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find me @putdown until i can get elijah's blog completely finished.

#it's not gonna happen the way i wanted to but at least i have raylan again #no carrd #super low activity and maintencen wtv blog #bed time for me now

rip to those of you who are waiting for elijah's new blog... it's gonna take me a long time to get it where i want. dodson's blog, not so much. so dodson's blog it is for now.

#he's also my little passion project #:D

anyways gonna nap and then work on dodson’s blog

#dodson = new oc #just got home and i had a Night lmfao #i have a fever too ugh

me when i accidentally like threads i have no part of

#if you saw that no u didn’t #i’m so sorry #riiiiip i’m outta here

going home!!!

#got a new tattoo w a battle #love it here

today marks the start of my leave! which means for the next 12 days or so, i'll be trying to work on elijah's shit.

#last night was a good one #but because of how Good it was #i am so tired LOL #but i am awake and trying to work on two blogs at once #bc obviously i'm ill

if i’ve learned nothing over the past few months, i’ve learned the concept of “if it doesn’t fit, you just aren’t doing it right”

#this is not dirty so hold up #i am telling you i can fit anything into a backpack now #the number of things i’ve learned can fit into small crevices #that i would’ve never guessed could before?#fucking wild #just watched a girl shove an entire mre into her pocket #it’ll fit

elijah's official reboot will begin on the 22nd of december!

#i'm SO fucking busy #and i will be for about 4 months #but i have 2 weeks off starting then #SO

me: drinking enough coffee to kill a rhino why does my body hurt so bad

#bless my instructors they'e so fun and interesting #but gd am i tired today

smooching elijah's forehead. he seems like a very nice young man

he's not, he bites

#your arm babes #josey take the ghillie suit off i know it's u #no one else like elijah

because of the little amount of personal time i get in the day, this blog is going to be very slow to reboot. i am going to put most of my energy in @oncewere until that blog is fully rounded out, just because there is less i need to do to get colt’s blog off the ground. i plan to completely redo elijah’s blog, something i can only do on weekends. please be patient with me, and know i’m still open to plot with this asshole. just really swamped.

#what made me think the medical field would be a good idea #beating past me up #that’s fine #it’ll buff #in 4 months lol #also on that note: i’m very proud of my job #so i take it very seriously #so please don’t be offended #if i tell you that i need to prioritize school before our plot #it’s not you!!#promise

he’s happy.

#ˑ † ⁱⁱⁱ ⁾ ﹝ out of character ﹞ .#idk i felt like posting something #and ik y’all don’t wanna hear about the brief i’m stuck in #anyway laptop should be here tomorrow or friday

i’m back from the dead! this blog is going to be getting archived and worked on over the next few weeks as i settle into my school. i’ll be mobile bound until my mom can mail me my laptop, so come on down and plot with elijah!

#ˑ † ⁱⁱⁱ ⁾ ﹝ out of character ﹞ .#no formatting bc i’m lazy and in a rush #i missed it here fr #i won’t be here until Late tomorrow night #but come entertain me on this 8 hour bus ride

shineblind

when he was 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘢 𝘣𝘰𝘺 , iʼs heard , they DROWNED him in them cricks o̳u̳t̳ y̳o̳n̳d̳e̳r̳ . in them h̶o̶l̶l̶e̶r̶s̶ that ainʼt BLED since they birthed ʻim .

#ˑ † ˣᵛⁱ ⁾ ﹝ self promotion ﹞ .#( i'm doing bad things .

﹙ 𝙳𝙾𝙽'𝚃 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙳𝙰𝚁𝙴 𝚃𝙴𝙻𝙻 𝙼𝙴 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴 𝙼𝙴 . ﹚ † @susponte ˙ ˙ ˙ ᵀᴵᴹ ᴳᵁᵀᵀᴱᴿˢᴼᴺ .

if i had 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 that this is about the things we dare to do , i would have dared to put a bullet in his head . i would have taken him as seriously as a s̳c̳h̳o̳o̳l̳y̳a̳r̳d̳ kid , ready to swallow and 𝘁𝗵𝗿𝗼𝘄 up worms for a front of fives . i would have showed him how ready i was to swallow mulch in the name of a dare . the air is suffocating , tainted by deception and a terrible ache i cannot combat . it's not so much about my love for tim , as it is the loss of a seamless specimen . i briefly wonder how i would k̳i̳s̳s̳ him on his last breath — would it be delicate , or would i bite the 𝘁𝗼𝗻𝗴𝘂𝗲 from his mouth and 𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝙤𝙪𝙩 ? i think i would like to taste it one last time .

my lips peel back , to reveal teeth s̳h̳a̳r̳p̳e̳n̳e̳d̳ with the bones of those before tim . they drip from the light like 𝘀𝗶𝗹𝘃𝗲𝗿 from the wound of a beast . “ you talk too much . „ i take his chin b̳e̳t̳w̳e̳e̳n̳ m̳y̳ f̳i̳n̳g̳e̳r̳s̳ , digging them into his skin like a corpse into dirt . breath falls between our lips . that rot sleeping on his tongue , the one that only wakes up when alcohol touches it . there is 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘮 to become but the wounded ghost he already is , i fear not to tell him as much , and neglect to offer pre - existing condolences where they go 𝘂𝗻𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 . always so fuckin' ungrateful , this one . “ when you gonna s̳t̳a̳r̳t̳ sayin' shit i care'ta 𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙣 to ? „

if a b̳i̳r̳d̳ is alive enough to sing , will it do so in the 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘀𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲 of an enemy just to show it can ? i think the man in my hand would stop at 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘷𝘦 he has a voice , and i've found it to be infuriating as of late . the grip on his face 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘴 𝙛𝙖𝙨𝙩 , locked like a d̳i̳s̳e̳a̳s̳e̳d̳ j̳a̳w̳ on a prey that will not be consumed but desecrated and discarded into a twelve hundred foot hole . “ i'd l̳o̳a̳t̳h̳e̳ to think that you're 𝗶𝗴𝗻𝗼𝗿𝗮𝗻𝘁 on purpose , tim . i ain't ever loved you . „

#ˑ † ⁱⁱ ⁾ ﹝ in character ﹞ .#( *me limping off the dash* .#( ow ow ow ow .#( tim murder him .

" 𝐒𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐇 𝐎𝐑 𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐒 “

“ has there ᴇᴠᴇʀ been an option ? „

#ˑ † ⁱⁱ ⁾ ﹝ in character ﹞ .#( wild realizations up in this bitch .#( will kith him what're u waiting for .

smash or pass 😏

“ how 'bout you stay off my property f̳i̳r̳s̳t̳ . „

#ˑ † ⁱⁱ ⁾ ﹝ in character ﹞ .#( tell him to Chill .

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