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Masterlist

Not all fics have adult content, but this blog is 18+.

Updated March 18th, 2026

True Detective: Night Country A Knight of the Seven Kingdoms (Spotify Playlist) Animal Kingdom The Last Kingdom The Last of Us Outer Range The Pitt Top Gun

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still sending love and support <3 hope you’re doing ok

Thank you to everyone who has reached out during my unplanned hiatus. I just logged onto here for the first time in nearly two weeks and was received with an unbelievable outpouring of kind words from all of you.

I’ve been in a really bad place since my friend’s passing, especially sfter it really settled, and last week I had to make the ethical decision to put my 16 year old chihuahua down because of how poor her quality of life had gotten to. She was on the decline for a while, but it came to a head last Tuesday and I’ve been in a rough headspace since. I spent half of my life with her and she spent her whole life with me. I haven’t adjusted well to a life without her at all.

Writing was one of the few things I was able to do that let me escape and I can’t even bring myself to do that. It’s been almost two weeks since I’ve even opened any of my wips. The spark I used to have is gone and now I just go to work and come home and then immediately fall sleep so I can do it over again because that’s all I have the energy to do.

That’s the survival point I’m at.

So until I can get myself together, this blog is on a hiatus. I’m genuinely sorry to everyone who has been waiting patiently on updates. DoaD has been such a monumental thing for me and it breaks my heart that it’s just sitting.

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some hodgepodge housekeeping:

chapter 18 of DoaD will be posted friday night. this week has been tough, but the writing/editing of such a fun chapter has kept me going mentally so I don’t fall into a black hole, so please do not think that I think this is an obligation. It is genuinely an escape.

I’ve been reading everyone’s messages/comments and I cannot thank you enough for the kindness you’ve all extended in one form or another during such a terrible fucking time in my life. When I have the mental bandwidth to respond to everyone, I will, but so much as reading them has made me spiral on more than one occasion recently so my inbox is just hanging out for right now. A friend of my coworker (who I’m acquaintances with) is a grief counselor and she’s reached out to me for support, so I’ve been working with her through everything and it has been so wildly helpful to have someone outside of everything to talk to who understand how to navigate everything that’s currently happening and what comes after.

I’ve been able to get outside more after work, which has been insanely helpful. Being out in my yard doing mundane things like weeding has kept me out of the funk I know is just waiting on the edges of my psyche.

I’ve also been working on lil one shots in between for other characters of shows/games, including the werewolf!lyonel & werewolf!reader fics I was teasing a few weeks ago.

I’ve been dabbling into a potential bioshock frank fontaine x f!reader fic that would be purely self indulgent as well.

I’ve fallen into writing lil varric thethras x elf!reader drabbles because I saw an edit of him on tiktok the other day and went back down the dragon age rabbit hole. DA:I was the first dragon age game I played years and years and years ago and I immediately fell in love with varric, but I’ve never written anything for him.

anyways, all that aside, I’m stoked to go check out some garden nurseries this weekend for the first time this season.

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varric with bianca through the years

[igari]

"That's the world. Everything you build, it tears down. Everything you've got, it takes. And it's gone forever. The only choices you get are to lie down and die or keep going."        ↳ for @rationales ♡ happy birthday!

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I had a dream last night where I walked into (not my) kitchen in my jammies and Henry Ashton (or some character of his) was making toast (it had lox on it????) and he gave me a smooch over his shoulder when I came up behind him and I essentially koala’s him from behind because like…of course I’m going to make physical contact with this man who is familiar with me?????

there were two other guys sitting at the island who I didn’t know but did know??? and they definitely knew him.

I’ve been having some really weird dreams lately. They’re never usually with people so this one was extra strange that it was so physically interactive.

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I had a dream last night where I walked into (not my) kitchen in my jammies and Henry Ashton (or some character of his) was making toast (it had lox on it????) and he gave me a smooch over his shoulder when I came up behind him and I essentially koala’s him from behind because like…of course I’m going to make physical contact with this man who is familiar with me?????

there were two other guys sitting at the island who I didn’t know but did know??? and they definitely knew him.

I’ve been having some really weird dreams lately. They’re never usually with people so this one was extra strange that it was so physically interactive.

[confirmed-and-contorted]

slamming your knights visor down when you’re finished talking to them, like slamming the phone back on the receiver.

[charlesoberonn]

Turning around to leave only to turn back and lift the visor up for one last remark before slamming it down again.

