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xanthe x adrian yaoi where they bond over feeling like they failed the person they cared about the most, eternally bearing the scars of their past mistakes in body and mind, seeking to atone for something that was never really their fault. and also being trans
Yessss
I love that theres this long explanation and then at the end we just have "and also being trans". The blorbos.
Hey, xanthe.
You busy?
Its adrian.
- @shifterinthefield
Ohā come in! Iāve always got time for you, Adrian.
(Can you please stay out of this one? Until Iām needed.)
I just wanted to talk. I like spending time with you.
Oh, uh, tarn wanted me to tell you hes sorry for snapping the other day. He didnt know what cane over him.
He sat down on the edge of the desk, because hes a dramatic manwhore.
ā¦Right.
(They seem noticeably down at the mention of Tarn, though they quickly get over it.)
Wellā uhm, Iām always happy to have you, yknow? Sorry, this might sound weird, but can you describe the person who was asking you to spy on me?
Her name was weaver. I ignored most of her appearance, to be honest. But she was a manipulating piece of shit. When she left she called me C-C. What the fuck is up with that?
Weaver, hm? Thank you. If you donāt mind, next time you meet her, could you try to remember what she looks like?
(Can you stop? Stop what? Iā I donāt know, it just⦠feels wrong. Not in the way you think. Itās like youāre⦠using his love for me against him. Oh, [REDACTED]. Im sorry you feel that way. You know Iād never really do that, though, donāt you?)
Yeah. Though im not sure she's going to again. Apparently she had been keeping half an eye on me through camera feeds. She can't do that anymore due to some.. thing I received.
Anyway, let's move on. What have you been up to, darling? Shitā is darling okay? Are you okay with oet nanesā am i moving too fast?
Thatās good, I guess⦠Uhmā no, donāt worry about it.. itās fine.
So, what have you been up to lately? How have you been?
Uhm, not much really.. Iāve had a little thing with this thing called Void, but Iāveā kind of spent most of my time just, thinking. Iā I mean' thereās people I want to reconnect with, you know.. but I know thatās not really an option anymore.
Makes me sick to think about her.
Oh, I've been contacted by void actually.
I enjoy talking with you. A lot.
Iā I like talking to you too. Can I⦠tell you something? And you wonāt judge me?
Sure. I promise I won't judge.
I used to have this friend⦠she wasā well, I donāt think she ever really called me her friend. Even when I was dead. Truth be told, she might hate me. Probably does. For good reason. Her name wasā is Maddie. Mortis. Iā I tried so hard. I wanted so bad to be friends with her. I wanted her to care about me, but⦠whatever I did, it was justā she was always too busy.
SUICIDE CW.
Iā thats terrible. Im so sorry. You dont deserve that.
I care. I know it might not make things better, but I do care. If you need anything, please let me know. If there's anything I can do to help.
Tāthe thing is that now Iām back and I thought this would be a second chance or something but⦠Iā I ruined it. Really bad. There was this anomaly andā and I said things that Iāve never even thought of before and I said them so proudly andā¦
Sheās gone. Hasnāt spoken to me since. I mean, who would want to have a conversation with me after all that? Except youā¦
Call me insensitive, but I dont think she deserves you trying for a second chance. She screwed up the first time. After something like that I wouldnt want to give someone a second chance.
He cupped your face in his hands, moving your hair out of your face
Nāno, it wasnāt like that, it was⦠my fault, really, I was.. overbearing andā weird. She apologised anyway, I think. I saw the guilt eating her alive. I want to.. have something, but I donāt think itās possible anymore. Not sinceā
(Youāre not allowed to say that yet.)
Darling, if she didn't realize how amazing you are, thats her mistake. Dwelling on it isn't gonna do you any good.
Hey, xanthe.
You busy?
Its adrian.
- @shifterinthefield
Ohā come in! Iāve always got time for you, Adrian.
(Can you please stay out of this one? Until Iām needed.)
I just wanted to talk. I like spending time with you.
Oh, uh, tarn wanted me to tell you hes sorry for snapping the other day. He didnt know what cane over him.
He sat down on the edge of the desk, because hes a dramatic manwhore.
ā¦Right.
(They seem noticeably down at the mention of Tarn, though they quickly get over it.)
Wellā uhm, Iām always happy to have you, yknow? Sorry, this might sound weird, but can you describe the person who was asking you to spy on me?
Her name was weaver. I ignored most of her appearance, to be honest. But she was a manipulating piece of shit. When she left she called me C-C. What the fuck is up with that?
Weaver, hm? Thank you. If you donāt mind, next time you meet her, could you try to remember what she looks like?
(Can you stop? Stop what? Iā I donāt know, it just⦠feels wrong. Not in the way you think. Itās like youāre⦠using his love for me against him. Oh, [REDACTED]. Im sorry you feel that way. You know Iād never really do that, though, donāt you?)
