im too old to worry about cringe at this point

pinned for info

[shipselfing]

🥩venison (or Ven for short) 🪱it/it's, he/him, eel/eels, bug/bugs 🌈24y/o butch-presenting agender transmasc, been shipping for around 6 years now! 🦖lover of mid 2000s aesthetics, dinosaurs, speculative biology, computers, niche horror media, and more‼! 🧠autistic + schizo-spec, DID system, borderline + antisocial-PD, multiply disabled (MCAS, POTS, H-EDS, ARFID, PNES)

🩻i have a universal self-insert named Gary who i talk about semi-frequently, so beware of that

edit: only just realized i never actually listed who i ship with here?? in the place most people would find said info??? anyways. list of who i ship with (in no particular order) is under the readmore. i should warn you some of them are Not ideal

NON-SHARING F/OS: Delita Heiral (Final Fantasy Tactics), Kaito (Vocaloid), Reigen Arataka (Mob Psycho 100), Komaeda Nagito (Danganronpa 2), Vox (Hazbin Hotel) Flatscreen TV Gijinka of my own creation

SHARING-SAFE F/OS: Ramza Beoulve (Final Fantasy Tactics), Laios (Dungeon Meshi), Odysseus & Hermes (EPIC: The Musical), Ed Mercer, Isaac, and Claire Finn (The Orville)

NON-TRADITIONAL SHIPS: i have a pred/prey dynamic with Jimmy (Mouthwashing), i'm built to kill him and there's nothing he can do about it. sorry

[steel-peach]

King Delita's loneliness

[moonlightchef]

We're friends, are we not?

[ryuucae]

Delita and Ramza

[lexbians]

gmail = garry's mail

[saturniandragon]

garry's spot

[karcinogen]

This is how you all sound to me when you call it Yumeshipping instead of Selfshipping

[schizo-sapphic]

A dream that spreads its wings… is flying to the direction of oblivion Even this cruel dream cannot escape it Flightless birds are flying to the direction of incandescence Everything is lost to the cruel present time

s/i lore under the cut

hiii this is my portal s/i. i'm not 100% sure on xir name yet, but xe's a labrat homunculus created by aperture! xe has a long, complicated history with aperture, never once knowing what it's like outside the walls.

i'm still sorting out specifics in regards to lore, but xe is one of the few remaining subjects in apeture and tests alongside atlas and p-body after the events of portal 2.

in the same selfship universe as my darling @shipselfing and its stupid evil ball that it bullies

[shipselfing]

my wifething @schizo-sapphic is selfshipping with GLaDOS and it's reawaken my awful terrible complexes about wheatley..... i NEED to hurt him SO BAD

more about their dynamic under the cut

so. gary ends up inside aperature completely on accident! probably stumbled inside it looking for food, and then found himself in a world almost completely devoid of any visceral, living creatures for it to eat... disappointing. :[

as you might imagine, this makes gary pretty damn frustrated! he's only getting hungrier the longer he's trapped inside aperature, so he figures his best bet is to make himself look like a test subject for the chance to be put into stasis (which would at least insure he lives longer). this works at first! until wheatley wakes it up, of course. annoying, adorable, useless wheatley.... and he's.. exactly gary's type in prey... psychologically, of course. it's not like gary would actually get much from trying to eat him, but when you're hungry enough even your frienemies start to look like food! he can't help it! (at least that's what it tells wheatley when it bullies him lmao)

[hcat9]

𝗧𝗲𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗱𝘂𝗺𝗽!!

𝖼𝗋𝖾𝖽𝗌: "𝗆𝖾 𝗏𝗌 𝖿/𝗈" 𝗆𝗈𝗈𝖽𝖻𝗈𝖺𝗋𝖽 , 𝗒𝗎𝗆𝖾𝗌 𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗋𝗍 , 𝗀𝖾𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗆𝗒 𝗒𝗎𝗆𝖾𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗉, 𝗍𝖺𝗅𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖺𝖻𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗒𝗎𝗆𝖾 , 𝗀𝖾𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗆𝗒 𝗒𝗎𝗆𝖾𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗉 (𝟤)

[elv-doodles]

i think i can running around with the idiot sphere :)

An old doodle page from probably 2023 that I made when I was hashtag going thru it + that I really liked the lineless style of, and a recent-ish doodle page.

This would be such a disaster lmao

[quietsphere]

[selfshipping-saves-lives]

imagine your f/o(s) loving your voice! your laughs, singing, speech patterns, EVERYTHING!

maybe you struggled/are currently struggling with being comfortable with your own voice, but, please! your f/o(s) are okay with being comfortable with your voice first and they hope to show you as frequently as possible that what you have to say and how you say it is important and comforting to them! they insist!

[shipselfing]

If you and your F/O were pirates, what would your crew be like? Would you be rivalling pirates, or would you work together? wiiith whomever strikes your fancy!



duuuude delita and ramza being stuck on a pirate ship with a lil fuckin venison by their side and a crew of random units would be funny as hell

realistically i think they'd do very well together (ramza and delita are both more than smart enough to handle things like navigation and making sure the other crewmates work together) but they'd Totally have moments where they'd disagree with each other and be at each other's throats a little.. being stuck on a boat together is tough.

i'd probably be a member of the crew that's only recognized by delita and ramza as a mediator, with the rest of the crew assuming i mostly just tag along as an extra pair(s) of (buggy) hands to help keep things clean and fight off enemies.

in front of Most of the people on the ship i think ramza and delita would definitely bicker sometimes but never quite full-out fight each other, That kind of thing gets saved for me, since i usually have just enough dissociative apathy to look at things from the outside, as if i'm not also a member of the crew lol. i'd help them consider parts of the complex problems they'd have to solve that they would have otherwise forgotten about or ignored - i'd also help them regulate and take space when they need to. i'm a bug that's all about doing things at your own pace, so when they both start of overwork each other i'd be there! like a little secret advisor and confidant hehehe

i would also definitely be the first person for an enemy ship's spy/mole to try and get along with, since my place on the ship seems sort of suspicious to people on the outside. the funniest part of this is that i'm essentially a hypervigilant hex bug who's so obsessed with his guys that the minute i perceive a threat to them i'm Already ready to kill. delita would have taught me to wait for his instructions until i bite, but if there were a moment in time where i was actually 100% sure one of them was in immediate danger i'd totally go tiny-kaiju on somebody's ass w/ No hesitation.