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Too Much

Not all fics have adult content, but this blog is 18+. Tywin Lannister x Wife!Reader

Masterlist General Synopsis: Tywin Lannister does not do pillow talk. Unfortunately for him, his wife is a yapper post-coitus. Word Count: 2.2k Content Warnings: insinuation of sex, nudity, Tywin is mean but reader knows he loves being doted on. AN: I cannot stop thinking about Charles Dance, and thus, Tywin Lannister. This has been in my wips forever and is super soft—as soft as Tywin can be. He secretly loves that his wife just does not shut the fuck up. This is also, wildly enough, my first Game of Thrones fic.

The room has gone quiet in the way only the Tower of the Hand ever does at night—thick with silence, insulated from the noise of the city below, as though even King’s Landing itself knows better than to disturb Tywin Lannister when he has retired. The candles burn low, their light softened against gold-threaded drapery and dark wood, and still he has not moved to rise.

That, more than anything, tells you he is content.

You trace your fingers idly along his chest, following the sparse line of hair there with a focus that borders on indulgent distraction. It earns you a look without his head even turning, his eyes lowering just enough to mark the path of your hand.

“If you intend to map me,” he says, voice dry, “you will find the territory unchanged from the last time you inspected it.”

You hum, entirely unbothered, your thumb pressing lightly just beneath his collarbone before drifting lower again. “I like to be thorough.”

“I am aware,” he replies, and there is something in the cadence of it—something edged, but not sharp enough to cut—that makes your mouth curve faintly.

Your toes slide along his calf again, slow and absent-minded, and his hand comes down at once, catching your ankle with firm, unyielding precision. Not rough, never careless, but decisive all the same.

“Do that again,” he says, “with cold feet, and you will find yourself on the other side of that door before you can protest.”

“They’re warm this time,” you answer, testing the boundary by brushing your foot along him once more, lighter this time. “You haven’t thrown me out yet. I assume that means I’m safe.”

“For the moment.” You shift closer instead of retreating, your thigh pressing more deliberately over his hip, your knee grazing just enough to draw attention without being overt about it. His grip on your ankle tightens by a fraction, not enough to hurt—just enough to remind you he notices everything.

You tilt your head, watching him now. “You let the Small Council prattle on for nearly an hour today before you said a word.”

“They were wrong,” he answers simply.

“They’re always wrong.”

“Yes.”

The blunt certainty of it makes you laugh softly, your fingers pausing against his chest. “And yet you endure them.”

“I tolerate them,” he corrects, his eyes shifting to you fully now, sharp and assessing even in the low light. “There is a distinction.”

You study him for a moment, the severity of his expression, the rigid composure that never truly leaves him—not even here, not even like this. And yet his hand has not released your ankle. His thumb rests just at the curve of your heel, unmoving, but present.

“You enjoy it,” you say lightly.

His brow lowers a fraction. “Enjoy what.”

“Making them feel small. Watching them scramble to correct themselves when you so much as look at them.” Your lips twitch. “You take your time with it.”

“I correct incompetence where I find it.”

“That is not the same thing...”

“It is,” he says, though there is the faintest pause before it, the smallest delay that betrays consideration.

You shift again, your hand sliding up, flattening briefly over his sternum before drifting higher, resting just beneath his throat. “You could dismiss them outright.”

“And replace them with what?” he asks, voice quieter now, though no less controlled. “More of the same?”

“Perhaps,” you concede. “But then you would have less opportunity to loom over them so impressively.”

His eyes narrow slightly at that, not in anger, but in something closer to warning. “You find that amusing.”

“I find you amusing,” you correct, entirely unrepentant.

Tywin’s hand releases your ankle only to catch your wrist instead, lifting it away from his throat with a slow, deliberate motion before pressing it back down against the mattress beside him. He leans in just enough that the shift is unmistakable, his presence filling the space between you in a way that stills your teasing for half a breath.

“You mistake tolerance for indulgence,” he says.

Your pulse answers him before your voice does, though you do not pull your hand free. “Do I?”

“You do.”

“And yet,” you murmur, your free hand tracing along his shoulder now, unhurried, “you have not corrected me.”

His mouth presses into something that is not quite a frown, not quite anything so simple. “I am correcting you now.” You consider that, your eyes flicking over his face, the lines of it, the weight of his attention—always so exacting, so impossible to ignore. And still, there is something beneath it tonight that you recognize, something quieter, held close.

“Mm,” you hum softly. “Poorly.” His grip on your wrist tightens just enough to make the point, and for a moment you think he might actually push you further, press you into the mattress, remind you in no uncertain terms of where the balance between you truly lies.

Instead, he releases you. It is almost more telling than if he hadn’t.

“You speak too much,” he says, settling back against the pillows, though his eyes remain on you.

