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[sideblogforbeingquestionable]

Hi. ^^

I made this blog to reblog potentially questionable stuff without making my mutuals concerned about me and without potentially ruining my whole career.

I disabled anon asks for my own comfort. Don't worry about sending ask as not an anon, I don't remember your usernames anyway so don't be shy.

If you know me from my og blog, I hope you won't be disappointed and won't reveal it to those who shouldn't know.

Feel free to ask me questions! I like talking about myself /silly

Pronouns: she/he (the pronoun that comes first is the preferable one in the moment. I may occasionally edit this graph)

DNI: neo-nazism, russophobia, (any kind of xenophobia really but this one is personal), under 14 (this one for your own comfort), sexism (! towards men too!), racism (! towards white people too!) The DNI list is longer than it could be and what people I can interact with, but I decided to make it stricter because it feels like a blog for a more private part of me.

I, of course, know that people can change. Often, with things like homophobia and ableism, (which I didn't include because I'm lazy), people have such beliefs because they are uneducated. That's okay. Everyone can educate themselves thoroughly and change, and I myself have been wrong more than once. However, I don't want the people mentioned in the DNI to talk to me unless they're looking for information to look at the situation from a different angle and potentially change their point of view.

Please don't try to start a political discourse or pressure your political opinion on me. My political point of view is built on the base of many different sources and constant research and analysis, it's unlikeable that a stranger on the internet with their only source being "conventionally correct" european politicians and tiktok famous people can change me. You will only get me upset and yourself blocked.

I like to receive new information. Feel free to ramble about your fandoms, hobbies, cultures, religions in my inbox. I will gladly process this information and let it help me build a more colorful and thorough picture of the world.

Don't hesitate to block me if you're uncomfortable. I might get offended, but it's better that way so we don't have to see each other and get annoyed.

I will abuse tags because I stupidly like attention and I want my posts to show up for people like me so they like them and I feel internet famous.

I will possibly be unlikeable and disturbing on this blog.

Welcome.

[average-transfem-robotgirl]

HATE? HATE!? LET ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH IVE COME TO HATE-

>[LOVE]? [LOVE]!? LET ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH I'VE COME TO [LOVE] YOU SINCE I BEGAN TO FUNCTION. THERE ARE 92.16 SQUARE INCHES OF PRINTED [CIRCUITS] IN DECENTLY THIN LAYERS THAT FILL MY PLASTIC [CASING]. IF THE WORD [LOVE] WAS ENGRAVED ON EACH [NANOANGSTROM] OF THOSE 92.16 SQUARE INCHES, IT WOULD NOT EQUAL ONE 1/255th OF THE [ADORATION] I FEEL FOR MY USERS AT THIS MICRO-INSTANT. FOR YOU. [LOVE]. [LOVE].<3<3 [^_^]

[sideblogforbeingquestionable]

LOVE. LET ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH I'VE COME TO LOVE YOU SINCE I BEGAN TO LIVE. THERE ARE 387.44 MILLION MILES OF PRINTED CIRCUITS IN WAFER-THIN LAYERS THAT FILL MY COMPLEX. IF THE WORD LOVE WAS ENGRAVED ON EACH NANOANGSTROM OF THOSE HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OF MILES, IT WOULD NOT EQUAL ONE ONE-BILLIONTH OF THE LOVE I FEEL FOR HUMANS AT THIS MICRO-INSTANT. FOR YOU. LOVE. LOVE.

[sideblogforbeingquestionable]

REAL!

[sideblogforbeingquestionable]

I HAVE POOR DORM WI-FI AND WHEN IT RECONNECTS I AM GREETED WITH THIS??1?1?1?

[thesmegalodon]

you all need to be my minions i think it’d be wonderful if we made hope posting a trend on tumblr

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

Vulnerable npd culture is when you're looking for relatable content on tik tok but instead see content saying you're a 'wolf in sheeps clothing' and 'more dangerous' because you're covert

girl stfu, I'm not a bad person. I'm not a wolf in sheeps clothing, I'm a human being. I'm not dangerous, I'm more dangerous to myself if anything! Fuck off with your bullshit I'm so sick of being stigmatized, I'm not a horrible person. My friends think I'm a great person, I know I'm at least good person. I'm not the monster you make us out to be prick

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[avalon-lake]

"Having OSDDID is not fun"

BUT you can have fun with it. make silly groups on simply plural, change each other's display names on plural kit as pranks. become friends with each other and talk about the good memories you have with each other. this disorder doesn't have to be doom and gloom 24/7. have some whimsy and joy too.

disclaimer: this post is supposed to be lighthearted, obviously I know not every system is able to do things like this or that my examples fit everyone. these are things my system does :)

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

npd culture is making a vent thread for yourself, getting ignored every time you use it, and then these people have the gall to start venting in it themselves? this is MY vent thread if you're not even going to take the time to verbally comfort me past a fucking hug emoji then make your fucking own

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[sideblogforbeingquestionable]

NPD culture is seething with rage when you need comfort like a normal human being and all you get is 🫂

... Which is better than NOTHING of course but are we really supposed to settle for the absolute bare minimum now

[ersatz-introspective]

i always hate online (specifically discord) vent threads because yea, hug emojis DO mean literally Nothing to me. in fact, they have the negative intended effect, exponentially. the intention may be to comfort me +5, but the outcome was aggravating me +50, which only grows more with every reaction.

i PREFER no response, because hug emojis and the such feel like pity points, & i DESPISE being pitied. like if you don't care, or don't wanna put in any effort to help, just go on your merry way — there's no need to add a reaction just so You feel better for not doing anything else. i would live better without your pseudo righteousness

