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[side blog for pickyourbones. Everything viewed OOC unless he's given you the link icly]

[shutyourbones]

not to worry about numbers or anything but i seem to be losing a follower a day and i can’t tell if it’s people i actually enjoy having around or not and stalkr doesn’t work anymore so i’m just 

:) silent screaming

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thirstythirds‌:

*holy shit bob would be such a huge fuckin fluffball

*more ribs = more room for fur

hell yeah dude. and no need to worry about being clothed or anything, the fluff is there to take care of things.

i’m honestly just imagining the biggest cotton ball

[thirstythirds]

*and then his face can be smushed like those squishy dogs i sent with my robe tied around him like a cape again. big fluffy cheeks!

[shutyourbones]

yesssss..... next time babe, i’m gonna holler at u when i start getting fluffy again!!

gonna be a while, full moon and all lol...

[shutyourbones]

thirstythirds‌:

*holy shit bob would be such a huge fuckin fluffball

*more ribs = more room for fur

hell yeah dude. and no need to worry about being clothed or anything, the fluff is there to take care of things.

i’m honestly just imagining the biggest cotton ball

[shutyourbones]

i just don’t wanna be bad or bother anyone tbh

[thirstythirds]

*you’re a good guy that i love a whole bunch

[shutyourbones]

ur a big gay nerd :*

[thirstythirds]

*fuck yeah i am

[shutyourbones]

next time i’m fluffy we should make bob just to see how fluff it’ll make him.

[shutyourbones]

i just don’t wanna be bad or bother anyone tbh

[thirstythirds]

*you’re a good guy that i love a whole bunch

[shutyourbones]

ur a big gay nerd :*

[shutyourbones]

i just don’t wanna be bad or bother anyone tbh

[shutyourbones]

i need to stay off tumblr more for real tho. i’ve stopped feeling so fucking miserable because of things on here.

thing is................ this is how i talk to like 85% of my pals lmao....

[shutyourbones]

i hate seeing posts about guilting folks and i hate to think that i’m guilting anybody or anything but i can’t help but think like.

if i say something to somebody and they just never come back to it, my first thought is just gonna be like “well i guess not then lol”

[shutyourbones]

idek why i bother trying to do anything at all ever with anyone new. 

i’ve either already driven away everyone that’s tired of me or settled in with those that can stand me. why veer off from that.

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but yanno. my feelings never mattered a whole lot for a while there, maybe i should keep being used to that....

[shutyourbones]

hahah wow that sure does remind me of things.

[shutyourbones]

on one hand i’d feel a lil bad just kinda. giving up on this guy and unfollowing.

but on the other... well if he’s hanging out with that crowd, nothing’s gonna be bringing him back up.

[shutyourbones]

yeah, there’s a twinge now and then. i mean. can’t just forget things.

but y’know? i’m in a real good place now. even after all the hurt... well, i’m happy.

sometimes you gotta dredge through some shit before you reach your oasis.

[shutyourbones]

... every time i think about it, i feel so confused.

they loaded and loaded and loaded when i died. so desperate... i’m still not sure when he stopped wanting me so badly. 

probably the god thing. i dunno. but at one point i know he did care.

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o i c now

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of course not knocking anyone else’s hard times but

the only real bad times i’ve had directly were due to a human. never another monster...

[shutyourbones]

ever miss somebody but ur not even sure they’re around anymore or else they’d probably not wanna be around u even if they were. 

yeah