listen we need to make these boys suffer so that they look pretty when they have meltdowns over romance and lack of communication and then we fix it! maybe!
hihii how are ya doing? i just came back from a trip which was super funn.
i went to the beach and i love being near water itâs so relaxing and peaceful though the weather was stormy. the waves on the beach were so high and powerful but still it was so good to watch them. walking on the roads felt like being in a movie with rain and greenery everywhere (i can go on about how much water heals me maybe cos i am a water sign but anyways)
whatâs your favorite place to go to or somewhere you want to visit?
-đŠą
swannnn hihi ><
your trip sounds so fun and relaxing woah! I'm a little scared of storms but I completely get what you mean by finding it healing to watch such a pretty sight đââïž (and that's funny because I'm a fire sign... maybe that's why i tend to run from water lol hehe). I'm glad to hear you had such a wonderful time on your beach trip âșïž
ooooo for me.....I like the beach too but on sunny days. but if I had to pick my ideal day out it's usually just exploring the city ><. i loooooove being in walkable, busy cities and just roaming around finding new places. as much as im looking forward to retiring in some obscure countryside one day, I think I'm a city person at heart haha. also hurray to accessible public transport!
hmmm if we're talking about a country I'd like to visit...I do wanna go see the tulip fields in the netherlands. ohoh! and somewhere with snow bcs I have not touched real snow ever đ„Č (idk if I'd like it tho...but I wanna try!)
TRIGGER WARNINGS: Natural disasters, death, grief and loss, traumatic events, collapse, mentions of fear and panic, probably missed something.
ì ë” âŻâŻ I know I've been inactive, but I came here once again to talk about what happened yesterday in Colombia. I honestly wish I didn't have to come back under circumstances like these after what happened in June to Venezuela. Yesterday, Colombia experienced a devastating earthquake of 7.4 magnitude in one of Colombia's 32 departments, ChocĂł, that killed over 111 people and counting there, and all over the country.
For thousands of families, yesterday wasn't just another day. Behind every statistic is a human being, and every number is someone's mother, father, brother, sister, child, friend, neighbor, or loved one. I know for a fact that it's easy to scroll through social media and see numbers, headlines, and videos, but sometimes we forget that every single person affected has a story. There are families desperately trying to find their loved ones, people who woke up today without a home, children who are scared and don't understand why everything suddenly changed, and people waiting for answers that they may never want to hear.
And I want to take a moment to thank the people that are also doing everything they can to help. Rescue workers, emergency responders, volunteers, medical workers, neighbors, and ordinary people who are putting aside their own fear to help someone else. To every person who has been out there helping, searching, comforting, carrying, rescuing, donating, or simply being there for someone who needed support, thank you. I'm so glad that humanity is also what reminds us that we are not alone.
I may not be in Colombia or colombian, and not know every person who has been affected. But that doesn't mean their pain should go unnoticed. My heart goes out to every family that has lost someone, who are still waiting for news, to those who are injured, who have lost their homes or everything they worked so hard for, to the people who are afraid to go back inside their homes, and to everyone who is simply trying to process what happened.
You don't have to know someone personally to care about what they're going through. And right now, Colombia needs that care.
I hope that the people who are still missing are found, that the injured receive the care they need, that families are reunited, and that those who lost their homes find somewhere safe to stay. And most importantly, I hope that no more families have to experience the pain of losing someone they love in such a tragic way.
Let's keep Colombia in our thoughts, support one another, and let's never take another ordinary day for granted. Here are some links from Twitter and websites you can look at to help:
ABAC (Food Bank for Colombia): Here, you can donate money that will be distributed to all 26 banks of Colombia
SOS ChocĂł: Platform that helps ChocĂł directly (ChocĂł has been suffering since October last year from floods and river overflows, causing families to lose their homes, food, and more.
Refuges (TWITTER POST): List of every place that is taking people who have lost their homes so they can stay.
VERIFIED LINKS FOR PEOPLE OUTSIDE COLOMBIA (TWITTER THREAD)
MEDICAL LIST (TWITTER POST): The capital of ChocĂł (QuibdĂł) is asking for more supplies as they are running out of them.
iâm back ! just to ask how ur day is ! i hope you are sleeping and eating well ! donât forget to drink water as well !!
- eli/ aegiunagi đ€ !
eliiiiiiii hihihi ^^ my day has been great so far hehe! the sleeping part I've definitely been doing lol ...and yes, I need to drink water thank you for reminding me!! I keep substituting it with herbal tea and calling it a day lately, but I need to start actually getting used to drinking water sigh.
I hope you're also taking care of yourself! and what have you been up to these days? anything fun? đ
everytime i watch a bnd video all i can think about is how woonhak is sm better than me with how he survives with ragebaiter #1
woonhak has been cultivating the art of patience since he was tossed to the wolves (members) i fear đ funnily enough whenever i watch taesans wild ragebait methods all I come away with is more ideas and inspiration to do that to my beloved friends and family.....so
âŠÂ pairing: nerd! Leehan x school prez f!reader
âŠÂ synopsis: to you, Kim Leehan is the awkward marine biology nerd who can barely meet your eyes on his good days. So why the hell is he crawling through your window at 3 AM on a Saturday, and more importantly, why is he dressed like a giant red bug? âŠÂ wc:  7k
âŠÂ genre: Spider-Man! AU | fluff, hurt/comfort
âŠÂ warnings: blood/injury, shirtless scene (not that steamy lol)
âŠtl: @lovehakie @jmclouds @pupillary @sftsohee @kyuhyunshoneysugarbun @ivxae @cl4ir0l0v3r @kazukazukiiii @amnellsia @nemoihan @chocorenchin @chnhnyu @woonbabie @stanhimbos @ramizluv
âŠÂ networks: @k-records
divider creds: @saradika-graphics âŠÂ notes: im just here to spread my spidey-han agenda. I have a perm tl now!! Send an ask to be added.