Yeah. Though im not sure she's going to again. Apparently she had been keeping half an eye on me through camera feeds. She can't do that anymore due to some.. thing I received.
Anyway, let's move on. What have you been up to, darling? Shitā is darling okay? Are you okay with oet nanesā am i moving too fast?
Thatās good, I guess⦠Uhmā no, donāt worry about it.. itās fine.
So, what have you been up to lately? How have you been?
Uhm, not much really.. Iāve had a little thing with this thing called Void, but Iāveā kind of spent most of my time just, thinking. Iā I mean' thereās people I want to reconnect with, you know.. but I know thatās not really an option anymore.
Makes me sick to think about her.
Oh, I've been contacted by void actually.
I enjoy talking with you. A lot.
Iā I like talking to you too. Can I⦠tell you something? And you wonāt judge me?
Sure. I promise I won't judge.
I used to have this friend⦠she wasā well, I donāt think she ever really called me her friend. Even when I was dead. Truth be told, she might hate me. Probably does. For good reason. Her name wasā is Maddie. Mortis. Iā I tried so hard. I wanted so bad to be friends with her. I wanted her to care about me, but⦠whatever I did, it was justā she was always too busy.
SUICIDE CW.
Iā thats terrible. Im so sorry. You dont deserve that.
I care. I know it might not make things better, but I do care. If you need anything, please let me know. If there's anything I can do to help.
Tāthe thing is that now Iām back and I thought this would be a second chance or something but⦠Iā I ruined it. Really bad. There was this anomaly andā and I said things that Iāve never even thought of before and I said them so proudly andā¦
Sheās gone. Hasnāt spoken to me since. I mean, who would want to have a conversation with me after all that? Except youā¦
Call me insensitive, but I dont think she deserves you trying for a second chance. She screwed up the first time. After something like that I wouldnt want to give someone a second chance.
He cupped your face in his hands, moving your hair out of your face
Hey, xanthe.
You busy?
Its adrian.
- @shifterinthefield
Ohā come in! Iāve always got time for you, Adrian.
(Can you please stay out of this one? Until Iām needed.)
I just wanted to talk. I like spending time with you.
Oh, uh, tarn wanted me to tell you hes sorry for snapping the other day. He didnt know what cane over him.
He sat down on the edge of the desk, because hes a dramatic manwhore.
ā¦Right.
(They seem noticeably down at the mention of Tarn, though they quickly get over it.)
Wellā uhm, Iām always happy to have you, yknow? Sorry, this might sound weird, but can you describe the person who was asking you to spy on me?
Her name was weaver. I ignored most of her appearance, to be honest. But she was a manipulating piece of shit. When she left she called me C-C. What the fuck is up with that?
Weaver, hm? Thank you. If you donāt mind, next time you meet her, could you try to remember what she looks like?
(Can you stop? Stop what? Iā I donāt know, it just⦠feels wrong. Not in the way you think. Itās like youāre⦠using his love for me against him. Oh, [REDACTED]. Im sorry you feel that way. You know Iād never really do that, though, donāt you?)
Yeah. Though im not sure she's going to again. Apparently she had been keeping half an eye on me through camera feeds. She can't do that anymore due to some.. thing I received.
Anyway, let's move on. What have you been up to, darling? Shitā is darling okay? Are you okay with oet nanesā am i moving too fast?
Thatās good, I guess⦠Uhmā no, donāt worry about it.. itās fine.
So, what have you been up to lately? How have you been?
Uhm, not much really.. Iāve had a little thing with this thing called Void, but Iāveā kind of spent most of my time just, thinking. Iā I mean' thereās people I want to reconnect with, you know.. but I know thatās not really an option anymore.
Makes me sick to think about her.
Oh, I've been contacted by void actually.
I enjoy talking with you. A lot.
Iā I like talking to you too. Can I⦠tell you something? And you wonāt judge me?
Sure. I promise I won't judge.
I used to have this friend⦠she wasā well, I donāt think she ever really called me her friend. Even when I was dead. Truth be told, she might hate me. Probably does. For good reason. Her name wasā is Maddie. Mortis. Iā I tried so hard. I wanted so bad to be friends with her. I wanted her to care about me, but⦠whatever I did, it was justā she was always too busy.
SUICIDE CW.
Iā thats terrible. Im so sorry. You dont deserve that.
I care. I know it might not make things better, but I do care. If you need anything, please let me know. If there's anything I can do to help.
Hey, xanthe.
You busy?
Its adrian.
- @shifterinthefield
Ohā come in! Iāve always got time for you, Adrian.
(Can you please stay out of this one? Until Iām needed.)
I just wanted to talk. I like spending time with you.
