Lefendary Dreams

Please only submit your genuine Shinhwa related dream! Use the “read more” and tag “19+” if it is supposed to be 19+ -.-“” Enjoy reading SHCJ’s dreams!

[miclargeone]

The Messenger

Have you ever felt that kind of feeling when you are too sleepy that you can’t even sleep anymore or perhaps, the kind of exhaustion that makes your starve to death but ironically have no cravings of what to eat?

Yes, that is me right now and I know to myself that this kind of life style won’t be ending as soon as I desire. This is in fact the curse of being a slave by profession. I wanted to take a nap so bad that I want to bang my head on my desk already.

Doing a self-massage became my expertise ever since I started working and now – I am slowly trying to run my thumb in circles against the temple of my forehead when our receptionist went to my station with her pretty smile while greeting me.

“Excuse me, someone is looking for you. He is currently in the lobby.” She looked kind of excited and a string of thought coiled up inside my mind for possible things that I ordered online. Yes, it can be one of my parcels.

I stood up without asking her about it. The recent one that I had was a hard disk to back up the overwhelming files in my laptop. Ah, I need that right now. I got suddenly excited that I can free some space even if it is just on my gadget, I need air to breathe. I am so suffocated.

I walked like a slug while the young receptionist matched my pace. I don’t really know why she needed to do that, she could have gone out by herself – is she escorting me for a reason? I tried to rub my eyes to somehow wake up a little bit but I forgot that I am wearing my glasses and carelessly put finger prints on my vision. Clumsiness made my specs foggy and now I need to wipe it with my shirt’s garment.

I took it off to clean it and the receptionist hurriedly opened the glass door in front of us. I was still busy trying to remove those unwanted marks when I saw a blurry figure of a man walking towards my direction. His scent was so familiar that I stepped back by instinct. Yes I smelled a blast of shower fresh powdery fragrance combined with the smell of rubbing alcohol.

The only thing that I can identify from his hazy image is his smile since I can already see his pearly white teeth pasted on his face. He got my glasses my hands and wiped it clean with a handkerchief on his hand. He returned my vision by means of putting it back nicely on me and fixing the strand of my hair on my ears just like he always did.

“Oppayam—” that was the only word that I can say when I saw his appearance.

His usually fluffy black hair turned in to a chestnut like hairdo. It does not really matter at all since he is still undeniably handsome with those charming claw like wrinkles on the side of his eyes. He is smiling like a kid which made his cheekbones stand out from the feature of his pretty face. This can only mean two things, the first one would be – he missed me a lot or the second one would be;

“Your father called me to tell you something over lunch.” He suddenly said gently.

“Please be more precise.” I can already hear myself trying to alter the tone of my voice to beg for him not to confirm my theory.

“Hmm..” He looked at the wall clock against our direction and focused his beaming eyes on me again; he pouted his lips while thinking until it reached the edge of his pointed nose. I don’t really know what to think of since I am totally wasted right now.

“It means, you need to go home darling.” He told me again with a smile.

It made me crumble. This is a trap.

“But—” I tried to escape.

“No buts, I already spoke to you manger about this. My dongsaeng needs a break. Your father wants to see you and I am here to deliver you to him. I won’t force you to come with me but you know that I am pretty good when it comes to nagging so it’s up to you.” He presented his wildcard openly to me.

By hearing his statement loud and clear I know that there is no point of arguing with him or prolonging this conversation. This will just drag me to pure exhaustion and I know that in the end he will win and that is why he is the best messenger of my father. He is the most capable one of bringing me home because I have very low tolerance on his strategy.

It was so different with Minwoo Oppa who is always using aegyo and Eric Oppa who uses pranks. Hyesung Oppa tends to sing to me over the phone while Andy Oppa tries to lure me with food. Junjin Oppa uses video calls instead of going here personally BUT OPPAYAM NAGS ME BIG TIME.

“Okay, let me get my bag.” I told him with a hopeless smile.

“What are you talking about? I already have your bag. I asked Miss Receptionist to bring it for you when you go out since you will forget about it. Hahahaha!” He held it up in his hands while laughing at me. He outwitted me again. He is very clever indeed.

“This is for your own good. Stop overworking yourself. Come, I’ll take you somewhere nice.” Oppayam already knew how to deal with me when I am stressed. He probably have planned to go to a distant park again or just the usual road trip.

He led the way as we walked outside the building. I was following him from his back and noticed he is wearing black long sleeves with white patterns on its lower part which was tucked inside his pants complementing his slim waistline. His garment was folded up to his elbow that emphasized his meaty biceps. He is carrying my bag like he owns it. He always does this. He resembles a mother picking up her kid from school when her daughter is sick.

“Did you bring your guitar?” I asked with a hint of excitement.

