Before Suga had the chance to really fall, his hand was caught by one much lighter and a little smaller than his. Following it back to the person it was attached to, he could only assume heâd been caught by an angel.
What else could she be? Everything about her was perfect, her hair, her eyes, her elegantly flowing outfit that looked like it mayâve come from another eraâŠ
He stared while she smiled, beautifully, of course. The world had stopped spinning a bit at least now that he had one specific thing to focus on instead of everything else about his situation.
But of course, it didnât last long. It came back to him in bits, starting from recognizing her from the electroIDs. Her name was Minghui, she was a singer, they were both stuck here, and last but not least he looked like a mess.
He quickly pulled his hand away and turned his face a little as if there was any chance she hadnât seen his disorientation. He didnât care much for personal touching of this sort, even though her hand had grounded him and he immediately missed it. More importantly, in some small corner of his mind he already recognized that he couldnât just stand around holding hands with a girl heâd only just met. It wasnât much more than a subconscious feeling, but at least it was there at all, which spoke for the initial disorientation slowly leaving him.
He mumbled, again, even though sheâd told him not to. But hadnât that only applied to his former apology anyway?
He had to stop apologizing. He dabbed at his eyes for just a short moment before looking back at her, and immediately bowing. It made his head turn a little again.
He recognized a bit too late that she apparently wanted to leave the choice of where to go to him. He wasnât equipped to make choices right now, he thought. Slowly, he looked towards the cafĂ©. Then to the fountain just behind them. Without thinking much at all, he sat down on the edge of the fountain. He wasnât sure he should be walking, and his knees were still weak, so standing hadnât been inviting either. It wasnât much of a conscious choice, and he hardly noticed that he hadnât said anything in a few seconds. He needed to do better.
He tried a smile, but it didnât turn out quite as friendly and open as it usually did.
He should have offered a seat to her first. Not that this was much to sit on. But it was at least a little comfort. There were still tears in his eyes, and he was shaking a little, he noticed. But he was doing his best.