I just want to keep her safe.

Your name is KASLET GARTOS and you have one goal. To make sure she lives through this and is safe.

[silentangerona]

Journal 3;

I am not sure what to think anymore really. I will be keeping this short since we are on the move. Navidi and I have been traveling around for at least a week or two now all of Alternia seems to have gone haywire. The fleet and the empress really are gone..Yeah they really left without me. The lowbloods have taken over and now there are certain areas I am unable to travel in without having to hide my appearance and blood color. My phone and computer no longer work and neither does Navidis. All of this is just fueling my anger, luckily I have Navi here to calm me down when it is needed. We have been trying to stay away from populated areas, we figured not only can I not go there but that more daywalkers  around them. We have both agreed that it is safer to travel in smallish groups of maybe six at the most. 

We have established a system of how we sleep at night. I take to the trees and bring Navidi up with me. While she sleeps I stay up. I don't like sleeping as much anymore. We have also learned a thing or two about the daywalkers. They don't seem to like me as much as they do Navidi it is weird and it worries me but it's true so  I am thinking it might have to do something with scent?? I am going to try making her wear my clothing for a while to see what happens.

I don't really have that much to say now so I'll end this here. 

Kaslet

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Journal 2;

My dear Mikaal I am so sorry.

You were sick my darling, but I was scared. It probably was my fault. It normally is, I am just sorry that you couldn't fix my mistake this time. I am sorry that you are gone and it is because of me.I can't even avenge you because I am the one who killed you and I am too scared to die.I'm so sorry. I don't think it was you though who had attacked me. No I felt your chest while trying to push you away. There was no blood being pushed anymore and you were cold. Colder than I even am. You my love were dead when I had returned to our hive.I feel like I should have been there telling you not to go out and fight and instead come be with me just for a little longer. It is my fault. That isn't even the worst part my love because even when you were dead you wouldn't stop. So I took your head clean off. Just like you have shown me .It was still moving though, even after it being cut clean off. It was still moving and trying to make sound. It made me sick to my stomach, so I went back outside and emptied my stomach. I went back to the door but.. I couldn't go back in. I'm sorry I was too scared. I called for your crow and lusus but it seemed that they weren't there anymore. They must have left after you had died. Since I couldn't go back in I did the next best thing I could do. I burnt down your hive and everything in it. Now no one else can find it and steal anything from you and the only thing you will ever have to worry about is me. I'm selfish I know. I turned and ran after that, ran away from you, ran away from our hive, ran away from everything. Can you ever forgive me for what I have done?

I ran to the city back to something familiar. Navidi, I ran to Navidi. Before I had gotten to her though I ran through the hivestream that was before her hive. It was the fastest way and I wasn't thinking correctly. I was sad and scared. I was stopped by a riot in the streets . So many so much lower than I. They were screaming about the empress leaving and taking her fleet. That was impossible though. She couldn't have taken the fleet. I was in training for it surely I would have been called in if things had gotten that bad. Seems you are right my love, I am one of a kind. Being on of a kind means that you are alone. Now I am truly alone though for all of my kind has fled and left me. Two lowers a brown and  a yellowblood called me out while I was watching . They all swarmed around me like  angry wasps, they were so angry. I tried my best to calm them  but every time I tried to speak they hit me or did something else to keep the words from coming out. For a while I didn't fight, I was going to let them have me. I was going to die. Navidi came to my mind though, what would she do without me, she could be killed as well. That thought was the single thing that spurred me on to fight and then flee from the crowd in an angry rage. I am not sure what happened to get me out of there but something did. Maybe the Messiahs were smiling down on me now that their horrible laughter at my pain had subsided. The next thing I knew was that I was with Navidi and she was curled around me and I was crying. I was crying because of you. I don't even care what had happened to me, just you. I knew I had been cocky with my mouth before but now I know I must keep it shut of speak the language of my people.

 Do you know that I  miss you? I hope you do because I really do miss you so terribly.You are gone my love and I am here wishing I was dead as well. I have someone who I need to protect for now my love. Once she is safe though I will join you and only then can hope that you will forgive me. 

Oh Messiahs how I hope you forgive me.

I am so sorry.

Flushed for you <3

Kaslet.

[silentangerona]

Journal; 1

-h shell- there little b--k h-w d- ya d- im kassy! >ouo< navifin  gave y-u t- me d- write d-wn all a my th-ughts s- we can try to figure -ut what might be causing my h-rr-rterr-rs it is awfully sweet a her t- d- this  f-r me  she is always s- nice 

whale lemme tell y-u b--k a l-t -f weird shit had been g-ing d-wn lately and i d-nt kn-w if any-ne -ther than me n-ties  tr-lls have been acting reely weird and there is talk -f a new sickness g-ing around it must be true because n-t as many tr-lls have been c-ming t- my c-ncerts lately and i havent been able t- get a h-ld -f a l-t -f my f-nds its g-t me reely w-rried ab-at them

i think i am g-ing t- leave the hivestream i am currently staying in t-night and g- back t- mikaals  he has never been g--d with n-t getting sick and if he d-es catch whatever is g-ing ar-und he is g-nna need s-me guppy t- take care -f him and wh- better than me besides i am the -nly -ne wh- w-uld take care -f him after all the grumpy gills >=u=<

im reely excited t- see him again i cant wait t- have him back in my arms even if he is all stuffed up and sneezey maybe ill even sing him a s-ng that seems t- be the -nly time he reely likes them

hey b--k can i tell y-u s-mething i have been having a l-t -f weird h-rr-rterr-rs l8ly and n-t just the n-rmal -nes i have these -nes are much i dunn- h-w t- w-rd it

bright

maybe im n-t sure but i really d-nt have anym-re time t- write i have an-ther c-ncert t- g- d- and then head back t- mikaals hive

later b--kie~

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