding yourself you’re that bitch! and keep remembering you’re limitless and you’re constantly transcending and shifting!

you got this!!

[sm-baby]

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Make a TADC drawing request with a donation!

Hope this small amount help funding! Always happy to support you aa, if request is open i would love some Showtime of Pomni teasing/flirty Caine then also got embarrassed when he tease back! Ty for the considerations and wish you best of luck!

[shifterdera]

Saw this in a place, where I haven't been going out for a long time now. One of the greatest signs and tips from my higher self, I fear - deconstruct your ego.