brilliantly meaningless

i'm natalie. i'm 17. i'm into weird shit.

[sicklysentient-blog]

hey, guys

so i made a new blog, like i said i would. it's going to be exactly the same as this one; i just wanted this to be my main blog so i re-made. if you like this blog, i'd appreciate it if you would follow me over there. thanks.

follow

me

please

[observando]

[heatnap]

[oh-my-hell]

[f-ebrile-deactivated20130113]

[sundanse]

[sicklysentient-blog]

what are three of your main personality traits?

manipulative, passive aggressive, masochistic

[vicecampaign]

[martinmargiela]

[skinofhoney]

When you get the shit kicked out of you long enough, you have a tendency to say what you really mean.

Charles Bukowski 

[werewolfstarjuggler-deactivated]

[sicklysentient-blog]

i was doing some cleaning and i found this old notebook from when i was really, really young. and i was looking through it and laughing my ass off because it was a journal/story book/sketchbook and my stories were awful and my journals were really silly. and i realized i was a weird kid, because i had all these really weird drawings in there. and then i found this journal entry that i wrote when i was nine years old, and in it i said that i loved my dad so much but all he did all day was drink and smoke, and that he scared me and i always felt like something bad was going to happen to me.

i sort of felt bad for myself, but in a weird way. not self-pitying, but as if that younger version of myself is a completely different person that i don't know that well. 

[sicklysentient-blog]

A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world.

Oscar Wilde

[wondering-and-dreaming]

[hautekills]

[cocvino]

[heartofthenorthmal-deactivated2]