why he always gets like this
is it just when i’m there
when im present, does it matter?
He drinks his poison, never questioning to stop
I honestly don’t know how or when it got this bad. he’s always been a heavy drinker and would sometimes get out of hand but recently its been like every single time. His friend told me he’s not like this always but for me, its been always the last couple of times.
Everything was fine, I played sleep so he and his friend could have a talk. Everything was fine until I woke up and noticed he was moving and jumping all over the place. He was bouncing and swaying and almost falling always. I told him to sit. Told him to be careful. Told him to stop taking drinks.
He got in this way. His anger was creeping up. He became like a child and didn’t want to play darts with his friend any longer.
Everything was not fine, his friend went out to smoke. Everything was not fine, he threw his cup, ice going everywhere. He wanted to break stuff he said, looked at me and goes, “you want to break it all with me.” I thought he said off. I replied, no baby, I love you. I just think you should go rest.
He stood and went to the kitchen, looking for something to break. His hands landed on his glass teapot and he threw it the sink. his hands beginning to crush it. It happened so fast I couldn’t even warn him. All I could think, he’s gonna be so upset in the morning.
I took the keys, I walked outside. He was a madman if he thought I was going to let him drive. His friend was in no mood to leave he said, he had no choice, i was taking him home.
His hand bleeding he reaches for my pockets and goes inside. his dog is frantic, i tell my boy to go die if he wants. his dog barks and my boy does nothing but stare. I leave without shutting, dog follows me and jumps in my car. His boy, my boy, is scaring him, refuses to go to him. he wrangles him inside, not without falling.
I take the friend home, he has his own demons.
he calls. he's at my house, standing in the freezing cold. he has no jacket. he eats nothing and drinks but a few sips. he’s asleep.
My dogs are barking. they don’t stop and he's puking.
Now I wait for morning to appear.
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