“And you listen too well for a man who claims not to enjoy it.”

“I did not say I enjoyed it,” he replies.

“No,” you agree, shifting closer once more, your hand returning to his chest as though it belongs there. “You never say that you enjoy anything.”

A quiet settles between you then, not uncomfortable, not strained—just… present. You feel the steady rise and fall of his breathing beneath your palm, the warmth of him, the solid, unyielding reality of his body beside yours. After a moment, his hand comes to rest at your hip, not pulling, not directing—just there.

“You presume much,” he says at last.

You tilt your head slightly, studying him again, softer now. “I observe.”

“And what have you observed?”

You take your time answering, your fingers moving again, slower now, less teasing, more thoughtful. “That you do not dismiss me.” He says nothing to that. “That you allow me to speak when others would not dare.” Your thumb brushes lightly over his chest. “That you have not once sent me away.” His jaw tightens faintly, though whether in agreement or restraint, you cannot tell. “And,” you add, quieter still, “that you would not have let me stay this long if I were merely a distraction.”

The words linger there between you, heavier than your earlier teasing, edged with something you do not name.

For a moment, you think he will deflect, dismiss it as he does most things that come too close to the truth. Instead, his hand shifts at your hip, sliding just enough to pull you nearer, closing the space you had left between you without a word.

“You would be wise,” he says, voice low, measured as ever, “not to mistake position for permanence.”

You meet his eyes steadily. “I do not.”

“Good.” His hand does not move away.

You settle against him more fully, your leg draped over his again, your head finding its place just beneath his shoulder. Your fingers resume their quiet path along his chest, no longer testing, no longer teasing—just there, familiar.

After a long moment, you smile faintly against him. “You did enjoy it,” you murmur. His hand at your hip tightens once more, just briefly.

“Sleep,” he says, and though it is not an answer, it is not a denial either.

The room rests in a deep, insulated quiet, the kind that dulls the edges of the world beyond the Tower of the Hand. Candlelight flickers low against silk and shadow, and neither of you has made any move to disturb it.

You lie tucked against him, your leg draped over his, your hand spread across his chest where his heartbeat presses steady and unyielding beneath your palm. Your fingers move slowly, tracing idle patterns, more instinct than thought now.

Tywin watches the movement briefly before his gaze lifts to your face. “You persist,” he says, voice even.

You glance up, faintly amused. “You say that like it troubles you.”

“It is unnecessary.”

“And yet I remain,” you murmur, your thumb sliding upward before your lips follow, pressing a soft, lingering kiss to his chest.

His hand closes around your ankle in a firm, grounding hold. “Do not mistake inaction for permission.”

You shift closer instead of retreating, your forehead brushing his jaw before you place a small, deliberate kiss there. “I would never.”

His grip tightens slightly in warning, though he does not move you away.

Silence settles again, softer this time, shaped by the slow rhythm of your touch.

It lasts all of three breaths.

“I saw Lord Redwyne trip over his own robes today,” you say suddenly, your voice light with poorly concealed amusement. “Not a subtle stumble either. A full, undignified collapse. I thought he might take the table with him.”

Tywin exhales slowly through his nose. “You find that noteworthy.”

“I find it entertaining,” you correct, your fingers resuming their idle path. “He tried to recover with dignity. It did not go well.”

“He lacks coordination and judgment. This is not new information.”

“No, but it is new that he attempted to bow while holding a goblet,” you continue, entirely undeterred. “The wine did not survive the experience. Nor did his pride.”

His hand presses briefly into your side—a measured pinch.

You laugh softly, leaning into him, your lips brushing his jaw in quiet acknowledgment. “You see? You do enjoy these stories.”

“I do not.”

“You listen,” you counter, your tone warm, your cheek brushing his before you settle beneath his jaw again. “Very attentively, I might add.”

“I am ensuring accuracy.”

“Mm. Of course.” A brief pause, then you continue anyway. “And Lady Tanda has decided her daughter is now a great beauty,” you add, your fingers tracing a slow line along his chest. “She announced it to three separate men within the span of an hour. None of them agreed.”

“That is their error,” he says flatly. “Agreement would have spared them inconvenience.”

You smile faintly. “You would have agreed.”

“I would have avoided the conversation entirely.”

“Cowardice,” you murmur, tilting your head just enough to press a soft kiss beneath his jaw.

“Efficiency.” He repeated. 

You hum, unconvinced, your fingers drifting higher, resting just beneath his throat. “And the king,” you continue, as though you have not already said enough, “has taken to repeating the same story at supper. Three nights in a row. Each telling worse than the last.”

“I am aware.”