ââââ ⊠SEQUEL | FINALE [1/2] | [2/2] âŠ
SERIES MASTERLIST
Being the school president is not a task for the weak.
4:30 AM
You wake up at the first ring of the alarm, not giving yourself enough time to feel lazy, and robotically head to the bathroom. Brush teeth, wash face, take a quick showerâ in that order.
5:00 AM
You read through the notes from the previous day, catch up on anything pending, highlight important sections, and flip through the student council records, making sure nothing is out of place.
5:45 AM
Your hair is styled to perfection, face concealed of any hints of sleeplessness, lips a neutral but pretty shade. Then you change into the carefully curated outfit you laid out the night before, usually something preppy yet classyâa thin sweater, miniskirt, and knee high boots, and maybe a headband as the cherry on top.
6:30 AM
You head over to school, the first one to reach just like all other days. Now comes the headless-chicken-run.Â
First, thereâs the early morning meeting with the planning committee for the upcoming sports day events, but you need to open up the room and prepare before your fellow council members reach. It takes about an hour to brief everyone and make sure no one is behind on their responsibilities.Â
7:30 AM
Then you have to head over to the office to make the daily announcements over the PA system, levelling your voice to a clear and bright tone, the kind that has the principal beam in approval.Â
8:00 AM
Classes start. Your first one is at the furthest building in the school, far away from the rest of your classes. Today itâs physics, and you donât hesitate to raise your arm for any question the teacher throws at the class, and as expected, you get all of them right.Â
One would think your peers would be jealous, or at least weary of the model student who completely obliterates the class curveâbut on the contrary, all you receive are looks of admiration, a few students even swooning at the sight of your practiced elegance.
But you donât have time to hang around and chit-chat when they attempt to approach you, not when you have classes to get to and a rank to maintain.Â
Not to mention youâre part of the engineering club, mathletes, the hackathon team, debate club, all the while staying at the top of your year. And, itâs also important that you look like the picture of perfection while making it all look as easy as pie.Â
8:45 AM
It takes you approximately fifteen minutes in heels to dash to your next class, Biology.
Itâs a brutal syllabusâand Mr. Kim was not a man of forgiveness when it came to tardy behaviour. He wanted his assignments submitted on the dot, exam papers to be handed in at the exact second the buzzer rang, and most of all he expected students to be seated and alert before the clock struck 9:00âor it was a black mark on your record for life, and more importantly for you, on your reputation as the schoolâs best.
Which brings you to the current time: 8:47 AMâthirteen minutes to save yourself from ruining your perfect attendance record.
Youâre sprinting, the bottom of your shoes skidding against the hallway tiles, breaths coming in ragged heaves. The council record book is pressed against your chest, the rest of your belongings stuffed into the backpack threatening to slip from your shoulders. But thereâs no time to stopâyou ignore any glances you get as you flurry past onlookers, mostly students hanging around their lockers in between periods, determined to win this race against time.Â
Thereâs no time to pay attention to your surroundings when your watch shows 8:52 and you speed up even more, failing to see a crack in the floor. And when your heel catches in the wedge, the world tilts, and you donât even realise you're slamming into something.
âŠor someone.
âOuch.â You wince, rubbing at your shoulder.
You're ready to apologise and leave without another word, but looking down you see a boy scrambling for his glasses. Guilt rides up your body and you immediately help him reach for it, watching him gingerly place it back on his face and blink a couple times as he adjusts to his sight.
âIâm so sorry,â you begin. âI wasnât watching where I was goingâŠcan I make it up to you somehow later?â
You expect a nod, or in the worst scenario, an angry retort, but he does neither of those things. In fact, he barely seems to be looking at your face, instead choosing to dart his eyes around the floor. You lean in to make sure he doesnât have a concussion or something, trying to get a good look at his faceâbut he refuses to raise his head, ducking every time you tilt closer.Â
Thatâs when you notice an object near his footâa bookâand you bend down to take it. It has the words âThe Plankton Culture Manualâ written on the front cover, and a tiny, messy scribble of a name at the very top.
âKim LeehanâŠâ You mumble as your brain registers the name. âWaitâŠare you in my biology class?âÂ
Leehan was the name you've seen pop up on the test results you had to pass around classâalways the top grade in biology, along with you. You've seen him in class sometimes, in the corner-most seat near the window, head lowered, always in one of those oversized flannels, dark brown hair framing most of his faceâand what was left of it was obscured by thick-framed glasses.