“Yes I did. I’ll make you smile a lot today you brat! Haha!” His laugh echoed inside the elevator like ringing bells.

How can a life cannot be wonderful?

PS. yes this is one of my dreams again.. and i remembered promising myself to upload every shindream as a one shot XDDD

[shindreams]

I Will Protect You

The school is not as loud as before. I walked slowly towards my old classroom when I was in high school. I started to notice that the afternoon is already leaving the empty sky and it is slowly shifting to a gloomy starless night.

It was odd. Why am I wearing my late uniform? Why do I need to attend a midnight class when I know for a fact that I finished my secondary years already? This can’t be.

I entered the room with a hopeful smile but my classmates did not reciprocate my happiness. I missed them but it looked like that they are disgusted with my presence. Something is not right. They did not even bother to say “Hi” instead they kept their distance from me.

Still trying to grasp the situation, I decided to sit on my chair. And I saw a messy scribbled message on it.

“YOU DIED ALREADY.” “WE WILL KILL YOU SOON TO STOP THE CRISIS.”

I trembled upon the situation’s resemblance on the last anime that I watched. I tried to keep my calm. I shouldn’t reflect the fear that they are trying to inflict. If I act this way, it will make them more suspicious of my existence. I AM NOT THE CULPRIT. But when everybody is so affirmative about it, what will I do? WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?

While I am in the middle of my dilemma, I heard a knock on our door. A tall young man is standing outside and he is trying to control his expression. My classmates froze upon seeing him.  He looked so ethereal. His beautiful face projects a very gentle attitude. He removed his white jacket and held it on one hand.

He looked older than our age but his appearance seemed to blend in. His hair is golden brown in color and his sharp gaze spoke with elegance as he slowly surveyed our crowd. He entered the room and looked from side to side.

“May I know where our teacher is? I am a transferee.” , he said.

Now, that is why he is not wearing a uniform. His white long sleeves fitted exactly on his slim body. He might have felt the humid atmosphere because he unbuttoned his collar and rolled up the sleeves of his garment. His skin is so fair. I envy him.

“Who are you?”  One of my classmates from the back asked at the top of her voice.

He stopped fanning himself with his hand and wiped his forehead’s sweat before he answered the question.

“ Hyesung.  Shin Hyesung.” And he continued to look around. His eyes finally fell on the vacant seat beside me.  He walked directly towards my direction and sat right away. I can’t stop looking.

This is a dream.  He leaned backwards and crossed his long legs. He was about to glance on my side when he noticed that there is an amount of dust caught on the lining of his white ankle length pants. He brushed it off right away and fixed his shoelace too.

I gave up greeting him and buried my head on my arms. I am still going to get persecuted by my classmates by the end of the day. Why does this scenario needs to be like the “Another” anime?!  Ugh.

I can hear his loud voice joking around with them. He might have caught their attention with his prince like charm. I thought he is modest and quiet, yet I was wrong.  I can hear him laughing so loud that made me stand from my chair and scream at him.

“YA! HYESUNG SSI!” I was in rage. Why is he so insensitive and so – noisy.

He turned his head with confidence. Slowly and attractively. Ugh.  I can’t fall for this.

He looked at me intently before he erased the smirk on his lips and cleared his throat to return my gesture.

“Call me Oppa” he said nonchalantly. He is acting cool.  I can’t take it. He is so awkward.

A part of me cracked. I frowned at him. I tried to control my expression with my loss of thoughts. What the. Why –

And I heard my classmates murmuring loudly.

“What did he say?”

“Why her?”

“He won’t allow us a while ago”

“Oppa? Are they even close”

“She’s not even someone special”

“This can’t be”

I honestly did not ask for this. I am still astonished and cannot recover from his statement. He stood up to approach me. I stepped back to allow space to occupy a gap between us but he moved closer – too close for him to give me a whisper –

“ I will protect you.” he said softly near my ear. The warmth from his breath made me want to kill myself instead. My heart skipped a beat.  I knew it as soon as I heard his clear voice.

He faced my classmates and spoke to them.

“ Base from what you told me, you are suspecting that she is the culprit of the crisis that is why you are all planning to kill her at all costs. Now why don’t we just make this easier? Since you also don’t have any evidence about your accusations, we can just pick anyone from the class. You’ll never know but you might regret taking an innocent life out of your careless assumptions.”

He looked at them with very convincing eyes. He went around the teachers table and casually sat on the chair and placed his feet on it while saying, “Since I am a transferee and I can’t be that person, write all your names on a piece of paper and let us pick one from the entries instead. I will draw 6 times and if her name appears, then you go originally to what you have planned.”

 Everyone agreed. They wrote their names on the piece of paper and Hyesung told me that he will write my name instead to lessen the doubt. He collected one by one double checking if they really did wrote their names.

