Sparrow

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[shy-sparrow]

Got my first tattoo! Inspired by La Dispute’s video for Fulton Street :)

[shy-sparrow]

I don’t care if you like me.

Anymore.

[shy-sparrow]

Toxic

I’ve only ever been one thing and it’s all I’ll ever be.

[hel7l7]

I thought things would be different between us now

[hel7l7]

I tell myself I'll do better

[shy-sparrow]

And now the flames are burning me in my bed

But I just don’t care

[shy-sparrow]

It must be hard to love someone like me

[shy-sparrow]

I’ll hold all the lost versions of myself within me,

Carry them and their voices with me,

I’ll hum them a soft summer dirge,

Until it’s time to lower them into the earth,

I’ll never be able hold you like you deserve,

But let this grave be a kinder reserve.

[shy-sparrow]

I’ll never be her again, but how lucky I was to experience her for the time that I did.

[shy-sparrow]

I’m sorry I couldn’t be the bigger person for myself.

It’ll take a few more lifetimes.

[shy-sparrow]

Trying to make my own vent art.

[shy-sparrow]

[hel7l7]

What if it is still too much?!

[valentina-poem]

[hel7l7]

I can wait for you at the bottom I can stay away if you want me to  Just Pretend // Bad Omens 

[hel7l7]

Maybe I’m struggling more than I’d like to admit

[hel7l7]

It was different this time or maybe that’s just what I’d like to believe