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“You made me feel safe, and then you became the reason I wasn’t.”

everything feels different after midnight for no reason

i miss being your favorite.

getting drunk to drown out my sorrows getting drunk to celebrate the next night

but drinking away all your problems away is so much easier than dealing with wthem

anxiety so bad i be throwing up left and right

if only u knew the shit u put me through for so damn long, just for this

that one choking emote thing. that is how i feel rn. how did i get roped back in? but i love it hereeee

when i did something by accident and suddenly im 6 years old getting screamed at by my father for spilling my drink on the floor

thanks for making me feel like shit for spending MY money on something for myself for once instead of spending it on you

posting this here cause if they see it they’ll kill me

the fear of not knowing if the two of you will get through this one is the worse kind of fear

never thought they’d make me so afraid

making me feel like worlds worst gf, friend, fuck buddy, whatever the fuck i am to u

how tf do i be normal about this?

it’s called self sabotage baby and i do it so well

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