He doesn't respond immediately, but you can see a slight red creeping up his ears, and how he seems to be fiddling with the straps of his backpack.Â
Then, he says, stuttering on the words, âuh-yeah...I-I am.â
Now that you look at him properly, you can see a pair of big, doe-like eyes behind his nerdy glasses. There's a part of you that wants to observe more but the realisation hits you like a brickâ
âShit. Biology.â You're sprinting again without looking back, but you can feel Leehanâs footsteps follow behind you, his breathing heavy and rapid.  For a pretty lanky guy, you donât think his stamina is anywhere close to yours.
The two of you hesitate outside the classroom, your hand braced over the doorknob; youâre leaning up on your tippy-toe to see through the glass window on top. Mr. Kim is etching a bunch of diagrams on the blackboard, his writing furiously speedy.
You gulp.
Leehan looks just as startled, worrying his bottom lip under his teeth. You discard any previous thought of asking him to enter first and turn the knob in one brave twist.
Mr. Kim jerks his head at the sudden creak, eyes narrowing in annoyance, âAh, who do we have here?â He drawls in that baritone voice of his that sends a chill down your spine, âL/N Y/N, thatâs a surprise.â
All attention is on you, and not in the way youâre normally used to. You want to crawl into the earth and never come back up.
âI apologise sir,â You bow your head modestly. âI tripped on the way here. It wonât happen again.â
He seems to consider this for a bit, then with a nod towards the empty row in the back, he excuses you. You exhale inwardly, rushing to sit down before he has a change of heart. Leehan trails after you, taking the only free seat next to you.
âDonât think this is going to be a regular thing.â He says sharply before turning to the entire class. âNow that everyone is here, or so I hope, Iâll be sharing your midterm project requirements.â
Youâre quick to whip out your notebook and pen, hand prepared to jot down any and all information for later reference. Leehan scuffles inside his backpack for longer than he needs to, coming up empty. When you turn toward him, you can see little fish-shaped bag charms dangling off of it, and several giant encyclopedic books on marine life sticking out from the inside pockets.Â
You open your pouch to hand him a spare pen, which he accepts with a sheepish smile and a tiny bow, rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly.
You find itâŠquirkyâin a clumsy nerdy way.
Mr. Kim clears his throat, âIt will be a pair project on zoological regeneration, consisting of two partsâthe lab excursion we had last month which you've already been marked on, and a final report due at the end of the next two weeks. Hand in your names before the class is over.âÂ
Students begin to whisper under their breath, quickly calling dibs on their partners for the project, already sighing about the two torturous weeks to come.Â
You would be doing the same had you been sitting next to a familiar face but Leehan only slouches further in his seat, if that was even possible. He keeps poking the bridge of his glasses, as though it was too big to sit properly on his nose.Â
You know if you want a good grade in this report, you should pair up with someone you know well. It doesnât matter if you have to do all the workâas long as your A+ is guaranteed. But something about Leehanâs skittish ways makes you feel a little sorry for him, oddly reminiscent of a small animal caught in a snare.Â
UghâŠthis is why you didnât overdo friendshipsâonce you start indulging in feelings of empathy and sentiments, you might as well give up your spot as the brightest student in the grade. But heyâŠat least you know heâs smart on paperâŠmaybe that counts for something?
Despite your mental conundrums, you tap at the edge of his desk, grabbing his attention. âDo you want to pair up with me?â
His eyes widen, mouth making a small âoâ before he starts fumbling for words. You have to hold back a giggle at the sight of him being so flustered.Â
âIs that a yes?â
âUh-umm..â Leehan turns pink, eyes dropping down to his book. âYe-yes.â Â
âGreat.â You give a gentle smile, glancing at his side-profile. âLets discuss it in the library after school.â
He nods to particularly no one, and you turn back, wondering how the heck you were going to work on a two-week project report with a boy who couldnât even talk to you without looking like he was about to explode any second.
Oh wellâŠthis was going to be an interesting experience.Â
The library is quiet, save for a few students typing away on their laptops or whispering between bookshelves. A fluorescent bulb flickers overhead, casting shadows over the long wooden table. You and Leehan sit side by side, laptop propped open between you.
âOkay, so.â You begin, typing down a title on the empty document. âWhat do we remember from the lab?â
Leehan readjusts his glasses before they slip off his face, hugging his backpack to his front. âUm-wellâŠDr. Connors, he wa-as talking about improving health withâŠwith cross-species genetics and how uh-â
âHow zoological regeneration could be the key to finding cures.â You finish his sentence, offering him a small smile. âWe should link that to specific examplesâŠlike neurodegenerative diseases.â
âDanio rerio.â Leehan nods, and you quirk your head. He coughs awkwardly before clarifying, âZebrafish, uh, they have these fins that are super regenerative after amputationâŠnot just their fins, also their heart, their spinal cord,âŠretina.., if we successfully cross that with humans, we might even cure Parkinsonâs.â
Itâs the longest sentence heâs spoken and you canât help but admire how passionate he sounds.Â
âYou know a lot about fish?â You ask, genuinely curious.Â
He blinks once, then twice, big eyes reflected behind his thick lenses. His ears are a soft shade of pink when he nods, âI like marine biology.â
âI saw your bookâŠit looks interesting.âÂ
He accidentally lets out a grin, then tries to school it without success, which you canât help but find cute. âItâs about plankton culture, umm, and how important they are in aquatic food webs and-....sorry.â
You shake your head. âNo, no. Itâs nice to hear you talk. You should do it more.â Â
Leehan smiles, his eyes scrunching into half-moons. Itâs a very nice smileâŠyou wonder how you never noticed him before.Â
Before you can get distracted by his face, you clear your throat, getting back to business. âAlright, we should also mention limb regenerationâŠamphibians, reptiles-â
Your words are interrupted by a loud crash of glass breaking.Â
You brace for impact, ducking your head under the table immediately, grabbing Leehanâs sleeve to pull him towards you. Instinctively, you cover him with your own body, trying to also sneak a peek at whatever caused the sound.Â
A green blur catches your sight. Then you see scales, then bloodshot eyesâŠ
It's aâŠlizard?
