💗 LILY ··· writes gentle hands and filthy thoughts.
slow kisses, shaky breaths, pretty girls with sharp teeth.
the kind of intimacy that makes your chest hurt in the best way.
♡
hi, i’m lily
i write soft smut — the kind that feels like falling in love
and falling apart at the same time.
i love quiet moments turning into something deeper;
a hand on the jaw, a whisper against the neck,
a slow burn that ends messy.
i’m emotional, affectionate, and a little ruined by music and late nights.
i like when desire feels tender. i like when it feels real.
🌙 fandoms i write
— Madison Beer🫧
— Billie Eilish🎤
if you’re here for pretty girls, messy desire, heavy breathing, and delicate obsession welcome.
💌 requests
open send prompts, concepts, lyrics, vibes.
i’ll write what speaks to me.
be respectful. be specific. be soft.
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I’M 21 YEARS OLD‼️‼️
Sometimes you look the same
Just like you did before the accident
When you're staring into space
It's hard to believe you don't remember it
Woke up in the ambulance
You pieced it all together on the drive
I know you don't remember calling me
But I told you, even then, you looked so pretty
In a hospital bed
I remember you said you were scared
And so was I
In a stand-still on The Five
Thought it was unusually early traffic
Usually, I don't panic
I just wanted to be on time
When I saw the ambulances on the shoulder
I didn't even think of pulling over
I pieced it all together late that night
And I know you don't remember calling me
But I told you, even then, you looked so pretty
In a hospital bed
I remember you said you were scared
And so was I
What if it happened to you on a different day?
On a bridge where there wasn't a rail in the way?
Or a neighborhood street where the little kids play?
Or the Angeles Crest in the snow or the rain?
What if you weren't alone? There were kids in the car
What if you were remote? No one knows where you are
If you changed anything, would you not have survived?
You're alive, you're alive, you're alive
And I know you don't remember calling me
But I told you, even then, you looked so pretty
In your hospital bed
I remember you said you were scared
And so am I
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couldn't stop myself, I couldn't help myself
This isn't like me, can't you tell? (Can't you tell?)
Show me around this place, and (show me around) take me in your embrace
It feels so right, but ain't it strange?
In this moment, all I know is
15 minutes ago, I was layin' in bed
Then I had a crazy thought in my head
So I took the keys and got in the car
Don't know how I got here, but baby, here we are
La, la-la-de-da, la, la-la-de-da
La, la-la-de-da (baby, here we are)
La, la-la-de-da, la, la-la-de-da
La, la-la-de-da
Show me how much you care, touch me and pull my hair
Give me emotions I can't bear (I can't bear)
I want you to fantasize and think of it every night (every night)
Never forget I made you mine
In this moment, all I know is (all I know is)
15 minutes ago, I was layin' in bed
Then I had a crazy thought in my head
So I took the keys and got in the car
Don't know how I got here, but baby, here we are
La, la-la-de-da, la, la-la-de-da
La, la-la-de-da (baby, here we are)
La, la-la-de-da, la, la-la-de-da
La, la-la-de-da
15 minutes ago, I was layin' in bed
Then I had a crazy thought in my head
So I took the keys and got in the car
Don't know how I got here, but baby, here we are
La, la-la-de-da, la, la-la-de-da
La, la-la-de-da (baby, here we are)
La, la-la-de-da, la, la-la-de-da
La, la-la-de-da (baby, here we are)