This was from 9.45 years ago, probably posted within a few months.
I finally decided it needed to be reposted for Tumblr, Twitta, my discord and especially patreon free level.
I met someone at this location after being friends for a bit online and auddenly she blocked me on twitters....2017? I tries to reply to a post she made about being called the ugly twin to back her up and found myself blocked, but she never blocked or responded to me here. Sad times, no idea wtf that was about, had nothing to do with me. She was block happy, maybe tapped the wrong person to block,but I wanted to credit her for posting a certain reply method to people/fans/etc which wasn't a variety but it was constant, so it let me do kinda the same thing but more often and variety.
I went on to make my music, live streams, albums, move 3 times, and do not regret what or how I have posted 🫡
I was making GIFs to thank recent supporters and thought: Why not just make a video!
See, I lost my job a week ago, it hit hard but I saw it coming because of the hostile work environment, the guy I was stuck with was abusive every day, threw stuff, lied, mad, dis good work but only under meds and energy caffine drinks. Whatever was up with that guy just....I couldn't concentrate and maybe this is the push to a better job.
So I had time between jobhunts to thank the people who chipped in for this occassion, stuff I was able to try on and fix during summer etc.
People do ask about the video sources from the GIFs I make (and the occassions).
From foxy Friday to DeMonday I gotcha. Plenty of Easter Eggs. Social Media sites have the video version with the supporter help credits on the side.
original is in my patron.
Usual, I make everything from scratch myself, only a couple characters are not even designed by me, and you will KNOW those. Otherwise that purple has been worn over 150 times now, cuz I will dress up while arting and crafting and creating and especially while friggin fixing and modifications 😅
This post is for Elena Kotka who may think I don't think about them when I wonder about them a lot.
I think aboit a lot of supporters, online friends and those I haven't talked to in Philly , Maryland, Simi Valley, Ohio, Toronto, Texas, Glasgow etc etc since covid started especially.
I JUST lost my (blechk) , Friday. Saw it coming, it only lasted a few months. So this is not to beg but to note people who have helped me get through these times always makes me think of them, and often especially when shit hits the fan.
I know it is weird as fuck to say, but the more life shits the more I think of you guys, sorry but it is true. 💜
Even if you don’t live there, if you still live somewhere in the states, please, listen up.
“The MA legislature and governor just proposed dangerous social media surveillance legislation that would require everyone in the state, including adults, to upload a government ID or submit to a face scan to create a social media account. If something like this passes here, it will spread to other states faster than activists can fight back.
I have an op-ed out in today's Boston Globe explaining why this legislation would hurt kids and help Trump attack LGBTQ youth and undocumented folks. You can read it here (no paywall) https://archive.ph/rAK4P
If you're in MA, please send this to your state senators and the governor! They need to read it! You can also use this tool to easily call the key lawmakers who will be making decisions about this: https://www.stoponlineidchecks.org/ma “
- Fight For the Future Signal chat
I encourage reading EFF’s article linked below as it goes into the greater details of the legislation aside from this, but key notes:
• Forces everyone (not just kids) to upload a government ID or submit to a facial recognition scan to create a social media account or post online, even on educational sites like Wikipedia
• Force parents to send even more sensitive information to Big Tech companies to “verify” custody in order for a minor to create an account (think: sending a birth certificate to Mark Zuckerberg to let your teen create an account)
• Allow unsupportive parents to lock queer and trans youth off the Internet, restricting access to life-saving community and information with zero recourse
• Expand the Trump admin’s surveillance capabilities, making it easier for them to persecute people organizing protests, monitoring ICE, and criticizing the administration
• Cost Massachusetts tax payers enormously, as the legislation is clearly unconstitutional and would face legal challenges.
• Specifically harm undocumented folks who use social media to warn communities about ICE activity and raise money for family members
• Fine smaller and non-profit tech platforms like Mastodon and Bluesky out of business, further expanding the monopolies of Big Tech platforms
It is one of many of the worst pieces of digital surveillance legislation right now in the states.
If you’re in MA, please call and write to your state senators and governor through EFF’s article below, and if you’re not, either spread the word or call them too, but, don’t give them your ZIP code so they don’t know where you are.
we were getting somewhere , very busy, moving out of despiration and not liking where we ended up because of one key person who is gunning for me and trying to ruin my career path.
Since we are stuck here for a bit, we wanna enjoy ourselves while trying to earn moneys and save up, I was never rich , but supporters are sublime.
at least during the weekdays I can acquire free brewed coffee.
I also miss tumblr, no need to use it recently as much as I wanted to. I also miss soneone else that turned a 180 into complete enemy simply because they craved it. Sad, it's too bad people cloak tgeir true feelings of spitefulness masked as friendship.
Oh well, that's the blues of the situation, there haven't been many good fun times, just straightforward go and exhaustion. Probaly played video games 4 times since mid January, not for long either.... Getting some of that soon cuz I need it.
But yeah making room on my phone for Tumblar app because I miss our social sites of old. This site broke and the loging was messed up for awhile last year! Patreon too, gotta give my great supporters some juice, sauce, shares whatever....juice.
2025 was not good for many, we're just lucky we are alive even with no home, job, etc. I can work and move for now, partner is disabled with messed up requirements....
I'll gladly take this instead of what some people are sufferring thru with wars and bs of USA right now. We'll see what I can do , but it can't last much longer 👊💙
but I think anyone who would need this would probably see it this time anyway.
❤️
pic saved from awhile ago.
Some are sick, some are busy, some have had it and some are struggling to even see where they can go.
I like to share to lighten up myself and others. Video,GIFs,pics whatever.
I don't celebrate christmas, I celebrate the winter dark season in it's naturally impressive aspects. ..... imagine people and society being far worse and stressful than nature, well we can right?
I know who some of you are, and yeah I been thinkin about you guys. Wish I could share more.
but I think anyone who would need this would probably see it this time anyway.
❤️
pic saved from awhile ago.
Some are sick, some are busy, some have had it and some are struggling to even see where they can go.
I like to share to lighten up myself and others. Video,GIFs,pics whatever.
I don't celebrate christmas, I celebrate the winter dark season in it's naturally impressive aspects. ..... imagine people and society being far worse and stressful than nature, well we can right?
I know who some of you are, and yeah I been thinkin about you guys. Wish I could share more.
❄️ Orders with 3+ characters will be moved to the bottom of my queue.
❄️ And hey, while there's no guarantee for these to be done by Christmas, do let me know and I'll try my best to make sure you get a sketch before the 25th at least!
While watching a DVD from the library my TV popped up a message saying to press a button if I wanted to watch this from additional providers.
It's never done that before so I looked it up and turns out Roku TVs have added all sorts of creepy things in the privacy section since I last checked.
One of which being they take screenshots from what you're watching and send them to third parties to identify it.
Fucking hell! Remember when every fucking device in your life wasn't a spy implanted in your home and working against your interests to try and sell your data? Remember how nice that was??
Remember when the TV was just a tool that would play the things you plugged into it?
While watching a DVD from the library my TV popped up a message saying to press a button if I wanted to watch this from additional providers.
It's never done that before so I looked it up and turns out Roku TVs have added all sorts of creepy things in the privacy section since I last checked.
One of which being they take screenshots from what you're watching and send them to third parties to identify it.
Fucking hell! Remember when every fucking device in your life wasn't a spy implanted in your home and working against your interests to try and sell your data? Remember how nice that was??
Remember when the TV was just a tool that would play the things you plugged into it?
Why must the future suck SO much?
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