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i'll be on mobile only for a while!
i won't link back here from my main until i have a complete blog - but my usual rules apply to darumi so you can check those
darumi uses third person pronouns, but usually speaks off of context and doesn't say who she's talking about (which is normal). If she uses 'I', this is an instance of a sentence that wouldn't have a pronoun in japanese
Truly beautiful 🍭🌙💙
"Takumi-kun is a misogynist that hates women and thinks they have no accomplishments."
"That's our boy! Depressed eroge protag-kun! Now for the sanctity of our IP we gotta make sure all his sexytimes are depressing or creepy!"
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[ eito tea ] @aotsukinouta
"Eh??? I thought you said it was tea! This tastes awesome!" She pushes the cup up with both hands to chug the rest of it. "It burns the inside of my mouth, I love it!"
-25 health
Send me “ ☕ “ for my muse to drink tea uniquely flavored after your muse, and I’ll tell you what my muse tastes!
in addition, i may also add how much it would heal my muse depending on their relationship with yours!
inspired by deltarune chapter 2.
What does your love taste like?
cigarettes and coffee.
a love like yours is raw, bitter, deeply human. it’s the kind of love that lingers in your skin, in your clothes, in the spaces between words. yes, you’re an unforgettable lover. you stain. it’s a love that keeps you awake at night. maybe you didn’t even want to fall in love at first, am i right? you just wanted to have fun and now you’re stuck, you really can’t get them out of your head and you fought it for a while or maybe you’re still fighting it. yours is a love that’s flawed, human, and deeply felt. it’s not made for fairy tales, but for indie song artists and lovers who do not care about the happily-ever-after, only about the present. being loved by you leaves a bitter aftertaste, you know? it carries a certain ache. it’s full of long pauses, stained fingertips, and glances that say more than words. but are you sure your partner knows how to interpret them? it can be pretty confusing. it’s so hard to guess what you’re thinking or what you’re feeling that you might leave your partner often wondering: “do they really want to be with me?”. some days you’re considerate, sweet, it’s so fun to be with you. then you distance yourself and you get all caught up in your own thoughts and problems you hardly share the burden of. the hardest part is loving you back. child, why do you make it so difficult? why do you push people away? is there something that makes you feel like you’re not worthy of being loved? is it your anger? your love tastes like coffee and cigarettes for breakfast. that might not be enough to satiate your lover’s hunger.
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send me one ( or more ) of the following.
✮ ━ top three favorite muses that you’ve played
♫ ━ a small playlist for a muse of your choice
ღ ━ favorite canon ships for your muse(s). are there any you dislike?
✄ ━ do you have any artistic abilities? If so, what can you do?
☀ ━ how long have you been roleplaying? how did you get into it?
❤ ━ do you have any crackships for your muse?
♕ ━ which fictional characters are your favorites?
回 ━ what are your top four favorite shows?
◈ ━ share some headcanons that you have for a muse of your choosing
↓ ━ have you had any bad experiences with roleplaying?
☾ ━ how many pets do you own? if none, what kind of animals do you like?
♣ ━ share five random facts about yourself
“I…” For a moment, his being had subdued with a blackened haze with the question. At least he had become used to pretending otherwise. Eito turned away blankly, as if he actually wouldn’t indulge her nonsense. But if it meant she wouldn’t mention him again with that grating voice, so be it. He could play the hypocrite once more. He'd never be anything else, anyway. “…Wouldn’t you know about that more than anyone else?”
“Oh well...like many of humanities' social constructs, perhaps the worst aspect really is the concept itself. The manner in which it's all just been another facade. And even if it wasn't, then love in all its definitions is of terribly parasitical nature anyway. Even the simple act of understanding one another, or prolonging their survival just has to be turned into...all kinds of pointless, disgusting cardinality. Because monsters just can't touch anything without ruining it. Taking and taking from each other until nothing is left, for piety or control, it doesn’t even make a difference in the end...” Unsightly, indistinguishable masses lumped together for nothing.
A tale as old as time. Pursuit of the heavens would always descend to only despair and violation in the end for a species like humans. He knew that, and had still indulged in the light of initiation, the sin of daring to dream an escape from the material world he knew. Longing for virtues would never be rewarded in the cruel reality of humans.
It wasn’t a lie at all to say that he resented his parents for passing down this gene of faulty emotions onto him. They intertwined, melted, stained each other with their ugly colors and gave up their egos for his very existence…a filthy mass of two in one loving their spawn just as they caged him for the rest of time. No wonder he could only take away everything from the only person he cared for just the same.
But a monster never needed to know that, nor would ever understand. They never did. “Otherwise we wouldn't have even met in a war like this. I don’t know what good any bribery for this slavery does when humans just make everything worse for themselves again and again, but I suppose that’s just how they get in desperate, mindless drones like the lot of you here. So...”
“...If you just want to lecture me as well, don't bother. I'll never see eye to eye with anyone's human values. However similar you want to say our lives are, that kind of projection doesn't really matter to me when you're this utterly hideous.” There was usually no other reason any human would ever actually seek out his beliefs, after all.
"Lecture?" She looked genuinely confused, tilting her head in a cutesy gesture rendered utterly meaningless. "You're so weird, Eito. I'm not trying to get on your good side, I'd hate that. I like you, so it's better you don't like me..."
"I really thought you'd get it..." She looks wistful for just a moment, before forcing a smile again. "I mean, you'd make Takumi hate you if you could, right? It's like that. Nothing good comes from caring about me. It just makes him sad. I'm better off being the girl nobody will miss."
What eye contact they'd been sharing had fallen out of place, Darumi staring vaguely past her friend at the wall behind him.