He asked 6 officers from the class to read the name that he will pick from the box.

The president of the class gave a try. She unfolded the paper and opened it. Her expression displayed confusion; she cannot somehow read the written name. No matter what she does, she can’t.

The Vice President, Secretary, Treasurer, Auditor and Project Manager of the class – seemed to have lost their ability to read when Hyesung gave them the paper. The same paper is appearing and no one can figure it out. It’s like a code without a correct answer.

They tried to pull an invalid paper again as random try and got different people instead.

The void on his first 6 picks did not get anyone killed today. But if it was readable, that person could have been dead meat before midnight strikes.

While everyone went home disappointed, Hyesung waited for me with a smile on his face.

More than being thankful, I also thought – that I was saved because of his sloppy handwriting.  :P

 dreamed of this.. i was watching too much anime recently that and at some point my night had an amazing twist with Shin HyeSung ~ i initially told this story to one of my SHCJ Eonnies and she encouraged me to share it.. ^_^

Another (Anime Original Plot)

The TV anime series Another is created by studio P.A. Works, based on a school horror mystery novel by Yukito Ayatsuji, and features original character designs by Noizi Ito (Shana, Suzumiya Haruhi). The story centers around a school class that has a curse, and the string of unavoidable deaths that befall the boys and girls in that class. 26 years ago, in a third-year classroom of a middle school, there was a student named Misaki. As an honors student who was also good at sports, the charming girl was popular with her classmates. When she suddenly died, her classmates decided to carry on as if she was still alive until graduation. Then, in the spring of 1998, a boy named Kouichi Sakakibara transfers to that classroom, and he grows suspicious of the fearful atmosphere in that classroom. In particular, there is a beautiful, aloof girl named Misaki Mei who wears an eyepatch and is always alone drawing pictures. (based on ANN synopsis)

[shindreams]

Hide and Seek

How many times did count?

It’s never enough. I’ve chosen to give up several times already but I know deep inside my heart that he will comeback. He should. He promised me. He will find us.

My friend is trembling while nagging me to just ignore that childish game but how can I do that when he’s risking everything while we are hiding? I knew he was bitten while we were still running but he tried to ignore the pain. He told me that he was born immune to the virus.

Andy Oppa knew that this will happen. We cannot stay safe in this place anymore. They are all coming for us. I am afraid but I am more burdened to think that I will be alone in the end. It was a good thing that he came to pick me up from my trip here. He saw me and my friend running for our lives a while ago from the living dead citizens.

I can’t still understand what happened but we woke up in our cabin hearing the tragic screams of the town’s people who are now without any doubt became part of them. Something very wrong happened in the research laboratory that was meant for my new location. If he did not come, we could have been dead meat.

“You’re crazy for waiting for him!!! I DON’T WANT TO DIE LIKE YOU AND WAIT HERE!” my colleague shouted at me and went out of the bunker where we are supposed to hide and she ran off somewhere. I couldn’t stop her since I am exhausted too.

I closed the lid tightly and returned to the last number where I stopped counting when all of a sudden I heard my friend screamed with agony from somewhere outside. I clenched my fists; I bit my lips and chose courage from fear. I stormed my way out from the bunker only to see her being devoured by a crowd of zombies which are now approximately a couple of meters away from where I am. It was too late, she was lifeless already.

I can’t hide anymore. I saw one of them twitched its head towards my direction and slowly others sluggishly turned their disfigured bodies to where I am. I closed my eyes and kept on counting. He should be able to see me now. I am no longer covered by a huge block of wood under the soil. My feet were numb already. I am starting to hyperventilate because of tension when I heard his voice above me.

“Found you.”

Andy Oppa’s voice was loud and clear. His well-modulated tone spoke peace to my heart. He does that most of the time and base from my instincts he is standing on a higher ground near me right now. I opened my eyes to meet him with my gratefulness but what I saw left me without words.

My hero’s delicate skin is now stripped with crimson colour. His bitten arm was like a fountain of blood attached to him and I cannot do anything to stop the bleeding. Strands from his neatly tied pony-tail were scattered on the side of his face and some were tucked under his ears. His white shirt is now all muddy and his jeans were designed with scratches from all angles. I cried a soundless sob and he hushed me with his blood stained fingers.

He bent beside me and got his handkerchief inside his pocket. Andy Oppa started wiping his arm, I thought he was about to cover it but he suddenly said to me,

“Okay, stay still. My blood will hide you from them.” And he started wiping the same handkerchief on my shirt, gently against my cheeks and wrapped it on my neck.

“Oppa, what do you mean?” I looked at his arm again with a worried thought and the wound was gone. I cannot believe what I just saw. Am I imagining things? Am I being delusional? I am so confused right now. I can’t even think properly.