Oh, uh, tarn wanted me to tell you hes sorry for snapping the other day. He didnt know what cane over him.
He sat down on the edge of the desk, because hes a dramatic manwhore.
ā¦Right.
(They seem noticeably down at the mention of Tarn, though they quickly get over it.)
Wellā uhm, Iām always happy to have you, yknow? Sorry, this might sound weird, but can you describe the person who was asking you to spy on me?
Her name was weaver. I ignored most of her appearance, to be honest. But she was a manipulating piece of shit. When she left she called me C-C. What the fuck is up with that?
Weaver, hm? Thank you. If you donāt mind, next time you meet her, could you try to remember what she looks like?
(Can you stop? Stop what? Iā I donāt know, it just⦠feels wrong. Not in the way you think. Itās like youāre⦠using his love for me against him. Oh, [REDACTED]. Im sorry you feel that way. You know Iād never really do that, though, donāt you?)
Yeah. Though im not sure she's going to again. Apparently she had been keeping half an eye on me through camera feeds. She can't do that anymore due to some.. thing I received.
Anyway, let's move on. What have you been up to, darling? Shitā is darling okay? Are you okay with oet nanesā am i moving too fast?
Thatās good, I guess⦠Uhmā no, donāt worry about it.. itās fine.
So, what have you been up to lately? How have you been?
Uhm, not much really.. Iāve had a little thing with this thing called Void, but Iāveā kind of spent most of my time just, thinking. Iā I mean' thereās people I want to reconnect with, you know.. but I know thatās not really an option anymore.
Makes me sick to think about her.
Oh, I've been contacted by void actually.
I enjoy talking with you. A lot.
Iā I like talking to you too. Can I⦠tell you something? And you wonāt judge me?
Sure. I promise I won't judge.
Hey, xanthe.
You busy?
Its adrian.
- @shifterinthefield
Ohā come in! Iāve always got time for you, Adrian.
(Can you please stay out of this one? Until Iām needed.)
I just wanted to talk. I like spending time with you.
Oh, uh, tarn wanted me to tell you hes sorry for snapping the other day. He didnt know what cane over him.
He sat down on the edge of the desk, because hes a dramatic manwhore.
ā¦Right.
(They seem noticeably down at the mention of Tarn, though they quickly get over it.)
Wellā uhm, Iām always happy to have you, yknow? Sorry, this might sound weird, but can you describe the person who was asking you to spy on me?
Her name was weaver. I ignored most of her appearance, to be honest. But she was a manipulating piece of shit. When she left she called me C-C. What the fuck is up with that?
Weaver, hm? Thank you. If you donāt mind, next time you meet her, could you try to remember what she looks like?
(Can you stop? Stop what? Iā I donāt know, it just⦠feels wrong. Not in the way you think. Itās like youāre⦠using his love for me against him. Oh, [REDACTED]. Im sorry you feel that way. You know Iād never really do that, though, donāt you?)
Yeah. Though im not sure she's going to again. Apparently she had been keeping half an eye on me through camera feeds. She can't do that anymore due to some.. thing I received.
Anyway, let's move on. What have you been up to, darling? Shitā is darling okay? Are you okay with oet nanesā am i moving too fast?
Thatās good, I guess⦠Uhmā no, donāt worry about it.. itās fine.
So, what have you been up to lately? How have you been?
Uhm, not much really.. Iāve had a little thing with this thing called Void, but Iāveā kind of spent most of my time just, thinking. Iā I mean' thereās people I want to reconnect with, you know.. but I know thatās not really an option anymore.
Makes me sick to think about her.
Oh, I've been contacted by void actually.
I enjoy talking with you. A lot.
Hey, xanthe.
You busy?
Its adrian.
- @shifterinthefield
Ohā come in! Iāve always got time for you, Adrian.
(Can you please stay out of this one? Until Iām needed.)
I just wanted to talk. I like spending time with you.
Oh, uh, tarn wanted me to tell you hes sorry for snapping the other day. He didnt know what cane over him.
He sat down on the edge of the desk, because hes a dramatic manwhore.
ā¦Right.
(They seem noticeably down at the mention of Tarn, though they quickly get over it.)
Wellā uhm, Iām always happy to have you, yknow? Sorry, this might sound weird, but can you describe the person who was asking you to spy on me?
Her name was weaver. I ignored most of her appearance, to be honest. But she was a manipulating piece of shit. When she left she called me C-C. What the fuck is up with that?
Weaver, hm? Thank you. If you donāt mind, next time you meet her, could you try to remember what she looks like?
(Can you stop? Stop what? Iā I donāt know, it just⦠feels wrong. Not in the way you think. Itās like youāre⦠using his love for me against him. Oh, [REDACTED]. Im sorry you feel that way. You know Iād never really do that, though, donāt you?)