âWhat the actual fuck?â You say under your breath, wondering if youâre hallucinating.
It's a ten foot tall, humanoid-looking reptileâits giant tail curling viciously as it stalks past cowering students, and a very frightened librarian clutching the bookshelf for safety. It seems to ignore everyone, looking around as though after something or someone particular.
You look behind you to check on Leehan, âAre you okay?âÂ
He responds with a startled nod, then, âWe should get out of here.â
Your eyes widen in disbelief. âAre you crazy?? No, we should stay here.â
âListen to me,â he repeats. âI'll go make sure the coast is clear, and you leave right after okay?â
Is he completely nuts? You'd thought Leehan was at least somewhat competent given his grades and overenthusiastic knowledge of fish or whateverâŠbut apparently this kid has zero street smarts. And he was going to get all of you killedâŠor eaten, or whatever giant-mutuant-lizard-man wanted to do with you.
Before you can even protest, heâs slipping past you and rushing away from underneath the table. Your entire body is frozen in fear, chest heaving loudly.Â
You can't help the next thought that crosses your mindâWhat if he doesn't make it back?
For someone who doesnât like to indulge in sympathy, you curse at yourself for feeling awfully worried about him. Something about that childlike look on his face and his awkward demeanour makes you wonder if heâs ever had anyone look out for him.Â
You close your eyes, take two very deep breaths, and follow after the idiot.
Leehan is nowhere to be seen when you look around. But the crash of something breaking through the brick wall diverts your attentionâwhen you turn around, thereâs a giant silhouette of a hole in one of the walls. Doors bang open outside, and the footsteps and screams of students echo in the hall, presumably running away from the thing.
When you peek your head out the door, you catch a flash of flannel in the distanceâLeehan.
Except, he isnât running away like the othersâŠhe seems to be running towards wherever the monstrosity stalked off to.Â
Heâs gonna die, you think.
Thereâs no time to second guess before youâre on your feet, squeezing past the rush of bodies, ignoring the glass that litters the floor and the broken lights overhead. Thereâs a huge dent in one of the lockers.Â
Youâre almost at the end of the hallway, about to enter the chemistry lab where you think heâs gone, when someone drags you backwards.
âMiss L/N,â Mr. Kim barks, âThis isnât the place for you â get to safety, now!â
Before you know it, heâs handed you off to one of the passing teachers and dragged away along with the others out of the hallway and behind the front doors of the school. Police sirens blare somewhere in the distance, and students are urged to move out of the way.
âLeehan.â You breathe out, finding Mr. Kim amongst the crowd. âHeâs still in there.â
The older teacher doesnât seem to take you seriously, âEveryone was made to leave the premises, I assure you heâs somewhere here.â
No matter how much you repeat or how certain you sound, thereâs no space to get through to any of them when the police are parting the horde, forcing students to take shelter away from the buildings.
It feels like an eternity to wait â mind running through horrible scenarios. You only properly met the kid today for godâs sakeâŠyouâre clutching the front of your shirt, desperately hoping he isnât hurt.
Minutes pass, maybe hours, and the vague buzz of walkie-talkies drifts, camera flashes that has to be journalists, frantic voices reporting an unsuccessful attemptâsomewhere out there, the Lizard is still on the loose. You pull out your phone from your pocket, checking the news â anything to make sense of the situation...except thereâs nothing.Â
You think any surprises for the day are over and done when the police are immediately directed to leave for the city, a helicopter radio-ing from above the rooftop. The mutant lizard must have left for somewhere elseâŠ
Its absolute mayhem outside, with several sleek cars rushing past the gates, the crowd once again being ushered back in, it's a mess. Youâre trying to think of your next best course of action when you feel a tap on your shoulder. You jump, turning around on instinct and itsâ
âLeehan!?â You donât think before engulfing him in a big hug.Â
He seems to be startled, panting heavily, glasses nowhere to be seen. His collar is askew, shirt sweaty.
âWhere the heck did you go!?â You shake the poor boy by the shoulders.
He takes several big breaths before resting his palms against his knees, âTheâŠbathroom.â
Your brows knit together, â...What?â
âI-yeah,â is all he has the decency to say.
âI saw you go into the chemistry lab.â
Leehan blinks several times before coming back up, rubbing his hand against his nape in embarrassment, âI forgot the way.â
You arenât sure if you want to punch the kid or give him another hug of relief.Â
The news pops up a couple days after.