“I will explain to you later. Let me carry you on my back, it will be faster this way. Junjin and Hyesung Hyung is already on their way here while Eric Hyung is almost done getting all the documents from the lab. Minwoo Hyung and Dongwan Hyung will be on the bottom of the cliff when I throw you off so you don’t have to worry.” He said and he pulled me out of the hollow and lowered his back for me.

“I can’t understand any of this. What is happening?” everything is starting to drive me crazy when he grabbed my hand and the next thing that I knew was – we are running in full speed while he is carrying me.

His sneakers were untied, I am worried that he might trip – but what’s happening right now is so inhuman of him. Even if he looks sleepless from his deep eye bags, his grip is extra tight. I know how heavy I am but he is steady with his speed. I thought he is a vulnerable person for being the youngest among them, yet I was wrong. Andy Oppa is very strong.

He spoke under his breathe,

“Don’t let anyone know about what you saw a while ago. You are the sixth person to discover. The members already know about me. This is our secret.”  

The moment I nodded, was the same instant that he threw me off that cliff. And while I am in the middle of my free fall trip, I woke up from my sleep.

[shindreams]

OTOKE?

“Let me tell you something, I’ll cry if you go.”

I was looking at him with my overwhelming emotions trying to burst from my tiny heart that I’ve been squeezing for so long.

“Go. Cry if that’s what will make you feel better. I am not going to stop you.”

He said in front of my face. His reaction is still unreadably annoying. He knows me very well.

I bit my lip. I tried to gulp one more ounce of confidence to not stutter as I speak my words of disgust but even before I opened my mouth, he hugged me.

Beneath his embrace, I felt his warmth. He held me close and tight. I can feel his chin pinning on my skull as he speak and I trembled –

“Why do you always make goodbyes so complicated? I was not supposed to cry with you. I was planning to leave you as cool as possible but you are so spoiled. What have I done to deserve your tears?”

I tried to escape from his lock but he restrained me from doing so. I bounced back to his chest and I heard his silent sobs while he gently brushed his hands through the strands of my hair.

“Oppa, let me go.” I can’t even hug him back right now.

“No.” his voice was firm and full of sadness this time.

“Please. You need to stop.” I begged one more time and he loosened his grip.

“NOW HOW CAN YOU POSSIBLY GO TO YOUR BLIND DATE WITH ALL MY MASCARA SMEARED ON YOUR WHITE SHIRT?” I exclaimed.

He was shocked. He didn’t expect this to happen.

“See?! I told you I’ll just buy you ice cream when I come back!!! But you kept on asking me to buy it first before I go! Now what will I do?” he was briefly furious about it but my epic abstract face paint suddenly made him laugh so hard.

“Jinnie Oppa, stop laughing.” He is annoying me at some point.

“Oh, I didn’t know you can be so cute like that! Hahaha! Minwoo Hyung! Look! We have a baby panda here! Dongwan Hyung! HAHAHAHA LOOK GUYS!”

All of them came out in a rush Eric Oppa laughed silently while hiding at behind Andy Oppa. Both Hyesung Oppa and Andy Oppa tried to cover their smiles with their hands. Minwoo Oppa helped Jinnie Oppa to stand back to his feet while still laughing out loud. Dongwan Oppa on another hand was ready with wet tissue on his hands and started wiping my face with it.

“Now, stop your drama. Let’s go buy your ice cream.” Dongwan Oppa’s smile made me felt more pathetic and happy having them as my sworn brothers.

Oh that ice cream. =_=

PS. yes this is one of my dreams again.. and i remembered promising myself to upload every shindream as a one shot XDDD 

[shindreams]

Won by Defeat

“Don’t wait for him anymore.” He said it again without any sound of hesitation in his voice.

I think he got used to it since he had been saying that same line more than ten times now. He adjusted his snapback again to fit his perfectly groomed almond brown hair and stood up from his crossed legged sitting position.

He walked towards the window and checked his wrist watch for the nth time. I cannot believe that his angelic face can still illuminate that beautiful magnitude while his temper is being tested. He took off his ash tinted cardigan and placed it on his shoulders instead. From where I am sitting I can see his well-toned biceps emerging because of his stressed muscles. His tan line is also visible on that black sleeveless garment that he is wearing.

He walked towards me and bent one of his knees to rest it on the floor. The moment we matched our visions, yes – I just saw how elegant his face is in close range. His piercing gentle eyes focused on mine, I don’t know where to look since his tiny nose and tight thin lips are so distracting in so many ways that I cannot explain.

“Come with me. We need to go now.” His voice, it is really heavenly convincing with all that poise of a prince substantially negotiating me over and over. I am really having a hard time keeping up with this kind of pressure.

I know he is already losing his patience but what can I do?

“Hyesung Oppa, I can’t. I promised him.” I closed my eyes tightly as I said those words that would probably make him explode when all of a sudden the doorbell rang.