Yeah. Though im not sure she's going to again. Apparently she had been keeping half an eye on me through camera feeds. She can't do that anymore due to some.. thing I received.
Anyway, let's move on. What have you been up to, darling? Shitā is darling okay? Are you okay with oet nanesā am i moving too fast?
Thatās good, I guess⦠Uhmā no, donāt worry about it.. itās fine.
So, what have you been up to lately? How have you been?
Uhm, not much really.. Iāve had a little thing with this thing called Void, but Iāveā kind of spent most of my time just, thinking. Iā I mean' thereās people I want to reconnect with, you know.. but I know thatās not really an option anymore.
Makes me sick to think about her.
Oh, I've been contacted by void actually.
I enjoy talking with you. A lot.
Hey, xanthe.
You busy?
Its adrian.
- @shifterinthefield
Ohā come in! Iāve always got time for you, Adrian.
(Can you please stay out of this one? Until Iām needed.)
I just wanted to talk. I like spending time with you.
Oh, uh, tarn wanted me to tell you hes sorry for snapping the other day. He didnt know what cane over him.
He sat down on the edge of the desk, because hes a dramatic manwhore.
ā¦Right.
(They seem noticeably down at the mention of Tarn, though they quickly get over it.)
Wellā uhm, Iām always happy to have you, yknow? Sorry, this might sound weird, but can you describe the person who was asking you to spy on me?
Her name was weaver. I ignored most of her appearance, to be honest. But she was a manipulating piece of shit. When she left she called me C-C. What the fuck is up with that?
Weaver, hm? Thank you. If you donāt mind, next time you meet her, could you try to remember what she looks like?
(Can you stop? Stop what? Iā I donāt know, it just⦠feels wrong. Not in the way you think. Itās like youāre⦠using his love for me against him. Oh, [REDACTED]. Im sorry you feel that way. You know Iād never really do that, though, donāt you?)
Yeah. Though im not sure she's going to again. Apparently she had been keeping half an eye on me through camera feeds. She can't do that anymore due to some.. thing I received.
Anyway, let's move on. What have you been up to, darling? Shitā is darling okay? Are you okay with oet nanesā am i moving too fast?
Thatās good, I guess⦠Uhmā no, donāt worry about it.. itās fine.
So, what have you been up to lately? How have you been?
Hey, xanthe.
You busy?
Its adrian.
- @shifterinthefield
Ohā come in! Iāve always got time for you, Adrian.
(Can you please stay out of this one? Until Iām needed.)
I just wanted to talk. I like spending time with you.
Oh, uh, tarn wanted me to tell you hes sorry for snapping the other day. He didnt know what cane over him.
He sat down on the edge of the desk, because hes a dramatic manwhore.
ā¦Right.
(They seem noticeably down at the mention of Tarn, though they quickly get over it.)
Wellā uhm, Iām always happy to have you, yknow? Sorry, this might sound weird, but can you describe the person who was asking you to spy on me?
Her name was weaver. I ignored most of her appearance, to be honest. But she was a manipulating piece of shit. When she left she called me C-C. What the fuck is up with that?
Weaver, hm? Thank you. If you donāt mind, next time you meet her, could you try to remember what she looks like?
(Can you stop? Stop what? Iā I donāt know, it just⦠feels wrong. Not in the way you think. Itās like youāre⦠using his love for me against him. Oh, [REDACTED]. Im sorry you feel that way. You know Iād never really do that, though, donāt you?)
Yeah. Though im not sure she's going to again. Apparently she had been keeping half an eye on me through camera feeds. She can't do that anymore due to some.. thing I received.
Anyway, let's move on. What have you been up to, darling? Shitā is darling okay? Are you okay with oet nanesā am i moving too fast?
Hey, xanthe.
You busy?
Its adrian.
- @shifterinthefield
Ohā come in! Iāve always got time for you, Adrian.
(Can you please stay out of this one? Until Iām needed.)
I just wanted to talk. I like spending time with you.
Oh, uh, tarn wanted me to tell you hes sorry for snapping the other day. He didnt know what cane over him.
He sat down on the edge of the desk, because hes a dramatic manwhore.
ā¦Right.
(They seem noticeably down at the mention of Tarn, though they quickly get over it.)
Wellā uhm, Iām always happy to have you, yknow? Sorry, this might sound weird, but can you describe the person who was asking you to spy on me?
Her name was weaver. I ignored most of her appearance, to be honest. But she was a manipulating piece of shit. When she left she called me C-C. What the fuck is up with that?
Hey, xanthe.
You busy?
Its adrian.
- @shifterinthefield
Ohā come in! Iāve always got time for you, Adrian.
(Can you please stay out of this one? Until Iām needed.)
I just wanted to talk. I like spending time with you.
