Remember this dude, you are someone who came from the bottom and worked your way to the place where you are.
The same person who reached this level will not be able to go higher, unless there is an internal shift in you.
The same rules, morals, beliefs that got you here is your anchor that prevents you from levelling up.
The world will never accept your contribution because of the way you look, your height, your skin color. They see you and they underestimate you instantly, because you didn't have the same privileges as them. You didn't have the same lived experiences as them.
The world will judge you and hate you for being at this level, because it reminds them of what they could have been if they didn't conform and fall for peer pressure.
Understand that the western civilization operates on deception. Playing with images and masks is the norm. You can't be 100% honest all the time.
Build your business as matter of emergency. Push beyond your limits. Fuck your feelings and emotions.
Nobody is interested in your emotions and feelings. The day you were born as a man, you are cursed with the burden of performance and you are blessed with the ability to mould and become a better version of yourself.
Corporate world is no place for human decency. Its ruled by and filled with psychopaths. Your task along with maintaining and improving your competency at your job is to recognize these psychopaths and find a version of you thats equivalent to them.
Train yourself to arm yourself with all the mental tools necessary to combat them, physically and psychologically.
They won't hesitate to walk on others, like you do. That part of you that hesitates to walk on others, is what prevents you from levelling up in your career and business.
You have dreams and ambitions, but you are approaching it from faulty image of the world, that the world is fair. It isn't.
It never was. It never will. You have that image because of religion, your good upbringing.
You have to learn to love being ugly.
You have to learn to love being BAD.
The warrior and the rake in you, that you kept hidden away, needs to come to light.
It craves for freedom. It craves for you to realise your fullest potential.