The door swung open even before I can take a glance and the last thing that I saw was a flying kick being delivered to the late comer by an elvish prince.

“Hey! Don’t kick me! You said you are not coming! WHY ARE YOU HERE?!” Eric Oppa tried to dodge that painful attack.

“YOU IDIOT! YOU ARE AT MY HOUSE RIGHT NOW!” Hyesung Oppa said with a roaring voice.

I shouldn’t look at them while quarrelling but I can’t – it is too amusing.

“Exactly! That is the reason why I came in late! We decided to meet in her house and the last thing that I knew when I woke up is you picked her up and brought her here to wait instead! YOU ALREADY HAD BREAKFAST WITHOUT MEEE!!! AND YOU’D GO TO DISNEY LAND WITHOUT ME TOO?!!!” Eric Oppa shouted with a whining high pitched voice.

“I promised I will wait Eric Oppa. Now let’s go?” I gave him a cheerful beam since there is no point of fighting with each other anymore.

“Oh yes, I almost forgot about that.” Hyesung Oppa calmed down in an instant.

Before I can stand up, I received a message from Jinnie Oppa with a picture of the four of them saying –

“Eric Hyung, come here faster!!! Minwoo Hyung and I are so bored right now we cannot do rides without you three! Dongwan Hyung and Andy are getting cotton candies for us right now. SHE WILL BE SURPRISED WE ARE ALSO HERE!!! Hurr – “

And another message came in from him too –

“Please pretend that you did not see the first message. Eric Hyung will kill me. T_T”

[shindreams]

How to Avoid the Rain?

I regret going here. I know that I must have been very late but I needed to be here nonetheless.

An unknown number sent me the most intriguing text message that made me go run wild with a rush to my old university. I hate this gut feel.

The person who sent it to me told me that I without me, something very awful could happen and I must take the responsibility afterwards if I will not believe the message. The sender is waiting in our library.

I know it sounds super lame and all – but I am anxious like hell. My phone just got restored and all my contacts were gone. I’ve tried to call the number but it seems like the battery drained mercilessly in the most unwanted timing.

The weather is humid. I can smell the rain coming real soon. I decided to tie my hair on a pony tail and sprint all the way from the gate of the school across the very huge ground field. I was almost out of breath and panting like crazy when I reached the first floor of the building where our library is. I leaned on the glass door and pushed my way in with the remaining force that I have. I accidentally tripped and went out of balance. OH MY.

In slow motion, I saw him running to catch me from my epic fall. He was able to glide right in front of me and save my reputation from a very huge lump of embarrassment from my juniors who witnessed it with shock and amazement.

His face, I recognized it right away the soonest that my eyes focused on him. He steadied me like a weak vegetable; my wasted adrenaline is taking effect. He lowered his posture to match mine as he reached something inside his pocket.

He brushed the strand of my hair from my forehead and wiped my sweat with his handkerchief. His thick eyebrows were so near to each other and both were displaying a worried expression.

His eyes were as anxious as I was, I can’t believe that a handsome face could be staring at me directly and as near as this. I looked down to avoid his gaze and traced my sight towards his undeniably straight nose bridge and his puckered charming lips – he will scold me in no time.

“I told you I will wait in the library. Have I ever told you to hurry and push yourself to run here carelessly? I can wait and I will. Look at what happened to you. I was right to meet you here. I saw you earlier running like you’re being chased by zombies.” he said while pinching my left cheek.

 “Jinnie Oppa, it was about to rain. I don’t have an umbrella.” I hope my obvious excuse can be accepted as a valid reason.

“You don’t need an umbrella; I brought two orange raincoats for you and me. I needed you to come here and try it if it fits well. It’s custom made for us. Eric Hyung and Minwoo Hyung asked me to deliver it to you since they still need to buy groceries. Hyesung  Hyung will be here to pick us up and Dongwan Hyung too along our way. Andy is waiting for us in his house as we speak. Don’t tell me you forgot.” He explained while folding his white long sleeves. He also bent down to fold the edge of his nicely ripped off denim jeans.

“Oh so today is that day. I lost track of time, I failed to remember our slumber party.” I was saved indeed.

[shindreams]

Hello Goodbye

“Hey! What happened a while ago? You left even without saying goodbye. Are you mad at me?” his face is clearer now. The faint blur from my eyesight recovered his image right after I wore my glasses.

I knew he owns the silhouette that I last saw before my alarm broke my attention.

I looked around and it was the same place where I last saw him. I am not sure how I got here but he is waiting for my answer.

“What do you mean?” I tried to clear my dry throat from this sudden confrontation.

He got up from his squatting position and went closer to me. I stepped back as my instinct dictated my body. He looks like he is not pleased. His poker face is not giving me any clue of what to expect from him. This is an obvious misunderstanding.