Oh, uh, tarn wanted me to tell you hes sorry for snapping the other day. He didnt know what cane over him.
He sat down on the edge of the desk, because hes a dramatic manwhore.
Hello, Adrian. Camera footage shows C-B entering your room, and unfortunately I have very little time to waste, so Iād like to ask the same question I did last time.
-@inasheswereturn, D. Weaver of the Celestis Project
Iā whatā
Oh, come on. You know what I mean. I told you before, if youāre not willing then I can ask someone else. Maybe someone with a little more background information on the dangers at play?
Dont threaten me. I have no idea what the fuck youre on about with this C-B bullshit.
Xanthe seemed a little off. Had no recollection of saying anything self depreciating. And at one point talked like they had a second personality when I had done something without thinking.
Happy?
I can't believe im spying on them for you.
Celestis-B. āPortraitā. .. That is actually very useful. Second personality? Please do elaborate. Iād love to hear what you have to say.
They just said mid sentence that they liked what I had done. The conversation was mostly normal other than that, other than the shift from denying ever saying anything self-deprecating to agreeing that they remembered saying that stuff.
There.
Perfect. I appreciate your cooperation. Thatās all I needed.
Iāll check in again soon, hm?
...whatever.
⦠You know what? I feel like itās only fair you get at least a little bit of information about what weāre ā or rather Iām ā working with. Would you like that?
...fine. what the hell is the problem here?
So. I myself have less information than Iād like to, which is of course where you come in, but based on an interview I had with a woman who has been here far longer than me, C-A is a potential Keter-class anomaly with reality bending powers of a currently unknown degree. It also displays certain memetic abilities, for example memory alteration. Iāve reason to believe it also has some form of emotional manipulation. Based on purely guesswork, anecdotes and personal experience, itās safe to assume that this thing has harmed or killed before and likely erased any and all memories of the victim even existing afterwards.
If my assumptions are correct, which they usually are, not to brag, then C-A poses an active threat to your āfriendā. By what youāve told me, it doesnāt particularly seem to like them at all, which is where Iāve concluded that it is actively manipulating or blackmailing them - otherwise, they probably would have told you themselves. Though, there is a chance theyāre just keeping secrets.
I dont expect xanthe to tell me everything. We just met. But they did mention i was the only one around here who was nice to them...
Did they now?
That certainly makes things easier for me.
What the hell does that mean?
Nothing that you have to know about. Donāt worry about it.
Now im inclined to worry about it. What the hell are you planning?
Iām not planning anything thatās worth you knowing about it.
If you hurt xantheā
Shh, donāt get so worked up.
(She leans slightly forward, physically shushing him with a finger to her mouth in a manner that was definitely meant to be degrading.)
Fuck off with that bullshit. If you hurt xanthe, I swear to the gods.
Thereās no need for such threats. Remember, Iām the only thing standing between your Xanthe and complete assimilation. I have no personal stakes in their survival and in your relationship outside of what affects Dichotomy. If I have to kill them to sever the link, I will, but right now it looks to me that it would just find another victim, so Iād rather keep them around for now. Makes my job easier to know what Iām looking for, they arenāt exactly easy to miss.
I hate you. If anything happens to them, im blaming you.
Iām sure youāve told me that already. At least you know what you believe in. Rest assured that any harm that befalls them is C-Aās fault, not mine.
Im just reminding you that I hate you and I hate that youre making me spy on xanthe.
Iām not making you do anything. You could back out any time you want. You choose not to because youāre scared of someone else getting them.
You threatened me. Twice now.
Telling you about the consequences and threatening you with them are two different things.
Even if I did threaten you, itās not because of anything between us personally.
You have no reason for it to be personal. Ive been cooperative. Probably against my better judgment
Exactly. Hence why all Iāve asked you to do is to keep fawning over them.
Iā shut upā I'm not fawning over themā
You donāt need to hide anything, donāt worry. Whatās the problem in a bit of honesty? Iām not going to use it against you, am I?
I dont know, are you? You already tried using my legal name against me.
I used it to prove that I wasnāt working against you. There is a difference.
I dont know what you will and won't use against me.
Iāll use what is necessary, no more and no less. Just how much that is entirely depends on you.
Fuck you.
Unfortunately for me, Iāve got someone to fill that role already.
Im surprised.
Me too. Iām eager to see them dead as soon as their survival leaves my best interests.
Youre a sick son of a bitch.
Iāve done absolutely nothing to warrant this. I find no joy in my duties.
You literally just said you can't wait until the person you implied being your at least friend with benefits is dead. Thats fucked up
Yes it IS fucked up. I Must Die for admiring her ethereal beauty??? Must I suffer such a cruel fate????
YOU are not a part of this conversation.
This has been interesting...
Iām going to leave.