You wake up later than usual, being granted some days off thanks to the school-wide destruction.Â
When you check your phone, itâs the first thing on your group chats and social mediaâin big bold letters: âLizard Rampages Through City â Spider-Man Responds!â. Accompanying it is a blurry photograph of said lizard and a whole paragraph about some new superhero dressed like a spider, shooting webs out of his hand and swinging past skyscrapersâŠYou have no idea how any of the reporters even got to the information so quickly.Â
What the actual fuck?
It only blows up even more once classes resume as normal.Â
Apparently, heâs the new city sensation: credited with stopping a car from careening into a group of pedestrians last week, rescuing a child dangling from a construction site just days ago, and even foiling a robbery at a corner store â all in the span of a month. Every story seems to make him bigger than life, the cityâs mysterious guardian who appears exactly when danger strikes. The media has started officially titling him 'Spider-Man'.
Although, in your opinion, he looks more like a latex-suit-clad Tarzan wannabe than a masked superhero. You imagine some gym-bro with a saviour complex behind the mask, running around playing vigilante and doing photoshoots for the city paper.
For you, however, there are more important matters at handâŠthe report, for example. Mr. Kim very graciously agreed to push it forward to the next month, given his classroom had been in smithereens from the rampage. You were okay with that â it's plenty of time to draft up a decent report and you can just polish it up later.
ExceptâŠLeehan seems to have different plans for you.
The first meeting, he shows up sweating buckets and gets your college-lined paper all wet. It's a forgivable sin (barely) but your frustration only spikes when he makes some excuse of wanting to go feed his fish around the twenty minute mark, then rushes out with a bow and a muttered apology.
The second meeting isnât any better. He claims he âforgot his good glassesâ and needs to dash to his house because he canât see a single word on the screen without them. By the time he returns, it's already evening and you stare him down as you leave for the engineering club.
The third meeting, heâs late again, flustered, and insists he got stuck helping an old lady carry groceries. He plops down beside you, panting, and immediately knocks over his water bottle, soaking another page.
By the fourth meeting, youâre starting to notice a pattern: a sudden phone call about a missing hamster, an urgent text from his mom about dinner, and a mysterious package delivery mix-up that strictly requires him to run off mid-discussion. Somehow, every excuse ends with a rushed bow and an âIâm so sorry!â. It would be cute if your grade wasnât riding on it.
So you decide to take matters into your own hands.Â
//
The fifth meeting, you corner him the second you spot him leaving the biology lab, and drag him out by the collar.
âY/N?â he sputters, clutching his bag to his chest like a frightened mouse.
âMy house. You. Me. Study.â You respond pointedly.
And thatâs how he ends up on your living room floor, shyly sharing a bowl of popcorn and reading off references that might be useful for the report.Â
There are times heâll get too into a research paper on fish-species and trail off, and youâll have to bring him back to the topic at hand. Or youâll start doodling things on the corner of your spare paper, mostly always a cartoon fish, and heâll look at it with a half-moon smile and add on to it, then turn away with a red face when you spot it.Â
Itâs awfully domestic â and even if you worked better on your own, it was nice to have someone to do it with you. It takes the two of you three hours, two cans of some horrid energy drink, and sheer will to finally complete the report and put your names on it.Â
âThere.â You sigh, stretching your arms above your head.Â
Leehan is leaning back against the couch, glasses askew and basically on top of his head. You giggle at the sight.Â
You parents wonât be home for another hour or so, so you offer him leftovers from last nightâs dinner and turn on the TV as you crowd around the carpet to watch. The first thing to show up is the new channel, broadcasting something about a bank robbery.
You take a bite out of your pasta, but Leehan is already standing up with an excuse, âI just remembered, I have to take out the trash tonight.â
You blink up at him, and then at his abandoned plate, â...OkayâŠ?â
âSorry.â He says in that genuine tone of his, before heading out to the door. But before he lets it close behind him, he turns back and offers you a smile, âThank you..for today. I-It was nice.â
Then heâs off before you can even respond, leaving you with a mouthful of pasta and in complete bewilderment.
What a strange personâŠ
The report gets you a shiny new A+, as expected.Â
It's one of those nights where you can relax in peace, a weekend where you can stay up past midnight watching shitty rom-coms and work on passion projects instead of slaving away for the sake of school.Â
Youâre sitting at your study desk, feet propped up on your chair as you fiddle with wires and connectors, headphones over your ears, some drama playing in the background on your laptop. Robotics club had you run all sorts of projects, usually in teams, but it felt refreshing to figure things out on your own â without the constant attention of people, with your hair allowed to be messy and clothes baggy.Â
Todayâs mission was to try and build a fully functional robotic arm. Youâre trying to use pliers to pull the cables out of what was a makeshift forearm, when you think you hear something shuffling through your headphones.Â
You ignore it the first time. But it doesnât stop thereâanother shuffle, then a thump. When you look sideways where your window is, you can vaguely make out a dark silhouette.
You jump out of the seat, launching for the screwdriver.
A thief.Â
The thump continues, like fingers rapping against the glass panes. You are terrified to say the leastâŠbecauseâŠwell, because you remember you live in a seventh floor apartment building.
You inch closer with every intention to knock out whoever happens to be attempting to break into your house, but the closer you get, the more familiar the outline becomes. A familiar head, familiar ears,...familiar hair....