His gaze is constantly piercing towards me, giving me this intense mood. It is too overwhelming to stare at his perfectly sculpted jaw line. Every detail of his appearance is like that kind of what you can see from the statue of David. His pointed nose and tightly shut well-proportioned lips can complete a handsome visual package for an actor.

I took another step backward as he advanced another stride to my direction. I am trembling for no reason and in a split of a second, a smirk appeared with a relax expression – that exotic charisma caught me again.

“I was not able to say goodbye because I don’t have any plans of leaving.” It is true. I accidentally left but I came back to see him again.

“I knew that. You will not be here if it wasn’t for the same purpose that I have.” He added with a smile on his face. He was so happy to contain it that his cringed nose can’t supress it anymore and he let go of his happiness with a roaring laughter.

I am waiting for him to say something again when I realized that he is starting to disintegrate. An echo of whistling started to invade our silent wordless conversation. His white sleeves started to spread all over the wind like tiny glittering particles of sand and I started to run to him and reach out for a chance to hold him.

“I came to tell you that I am practicing hard to visit you more often. It is hard but not impossible.” He told me with a very calm tone. His husky deep voice made me want to cry because this is the first time that I   experienced seeing him up-close.

“Don’t be disappointed, this is unlike ‘Hello Goodbye’. I’ll be back when you’re having a good time sleep. I hope your alarm won’t be as active as now. I feel sorry that you need to wake up. Until next time my bunny.” Eric Oppa gave me a wink and blew a flying kiss before I gasp and –

OPENED MY EYES only to realize that the 3rd snooze of my alarm snapped me the chance to talk to him.

[miclargeone]

Not My Wedding

Now, where do I go?

Base from our last conversation, my best friend asked me to meet up with her here before her wedding. I can’t stand waiting and patience is clearly not my favourite word. I am still obviously wearing my house clothes because I already saw this coming. She always does this to me.

It was a very hot afternoon in front of our coast line.  Yes, I am attending my best friend’s wedding as a ridiculous flower girl and her husband to be, who is our classmate in college didn’t object with that idea. It’s annoying the first time they told me about it but I don’t have any other choice but to play the role.

I walked idly tossing the crystal like white sand against my slippers and I was stopped by some tall well suited men from a distance. It was surprising for me to be caught up in a situation. I didn’t know that there was an ongoing photo-shoot of some sort. I said my apologies right away upon my disruption and the moment when I was about to leave the area – someone called me from my back.

“Hey! Don’t leave!” the voice was familiar. I looked around and saw his smiling eyes with charismatic wrinkles lifting his friendly mood. He raised his hand towards the camera man as a sign to pause for a bit and wore his fedora hat and run towards my direction.

He was well fit for the summer. He is wearing a colourful stripped sleeveless shirt and I can see that his biceps are obviously masculine and his slim waist line made me jealous. He looked very manly with that cropped knee length denim shorts. I clutched my bag with my hands, I am trembling – I suddenly became nervous.

He skipped the wirings like a kid and he almost stumbled making it pass to them. He remained his calm and continued to walk briskly to greet me. I cannot believe how I missed to see his adorable face; he looks like an actor on a very close range. I was glad that he does not have a towering height; it somehow made me more comfortable.

“I’m Kim Dongwan! Please forgive us from blocking the wedding location’s entrance. We will just be taking few more shots.” He flashed his perfect set of white teeth and gave me that smile which would complete a commercial material.

“I will be attending the wedding too. Your best friend told me that you might probably arrive around this time. She asked me to tell you to go straight inside.” He told me politely and I am out of my league. I cannot still come up with enough words to express myself. He is stunningly handsome.

“Okay.” Yes – that is my best, that four letter word ended our conversation and I went inside to change my clothes.

I was briefly absent minded when I passed the bamboo wood entrance which is covered with a nicely knitted curtain when someone passed by and unintentionally bumped on me. My bag fell on the sand and he picked it up in an instant, the tall guy with a puppy hair was wearing a white tuxedo with his bowtie still hanging on his neckline.

He was panting and at the same time trying to wipe all the sweat on his forehead before it reaches his tensed eyes. I thought I became a dwarf beside him – he has a height of a model.  His shadow covered me from the burning heat of the sun. His expression is worried and I am not in the proper state to react.

“I’m sorry, I was in a hurry I didn’t see you. Are you alright?” his voice echoed like forever in my ears. He didn’t sound like a stranger at all, his sincerity pierced through each of his words.

His huge hands are still gripping the straps of my bag; I decided to look down to escape from his angelic face. I can’t think properly whenever I am caught in his gaze.

“I’m Junjin by the way. Did you see a man doing a photo-shoot outside? I was about to call him, the wedding is starting soon.” He lowered his head trying to meet my eyes but I refuse to be petrified for the second time.