“Oh, you noticed,” you say lightly, your lips brushing his skin again in a fleeting, absent affection. “I thought perhaps you had retreated entirely into your thoughts.”

“I am capable of observing more than one irritation at a time.”

You laugh quietly at that, your body shifting closer in unconscious response. “I do wonder how you endure it all.”

“I do not endure. I manage.”

“Mm,” you murmur, your thumb tracing a slow arc. “And I am part of that management, I assume.”

His hand tightens faintly at your side. “You are…persistent.”

You smile, pleased with that answer despite its restraint. “That is not a denial.”

“It is not praise.”

“I will take what I am given,” you reply softly, your lips brushing the corner of his mouth in a brief, chaste kiss. His hand stills at your back for a moment before settling again, firm and certain.

“And,” you continue after a breath, entirely unwilling to let silence reclaim the room, “I think Ser Addam has been avoiding you.”

“He should not.”

“He nearly walked into a column trying to escape your notice,” you say, amused. “I believe he considered climbing out a window at one point.”

“That would have been inefficient.”

“It would have been memorable,” you counter, your fingers smoothing absent-mindedly over his chest. “You do leave an impression.”

“As intended.”

“I know,” you murmur, softer now, your voice losing some of its teasing as your cheek rests against him again. “I like it.”

Tywin’s hand shifts slightly at your back—not a correction, not quite a reaction, but something that acknowledges the words without answering them. You fall quiet for a moment, your fingers slowing, your touch settling into something gentler.

Then, inevitably—“And the baker in the lower courtyard—” His hand presses into your side again, sharper this time.

You laugh into his chest, the sound warm and unrestrained as you press a quick kiss there in apology. “You would miss this,” you murmur.

“You test that assumption frequently.”

“And yet I am still here,” you reply, your voice softer now, your fingers stilling against him. “Which tells me everything I need to know.” His hand tightens at your back, firm, grounding, his thumb moving once along your spine before going still.

“You speak too much,” he says, though the edge has worn thin.

“And you listen,” you murmur, your voice low, your body settling more fully against his.

He does not answer.

You press one last, lingering kiss over his heart, your cheek resting there as your breathing begins to slow. The room quiets again, the space between words finally allowed to stretch. After a moment, his hand adjusts at your back, drawing you closer in a subtle, deliberate motion.

“Sleep,” he repeats once more.

You hum softly, your voice drowsy now, content. “As you command, my lord husband.”

Tywin does not reply, but he does not let you go either.

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HI YEAH YEAH ME AGAIN RING RING

I CAN HEAR HIS FUCKING VOICE IN THIS THANKS

instant reblog.

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I’ve gotten quite a few asks about my Pope Cody series Well Enough Alone, so I figured I’d address this here instead of answering the same thing over and over:

My last update to the fic (in any capacity) was May of 2025. I can’t believe it’s been so long, but it hasn’t been abandoned entirely. My plan for it is to do an overhaul. While I love it as it currently is, I’ve definitely advanced since then regarding world building and dialogue, and I really want to give it a new life. I also want to possibly incorporate the baby AU into it (I haven’t decided on that quite yet).

After I’m done with DoaD, that may be my next big project while I sprinkle some AKOTSK one shots in between. I have a couple of other AKOTSK long fics that I’m also working on, but I’m not quite happy enough with them to start posting anytime soon, so a revamp to well Enough Alone may fill the void until then.

[angelbumbum]

i like my men dominant but also obedient, you wouldn’t get it

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lady doe way stronger than me I would’ve licked the sweat straight off him the second he got off that horse tbh

you are FOUL but so so correct for this. I would’ve rode him til the wheels fell off.

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I hope you're doing well (well, as much as you can be. Sending all my love)

All things considered, I’m doing alright. Thank you for reaching out, friend ♥️

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Chapter 17 was perfect 💖💖 also wanted to let you know how much I appreciate you updating despite what is going on in your privat life! (No pressure though! Take whatever time you need 💖💖)

Thank you ♥️

Being able to have something like this to take my mind off of real life has been a blessing, let me tell you. And everyone on here has been so kind and supportive.

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I absolutely love the longer chapters of DoaD, but I will admit that it's hilarious everytime I see the word count get increasingly higher with each chapter. The number just keeps going up. 😂

honest to god I just yap in a word document and somehow they just get longer and longer 😭 the last chapter didn’t even feel like 21k. it’s taken 17 chapters, but I’ve finally stopped caring about how long this god-forsaken fic has gotten.

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I want to write for Bioshock SO badly

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chatgpt didn’t invent the emdash and they can’t fucking have it. it’s mine.