I will probably not tag these things, so please view my profile at your own risk. I do not endorse any of this, and I am very pro-recovery. Please do not report me, this profile helps me cope.
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got raptured, prev shinigamiheartapples
call me kira but any nickname will do
he/him 19 years old
NEET piece of shit with no life
mostly ed a little sh (won't post/repost pictures)
DNI: meanspo, fatspo, fatphobic. im cool with most things within reason and will just block if something upsets me
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TAGS:
Did you know? Gods of death... : Just talking
That's Right... I'm Kira: Asks
Pull out a potato chip... And eat it!: Reblogs
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Anons: None Yet!
Read More to learn more about me... ↴
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Interests: death note (duh), various other animanga such as berserk + aot + furuba + etc, visual novels, 2000s anime/aesthetics, moe shit, obscure internet shit, yaoi shit, rpgmaker shit, the ocean, crayola (yes, really) and probably many other things i am forgetting.
despite my profile being themed around him, i ironically don't relate to light yagami all that much. i consider myself pretty unintelligent. im also far from having a god complex, as i actually have a pretty severe inferiority complex ive been trying to remedy for a decade now. i often fear im manipulative, but looking at it objectively, im the type of guy who wears his heart on his sleeve. i just think he's neat. plus, he's been part of my online identity since i was 12 or so.
i have a boyfriend/fiance who i love very much and he means the entire world to me. i might post about it often. i am completely dedicated to him and him alone. however, he does not know of this account, since i don't want to worry him. he cares about me too much. i would like him to think im not struggling.
i have very bad social anxiety and have had issues with socializing since i was a child, however, i am also lonely and live in solitude and would like friends. dms and asks are always welcome, however, please understand if it takes me a while to respond or if i come across as awkward! im really trying. just please don't flirt with me because of the above.
i am not diagnosed with autism, but i currently heavily suspect i have it. multiple of my friends are diagnosed and were the ones who originally brought it to my attention, despite me originally being against the idea. upon extensive research it seems very likely to me. i often use phrases like 'special interest' 'hyperfixation' 'meltdown' and 'overstimulated' simply because i feel like it best represents what im feeling compared to any other descriptor. i know some people get upset when non autistic people use these words, so i just wanted to clarify my reasoning a bit.
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SW: i'm not sharing that shit man but it's high
Height: 5'2 so i'm megafucked
been struggling with binge/purge/restrict since i was 10, hoping to lock the fuck in
lost my gallbladder because i restricted and purged a little too close to the sun so that scared me off for a little
been cutting since i was 11 since an ex taught me to, i only go shallow though
if i don't suddenly become a hot yaoi seme when i lose weight i will literally **** ******
i've been listening to the same song on loop for almost 3 hours now while aggressively rocking back and forth and moving my fingers to the beat and not doing much else
its really embarrassing, but i feel like im stuck in a loop. like im in a groundhog day situation and i cant leave it. ive done this sort of thing since i was a kid. it's getting a ton of energy out and id get stressed out if i had to stop.
i always told myself it was me being #quirky and a chud or whatever but i'm realizing my friends had even more of a point than i thought when they said im probably autistic
i've been listening to the same song on loop for almost 3 hours now while aggressively rocking back and forth and moving my fingers to the beat and not doing much else
its really embarrassing, but i feel like im stuck in a loop. like im in a groundhog day situation and i cant leave it. ive done this sort of thing since i was a kid. it's getting a ton of energy out and id get stressed out if i had to stop.
i always told myself it was me being #quirky and a chud or whatever but i'm realizing my friends had even more of a point than i thought when they said im probably autistic
a weird fact about me is that i actually realized i was a man/trans realllly young, around 10 or 11, and i accepted this almost immediately. i've always viewed myself as just some guy and ive never viewed myself as a woman, i just needed to find the word to describe myself
but coming to terms with the fact i was gay was wayyyy harder, i only really accepted it a few years ago. i felt like it diminished my masculinity. it's weird, but i feel like i was brought up as a cis man and have some unique trauma mostly cis men experience (i was raised by a 'boys don't cry' mom lol)