Cya. Wouldn't want to be ya.
Iām happy with most of my life, save this heathen. Goodbye, C-C.
Wait what did you justā
(Weaver leaves and the door clicks shut.)
That son of a bitch.
Hello, Adrian. Camera footage shows C-B entering your room, and unfortunately I have very little time to waste, so Iād like to ask the same question I did last time.
-@inasheswereturn, D. Weaver of the Celestis Project
Iā whatā
Oh, come on. You know what I mean. I told you before, if youāre not willing then I can ask someone else. Maybe someone with a little more background information on the dangers at play?
Dont threaten me. I have no idea what the fuck youre on about with this C-B bullshit.
Xanthe seemed a little off. Had no recollection of saying anything self depreciating. And at one point talked like they had a second personality when I had done something without thinking.
Happy?
I can't believe im spying on them for you.
Celestis-B. āPortraitā. .. That is actually very useful. Second personality? Please do elaborate. Iād love to hear what you have to say.
They just said mid sentence that they liked what I had done. The conversation was mostly normal other than that, other than the shift from denying ever saying anything self-deprecating to agreeing that they remembered saying that stuff.
There.
Perfect. I appreciate your cooperation. Thatās all I needed.
Iāll check in again soon, hm?
...whatever.
⦠You know what? I feel like itās only fair you get at least a little bit of information about what weāre ā or rather Iām ā working with. Would you like that?
...fine. what the hell is the problem here?
So. I myself have less information than Iād like to, which is of course where you come in, but based on an interview I had with a woman who has been here far longer than me, C-A is a potential Keter-class anomaly with reality bending powers of a currently unknown degree. It also displays certain memetic abilities, for example memory alteration. Iāve reason to believe it also has some form of emotional manipulation. Based on purely guesswork, anecdotes and personal experience, itās safe to assume that this thing has harmed or killed before and likely erased any and all memories of the victim even existing afterwards.
If my assumptions are correct, which they usually are, not to brag, then C-A poses an active threat to your āfriendā. By what youāve told me, it doesnāt particularly seem to like them at all, which is where Iāve concluded that it is actively manipulating or blackmailing them - otherwise, they probably would have told you themselves. Though, there is a chance theyāre just keeping secrets.
I dont expect xanthe to tell me everything. We just met. But they did mention i was the only one around here who was nice to them...
Did they now?
That certainly makes things easier for me.
What the hell does that mean?
Nothing that you have to know about. Donāt worry about it.
Now im inclined to worry about it. What the hell are you planning?
Iām not planning anything thatās worth you knowing about it.
If you hurt xantheā
Shh, donāt get so worked up.
(She leans slightly forward, physically shushing him with a finger to her mouth in a manner that was definitely meant to be degrading.)
Fuck off with that bullshit. If you hurt xanthe, I swear to the gods.
Thereās no need for such threats. Remember, Iām the only thing standing between your Xanthe and complete assimilation. I have no personal stakes in their survival and in your relationship outside of what affects Dichotomy. If I have to kill them to sever the link, I will, but right now it looks to me that it would just find another victim, so Iād rather keep them around for now. Makes my job easier to know what Iām looking for, they arenāt exactly easy to miss.
I hate you. If anything happens to them, im blaming you.
Iām sure youāve told me that already. At least you know what you believe in. Rest assured that any harm that befalls them is C-Aās fault, not mine.
Im just reminding you that I hate you and I hate that youre making me spy on xanthe.
Iām not making you do anything. You could back out any time you want. You choose not to because youāre scared of someone else getting them.
You threatened me. Twice now.
Telling you about the consequences and threatening you with them are two different things.
Even if I did threaten you, itās not because of anything between us personally.
You have no reason for it to be personal. Ive been cooperative. Probably against my better judgment
Exactly. Hence why all Iāve asked you to do is to keep fawning over them.
Iā shut upā I'm not fawning over themā
You donāt need to hide anything, donāt worry. Whatās the problem in a bit of honesty? Iām not going to use it against you, am I?
I dont know, are you? You already tried using my legal name against me.
I used it to prove that I wasnāt working against you. There is a difference.
I dont know what you will and won't use against me.
Iāll use what is necessary, no more and no less. Just how much that is entirely depends on you.
Fuck you.
Unfortunately for me, Iāve got someone to fill that role already.
Im surprised.
Me too. Iām eager to see them dead as soon as their survival leaves my best interests.
Youre a sick son of a bitch.
Iāve done absolutely nothing to warrant this. I find no joy in my duties.
You literally just said you can't wait until the person you implied being your at least friend with benefits is dead. Thats fucked up
Yes it IS fucked up. I Must Die for admiring her ethereal beauty??? Must I suffer such a cruel fate????
YOU are not a part of this conversation.