You slide the glass upwards as a body tumbles in, âLEEHAN?â
He coughs, cradling his stomach, splayed out over the floor while you stand above him with a threatening tool in your hand.Â
Itâs Leehan, the awkward marine biology nerd who likes to doodle fish on papers and recite facts from memory, who carries heavy textbooks around for fun and calls it light-readingâthe same Leehan with his glasses and flannel shirts, the one that can barely look you in the eye when he talks.Â
So then why the hell is he crawling through your window at 3 AM on a Saturday? And more importantly,...why is he dressed like a giant red bug?
âLeehan??â You ask again, kneeling down to examine him. âAre youâŠare you okay?â
Evidently, he is not at all okay. Thereâs a huge slash on his torso, torn through his suit (which you belatedly register is the suitâŠas in Spider-Manâs suit). Thereâs a streak of blood on his cheek, bruises beginning to bloom near his eye, his lower lip bloody. He looks worn out, nothing like your Leehan.Â
You gently lead him to your bed, not bothering to care that he gets blood on it. It doesnât matter when he looks like he might faint any time soon if you donât do something about it. You dig under your drawers for the first-aid kit, fumbling to find the antiseptic and dressing, then lean over his body as you set down the materials on your mattress.Â
Leehan seems to be breathing, but barely.Â
His brows are drawn tightly, eyes blinking slowly in pain. You grab some wet wipes to gently dab at his lips, trying not to touch where it splits, but he lets out a quiet hiss when you get too close.Â
âSorry, sorry.â You mumble, working your way down to his cheeks. âShhh..â
He blinks up at you through his lashes, breaths shallow, lips parted for air. â...Y/N.â
âDonât talk.â You scold. âItâll hurtâ
You help him prop his head up on one of your many pillows, combing his hair back with your fingers. âIâm gonna take care of your cut okay, it might sting a little.âÂ
He gives a slight nod, just enough to let you know heâs listening.Â
âCan you take the suit off? Just the top part-â You ask.
Leehan gives a humourless laugh under his breath, âIt's a one-piece.â
You sigh, âOf course, it is.â Instead, you reach for a pair of scissors from the box and bring it to the cloth at his midriff. âIâll help you make another one.â
Making a clean cut upwards, you manage to pry the rubbery material off of his skin, peeling away from the blood and debris. He ends up with half of his clothes discarded in the corner of your room, his skin dangerously pale underneath all the injury.Â
You climb on top of the bed near where his arm lays limp, carefully tucking your knees underneath your thighs. Heâs still watching you silently, tracing the trajectory of your hands as they gently apply pressure to his torso with a gauze.
Somewhere behind concentrating on the matter at hand, you have the thought that he was surprisingly well-built for someone who tripped over air on most days.Â
Leehanâs arms are quite toned, the muscle underneath tensing every time you press a little too hard on his wound, fists clenchedâveins tightening into blue ridges under the skin. And his face, without the giant glasses he usually wore and his hair out of the way, it lookedâŠgood. Like really good.
You have to berate yourself for ogling a little while he was obviously in pain, but the guilt is temporary when you realise heâs just as focused on your features, eyes trailing the downturn of your lashes, the way your tongue peeks out when you concentrate too hard.
âYouâre staring.â You mumble, a hint of a smile there.
He coughs lightly under his breath with a muttered âsorryâ, then winces when it hurts his chest.Â
âHands up.â You order, and he complies easily, but not without a blush creeping up his ears. When your fingers brush his bare chest, he sucks in a sharp breathâyou're not sure if its entirely from the pain.
You manage to secure the dressing, wrapping a gauze around his torso, under one arm and over the opposite shoulder. âStay still. If you tear this open, Iâm stapling you to the bed.â
He nods. You tape it up, ensuring it keeps the dressing in place without slipping.
âItâs not too deep, donât worry,â You say carefully, shifting over to grab a cloth to clean up the rest of the blood on him. âSoâŠâ
â...â He blinks up at you. âSo?â
You roll your eyes, wiping at his shoulders, beneath the tuft of hair there. âDonât you have something to say?âÂ
Leehan gulps slowly. Heâs considering the best way to say the obvious and eventually he settles for- âSurprise..?â
A nerve ticks in your temple.Â
âSeriously?â You pause your ministrations, letting him slump up against the headboard. âYou fall in through my window at ungodly hours of the day, covered in blood and dirt and who knows what else, and youâre dressed like ... .like thatâŠand all you have to say to me is âsurpriseâ!?â
He looks terrified in the face of your wrath, inching his face away like heâs scared youâll stab him with your scissors.Â
But the concern in your voice is evident when you say through a shaky voice, âYou couldâve died, you idiot.â
Everything slowly starts to make senseâthe continued absences, the ridiculous over-the-top excuses. He was too busy saving the city to care about his own well-being, let alone care about a grade.
Leehan looks at you properlyâthe tension under your jaw, the way you grip the cloth with more force than needed. âIâm okay though, arenât I?â He says softly, attempting a smile.
Youâre unimpressed. âListen, I donât care what Spider-Menace is up to, but Leehan is my friend, so you better take care of him.â
âSpider-Man.â He corrects.
âSame difference.â You huff, â...I thought heâd be some gym bro, not a fish nerd I have to take care of.â
He smiles sheepishly, wincing again when it pulls at the wound at his lips.
