- ̗̀ nocturne. ̖́-

Sibella. Werewolf. Cakrawala. She/Her. Out of the corner of my eye, Saw you weeping, saw you creeping Saw you sneaking in the shadow's dawn. The fear so strong Saw you out the corner of my eye. You came to take me away So close I was to heaven's gates But no baby, no baby, not today Oh, you tried to track me down You followed me like the darkest cloud But no baby, no baby, not today.

[sibellarosier]

ethanwoodx:

🎶 II Halsey- Gasoline @sibellarosier​ 

“I think there’s a flaw in my code.” Ethan mumbled to no one in particular. He paced the length of the corridor throwing his hands up in frustration as he did so. “These voices won’t leave me alone!”

“Me too,” Sibella murmured under her breath, not quite realizing what she was vocalizing. It was a wry thought, but there was no ignoring her monthly flaws. She snapped back to reality and lifted brown hues to meet the figure before her. “Are we talking literal or metaphorical??”

[lesbianwives]

[new moon] Moon girl is breath and curve. She catches light and throws it back to the universe. You see her and tremble, falling, as she once must have done from some heavenly place. [waxing crescent] Moon girl is wild. You follow her into the forest where she steps barefoot into a stream and takes your hand, water swirling over her feet and hers. She talks about roots and branches and flight. You are in love. [first quarter] Moon girl is dancing. Moving her body, dynamic, unpracticed elegance, shaping space, graceful, unafraid of audience, unafraid of pause, unafraid to bend and swish and rise, flying, electric, boundless. She gets everywhere. In your morning tea, clouds, April storms, wrapped in sparkling strung-out melodies, and especially in your head. You dream of waist, skin, movement holding her and warmth, closeness, desire kissing her and your heart burns soft inside your chest, a lantern lit by lunar beams. [waxing gibbous] Moon girl gives you violets. You give her your hands, open; your heart, open; your soul, open. You give her everything, or you try. [full moon] Moon girl is with you, always, this silver fire here in the filth and blood and terror, head on your shoulder, palm on your skin, speaking to you in ways language cannot, grounding you, saving you, saying your name, holy, lifting you up, repeated tenderness, voice low, eyes deep, glorious, and she is steel, she is iron, she is endless. [waning gibbous] Moon girl smiling. Moon girl watching. Moon girl brave. Moon girl rough and sweet. Moon girl creating. Moon girl radiating. Moon girl moving, toward you. Moon girl. Moon girl. Moon girl.

for maya, moon girl 

[commonmusings]

[lifeinpoetry]

I only dream of your ankles brushed by dark violets, of honeybees above you murmuring into a crown.

Mary Szybist, from “Hail,” Incarnadine: Poems (via lifeinpoetry)

[softest-archive-deactivated2023]

I am moonlight and true love and salt water and jasmine flowers

[diiscotechjuliet]

Meet Me In The Wood | Lord Huron

show me yours and i’ll show you mine

meet me in the woods tonight

[that-pretty-face]

Liza Soberano

[sibellarosiers]

WHAT ARE YOUR MUSE’S AESTHETICS?

BOLD any which apply to your muse! Remember to REPOST! Feel free to add to the list!

[ COLORS ] red. brown. orange. yellow. green. blue. purple. pink. black. white. teal. silver. gold. grey. lilac. metallic. matte. royal blue. strawberry red. charcoal grey. forest green. violet. navy blue. crimson. cream. mint green. bubblegum pink. sky blue.

[ ELEMENTS ] fire. ice. water. air. earth. rain. snow. wind. moon. stars. sun. heat. cold. steam. frost. lightning. sunlight. moonlight. dawn. dusk. twilight. midnight. sunrise. sunset. dewdrops.

[ BODY ] claws. long fingers. fangs. teeth. wings. tails. lips. bare feet. neck. shoulders. freckles. bruises. canine. scars. scratches. wounds. burns. fingernails. spikes. feathers. webs. eyes. hands. sweat. tears. feline. chubby. curvy. short. tall. normal height. muscular. piercing. tattoos.