This has been interesting...
Iām going to leave.
Cya. Wouldn't want to be ya.
Iām happy with most of my life, save this heathen. Goodbye, C-C.
Wait what did you justā
Hello, Adrian. Camera footage shows C-B entering your room, and unfortunately I have very little time to waste, so Iād like to ask the same question I did last time.
-@inasheswereturn, D. Weaver of the Celestis Project
Iā whatā
Oh, come on. You know what I mean. I told you before, if youāre not willing then I can ask someone else. Maybe someone with a little more background information on the dangers at play?
Dont threaten me. I have no idea what the fuck youre on about with this C-B bullshit.
Xanthe seemed a little off. Had no recollection of saying anything self depreciating. And at one point talked like they had a second personality when I had done something without thinking.
Happy?
I can't believe im spying on them for you.
Celestis-B. āPortraitā. .. That is actually very useful. Second personality? Please do elaborate. Iād love to hear what you have to say.
They just said mid sentence that they liked what I had done. The conversation was mostly normal other than that, other than the shift from denying ever saying anything self-deprecating to agreeing that they remembered saying that stuff.
There.
Perfect. I appreciate your cooperation. Thatās all I needed.
Iāll check in again soon, hm?
...whatever.
⦠You know what? I feel like itās only fair you get at least a little bit of information about what weāre ā or rather Iām ā working with. Would you like that?
...fine. what the hell is the problem here?
So. I myself have less information than Iād like to, which is of course where you come in, but based on an interview I had with a woman who has been here far longer than me, C-A is a potential Keter-class anomaly with reality bending powers of a currently unknown degree. It also displays certain memetic abilities, for example memory alteration. Iāve reason to believe it also has some form of emotional manipulation. Based on purely guesswork, anecdotes and personal experience, itās safe to assume that this thing has harmed or killed before and likely erased any and all memories of the victim even existing afterwards.
If my assumptions are correct, which they usually are, not to brag, then C-A poses an active threat to your āfriendā. By what youāve told me, it doesnāt particularly seem to like them at all, which is where Iāve concluded that it is actively manipulating or blackmailing them - otherwise, they probably would have told you themselves. Though, there is a chance theyāre just keeping secrets.
I dont expect xanthe to tell me everything. We just met. But they did mention i was the only one around here who was nice to them...
Did they now?
That certainly makes things easier for me.
What the hell does that mean?
Nothing that you have to know about. Donāt worry about it.
Now im inclined to worry about it. What the hell are you planning?
Iām not planning anything thatās worth you knowing about it.
If you hurt xantheā
Shh, donāt get so worked up.
(She leans slightly forward, physically shushing him with a finger to her mouth in a manner that was definitely meant to be degrading.)
Fuck off with that bullshit. If you hurt xanthe, I swear to the gods.
Thereās no need for such threats. Remember, Iām the only thing standing between your Xanthe and complete assimilation. I have no personal stakes in their survival and in your relationship outside of what affects Dichotomy. If I have to kill them to sever the link, I will, but right now it looks to me that it would just find another victim, so Iād rather keep them around for now. Makes my job easier to know what Iām looking for, they arenāt exactly easy to miss.
I hate you. If anything happens to them, im blaming you.
Iām sure youāve told me that already. At least you know what you believe in. Rest assured that any harm that befalls them is C-Aās fault, not mine.
Im just reminding you that I hate you and I hate that youre making me spy on xanthe.
Iām not making you do anything. You could back out any time you want. You choose not to because youāre scared of someone else getting them.
You threatened me. Twice now.
Telling you about the consequences and threatening you with them are two different things.
Even if I did threaten you, itās not because of anything between us personally.
You have no reason for it to be personal. Ive been cooperative. Probably against my better judgment
Exactly. Hence why all Iāve asked you to do is to keep fawning over them.
Iā shut upā I'm not fawning over themā
You donāt need to hide anything, donāt worry. Whatās the problem in a bit of honesty? Iām not going to use it against you, am I?
I dont know, are you? You already tried using my legal name against me.
I used it to prove that I wasnāt working against you. There is a difference.
I dont know what you will and won't use against me.
Iāll use what is necessary, no more and no less. Just how much that is entirely depends on you.
Fuck you.
Unfortunately for me, Iāve got someone to fill that role already.
Im surprised.
Me too. Iām eager to see them dead as soon as their survival leaves my best interests.
Youre a sick son of a bitch.
Iāve done absolutely nothing to warrant this. I find no joy in my duties.
You literally just said you can't wait until the person you implied being your at least friend with benefits is dead. Thats fucked up
Yes it IS fucked up. I Must Die for admiring her ethereal beauty??? Must I suffer such a cruel fate????
YOU are not a part of this conversation.
This has been interesting...
Iām going to leave.