âDonât move too much,â You scold, brushing back his hair again, tucking it behind his ear, âSave that pretty smile for when youâre healed, yeah?â You tease.
âYouâre prettier.â He mumbles, eyes flickering down to your lips.
Your hand lingers where they hold his cheek, and for a second, neither of you speak. He presses back against your palm, finding it cool and soothing.
Youâre too aware of his skin, and of the fact that he was practically half-naked. His fingers absently inch closer to your waist and-
âHoney!â Your momâs voice calls from outside your door. âArenât you asleep yet?â
You move your palm to flatten it against Leehanâs mouth, forgetting his cut and making him let out a low whimper, one that you force yourself to ignore.Â
âIâm about to!â You reply back to your mom, waiting until she responds back with an okay, and her footsteps descend back down the corridor.Â
When your gaze finally falls back from the door to Leehan, youâre startled to find that heâs looking at you with his eyes half-lidded and dazedâits a downright wrecked expression that sends heat down your body.Â
âSorry.â You mutter an absent-minded apology before finally letting your hand fall to your knees, âDid I hurt you?â
He shakes his head, looking more disappointed than hurt.Â
Eventually the moment passes and you lean back, inspecting your work. âBetter. For now. Next time you get into a fight, try not to make me worry, okay?â
Leehan cracks a small, sheepish smile. âNo promises.âÂ
You wonder when he learnt to talk back to you like thisâmaybe it's the Spider-Man persona doing its work on him, or maybe heâs just too tired to be awkward.Â
At some point in the night, you join his side, laying back against a pillow propped up on the headboard. The two of you sit side by side, half-asleep and yawning, but the adrenaline is not letting you.
âSo whatâs the deal with the superhero thing?â You ask. âGlory? Boredom?âÂ
He tilts his head and laughs quietly, â..Hmm, responsibility? I want to help people.â
You roll your eyes with no real bite, âYou have to stay in one piece if you want to do that. Donât go swinging around not looking where youâre going.â
âIn my defence, I was looking where I was goingâunfortunately, a mutant lizard also happened to be going the same way.â He offers, then extends his wrist. âI shot the web the wrong way, and wellâŠhe caught me.â
You take his wrist in your hand to examine, âSo the webs are organic huh?â You rub your thumb over the soft skin there, trying to make sense of the biology. âBad aim?â
âMoment of weakness okay?â He huffs, leaning against you now, eyes slowly drooping down.
âHmmâŠyou should sleep for a bit.â You say.
He nods, letting you grab him one of your oversized t-shirts, sinking back against the pillows until he knocks out almost immediately. You can only watch with an amused shake of your head.Â
It doesn't escape your mind that out of everywhere he could've gone tonight, he came to you. Something in your chest softens when you look at his sleeping figure, his soft breathes lingering in the air.
WellâŠat least you were right about one thing: Kim Leehan is a strange person for sure.
//
He leaves quietly in the morning.Â
Youâre sleeping peacefully at your table, body slouched over, hands curled around some metallic components that Leehan has no idea about. He stalks over on light feet and doodles a tiny fish on one of your post-it notes, sticking it right next to where your arms lay.Â
Leehan gives you one last pat on the top of your hair and a fond smile before exiting out the window.
Being Spider-Man is not a task for the weak.
4:30 AM
Leehan wakes up after the tenth alarm, muffling out the sound with a pillow over his ears. It's too early in the morning to do anythingâŠbut alas, duty calls. He half-heartedly brushes his teeth, splashes some water on his faceâcareful not to hurt his still healing woundsâand pads over to feed his many fish.
5:00 AM
He pulls on his newly mended spidey suit, letting it slap against his skin uncomfortably. Then comes the mask. After that, heâs swinging out his bedroom window, ready to take on the day.
5:45 AM
Leehan perches himself at the tallest tower in the city, sharp eyes scanning for potential danger.
And thereâs always danger.
6:30 AM
Then comes the headless-chicken-run: swinging after purse snatchers and muggers who corner early commuters, stopping burglaries, helping some old lady get her cat back from the tree in her backyardâthe list is endless.
7:30 AM
Leehan then heads over to meet with the first responders and assist themâthat includes webbing up a collapsing fire escape so the firefighters can get people down safely, rescuing trapped tenants before they get hurt, holding up a car thatâs about to tip over so the EMTs can get passengers out.Â
He receives a standing ovation for his service, and with his mask on, Leehan is confident enough to give a charming curtsey. He even high-fives some kids on the way out, letting them cheer for him.Â
8:00 AM
Classes start.Â
Leehan misses almost all of the first period, too busy having to run back home and pull on his normal clothes on top of his suit. His bag hangs haphazardly on one of his shoulders, glasses askew on the bridge of his nose, and even with the fact that he can use his powers to just swing to school now, heâs still somehow thirty minutes late.
It takes him approximately fifteen minutes on foot to dash to the classroom through the corridor.
Heâs sprinting, the bottom of his shoes skidding against the hallway tiles, breaths coming in ragged heaves. He tries to ignore any glances he gets as he flurries past onlookersâmostly students hanging around their lockers in between periodsâdetermined to not get marked absent for the umpteenth time this month.Â
Thereâs no time to pay attention to his surroundings when heâs running without stopping, hair flopping up and down with each stride. He can see the classroom door a couple feet away, and heâs almost there when-
âWHA-.â He gasps, finding himself being dragged into a storage cupboard by the collar.