[ WEAPONS ] fists. legs. sword. dagger. spear. arrow. hammer. shield. poison. guns. axes. throwing axes. whips. knives. throwing knives. pepper sprays. tasers. machine guns. slingshots. katanas. maces. staffs. wands. powers. magical items. magic. rocks. mud balls.

[ MATERIALS ] gold. silver. platinum. titanium. diamonds. pearls. rubies. sapphires.emeralds. amethyst. metal. iron. rust. steel. glass. wood. porcelain. paper. wool. fur. lace. leather. silk. velvet. denim. linen. cotton. charcoal. clay. stone. asphalt. brick. marble. dust. glitter. blood. dirt. mud. smoke. ash. shadow. carbonate. rubber. synthetics. ribbon.

[ NATURE ] grass. leaves. trees. bark. roses. daisies. tulips. lavender. petals. thorns. seeds. hay. sand. rocks. roots. flowers. ocean. river. frozen lake. meadow. forest. desert. tundra. savanna. rainforest. caves. underwater. coral reef. beach. waves. space. clouds. mountains. snow.

[ ANIMALS ] lions. wolves. eagles. owls. falcons. hawks. swans. snakes. turtles. ducks. bugs. spiders. birds. whales. dolphins. fish. sharks. horses. cats. dogs. bunnies. penguins. praying mantises. crows. ravens. mice. lizards. werewolves. unicorns. pegasus. dragons.

[ FOODS/DRINKS ] sugar. salt. candy. bubblegum. wine. champagne. hard liquor. beer. coffee. tea. spices. herbs. apple. orange. lemon. strawberry. watermelon. vegetables. fruits.meat. fish. pies. desserts. chocolate. cream. caramel. berries. nuts. cinnamon. burgers. burritos. pizza. ambrosia.

[ HOBBIES ] music. art. watercolors. gardening. smithing. sculpting. painting. sketching. fighting. writing. composing. cooking. sewing. training. dancing. acting. singing. martial arts. self-defense. electronics. technology. cameras. video cameras. video games. computer. phone. movies. theater. libraries. books. magazines. cds. records. vinyls. cassettes. piano. violin. guitar. electronic guitar. bass guitar. harmonica. harp. woodwinds. brass. flute. bells.exploring. playing cards. poker chips. chess. dice. motorcycle riding. eating. climbing. running.

[ STYLE ] lingerie. armor. cape. dress. tunic. vest. shirt. boots. heels. leggings. stockings. trousers. jeans. skirt. jewelry. earrings. necklace. bracelet. ring. pendant. hat. crown. circlet. helmet. scarf. brocade. cloaks. corsets. doublet. chest plate. gorget. bracers. belt. sash. coat. jacket. hood. gloves. socks. masks. cowls. braces. watches. glasses. sun glasses. visor. eye contacts. makeup. lipstick. ribbons.

[ MISC ] balloons. bubbles. cityscape. light. dark. candles. war. peace. money. power. percussion. clocks. photos. mirrors. pets. diary. fairy lights. madness. sanity. sadness.happiness. optimism. pessimism. loneliness. family. friends. assistants. co-workers. enemies. loyalty. smoking. drugs. kindness. love. hugs.

[sibellarosier]

sibellarosiers:

BOLD what applies to your muse.

PLACE IN SOCIETY

financial: wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty.

medical: fit / moderate / sickly / disabled / disadvantaged.

class or caste: upper / middle / working / slave / unsure.

education: qualified / unqualified / studying.

criminal record: yes, for major crimes / yes, for minor crimes / no.

FAMILY

married - happily / married - unhappily / engaged or betrothed / partnered / single / divorced / separated.

has a child or children / has no children / wants children.  

close with sibling(s) / not close with sibling(s) / has no siblings / sibling(s) is deceased.

orphaned / adopted / disowned / raised by birth parent(s).