"...If I'd just died back then, none of this awful stuff would be happening to him. I wish I'd kicked it back when I was a toddler."
After a long, uncomfortable, quiet moment, she burst back into a manic smile.
"Ah whatever, no one cares!" Least of all the boy in front of her.
"You got enough books to keep you occupied? Maybe I should be letting you vet the stuff I grab so we don't end up destroying something you'd wanna read."
I’m a mess of a person but I’m loyal and I’ll love you with everything I have.
Recommend romantic candidates for my muses and see their reaction!
Note: They do not have to be ones my muses would like!
Slowly, he opened his eyes. The room was ugly. Messy. Dark. He hated every inch of it. Eito remembered how disgustingly helpless he had been. How Darumi, the repulsive blue monster screeching at him now, carried him here and helped him. He didn't understand it. She said she didn't do it for any real reason. In fact, it seemed like rescuing him would only bring her issues. So why?
Blue eyes stared peered at her for a moment beneath messy silver hair. He slowly moved to sit up. He felt filthy. Disgusting. He needed a shower NOW. But he had to swallow it.
"I feel terrible." He tells her honestly. But it didn't matter. Even if that WAS the case, he didn't have time to recover. Darumi was right. It was only a matter of time. They had wasted enough time with him drugged out of his mind.
"Calm down. Panicking isn't going to help." In truth. Eito was close to that himself. If he thought there was a chance of going back to that place... Well, he'd probably do something drastic. His goals were righteous, but he isn't going to discount the appeal of killing himself in that situation.
If Eito could pretend to be brainwashed, that would be ideal. Though, with the device destroyed, it meant they couldn't exactly trick Sirei. Which left one option.
"We need to kill Sirei. Apparently, my original plan worked in Takumi-kun's previous timeline. That is taking him out in one blow. You'll still explode but the revive-o-matic will revive you. I'm not registered anymore so that would fall to you." He didn't know if Darumi would actually be willing to cross that line with him. But it was the only choice he had. To rely on her. Disgusting.
"After that, I'll go back to my cage. We'll have to convince Nigou I'm brainwashed which will be considerably easier than Sirei. We can spin a mystery. I can claim I was cured and Sirei was going to speak with the higher ups and then never returned to release me."
It was shaky, but better than certain death.
"Alright! Darumi Addendum Round! Buzz in when Darumi gets something wrong!"
"We're screwed iiiiif! Someone hears the explosion when I murder Sirei; someone stumbles onto the crime scene; someone sees the revival drone set off; or someone goes into the infirmary, which I left unlocked, whoopsy daisy!" Getting into silly mode thoroughly helped her repress the sense of doom.
"I think the only way we're getting away with all that in the middle of the day is with a biiiiiig distraction! Soooo- Step one, Eito teaches me how to make a molotov! Step 2, Darumi tries to clean up the first crime scene and gets the supplies! Step 3, Darumi throws the molotov off the roof into the trees next to the school! Step 4, Sirei has to go to the war room to use his PA system thing, so his location is determined nice and easy for the crime! We get free run of the school while everyone is outside dealing with the fire! Eito runs to the courtyard and Darumi cleans up after herself!"
"Nigou might try to come pick you up after the fire's started, but he's like, a moron, so if I just tape the wires back up sometime in the next hour, he probably won't notice I completely destroyed that thing. I'm guessing we both have that thing where you sense people coming your way way faster than a normie, so I doubt we need to work too hard to avoid getting caught. I'll come and lock you up so your alibi is perfect, and Darumi is the village idiot, so it couldn't have been her!"
"Darumi...was on the roof watching the pretty fire, kyakyakya!" She grinned from ear to ear. "That sounds like something I'd do, right?"
“If you want someone to kill you, I can do it.” — Russell
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"Ehh?" Darumi blinked at him like it was the strangest statement anyone had ever made to her. It honestly could've been.
"That's way too anticlimactic! Do you know how long I've put up with being alive??? If I just wanted out of here I wouldn't need any help, it's not like it's hard to kill yourself."
People who didn't go through with it simply didn't want to die enough. That was fine. Though she couldn't imagine herself giving up so late in the game...
"I can't die unless it's well-written!" She spoke as though the existence of 'writing' in the literal actual events of the world was something commonplace. "I need to have a cool martyr plotline to go with, or have a great monologue that everybody remembers forever!"
"If my death doesn't mean anything, then why'd I even live this long?"
infp darumi....acceptable
"Only if you throw yourself into it."
"Booooriiiiiing. You'll have to write a better scenario than that for me to agree to it! I didn't put up with being alive this long for a boring ending!"
It's very cold in the courtyard today.
".....Would it be better if I started a fire?"
"As if I would do PDA with anyone here. Touching you gross monsters when I don't have to is something I'm not into." Gap moe? What in the world is she talking about??
Darumi rolls her eyes dramatically, like she's interfacing with a patently childish argument on the face of it. "Well, if you don't like me having it, you can have this for your next not-date!"
"Do some reading up! Maybe Takumi will like them too! You never know, those normies will say yes to the freakiest shit if you make puppy eyes at them!"
Oh. Oh, that piece of paper is CURSED. Vile, horrible, disgusting — humans are the worst creatures imaginable!
"You are utterly deplorable, Darumi-san. Keep your nose out of my non-existent sex life!"
"Huh-nya? You hate it? But Eito is the one who's always at it with the PDA. Like, more than Yugamu."
Facts click into a line of evidence. Raised in a ward, hates other people, only reads non-fiction books... "So you haven't noticed how it looks.......super gap moe..."
