Mike

He/it - 19 - freak ✨Do what you want forever✨

[shouldhavestayedawayfromhere]

Intro post!

Hello, welcome to my blog! My name is Yuta, I use he/it pronouns and masculine terms. I'm a 19 year old agender man—anarchist, alterhuman, radqueer adjacent. I won't be disclosing my mental illnesses here, you'll find a lot of things wrong with me if you dig deep enough. This blog entails nsft content, so mdni with those post.

I'm a gay ass paraphile with complicated feelings about gender, sexuality, and monogamy. I believe in consent for everything. I like kink and BDSM and you'll find a lot of that on my blog if you scroll down far enough.

Currently my greatest joy on this beautiful platform is to create and repost genshin content. If you love Flins, Dottore, Pantalone, Wanderer and Sumeru squad, consider us friends :)

Here are all my labels if you're interested

Tagging system:

˙⋆✮Wolfthoughts -> therian/pet play/zoo related

˙⋆✮bigbrohours -> fauxcest/consang posts

˙⋆✮Yutasparas -> general paraphilic/nsft stuff

˙⋆✮answered -> anons & asks

˙⋆✮freakrants -> personal, serious & silly stuff

I do no longer rp on this blog. Please refrain from sending any such asks. If you want to talk about Genshin impact, both my inbox and dms are wide open

[writingdose]

your inner child is so proud of the writer you’ve become

[writingdose]

[shouldhavestayedawayfromhere]

I knew it was serious when I changed my ao3 pfp...

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

Sometimes I think I write fanfic for my future self, because I tend to revisit old fandoms, and whenever I do (or also when I get into a new one) the best feeling for me is finding a fanfic that’s already there and turns out to be exactly what I was looking for.

I love this

[samcsao3]

Zandik

[ruerock]

i always fall for opening the comments section and then go ahhh right i forgot. the concept of nuance and non-universal experiences just doesn't exist to some people

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

btw if you’re kink shaming people, I hope you know that every single person who reblogs this post and I are shaming you

[jessaerys]

hate when im reading and theres a word i dont know so i search it in the dictionary and its like: beuperer. noun. a person who beupers. i'll fucking kill you

[ticklefighthockey]

me seeing a take i disagree with and piously allowing it to pass (mostly) unremarked upon: I'm sort of like a modern day saint

[thesituation]

open tumblr, see something that pisses me off, write a snarky post, delete it, write a slightly more earnest post, edit it for 5 minutes, delete it, close tumblr

[rotted-court-jester]

I am once again thinking about how amazingly genius it is that "Fatui" means "fools" in latin and the Harbingers are named after stock characters in comedy theatre involving clowns.

Pierro's codename is "Jester" because his way of entertaining his queen is by taking in a bunch of stray, feral, traumatized people, giving them artificial power gifted from the gods, putting them in executive positions of the nation's government/military, forcing them to interact with each other, and just seeing what the fuck happens.

All of the Harbingers are gifted (or cursed), intelligent, competent and powerful (both physically and influentially) in their own ways, and yet it's like watching a goddamn train wreck.

Within the span of the Traveler breathing, half of them are fucking gone now, either dead or having left, or Capitano. And most of this was caused by each other.

None of these people should have ever been put in positions of power and the Tsaritsa knows exactly what she's doing.

The Tsaritsa and Pierro: "We've built an elite group of warriors and diplomats to aid us in our war against Celestia."

The elite group of warriors and diplomats:

[drpantalone]

🎨moonshreds_pebble on insta

[uehulnah]

happy pride month yayyy!!💙💜

stupid bonus below:

I saw a hc where tsaritsa secretly held a wedding ceremony for these two and then i had a vision,,,

I was wondering whether there's any info about Pantalone's attitude to Snezhnaya's traditions. I think he either mocks them to some extent, which comes from his displeasure and disdain towards gods, or he actually respects them, due to, well, Snezhnaya being his motherland.

When I was sketching out the idea I decided to stick to the second variant,,,

[shouldhavestayedawayfromhere]

(contains 6.6 spoilers)

Something I don't see being talked about that much is the fact that, while Dottore was a grandiose villain, his work was ultimately not motivated by the greed for power. Sure, he definitely gets off on that part of his plan too. It's a pleasant byproduct. But he has implied multiple times that becoming a god was never his ultimate goal, and even stated right before his death that he never cared as much about the outcomes of his experiments as much as people believe.

When asked directly, Dottore claims that all he wants is knowledge. Experimentation. Research. To understand the possibile and impossible and go beyond its borders. He wanted to create a "new world." That's why he tried to become a moon god. That's why he entered Irminsul and started to corrupt and rewrite it. That's why he didn't mind dying in the process. He was never the center of his experiments—it was Teyvat and its people, which he cared for very little. He wanted creation, which is why he tried to get a hold of the traveler (the descender with possible unknown power of creation?) until the very least moment of his existence.

But creating a new world isn't a motive, it's his goal. It would be easy to say he's just greedy and insane. But one isn't just born this way. If you ask me, Dottore realized from early on that this world he was born in, rejected him. First his family and village, then the academia, then his own Archon. He actually has a lot more similarities to Scaramouche than either of them would be willing to admit.

Zandik was "born wrong" and shunned for it by everyone he came across in his life, up to the point where he joined the Fatui. And let's be real, most of them probably also hated his guts. He was ultimately rejected by them, too, in the end. A man rejected by the world strives to burn that world to ashes and build a new one. That sounds plausible enough as a motive. Because whether he wants to admit it or not, Zandik is deeply human and seeks acceptance and love just like everyone else. A world that won't chew him up and spit him out. One where he isn't bound by the shackles of humanity or mortality or the gods. One where he can be himself, or what is left of him. He happens to be highly intelligent with psychotic tendencies and a lack of empathy. That directed the approach he would take to find a solution. Though I don't think he could every be truly satisfied. No matter how successful he becomes, the wound of rejection won't close this way. He will always be 'the heretic.'

This makes the relationship between Dottore and Pantalone even more devastating tbh. The only person who ever accepted Dottore for who he was. But he couldn't save Zandik. And he always knew he couldn't. Zandik was a maniac who would eventually end as a casualty to his own experiments, and from what he said, it seems Pantalone was always aware of that. Fucking devastating.

[iamcassian]

i’m in love with the way pantalone looks at dottore here

dottore is a big and psychotic evil guy but not to pantalone. to pantalone dottore is a doctor. his doctor, in the most literal sense. whenever he has a problem that’s who he goes for. dottore is homoerotically playing the piano for him right now and bearing his soul for him. i’m so sick omg.

it’s the way they just naturally gravitate towards each other because they are pretty much the only people in the world who would agree with the other. the methods they use and the way they go about their lives. they are the only people in teyvat who can stand each other. everyone hates them but they have each other.

[gay-chef-boyardee]

[cyanidetequila]

to the people that hc dottore calling pantalone as lone as a nickname: do u guys think he ever accidentally said love instead