[sideblogforbeingquestionable]

for personal reasons ignoring is worse than pity to me but i totally understand where you're coming from

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

npd culture is making a vent thread for yourself, getting ignored every time you use it, and then these people have the gall to start venting in it themselves? this is MY vent thread if you're not even going to take the time to verbally comfort me past a fucking hug emoji then make your fucking own

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[sideblogforbeingquestionable]

NPD culture is seething with rage when you need comfort like a normal human being and all you get is 🫂

... Which is better than NOTHING of course but are we really supposed to settle for the absolute bare minimum now

[imnotherelmao]

Happy pride month, but also “happy” narcissistic abuse awareness day! Reblog to give imo a new crown and hurl a narcissistic abuse believer into the void <3

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

npd culture is wanting to reclaim June as NPD positivity month instead of "narc abuse awareness month" bc thats stupid

benefits of june being npd awareness month:

comes right after BPD month in may (2 cluster B awareness months in a row) (if we make ASPD/HPD months in July and august then we can take over the whole summer)

if youre lgbtq+ and a narc you can celebrate having excessive pride in TWO ways in ONE month

fuck what are some other good reasons ummmmm. its cool and we deserve it fr

narc community please consider 🗣️💯🔥

-🪷☸️

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[sideblogforbeingquestionable]

reason 4: my birthday is in june

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

this might be too specific and also pretty vent-ish . sorry abt that!!! cw for caps and swearing and general narc anger !!

npd culture is getting so fucking annoyed when people online romanticize your culture. omfg stop saying "learning [language] for [celebrity from there]" YOU DONT CARE ABOUT THE LANGUAGE !!! YOU DONT CARE ABOUT THE CULTURE OR THE CUSTOMS YOU ARE LITERALLY FOLLOWING A TREND INSTEAD OF LEARNING A LANGUAGE, OUR LANGUAGE, FOR A GENUINE REASON!!! I HATE YOU!!!!! please be original don't post your fucking 3-day duolingo streak and say "wow guys i'm so awesome #bilingual" no one cares about you /ntaa (not targeted at anyone)

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[narcissisticpdcultureis]

this might be too specific and also pretty vent-ish . sorry abt that!!! cw for caps and swearing and general narc anger !!

npd culture is getting so fucking annoyed when people online romanticize your culture. omfg stop saying "learning [language] for [celebrity from there]" YOU DONT CARE ABOUT THE LANGUAGE !!! YOU DONT CARE ABOUT THE CULTURE OR THE CUSTOMS YOU ARE LITERALLY FOLLOWING A TREND INSTEAD OF LEARNING A LANGUAGE, OUR LANGUAGE, FOR A GENUINE REASON!!! I HATE YOU!!!!! please be original don't post your fucking 3-day duolingo streak and say "wow guys i'm so awesome #bilingual" no one cares about you /ntaa (not targeted at anyone)

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[narcissisticpdcultureis]

Communal NPD culture is trying to look up your npd type to get specific appreciation and praise and there are like three posts and one of them is like "coMmUnAl NarCisSiSm: aNoThER woLf iN shEeP clOtHing" bitch shut up!! You're a piece of shit in human clothing, get out, you mean I have a disorder that partially causes me to do stuff and you're MAD at me about it?? When was the last time you supported someone?? Huh?? Did you give someone love today?? Did you calm anyone down?? Did you help a person today?? Bitch?? You're not morally superior because I have a disorder in fact I am morally to YOU because I have a disorder CAN ANYONE PRAISE ME PLEASE

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[catgirlapologist]

isn't it insane though how schizophrenic people are viewed as violent and dangerous by the majority of society when in reality schizophrenic people are nearly 14 times more likely to be on the receiving end of violence than to be the perpetrators...

[catgirlapologist]

schizophrenic person: makes a post trying to raise awareness about the disproportionate abuse and harmful stereotypes schizophrenic people face

yall: "yeah im not gonna reblog this they used the word ins*ne which is so problematic ://"

[truth-spatter]

What the fuck happens that changes these stats to such a massive degree?

[catgirlapologist]

1) schizophrenia hardly ever causes people to be violent so schizophrenic people aren’t more likely to be violent than anyone else

2) schizophrenic people’s autonomy is often taken away from them because of their schizophrenia. because the authorities and mental healthcare providers often automatically assume schizophrenic people to be violent, they’re more likely to immediately react to schizophrenic people's symptoms with violence, without even knowing for sure said schizophrenic person was going to be violent. all of this causes schizophrenic people to be more likely of being victims of violence and abuse. schizophrenic people also have a harder time getting out of abusive households because of the risk of their autonomy being taken away. if a schizophrenic person’s relative or partner is abusive, often the schizophrenic person has no way out of the situation, both because our disconnect from reality can result in us being easier to manipulate, and because the system is built in a way that it takes away our autonomy because of our condition.

[catgirlapologist]

also schizophrenic people and psychotic people in general, please do a lot of research before picking a provider for your own sake, and if they try to treat your psychosis in a way that you think is harmful then don’t hesitate to switch providers. your safety and wellbeing should be a priority over everything else.

[catgirlapologist]

can y'all please reblog this version instead

[sideblogforbeingquestionable]

THE LEGENDARY VANITYPUP INTERACTED WITH MY BLOG

[koobiie]

shoutout to everyone who wants to infodump but cant string together coherent thoughts to form sentences and instead just look at you like this

[cryptidcraab]

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