The Edge of Life and Death//Chapter 5//Saeru Shinda//OPEN
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(tw: self-harm)
Saeru hummed dully to herself as she shuffled through the infirmary drawers. Bandages were easy enough, but sheâd at least like some ointment⊠Perhaps hydrogen peroxide? Or was that supposed to do more harm than good? She didnât generally have to worry about that with her clients.
Well, as long as the kitchen knife was clean, there couldnât be any worse than scarring, right? And she could certainly handle that.
With a sigh, she slid to sit in one corner of the room and tugged her left sleeve up.
It was strange, wasnât it? Suddenly so many people she knew personally, dead. More dead, more alive. Dead, then alive, then dead again. Or never alive. But why would they not have been alive? Was Sayuri less alive? That was what death was, wasnât it? The separation of body and spirit? Normally the spirit couldnât communicate so much, butâŠ
And what made her alive? Blood? Pain?
Oil? Electricity?
What was the difference?
For someone so enthralled with and accustomed to death, most of it still didnât make any sense.
And this wasnât really helping. Well, sheâd tried. And this was about as close to her death as she cared to get on such a casual basis.
She tended to her few wounds before turning on the sink to rinse off the knife. She just heard faint footsteps over the patter of the water. Theyâd only just arrived, right?
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âAh⊠Good morning.â
Apparently she didnât think it was particularly alarming to catch someone rinsing blood off an out-of-place knife in the midst of a murder game.
Ulrich had snuck into the infirmary, looking for bandaids. No one could know the knife thrower cut his finger cutting open a fruit! When he saw Saeru standing there, washing a knife, Ulrich slammed himself against the wall. A million thoughts ran through his mind. What was she doing here? Why was the knife being washed? Infirmary? Did she attack someone? Did someone attack her?! In an attempt to sound as tough as ever, Ulrich straightened himself.Â
âWhat are you doing in here, Saeru? Should I be worried?âÂ
He pulled himself away from the wall, balling his fist and shoving it in his pocket. He might as well try to reason with her if she was considering violence of any kind. Thatâs what any good person would do in times like these!âÂ