Cya. Wouldn't want to be ya.
Hello, Adrian. Camera footage shows C-B entering your room, and unfortunately I have very little time to waste, so Iād like to ask the same question I did last time.
-@inasheswereturn, D. Weaver of the Celestis Project
Iā whatā
Oh, come on. You know what I mean. I told you before, if youāre not willing then I can ask someone else. Maybe someone with a little more background information on the dangers at play?
Dont threaten me. I have no idea what the fuck youre on about with this C-B bullshit.
Xanthe seemed a little off. Had no recollection of saying anything self depreciating. And at one point talked like they had a second personality when I had done something without thinking.
Happy?
I can't believe im spying on them for you.
Celestis-B. āPortraitā. .. That is actually very useful. Second personality? Please do elaborate. Iād love to hear what you have to say.
They just said mid sentence that they liked what I had done. The conversation was mostly normal other than that, other than the shift from denying ever saying anything self-deprecating to agreeing that they remembered saying that stuff.
There.
Perfect. I appreciate your cooperation. Thatās all I needed.
Iāll check in again soon, hm?
...whatever.
⦠You know what? I feel like itās only fair you get at least a little bit of information about what weāre ā or rather Iām ā working with. Would you like that?
...fine. what the hell is the problem here?
So. I myself have less information than Iād like to, which is of course where you come in, but based on an interview I had with a woman who has been here far longer than me, C-A is a potential Keter-class anomaly with reality bending powers of a currently unknown degree. It also displays certain memetic abilities, for example memory alteration. Iāve reason to believe it also has some form of emotional manipulation. Based on purely guesswork, anecdotes and personal experience, itās safe to assume that this thing has harmed or killed before and likely erased any and all memories of the victim even existing afterwards.
If my assumptions are correct, which they usually are, not to brag, then C-A poses an active threat to your āfriendā. By what youāve told me, it doesnāt particularly seem to like them at all, which is where Iāve concluded that it is actively manipulating or blackmailing them - otherwise, they probably would have told you themselves. Though, there is a chance theyāre just keeping secrets.
I dont expect xanthe to tell me everything. We just met. But they did mention i was the only one around here who was nice to them...
Did they now?
That certainly makes things easier for me.
What the hell does that mean?
Nothing that you have to know about. Donāt worry about it.
Now im inclined to worry about it. What the hell are you planning?
Iām not planning anything thatās worth you knowing about it.
If you hurt xantheā
Shh, donāt get so worked up.
(She leans slightly forward, physically shushing him with a finger to her mouth in a manner that was definitely meant to be degrading.)
Fuck off with that bullshit. If you hurt xanthe, I swear to the gods.
Thereās no need for such threats. Remember, Iām the only thing standing between your Xanthe and complete assimilation. I have no personal stakes in their survival and in your relationship outside of what affects Dichotomy. If I have to kill them to sever the link, I will, but right now it looks to me that it would just find another victim, so Iād rather keep them around for now. Makes my job easier to know what Iām looking for, they arenāt exactly easy to miss.
I hate you. If anything happens to them, im blaming you.
Iām sure youāve told me that already. At least you know what you believe in. Rest assured that any harm that befalls them is C-Aās fault, not mine.
Im just reminding you that I hate you and I hate that youre making me spy on xanthe.
Iām not making you do anything. You could back out any time you want. You choose not to because youāre scared of someone else getting them.
You threatened me. Twice now.
Telling you about the consequences and threatening you with them are two different things.
Even if I did threaten you, itās not because of anything between us personally.
You have no reason for it to be personal. Ive been cooperative. Probably against my better judgment
Exactly. Hence why all Iāve asked you to do is to keep fawning over them.
Iā shut upā I'm not fawning over themā
You donāt need to hide anything, donāt worry. Whatās the problem in a bit of honesty? Iām not going to use it against you, am I?
I dont know, are you? You already tried using my legal name against me.
I used it to prove that I wasnāt working against you. There is a difference.
I dont know what you will and won't use against me.
Iāll use what is necessary, no more and no less. Just how much that is entirely depends on you.
Fuck you.
Unfortunately for me, Iāve got someone to fill that role already.
Im surprised.
Me too. Iām eager to see them dead as soon as their survival leaves my best interests.
Youre a sick son of a bitch.
Iāve done absolutely nothing to warrant this. I find no joy in my duties.
You literally just said you can't wait until the person you implied being your at least friend with benefits is dead. Thats fucked up
Yes it IS fucked up. I Must Die for admiring her ethereal beauty??? Must I suffer such a cruel fate????
YOU are not a part of this conversation.
This has been interesting...
Are you sure making a deal with void is a good idea? They don't really seem to be good people.
If it helps me protect xanthe, I dont care.
Ive failed to protect those i care about before. I won't fail again.