âShush.â You slap a hand over his mouth, silencing his sounds, locking the door behind you with a click. âIt's just me, you big baby.â
Youâre pressing him against a shelf holding paint buckets and tools, the tiny enclosed space covered in complete darkness. Leehanâs eyes are wide behind his glasses, blinking repeatedly like a startled owl. His face is bright scarlet.Â
âY/N,â he attempts to say but it comes out garbled against your palm. You slowly remove it. âWhat are you doing?â
You pull out something from the backpack at your feet, unwrapping the cloth around it and placing it in Leehanâs palm.Â
It's cool to the touch. He looks down to see a sleek, grey, metallic device that resembles a bracelet. âUmmâŠthis is aâŠâ
âWeb shooter.â You say like the answer is obvious. When he continues to wear a perplexed expression on his face, you sigh, taking it from him. âItâs for your wrist to swing with, see.â
Youâre clasping the device around his arm, locking it in place with a muted click. âThis,â You point at the hidden buttons that touch his palm, âis the trigger. You just activate it by pressing two fingers to your palm and then⊠voilĂ . Test it out!âÂ
He does. The second he curls his ring and middle finger down to his palm, a stream of webbing shoots out in the direction of the floor, coating it with spindly white strings. âWoah,â he gasps in awe, âYou made this?â
You nod, pleased. âI was working on it when you fell asleep at my placeâŠitâs got a cartridge to dispense web fluid, anddd it directs your aim much better than you would without it. That way,â You pause to lightly poke at his chest, âyou donât have to get hurt again.â
Leehan wears a thoroughly blinding beam on his face. âY/N, you,â he opens his mouth to say something, then hesitates before finally speaking, âyouâre so cool.â
He looks at you like you hung the moon and the stars and maybe the entire skyâit makes your face heat up without warning. You cough to mask the moment of weakness, letting out a supposedly apathetic âItâs whateverâ.Â
The seconds stretch on, the two of you existing in the small space together. You dare to look up into his eyes when you realise heâs already looking at youâlips parted softly, his Adamâs apple bobbing,...he reaches out his hand and-
Ringggggggg
The school-bell makes you jump apart from each other, hearts a stuttering mess.
Then it dawns on you-âOh fuck, I have class.â
Youâre already gathering your bag from the floor, straightening your shirt and the bow on your head when Leehan makes sense of his surroundings. He really wishes you would stay and talk more about your gadgets and stick around to tease him butâŠhe supposes being the school president is no easy job either.
You open the door, looking back at him over your shoulder to bid goodbye.
Leehan thinks that's it, but he sees a moment of hesitation on your face,...then you're leaning over, going on your tippy toe, to plant a soft kiss on his cheek.
Blood rushes to his face.Â
When you pull back, youâre grinning, already dashing out the door with one final, âLater, bug boy!â
He stands there, dumbstruck, bringing a palm to where you touched him, blinking into space like he cannot process the fact that the prettiest, smartest girl in the entire schoolâand probably the whole cityâjust kissed him.Â
There are several perks to being Spider-Manâthereâs the awesome super-powers of course, the celebrity status that comes with being a public figure, the admiration he receives from civilians and villains alikeâŠtheyâre all great.
But Leehan has to admitânothing really beats a kiss from you.
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the situation with harry potter is kind of unprecedented in some ways imo because it is maybe the largest media franchise in history to be created & owned by a single person who still has direct creative control over it. who is also a billionaire with significant cultural/political influence. like the usual "no ethical consumption under capitalism" type excuses shatter on impact when the bigoted author in question is logging onto twitter every day saying explicitly that when you buy the tim hortons ravenclaw donut she is using your donut money to fund the genocide of trans people. like with big franchises usually there's at least a little more diffusion of responsibility than this
yknow what i mean it's usually like a journalist uncovering that a completely offline faceless ceo at Franchise Corp was funneling funko pop dollars into an anti abortion lobby or something. jkr is just online 24/7 like if you buy tickets to my wizard theme park you are helping me destroy the enemies of western civilization you are uplifting the voices of women who menstruate
a/n: truth be told this is autobiographical because i infact am spiderman I'm trusting you guys to keep my secret tho.... in honour of the trailer dropping I cooked a little something up <3
what the fuck is going on with the heat today iâm sweating my balls off rn
i have not stepped out today (sick in bed) but it says 40 degrees and I'm tired bro đđđ I hope you had some ice cream and stuck your head in the fridge for a bit to cool off
cannawt be having bad luck for 50 years so HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII the perseids meteor shower is at its peak either in a day or two depending on wherever in the world u are !! its one of the most popular meteor showers to watch and try to catch a shooting star from, and this year it will be even better bc we havent had a new moon (aka darker skies to see shooting stars, bc any other phase of the moon would reflect sunlight and make the skies brighter) since 2018! and the next meteor shower during a full moon will be 2045... so this is a vv good time to see pretty shooting stars!!
omg this is cool!! I looked it up and it should be soon for me too :D ... and also a new moon!! okok I shall try to catch this shooting star and make an unhinged wish hehe (Ty for relaying this v important information to me, I love it!!!)