Previously, I shared my theory about humans being the children of God who descended into this plane of existence. Or at least some of us. I also said I would try to prove this theory.
I don't have all the answers. I'm still learning. But I will share the little I know so far. Starting with my personal experience.
Last year I had a dream. I was floating above a great lake of fire. More like an ocean of fire or lava. But most of it was shrouded by black screens which separated me from this ocean of fire. The screens looked like they were falling apart and a sudden move would cause them to completely slip away.
I told this dream to another person and they assumed it was the Lake of fire as mentioned in Revelation. But, the dream reminded me of another dream I had a little before.
In this dream, God was like a planet of fire and I was a planet with water. God as the fire planet was drawing me in towards Him. With the intent that we collide and merge. The closer I got, the heat from Him caused the water from me to evaporate. I got a little frightened thinking I would be a dried up and barren planet by the time He was done with me. At the last moment, I somehow swung too wide and did not merge with Him. So, He would have to swing me back around, going through the whole process again.
These dreams reminded me that the Bible describes God as a consuming fire and His ministers, a flaming fire. Asking, Who can dwell with the devouring fire? Who can dwell with everlasting burning?
What does this have to do with my theory?
Well, several years ago, God came to me early one morning while praying and gave me three messages to give to three people. While He spoke to me, He overshadowed my consciousness, where I felt as though I was Him.
I didn't have the secrets of the Universe and suddenly was all aware or had miraculous powers. I just knew I was Him.
Growing up with Christian and Hindu family, I was very confused with the experience. My Christian knowledge rejected the idea, whereas my Hindu knowledge accepted it. A very confusing time that was.
So, when I had that dream about the ocean of fire last year, I believe it was God in His consuming fire form. And those partitions I saw were the veil that separates my consciousness from His.
Once removed, I believe my consciousness will merge with His.
But I don't think I'm the only one He has. I assume He has others. And I could be wrong, as I said, I'm still learning. But I believe our existence was in Him from from the beginning. We came out of Him and are Him, but those screens have separated our consciousness from Him. Making us forget and think we are separate individuals.
I know my experience and dreams aren't going to be considered valid by other people. But it's a large part of me and my journey.
Anyhow, in the next post, I will share Scripture.