TRAITS + TENDENCIES

extroverted / introverted / in between.

disorganized / organized / in between.

close minded / open-minded  / in between. 

calm / anxious / in between.

disagreeable / agreeable / in between.

cautious / reckless / in between.

patient / impatient / in between.

outspoken / reserved / in between.

leader / follower / in between.

empathetic / unemphatic / in between.

optimistic / pessimistic / in between.

traditional / modern / in between.

hard-working / lazy / in between.

cultured / un-cultured / in between 

loyal / disloyal / in between. 

faithful / unfaithful / unknown.

BELIEFS:

monotheist / polytheist / atheist / agnostic.

belief in ghosts or spirits: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.

belief in an afterlife: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.

belief in reincarnation: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.

belief in aliens: yes  / no / don’t know / don’t care.

religious: orthodox / liberal / in between / not religious.

philosophical: yes / no.

OPINIONS

pro-choice / anti-abortion /  doesn’t know or on the fence.

pro-marriage / anti-marriage / doesn’t know or on the fence.

pro-death penalty / anti-death penalty  / doesn’t know or on the fence.

pro-drug legislation / anti-drug legislation / doesn’t know or on the fence.

left wing / right wing / middle / doesn’t know or on the fence.

SEXUALITY + ROMANTIC INCLINATION

heterosexual / homosexual / bisexual / asexual / pansexual.

sex repulsed / sex neutral / sex favourable.

romance repulsed / romance neutral / romance favourable. 

sexually: adventurous / experienced / naive / inexperienced / curious / neutral

potential sexual partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all. 

potential romantic partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all.

ABILITIES

combat skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none.

literacy skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none 

artistic skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none 

technical skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none. 

HABITS

drinking alcohol: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

smoking: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. 

other narcotics: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

medicinal drugs: never / sometimes  / frequently / to excess. 

indulgent food: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. 

splurge spending: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

gambling: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

[shucklefuckle]

[sibellarosier]

I still have a few more intros to write, but this is Sibella!! This is pretty vague and a hodgepodge of things, but I’d love to get some plots going!!

SIBELLA ROSIER is SEVENTEEN years old and a student at CAKRAWALA. SHE is a CIS-FEMALE & PUREBLOOD ( WEREWOLF ). They are known for being RESTLESS and AIMLESS, but also praised for being TENACIOUS and CLEVER. They resemble LIZA SOBERANO.

firstly, Sibella has really really attached herself to the song Reaper by Sia. I’d definitely give it a listen, and it fits with her personality.

[10/13/16, 4:46:27 PM] rian ✿◕ ‿ ◕✿: well when sibella was young she was sitting on her mother's lap and they were talking to a seer, and the seer got spooked and said she was marked for an early death so sibella has always been a little paranoid bc she's not sure if it got crossed with her mom's reading because her mother died young, so sibella is always waiting for the other shoe to drop [10/13/16, 4:46:40 PM] rian ✿◕ ‿ ◕✿: and sibella is pretty carefree and is basically ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ and she's not scared to die, but she can be a little skeptical??

okay so basically Sibella is a werewolf and her mother was betrothed to someone else but broke off the arrangement and had Sibella with a different guy. Her mother was disowned and ultimately died pretty young, and the Rosier family "killed off" her father and basically paid him off to get out of the picture and abandon Sibella. She and her mother were attacked by a werewolf and that night resulted in the loss of her mother, and the curse that stole her femininity and tore her humanity to shreds when a full moon bellied up. The Rosier’s took her in and raised her with a weird dynamic of being a black sheep and a lost little lamb returned to the flock -- and they treat her as something beautiful and fragile but she has this dark monster living within her/she's a werewolf and it was a pretty toxic environment to grow up in.

It's definitely not known to others that Sibella is a werewolf and the Rosier's are pretty ruthless but it's seen as them taking pity/mercy on their granddaughter by taking her in and "raising her the right way." They're pretty much like "her mom deserved what happened to her because she stepped out of line" and that notion is pretty public, but Sibella is in such a weird position because of it and switches between trying too hard and not giving a shit because she's never going to be good enough, and she's absolutely disgusted by what they did to her mother and lashes out. She’s pretty happy that she’s at cakrawala and can leave her past as buried as it can be, though things and people from it could certainly pop up as a plot point.