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hey folks so bc this blog feels so god damn stale i moved it !!! i can now be found over at @shldwielded, where all of Sven’s shenanigans will continue. thanks !
Stranger Things
occasionally subtle

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if i look back, i am lost
cherry valley forever
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
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Janaina Medeiros

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Acquired Stardust
Sade Olutola

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we're not kids anymore.
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SHLDWIELDED MOVED
hey folks so bc this blog feels so god damn stale i moved it !!! i can now be found over at @shldwielded, where all of Sven’s shenanigans will continue. thanks !
SHLDWIELDED MOVED
hey folks so bc this blog feels so god damn stale i moved it !!! i can now be found over at @shldwielded, where all of Sven’s shenanigans will continue. thanks !
SHLDWIELDED MOVED
hey folks so bc this blog feels so god damn stale i moved it !!! i can now be found over at @shldwielded, where all of Sven’s shenanigans will continue. thanks !
SHLDWIELDED MOVED
hey folks so bc this blog feels so god damn stale i moved it !!! i can now be found over at @shldwielded, where all of Sven’s shenanigans will continue. thanks !
SHLDWIELDED MOVED
hey folks so bc this blog feels so god damn stale i moved it !!! i can now be found over at @shldwielded, where all of Sven’s shenanigans will continue. thanks !
SHLDWIELDED MOVED
hey folks so bc this blog feels so god damn stale i moved it !!! i can now be found over at @shldwielded, where all of Sven’s shenanigans will continue. thanks !
' sven? oh my- ' it's not like james barnes to cry, but tears do well up in his eyes. it's been eons since the last time they saw each other. he opens his arms, shortening the distance between them. ' it's you! you're alive! ' jamie hugs sven tightly, burying his face in blond hair. ' you're alive... '
random stuff ; always accepting.
AT FIRST, HE DOESN’T BELIEVE IT. Why should he? Night after night, for years, he has had the same dream, the same damn NIGHTMARE, and it always starts like this. It always starts with Jamie, it always starts with him standing there just like he was the day he… DIED. It sounds so strange to call it that. In that moment, watching the only man who has ever seen every part of him, every broken and disgusting part of him and yet LOVED him anyway turn to ash on the wind… it didn’t feel like death. He sees it every time he closes his eyes and it never feels like death. Jamie faded from existence. If not for the people who loved him… it would be as if he had never lived at ALL.
SVEN CAN HARDLY PROCESS THE ARMS AROUND HIM. He expects Jamie’s touch to phase through him, like it always does in the nightmare, but it doesn’t. Jamie is holding him, touching him. His face is against the tangled MESS of a ponytail that has become Sven’s hair these days, and Sven can feel him. God, he can feel him! Slowly, his arms raise to return the embrace; his eyes begin to water as he claws at the fabric of Jamie’s clothing, grasping the other man is though he is soon bound to DISAPPEAR again.
HE BURIES HIS FACE IN JAMIE’S SHOULDER. He’s clinging, he’s breaking apart in Jamie’s arms, but he pays no mind to it. He is so caught up on Jamie’s presence, right here, right now, that nothing else MATTERS. There are so many things he wants to say, that he wants Jamie to know, but his mouth feels so horribly dry and he can’t be sure he won’t SOB if he opens his mouth. He tries, anyway; his voice comes out hoarse and broken as he mumbles against Jamie’s shoulder. ❝… Please don’t go.❞
WE FIGHT FOR SKYRIM !
skyrim based multi verse oc; as penned by avery, template credit.
SHLDWIELDED MOVED
hey folks so bc this blog feels so god damn stale i moved it !!! i can now be found over at @shldwielded, where all of Sven’s shenanigans will continue. thanks !
me: I should write smth for Sven again
my dumb brain: or you could just... not
' i'm so sorry, sven! ' mya hugs him tightly, her own voice choked by emotion. ' i wish i could bring him back to you. i really do. ' ( post iw angst 👀👀👀 )
random stuff ; always accepting.
LOSS. He has never been unfamiliar with it; he knows it well, like an old friend who still remembers to check in every now and then. But this loss is DIFFERENT. Where in the past, it has burnt a fiery anger in his chest, he now feels nothing. Rather, not so much nothing as an empty, dull ACHE reverberating in his bones. Part of him is missing; he will NEVER get it back. His sister, his parents— James. He has nothing. He is NOTHING.
MYA AND STEVE WILL HAVE THEIR HAPPY ENDING. A long time coming, perhaps, but they will have it. The angry bitter part of himself, the one he’s always wanted to cut out of him like bad meat, LOATHES them for it. Sven won’t have that, not with James. He doubts he’ll have it with anyone. For two years he told himself that he and Jamie would have that ending, that things were going to be alright. There’s no LYING to himself anymore. He and Jamie were never a fairy tale— they were star-crossed lovers, destined to fail from the start. They are a TRAGEDY.
IT ALMOST SEEMS LIKE JUSTICE. After everything he’s done, to have the one being on the planet who made him whole RIPPED from his arms, it seems right. The universe is PUNISHING him. He has nothing. Mya will care for him, he knows she will, but he is not worthy. Not after what he’s DONE to her. He can’t look her in the eyes without flinching, there is nothing tethering him to this life anymore and he cannot bear her worry. Sven is dead weight; she still has a HAPPY ENDING to live. He cannot find his own name among its pages.
SVEN IS LIMP IN HER ARMS. She speaks the words he’s heard a thousand times. I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry. He’s trembling, and it’s humiliating but he cannot find it within him to stop. His forehead comes to rest dully against her shoulder, blue eyes open. He wants to cry, to sob, to SCREAM, but he cannot find the will to do that, either.❝I don’t want to do this without him, Mya.❞ Sven’s voice is small, shaking. BROKEN.❝I can’t. I can’t do it.❞
also i watched infinity war and sven is REALLY REALLY FUCKING UPSET. spoilers under the cut bc i gotta yell about this
as most of u have noticed, the bucky that i write/ship with is VERY IMPORTANT to sven. very much so. he was separated from his love for two years, two years that sven spent in depression and loneliness and self hatred and borderline fucking alcoholism, only to lose him just after they’ve reunited. only for thanos to snap his goddamn purple sausage fingers and for bucky to just... disintegrate. sven has nothing. bucky was his everything and now he is dead. sven is a wreck rn guys and im so sad for him
so i think i’m gonna? move this blog?
❛ IT’S NOT YOUR FAULT YOU HAVE YOUR FATHER’S EYES. ❜
@dcesses asked: 👶 for a moodboard about my muse’s childhood ! prompt.
❛ && HE LOOKED AT ME, LIKE THERE WAS SOMETHING IN ME WORTH LOOKING AT. ❜
@imperisabil asked: ❤ for a moodboard about a romantic relationship of my muse (Jamie && Sven) ! prompt.
❛ I WILL BE BRUTAL. ❜
@aeliell asked: ✿ for a general moodboard about my muse ! prompt.
❛ && IF YOU MUST DIE, DIE KNOWING YOUR LIFE WAS MY LIFE’S BEST PART. ❜
@swrdwielded asked: ❤ for a moodboard about a romantic relationship of my muse (Mya && Sven) ! prompt.