[shipselfing]

Are there any types of characters that you can't ever see becoming an F/O to you? :0

sorry this answer is a little on the serious side (CW for descriptions of abusive behavior under the cut) but um, Any kind of fem-presenting character who is 2-dimensional and just.... angry or freaking out at all times. both because it's an incredibly sexist trope (female hysteria myth, period misinformation, dehumanizing, etc) and because of the stuff under the cut.

otherwise mostly just people outside my range of attraction i think? so like... cis women (not that they're not beautiful and awesome i just cant go there personally) and men who have no inkling of being GNC even a little bit (i am Not here for a masculine man i'm here for the real dudes)

the tl;dr is that my first (and most abusive) relationship was with a woman who thought she could use said sexism as a get-away-free card for public physical violence at all times (HUGEST RED FLAG ON EARTH EVER, ik, but i was 12 at the time and had never had a relationship before)

[shipselfing]

iam So sorry to people who send me asks bc i am so fuckin sick all the damb time that i usually don't have the energy to answer correctly or with all the information i'd like to

i literally have the Anti-Screen Agonies (migraines) , internalized shame, Randomized Faux Allergic Reactions (mcas), and enough internalized word-salad / disorganized thought to make 2 adult men forget how to process the english language, so that's all.... not very good for my ability to write

at this point I;m just thinking of trying to write and sounding fuckin incoherent anyways bc like..... i mean there's really only gonna be like 5 ppl reading these at max, i think (I HOPE)

[horrovetica]

‼️CALLING ALL YUME/OC/SELF X CANON SHIPPERS‼️

I'm opening a free-for-all art collab!! There aren't any hard set rules or deadlines to this, the goal is to have fun!

All you've gotta do is draw your yumeship/selfship/ocxcanon (whichever you want!!!) In one o' these silly little windows! You have free reign over the whole design and vibe, and you could even make it a broken wall as opposed to a window if you want!!!!!! Go crazy go stupid!!!!!!!!!!!! I've added a "template" of sorts for the window below, PLEASE DON'T FEEL PRESSURED TO USE THAT BASIC AHH WINDOW have fun with it!! Make it decorative!! Make it very YOU!!!!!!

All I ask is that you use the #shipinawindow tag so we can see all of your ships and f/os!!!!!!!!!!

YAAAAAAYYYYY YIPPEE YIPPEE WAHOO YOUR F/O(s) LOVE YOUUUUU!!!!!!

[cityandking]

oc asks: not-so-nice edition

alone: How does your OC deal with loneliness? Have they ever been completely alone before? How do they act when there's no one around to see them?

betrayal: Has your OC ever been betrayed by someone they thought they could trust? Has your OC ever betrayed someone who trusted them?

bound: Has your OC ever been imprisoned or captured? What happened? How did they get out? Did the experience leave any scars?

break: What would cause your OC to break down completely? What do they look like when that happens? Has anyone ever seen them at their lowest?

desire: What's one thing your OC wants more than anything in the world? Are they open with that desire? Why or why not? What would they do to fulfill it?

failure: What's your OC's greatest failure? Have they been able to move past it? Does anyone else know about it?

fear: What is your OC's greatest fear? What do they do when confronted with it? Are they open with their fear, or do they hide it away?

future: What's the worst possible future for your OC? Are they taking steps to avoid that outcome? Are they even aware it's a possibility?

ghost: Who or what haunts your OC? What happened? How do they live with their ghosts?

guilt: What is your OC guilty about? How do they handle their guilt? Do they try to avoid guilt, or do they accept it?

hate: What does your OC hate? Why? How do they act towards the object of their hatred?

heartbreak: Have they ever had a relationship that ended badly? Experienced some other kind of heartbreak? What happened?

hide: What does your OC hide? Why do they hide it?

hunt: Who or what is your OC hunted by? A person, a feeling, a past mistake? Is your OC able to let their guard down, or are they constantly alert?

mask: Does your OC wear a mask, literally or figuratively? What goes on beneath it? Is there anyone in their life who gets to see who they are under the mask?

midnight: What keeps your OC up at night? Do they have nightmares? Fears? Anxieties? What do they do in the small hours of the morning when they should be sleeping?

mistake: What's the worst mistake your OC ever made? What led to them making it? Have they been able to fix it? How have they moved on?

monster: Is your OC monstrous in any way? Is there something that makes them monstrous? Are they aware of their own monstrosity? Do they accept it or reject it?

nightmare: What does your OC have nightmares about? How do they deal with their nightmares? Do they tell people, or keep it to themself?

pain: What's the worst pain your OC has ever felt? Do they have a high pain tolerance?

secret: What's one secret your OC never wants anyone to know about them?

skin: How comfortable is your OC in their skin? Do they grapple with anything that lives inside them—a beast, a curse, a failure, a monster? How do they face the smallest, weakest, most horrible version of themself? Are they able to acknowledge it at all?

torture: Has your OC ever been tortured? Would your OC ever torture someone else?

wound: How does your OC handle being wounded? Are their wounds mostly physical? Mental? Emotional? What's the worst wound your OC has ever experienced?