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The Monster || Kitty & Billie

Tagging: Kitty Wilde and Billie When: 27th September Where: Billie’s apartment Notes: Kitty goes over to Billie’s to confront her about her part in Ryder’s past. Warnings: Mentions of child molestation and sexual assault

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Texts ✉ Kyder

Ryder: I'm done fighting Billie, I'm just done.

Ryder: No, no we can't. Texting you was a mistake and I'm sorry for bothering you.

Kitty: I'm not.

Kitty: Ryder, please.

Texts ✉ Kyder

Ryder: She's already won, what's the point?

Ryder: Sorry but it's kinda true. She broke us, we broke up and I don't know if we can fix it.

Kitty: No, she hasn't. We can still win, Ry.

Kitty: Ryder, please, please work with me, we can do something.

Texts ✉ Kyder

Ryder: No, I can't let you do that. What if she gets back at me for it and tells everyone?

Ryder: She's already ruined us Kit.

Kitty: Then we can get a restraining order, Ry, there are ways to get rid of her!

Kitty: Don't say that. Please, don't say that.

Texts ✉ Kyder

Ryder: I did know that, I knew all of that. But it was like the panic just short-circuited my brain and I couldn't think straight.

Ryder: I know you didn't, and I'm sorry for acting like such a jerk for that last week or so we were together. I didn't handle it well, at all. Also you're not a bitch, I'm sorry for calling you one and I never even meant it.

Kitty: I'm friends with...

Kitty: Ryder, I'm so sorry you had to go through that, seriously.

Kitty: Look, please don't let this come between us, please. I'll leave the yoga club, I'll delete her off Facebook and my phone, I'll cut her out of my life... please just... don't let her ruin us.

Texts ✉ Kyder

Ryder: Because I was scared.

Ryder: Scared you'd pick her side, scared that you'd laugh at me, scared that you'd tell me to get over it because it's been ten freaking years, scared that Billie would retaliate if I told you... scared basically.

Ryder: Basically I'm a pathetic idiot who let the best thing in his life get away from him because he was too much of a coward to face it all.

Kitty: ...You know something, Ry? I might be a bitch at times, I might be brutally honest and I might get pissed, but I'm not a monster. That girl who went slowly with you, who cared about you, who loved you? I'm still her. I wouldn't have reacted like that.

Kitty: Fuck. I had no idea.

Texts ✉ Kyder

Ryder: So I really didn't want to end things, but I kinda freaked about the whole thing.

Ryder: I'm sorry.

Kitty: Ryder... why didn't you tell me?

Texts ✉ Kyder

Ryder: I'm sure you're clever enough to work it out so I might as well just grow a pair and tell you what I should have told you a month ago.

Ryder: Billie is the one who babysat for me when I was 11, and well, you know the rest...

Kitty: Oh my god.

Texts ✉ Kyder

Ryder: You asked me what my problem was with Billie and I told you.

Ryder: She fucked me up, fucked with my head. I thought I was over it but it's been ten years and my head is clearly still fucked.

Ryder: I believe you. We were so happy back then, practically untouchable.

Kitty: Wait... back up, what?

Kitty: I remember.

Texts ✉ Kyder

Ryder: She messed me up, big time.

Ryder: Yeah? Well it was the best time of my freaking life.

Kitty: What are you even talking about?

Kitty: ...Believe it or not, me too.

Texts ✉ Kyder

Ryder: What are you talking about? I'm a great drunk.

Ryder: She's her, she's Billie. Billie the stupid bitch.

Ryder: You told me that before, when we were weird friends. I loved being your weird friend.

Kitty: Ryder, I've seen you drunk. You get needy and clingy and kinda cute, but it's almost insanity.

Kitty: What the hell? What did she ever do to you?

Kitty: Yeah, I remember that.

Texts ✉ Kyder

Ryder: Drunk doesn't always equal crazy.

Ryder: Fine, your best yoga friend.

Ryder: Wait, you don't have a best friend? That's kinda sad. You deserve all the best friends.

Kitty: In your case, it does.

Kitty: Billie? What the hell does she have to do with anything?

Kitty: Not really. In case you hadn't noticed, I'm not the friendliest of people.

Texts ✉ Kyder

Ryder: Well I'm glad you are, I'd go crazy otherwise. Well, more crazy.

Ryder: Who do you think? Your best friend in the world, that's who.

Kitty: You're drunk, how much crazier can you get?

Kitty: I have no idea what you're talking about. I've only had one best friend in my life, and that was ages ago.

Texts ✉ Kyder

Ryder: Well... sorry.

Ryder: You could just stop replying if you really didn't want to hear from me though.

Ryder: Because I'm stupid and cowardly! You didn't do anything! She did.

Kitty: I know I could, but I'm an idiot for wanting to talk to you.

Kitty: Who's she?

Texts ✉ Kyder

Ryder: Even if I wanted you to know?

Ryder: What if I didn't want to end our thing? I was just scared because I'm pathetic like that but I definitely didn't want it to end.

Kitty: Even then.

Kitty: Why the hell were you scared? I have no idea what I did, I didn't do anything!

Texts ✉ Kyder

Ryder: I thought so because you are, I know you are.

Ryder: Well I do miss you. Drunk or sober, so you might as well know that.

Ryder: Yeah but I didn't want to, I'd never want to.

Kitty: Maybe.

Kitty: Doesn't mean you need to tell me.

Kitty: What? You're not even making sense anymore, Ryder, and I've got better things to do than talk to someone who doesn't want me.

Texts ✉ Kyder

Ryder: Of course you did, you're clever.

Ryder: Make a fool out of myself? By texting you? What's wrong with me texting you?

Ryder: Well I'm still pissed at you too but it doesn't stop me missing you. Nothing stops me missing you.

Kitty: You've always thought so, at least.

Kitty: By drunk texting me, telling me you miss me.

Kitty: I'm sorry you feel like that, Ryder, but there isn't anything I can do about it. You broke up with me, remember?

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