you being close, is you doing you: shifting motivation through Evies experiences
Hi, Hello it's me, Evie again, and as I have not shifted yet, I thought some of you might feel like looking for motivation. Now how is this motivating? Some of you will relate to my experiences and they might realize that they haven't been as far away from breaking through as they previously might've thought. At least that's what I am hoping for.
Keep in mind that everybody's shifting journey is individual, and you can be experiencing none of the same encounters as me and be even closer than I am. This is my state after actively trying for something of like 4 Months. Keep in mind that there is no definite shifting recipe, and it's your mindset/self-concept/actually just you that will shift you, and not a certain time passing, certain method or certain type of experience. NOW LET'S HEAR SOME EVIE SHIFTING MOTIVATION!
the first time, as a baby shifter with symptoms ⇣
My very first time being on the border to shifting was early on in my shifting journey in march or something. I laid flat on my back and repeated the affirmation "I am shifting", until I started feeling my heart beat extremely fast, I felt like floating and my eyes started twitching. That scared me so much I forced myself out of that state. I LEGIT thought I was dying. Like straight up attending a Michael Jackson concert, I was ready to hear some "hee-hee". That night I went to sleep, being like "What is this shifting-shit". Listen, now I know that those were symptoms. And if I didn't wake myself up, maybe I would've done it, but if you ever felt that: AMAZING! GOOD SIGN! KEEP GOING!
Another time I have been close, was when I did the same "Method". Instead, this was in June and I have made a lot more progress in my shifting journey. I already knew that symptoms do not matter/can be ignored because they are just your body falling asleep. I also knew that you don't have to lay flat on your back to shift, and that methods are unnecessary in order to shift. I was laying comfortably in my usual sleeping position, and I started affirming "I am in my DR" and "I allow myself to shift". Suddenly I started hearing voices. It was two girls talking and giggling. This was particularly odd because it was like 3 in the morning. My window was open and theoretically, yes, this might've been two girls walking down the street outside of my window, but I live in a very suburban region of my town, in which it is actually quite unrealistic for that to happen. Plus the voices felt like they were RIGHT NEXT TO ME. they weren't loud. But they were next to me. And this is such a sign for me, because I scripted that I would be very close with my sister and that we'd have a strong sister-relationship to each other. The voices felt like a bubble floating next to my head, that I just had to jump into. I know this doesn't make any sense, but that was my experience.
a few weeks later I was actually waking up instead of going to sleep. I scripted that I would shift into a Waiting Room first this time. For context: the waiting room was supposed to look exactly like my CR bedroom, but on the other side of my door would be the scoops ahoy ice cream parlor from stranger things, and Steve would take me to those halls in the back, and there would be all the doors to my DRs. If you want to know why I would script something like that. The answer is for fun. that's it. ANYWAY. I WOKE UP but I didn't open my eyes, yet. Let's say I was gaining consciousness, but I wasn't sure where I was. I heard a subtle knock on my door. I opened it, and I was still in my CR. It couldn't have been my parents, they were asleep in the room across from me. Their door was closed and my windows were too. so this wasn't the wind or anything. I am quite sure, that that day Steve knocked on my door, but since I was doubting it, and the familiarity of my room confused me, I believe I shifted myself back on accident. So this is why I don't recommend shifting to rooms that look like your CR bedrooms. You might shift yourself back without meaning to.
my last, but most important incident, is from last month. I was on a train falling asleep. I still had that stupid CR looking like WR. I didn't even intend to shift in that moment, but while I was falling asleep I was SURE. DEAD SURE that I was laying in my own Bedroom in that moment. I was even worrying about my mom waking me up on accident. Instead the train shook in a weird way, and I opened my eyes, only to realize I was actually in the train. That was one of the freakiest moments of my life. I was so certain, that I can tell all of you: I 100% was in that waiting room, not realizing it yet.
the feeling of knowing and physical changes⇣
My conclusion is that most of the times you are getting close, is when you don't pressure it and ironically when you aren't even trying hard. Another time I was just preparing to nap, and I low-key felt like something is changing. I felt things poke me, people touch me and the presence of other people. I was falling asleep thinking "I know I am shifting right now". I can't describe it, but it was this certainty, this clearance that yes, it's happening... until my mom entered my room to ask me if I wanted any soup. Yesterday night I was concentrating on my DR and I suddenly felt like I dropped. I could feel my sister next to me, because I scripted waking up next to her. I was second-guessing it tho, so when I opened my eyes I was still in my CR. My point is, every single shifting journey is different. Some people shift after 3 Weeks and others after 3 years. Some of us will have more encounters like these than others. But besties, never let anyone demotivate you! Especially none of those haters that aren't supposed to shift, because it's not their devine purpose. Promise me, your favorite shifting blogger, that you will never give up! Right now! SAY IT! "Evie, I promise I will never give up shifting!".
as always, I hope I was able to help someone out there today.
I send a lot of love and positive vibes!