“Yes.”  - and I tried to grab my bag from him and he gave it politely. I tried to escape even if they are not chasing me.

Why are they here? WHY ARE SHINHWA MEMBERS HERE?!!!

I changed my clothes as fast as I can and went out to get the bouquet of flowers for my role. Why is the set up like a backstage of some kind? I am spacing out too much. This is a concert wedding I forgot. My best friend will be singing later for her husband to be.

The organizer is shouting at me silently to hurry up when I realized the six of them are all waiting for me too.

All of them are gorgeously suited up with identical white tuxedos with black bowtie which set a clear compliment to their classical look.

My breathing started to become heavier as I walked closer to them.

“Here, hold this instead. There is no bouquet of flowers prepared, your best friend preferred balloons. My name is Minwoo by the way.” And I got the orange balloon from his hands.

“Hey I was supposed to give her that! – Oh, sorry.. I shouldn’t have. I’m Hyesung.” And he extended his hand for a proper hand shake. I accepted it with a confused mind.

“Hyung, her best friend told us to treat her well. Why are you being like this?” I looked beside me and he walked closer towards me.

“Hi, I am Andy. We will be singing for the event too.” My eyes widened with surprise. It is a trap.

“It is not a trap. Your best friend likes this day to be special for you too that is why she invited us. She said you might get sad that you’ll be left alone when she gets married. We are here to remind you that being single is not a disease.” – he spoke with the influence of helium in his voice. It was supposed to be touching and all, but it was too hilarious to be accepted that way.

“Eric! Stop fooling around you - ! BLEEEP! BLEEEP! BLEEEP!” Hyesung said in an instant with all the censored word on an auto mute level, since he wants his lips to be read instead.

PS. yes this is one of my dreams again.. and i remembered promising myself to upload every shindream as a one shot XDDD

[miclargeone]

I woke up and saw him driving next to me. I don’t even know where we are going but looking at his excited face I know that he is really up to something.

Yes, he promised that he will make it up to me. He’s been busy with his schedule preparing their album and I’ve been waiting with no...

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SHINHWA'S "WORLD TOUR"

So I had a dream that I was like the coordinator for Shinhwa's world tour, mostly arranging the concert venue in Los Angeles and London (don't know why those two) and helping fellow SHCJ get a fantastic time with them like they did in their concerts in Korea.

Lost a lot of details ... Hyesung and Minwoo was playing around and doing games for meet & greet ..... I think Junjin was doing a hug game with 60 people (I really wanted that number for some reason) ... but then it all ended and Eric was like I hope I meet this person who did all this. Thought that was weird of him to say that .... Dongwan was like taking photos of everything while he was talking and when I look at his pictures, I didn't see me in it ..... then Andy went thru me!!! ................... I was a ghost! 

I think I dreamed that b/c Shinhwa was going to LA for KCON and I was crying bloody rivers that I couldn't go .....

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This might be nightmare to some SHCJ but it is an okay dream for me xD

I got no idea what relationship I had with Andy in the dream. Maybe a friend that is like a little sister or some high school buddies that haven’t met for a long long time. I was visiting him with my boyfriend and Andy’s house was like some hotel with vintage decoractions in the dream. He was wearing one of his Sniper performance outfit.

I remember sitting in this vintage sofa and feeling rather excited while Andy was in front with that happy warmth polite smile. I was excited because I was finally getting to meet……

…

…

HIS WIFE!!!! xD

I told you this might be a nightmare to some SHCJs!

It must be all the guessing of which oppa is going to get married after Eric lifted the marriage ban that makes me dream this.

27 March 2015

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Going to Korea with bunch of noisy old ladies. When the tour car pull over, i met Eric, Andy and Junjin who were moving boxes containing the merchandise for 17th anniv. concert -->> the struggle of having poor company? >__<

They wore thick Jacket because it was still snowing and I thought Andy is really handsome in person.

PS. in my dream one of the merchandise is white riders jacket like the one they use in Venus MV

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back in school

I was at school, and we were having some kind of contest/competition in pairs, and Andy was to be my partner but he was home sick and wouldn't be in until 10am and the competition was over at 10am. I managed to figure out the first puzzle on my own and get to the second mission site, but the questions on that puzzle were all things specifically geared towards things only Andy would know, I guess they'd done that kind of thing specifically so we would have to depend on our partners, and so I was lost. I wandered around for a while, and I guess I had gotten the farthest along in the competition - no one ever won, but I just kept hoping that Andy was well and wishing I'd had him at my side for the contest because we'd have been unstoppable.

Come back, dearest maknae! Even in my dreams we can't succeed without you at our side!

(please can it be february yet?)

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The real otp

Weird dream. Forgot quite a bit of details but this dream is about the "real" otp in Shinhwa.

