Late Night Ink.

Everything that you are is all that you need and more. All post are my own. I do not call myself a poet or writer, but I do love to create. I hope you find comfort in what I write.

[shinrin-yoku24]

“Desire presses me, but love sustains me.”

[dearmyblank]

Thank You.

Dear B,

I heard recently that you’re still asking about me through mutual friends. I wonder how your girlfriend of 2 years would feel if she found out that you still think of me. Its been years; almost 3 years to be exact. Stop. If you’re regretting everything that you did and for giving me the reason to finally say, “I’ve had enough,” then its your fault and you’re just a little too late. Ever since I left you, I’ve been telling people not to tell you how I’ve been. Although, there’s still a part of me that wants to let you know that my life has been wonderful without you– I don’t. Although, I want to unblock you– I don’t. Although, I want to contact you and see how you’ve been– I don’t. Although I resent you, deep down I still care for you, even just a little, and I admit I still think of you too– ‘that’ is true. You’re selfish and greedy; you tire easily and always have wondering eyes. You treated me like trash, so I recycled myself and started a new life.

Thank you.

                       Sincerely, Lis

P.S. I secretly hope you find this, but I know you won’t.

[scenograph]

Layouts for Howl’s Moving Castle from Studio Ghibli Layout Designs - Understanding the Secrets of Takahata-Miyazaki Animation (2012)

[rm-drake-lines]

[shinrin-yoku24]

I am a cliche bird trapped in a cage with clipped wings dying to heal from past mistakes and my own fate. Crying is a silent truth of life and it’s denials; when we cry, we can no longer pretend. Be careful what you wish for, you might just regret it.

--Shinrin-yoku24

[shinrin-yoku24]

Sadness is poetry and happiness is just never enough.

[shinrin-yoku24]

Yet, I still have hope that if it’s fate, then I can’t assume that It’ll be easy.

[thegoodvybe]

[shinrin-yoku24]

“But what did you expect?”

“I don’t know. A fun time?” I expected to meet you and that was it. I expected to meet someone new and it would be a cool trip. I didn’t expect this. I didn’t expect someone like you-- so unreal, so different, so alike me. I didn’t expect love. I didn’t, but here I am in love with you. What did you expect? Sex?”

[thegoodvybe]

[thegoodvybe]

[thegoodvybe]

[poems-and-word]

[shinrin-yoku24]

You.

“If it doesn’t work out, then it doesn’t work out.”

“But I’ll be really sad if it doesn’t.”

[shinrin-yoku24]

What is life without a little spontaneous adventure. Nothing.

[shinrin-yoku24]

And So It Goes

Echoes of songs still lurk on distant foreign shores where we danced just to please the gods that only asked for more. And so it goes, we give ourselves to this-- we can’t spend our lives waiting to live.

- The Dirt Whispered by Rise Against

[remanence-of-love]