Basically I went Korea and somehow met Andy and Hyesung. <3<3 I think I approached them to ask for autograph or something like that. I got no idea how we ended up in some chalet kind of place and 3 of us were in a HUGE room with Kangta.

Andy was on my right lying on a bed, head resting on his right palm looking gloomy (he was wearing the shirt he wore during 2013 concert). Hyesung and Kangta were at the far end of the room on my left, being all lovey-dovey. It was obvious they were a couple in the dream.

I caught Andy stealing glances at the couple and I remember in the dream, I was laughing to myself thinking, "While all SHCJs are shipping Shinhwa members, Hyesung and Kangta are really dating and Andy is obviously jealous and likes one of them."

Then I started thinking if the person Andy likes is Hyesung, the real otp in Shinhwa will be syungdy, and if it is Kangta...

Kangdy, Anta, tady O.o All of it sounds awkward!! And that tickles me in the dream - thinking of the otp name of Kangta and Andy. 

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Whale, Giants and Stuff

My first shindream and this is seriously a weird dream.

I was returning from my office and was walking towards my house in the evening when i saw Dongwan and his mom with a stranded whale. It was quite far away from the sea tho. (PS: the setting was a huge field in a fisherman village, I don't even know whether this kind of village exists or not.) They were debating on what type of whale it was. ^^; Then they concluded that it is Blue Whale, I said it is Pilot Whale seeing from the size (the whale was small) and I showed them the google search of the whale. They agreed with me..

Apparently the whale was still alive and they were planning to return it to the ocean the next morning. So I went home.

Next morning, I went there to help them. I said we should borrow some kind of cart(?) from construction workers (not Eric) that was building the head of village's office near the ocean, and I went there to borrow the cart. When I was returning to the field, there was an unconscious giant lying in that field. This giant was Shin Hyesung, wearing one of that Roygent suit with blue sweater underneath the suit. The villagers were surrounding him out of curiosity. 

Since i realize that my main task there was to save the whale I ignore the giant and heading towards the whale. On my way to the whale I notice that there were another giant joining in (it was Eric and he was wide awake and playing around!) and later Hyesung was finally awaken and started to speak in random Thai (I'm not Thai and I don't speak Thai, I just assume that it was Thai).

Notice these Giants would be a good help for moving the whale to my cart, I asked them to help me to lift the whale. They helped me, but instead of lowering the whale in to my cart, they drop it on top of me and chuckling (Poor Fish!!). I got mad and asked them to move the whale to the cart. Once the whale was on the cart, I ran as fast as I could to the sea. When I finally could see the sea, I saw 2 purple eyes shining from below the ocean surface. And the face started to form and a whole body was emerging from the ocean. I noticed that it was giant Lee Hyori. (OMG!!) I took a glance toward my whale and I notice that this whale has turned into a normal size Lee Hyori. And when this giant Lee Hyori thing started to destroy the village, I woke up.

[andymycutesuperman]

I haven’t been posting boyfriend episode with Shinhwa for some time, but I thought this is too cute =P

My boyfriend told me today (16 Aug 2014) that he dreamt about Shinhwa! OMG! Boyfriend had a Shindream!

So in the dream we were in our future house and Shinhwa came to visit. Boyfriend told me...

[shindreams]

On the Road (to Shinhwa)

Well hey, it's me again. And I was visited by Shinhwa, again.  Things you should know: I have lengthy dreams. I have multiple dreamworlds. One of which, is like Pangea and all the countries of the world coexist on one continent. SHCJ chat is very influential. I'm only going to do the highlight, since my dreams are too long Start; In this one continent world, there was to be a Shinhwa concert. So the people of KKT decided we would go on one large bus to see it. Auntie drove, she always drives in my dreams o.o;; , and we stopped in Malaysia to pick up some more members. It was when we set off on the road to Seoul, that we saw a large black bus with the Shincom logo emblazoned on it. One friend, that I shall call Puffy asked, "Oh, do you think they're in there?" We were chatting , of course wondering if they were when another very important girl stuck her head out of a window and screamed, "OPPA IS IT YOU?" After a big lecture on bus safety from our bus driver's chingu, we began to blast Shinhwa songs and sing them very badly. But it was like real bad. Like, none of us had ever heard the words before so we just made it up. They must have been fed up with our horrible singing skills because Junjin and Andy opened up one of their windows with a drawing pad. A few girls ran to the window and I sat on seat on my knees so I could see. The sign said, "You suck at singing." They turned the page, "We'll show you how its done." They gave the ok sign to someone in the bus and next thing we know, Dongwan, Hyesung, and Minwoo rise from the roof of the bus with mics. And they began to sing. Three of the girls fainted. We then drove to Seoul and we got to have a meal with Shinhwa ^^ The end.